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Mothers Day

Mothers Day and Valentines Day are the two events that are making the florists businesses profitable. One is dedicated to the motherly love, the other to the romantic love.

Honestly they are a shame. If you need a day to honor love, while you don´t express appreciation and love the rest of the year, to buy flowers and sweets doesn´t do it.

As a woman I ask to be honored all year long. As someone who is giving the nurturing, motherly love all year long, to so many people around me, I ask to be respected every single day of the year.

To me it is the expression of a great imbalance and pain in the collective. We (ab)use the feminine and disrespect it. And that´s not a gender-bashing. Has nothing to do with the genitals you are born with. Every human has male and female aspects inside of them. I know a lot of women that do not respect the feminine and see it as less. Even a lot of those, that are feminists or in the goddess-movement are really expressing a distorted energy towards the feminine. Who tries to be ” a better man” or “better than men” is not really stepping into the own femininity. What has a lot to do with the way our society is working, the focus on power and domination. Everyone thinks s/he has to be right, better, superior and being co-operative, caring and loving is seen as nice, but weak. Men might suffer from that distorted point of view too. Not only is it still difficult to express what is seen as feminine as a man, so they have to oppress a part of themselves. But they are also the first to be sended to war, to be sacrificed for the values of a distorted society.

Mothers Day has an american origin, where it´s a national holiday since 1914, the year when World War I started. That´s deeply ironic as one of the roots is a Mothers-Peace-Movement that Julia Ward Howe has founded with the goal that the sons of the mothers will no longer be sended to war. We didn´t stop war, but instead started selling products. One can not buy or sell love, although we try it endlessly.

Yesterday some cows visited my friend and co-worker Muriel Shickman. Cows are a typical symbol for the abuse of this energy. I start to understand why more and more people can not process milk in their body. We want to be nurtured all of our lifes, while we are grown-up long ago. And we do not even pay respect towards these animals, that give us their milk.

We do also not respect Gaia, which until this very day nurtures all of us. Today I went to the nearby park where the Roses bloom. In the evening young people meet there and drink.  They may do as they want, but again and again they throw around their trash, break bottels and leave a mess. Today when I came along, they had left a huge pile of empty boxes, laying directy in front of the empty trash can, to show they do not care. Someone will come along and take care, someone they do not pay respect to. Only the strong and relentless forces are valued. And this is what has to be changed.

And yes, we as women and mothers have enabled this behaviour. It´s not enough to blame the relentless, dominiering forces, we have to take responsibility for not taking our rightful place in society, for not standing up for our values. What I hereby do for myself 😉

Another thing, that hit me today. Do not just honor your mother or care for your kids, but do it everywhere your heart feels called to.

Shine your lovelight <3

 

Distractions on our path

Sometimes I receive teachings while my sleep-time. I guess that´s happening quite often, but I´m not always able to transfer these transmissions into my conscious mind. But this one came in quite intense, as I´ve been told it is really important at the moment:

When you think of all that is happening as a kind of game, than you can understand that distractions are a way to make a team not score as good as it could otherwise. Team Light is winning anyways…or seen from a non-dualistic perspective it has always prepared for winning, even when it´s seemed to have lost sometimes…But sometimes we seem to get lost in distractions, Team Dark (as it is unconscious) is using distractions to keep us off track. I´m an empath. I´ve got to confess that I´ve been easily distracted. Someone might need help, a friend calling in tears, or a guy showing up and making things somehow complicated…I used to be falling for all of that.

I realized that I´ve gotta be really aware what my priorities are. Here are some distractions I have faced, that seem to be quite common:

  1. When someone might really need help, that´s important. But I´ve spend a lot of time with people that just caused drama, to make sure, they will not have to evolve and still get attention. Where´s the point in joining them in this borrrrring repetition mode? Focus on those that are really moving forward.
  2. Or other people have no goals and priorities at all, but are distracting themselves and others to not feel the void in their life. Why join them onto their road to nowhere, nonsense and nohope?
  3. When a guy doesn´t know what he wants…he for sure doesn´t want me. Love isn´t complicated, only games are.
  4. Yes, I need to earn my living. But I´m living to express what I love. We shall not allow 3d stuff to get too serious.
  5. Yes, we have to clean-up our energy-field. But we have lived thousands of lifetimes on this planet, even in other galaxies, we killed each other a million times, been misused, traumatized, abandoned endlessly. Where´s the point in re-living all of that in this lifetime? Find the root-feeling, like abandonment or powerlessness, go into that and love it into the light. And than go out and have fun and not re-activate all experiences again and again.
  6. Yes there´s a dark agenda out there. But you cannot figure it out in all details anyway. Going too deep in conspiracies is just making people becoming confused. Stay aware, question things…but spend way more time focusing on what you want, instead of the unwanted.
  7. Do not resist circumstances you can not change at the moment. Use your energies for things, that are running smoothly. All that is in the flow is on your path. All that isn´t moving, you shoudn´t force. Might be it will move at another point in time, but don´t sit there waiting for it.
  8. Going within,  finding inner peace and clarity, is creating outer changes. It´s like magic. The outer world is reacting on our inner feeling. So instead of running around, go and meditate or breath calm, have a walk in nature. Things will sort them out afterwards much easier. And even when the outer world should still insist to be stressful, we can through a change in perception make things go much easier for us anyway.
  9. Do our possession own us or do we own our possessions? When you enjoy taking care for a castle with 50 rooms, than keep it. When you dislike all the work that stuff is causing, than let go of all the unused things, rooms, possessions.
  10. The same goes for relationships, memberships and everything we perceive as hardships.

You might find even more points…but I think, it is important generally to become aware what we really want.Does what we are spending our time, money, energy on really mirror our true values in life?

Do what is fun and joy, that´s never a distraction, but on your path and it´s creating good vibes.

Shine your light!

Martyrdom is a misconception of the divine service

It took me a while to put this inner truth into proper words, but I hope I am now capable to do so, so you can understand my message and benefit from it.

Martyrdom has to do with guilt somehow and guilt is not a truth. Both are the result of a misconception. When we serve others out of that feeling to be somehow responsible for them, for their well-being or suffering, than we create an energetic distortion, as we act against divine truth. Martyrdom and guilt is the denial of the divine I AM of the others and their abilitity to create their reality.  When I see helpless creatures in them, people that are “less than” or if I deny my own divine self and see myself as “less than”, than the distorted idea arises that they have to save me or I have to save them. This energetic imbalance creates a point of view that is confused. It would mean that I would owe them, or they would owe me somehow. To do it for the other, because we think we have to “save” someone is never a good decision as martyrdom denies the divine self, the creator that exists in all of us.

I´d like to offer another option and point of view: Serve others, but do it for yourself, because it expresses who you are. Do it because it expresses your divine self.  I´m not a loving, compassionate and generous person because I have to or because I want to be a good person. That once used to be my intention, before I dared to be selfish enough to care about how I feel. And I want to feel good, in alignment with my divine core, therefore I do not try to force others to be who I want them to be – just the opposite: I am who I want to be, all else is not my business. I am free and they are free. And I choose more and more with whom I spend my time. Nothing is more important to me now but with whom and in what mood I spend the moments of my life. It´s an honour to spend time with me. Why? Cause I can be perfectly happy when being on my own watching the clouds move or the stars twinkle above me. I have found peace and happiness inside of me. I do not need to spend my time with someone. I do not need someone else to make me happy. When I´m with myself and with nature I am happy, in peace and harmony. So why would I spend my time with you? Because I care. Because I love you as you are another part of my divine self. I love this divine spark in you and I´d love  to see you thrive. But in case you want to suffer or play silly powergames, I am out. I will never again suffer in the name of love. I see you as free and I see myself as free. All else is too less for me.

I know that my mission here on earth is one of service. Cause being of service is actually divine. People still get that wrong. They treat people that are of service with disrespect, cause here on earth all values had been upside down. I always knew that. I knew that the highest position is those of a wo/man that is serving the people. Think about it: The ones that changed this planet for the better all have been humble somehow. They all served. And do not get me wrong. I may serve you, but doesn´t mean I will accept it, when you treat me somehow with disrespect. That´s the best way to make me enjoy the starlight or the singing birds on my own. In this case I´d decide I´d serve you best, when leaving you behind.

And that I chose to be of service doesn´t mean I can have no luxery, of course I can, who deserves it more but the ones that  came to earth to serve. I remembered all my life that I did so. I remembered the place where we had been individuals, but with a connected consciousness. I had this memory, but didn´t know what it meant. Now I know it is the future of mankind. I remember the horror when I went into the darkness to help people find their inner connection again, that they had lost. I decided to be of service. Not because I had to, but because I chose to. That´s not martyrdom, that´s honoring my and your divine self.

Shine your light, that´s what you came for!

Expectations, disappointments and creative blockages

I remember when I was a little girl and presented my pictures or sang a song that noone took notice or even worse: how I had been deeply shamed with cruel words.

So I stopped painting, singing and all forms of creative self-expression at all. The only accepted form of arts have been literature, as books were necessary to get good marks at school and being well-educated hightened the social position.

The things I have presented as a child had been created with all of my passion, out of my little heart, the way all little children do. But they´ve been judged by the mind and that created a huge blockage within me. I cannot hold a tone although I love music, especially the human voice, and my paintings still look like the pictures of a five year old, as I stopped evolving in these creative areas.

When I was a young adult my little daughter had colics and as I didn´t know what else to do to comfort her, I started singing her a song out of despair. Noone else has been with us and she already cried terribly, so I dared  to try the last thing I could think of. And a wonder happened, she stopped crying and fell asleep. And that wonder not only happened once, but became a proven fact, as it did work always. She was a baby, she didn´t listen with her mind, she listened with her heart at that age. She could hear the love and love is the masterhealer  and the most comfortable place to be. Feels like home.

Today I realized how huge the blockage is that I carried arround since I was a child. As already mentioned books have been acceptable in my family, even my mother loves them. So when I started to express myself again it has been through writing. Well, I remember when I gave my last book to my mother. She came out of her bedroom the next morning and said she had kept reading half of the night, that this book is really not badly written. When she saw that I started smiling, she added: “Well, of course one can see that Jenny (my daughter) has written a lot of it.” I starred at my mother and said: “No, she´s very busy herself, she helped me finding mistakes, but this book was written by me.” My mother insisted: “No, there is a lot of very intelligent psychology in it, that comes from Jenny.” And I answered: “Well she is my daughter, she´s got some interests and talents in common with me. That book is mine. ”

Today I realized that I had connected my disappointments for not being valued, with all that I create from my heart. Noone likes disappointments, so I stopped creating. And when I started to create again I still expected that people would ignore or dislike it. And what we send out, we attract. The HeArt of Creation. I have an imprint inside of me for not being valued for what is comming out of my heart and what I love.

But that imprint in itself is already wrong data. The mistake has not been my self-expression, but that I expected others would like it.  And what a strange idea to be appreciated by people that have totally other values…and a closed heart.

Today I swore myself, that I will write, sing, dance and express myself every single day of my life. Not for others, but because I might explode or end in deep depression if I don´t do it. We came here to express ourselves, everything that we do should come out of our heart. It is not important if others like it, but that we like it ourselves. And once in a while we stumble over like-minded, the ones that connect with us from heart to heart. What a blessing!

Shine your light, precious soul!