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Transformation – This is not the end

We are constantly changing. If we would refuse to change, this would be death – and there is no such things as death, not really. So even if we would decide to stay the same old, same old, this is just not possible. All that is alive is constantly changing. Your breath is a good example, as with every breath we are transforming oxygen into carbon dioxide. You can not stay in a human form without this transformation. Refusing to transform is literally excarnating you, what is also a huge transformation.

We are mostly not aware of our transformative processes within us and that´s ok, as there would be a total data-overflow if we would witness consciously every cell and molecule changing every second. But becoming aware how all is unfolding perfectly in its everchanging process can be quite stunning and inspiring.

My own path as a healer is quite funny as I thought for a long time I do not have any biological knowledge and I am also not very much interested in learning about all the medical, physiological stuff. Nevertheless my first try with quantum healing had already been amazing, as a man that had suffered from immense pain because of a lumbal fracture was pain-free instantly and overly happy. We really do not have to know about the details to shift energy and I am good at that. But still my own body is my weak-point, or to be more precise, he shows me very clearly any imbalance in my system. So maybe it is only a weak-point as I have not mastered by now to fine-tune this instrument enough to get the message before it hurts or refuses to work properly.

The area where I am a true alchemist is emotion, energy in motion. Here I am really good, what is making sense for being “a healer of hearts”. Actually I do inspire and assist people transforming these e-motions. As everything is “just energy”, we can play with it, like we play on a piano to bringh forth different sounds. It´s always the same instrument, but an endless variety of songs.

Last weekend I have been participating in “Transformation”, a webinar of my dear collegue Therese Wenk (yes, we are visiting each others webinars, only stupid people think they know and have it all). There´s always more to explore and Therese is having her main focus on the physical body, she´s working a lot with the DNA and the webinar is about activating our original blueprint.

Well, transformative processes are not always nice. Everybody loves butterflies, but we are not aware what the caterpillar goes through to become the flying beauty. He is trapped in a cocoon and loosing his old structure totally. In between he is just a slimy green-brownish soup in a closed environment.

Well, as mentioned before, I am having my greatest difficulties in my body, and so the transformation was physical painful to me and all I could do to help it, was to comfort myself while I had to let go and couldn´t work for two days now.

To be gentle and loving towards ourselves is the best we can always do, while the process is unfolding. It is taking the unnessary pressure out of the system. Letting go is very helpful for emotional transformation. When we allow and master it, we can turn fear into excitement. Anger is compressed passion. Instead of fighting others or the circumstances, we can use it as fuel to go towards the things we want.
And we often hold on to things, persons and circumstances, because we think they would somehow serve us. So if something has to go, let it be. We have to let go, to create the void that brings in the new. Feel into the future, where your butterfly-self is sending out signals, that you can receive now. Happened to me, when I watched Therese´s Transmission for the first time. I received a blissful greating from my future-potentials. The butterfly can hardly imagine why he tried to hold on to the caterpillar.

Happy Transformation <3

Transmute the energies of your birth-chart

One of my beloved Rose-Sisters wrote a very inspiring article http://www.carolineyazi.com/reflections/read-the-signs/  that I recommend, when wanting to know more about your true mission. I love reading signs myself and she mentioned Astrology as one of the tools to use. And that inspired me to write this article, as I am working with astrology sometimes, when I am not sure what the real issue behind a pattern is.

The way I am using astrology is very much soulutions-style-like. I do not linger in the destructive expressions of an energy, but I look at it to find a way to transmute it. Co-working with the energies to bring forth the most constructive expression. Energetic alchemy. The reason for it is that many years ago, when looking at a chart I realized that people have the most difficult energies in the areas of life, where the hidden treasures are. Therefore I do not only see the obstacles, but also the possibilities in it. The first hides the second. Your blockage will lead you to mastery in the areas that are involved, as I mentioned once in another article.

Now astrology is using symbols for very good reasons. A symbol represents an energy, but you decide in which way to use it. Look at your birthchart: what are the energy-imprints, how do they show themselves in your life? You may look at the symbols that you find in a lot of books and articles in the internet to find inspirations what would be a more constructive way to express the involved energies. Tune in, feel what the message is. Play with it.

Here are some examples out of my own chart, to inspire you how that transmutation might work:

  • I´m a double capricorn. Capricorns may be overambitious, running for power or money. Or they might express integrity, gain self-empowerment and find the inner treasure-chamber. Feels way better.
  • I´ve got Pluto at the beginning of my 8th house. When I was 16 years old I realized that sexual energy could bring me all I could ever dream of, but even the idea felt horrible. This position also brought me to a place where I was working with a lot of money and could´ve easily misused the power. Instead of all of that nonsense, I am using my energetic imprint as an ability to transmute dark energies  and assist people to transform and heal. And I wrote a book about new economy.
  • My Virgomoon in my 7th house can easily tune into other peoples energiefield, analysing their patterns and behaviours. One could misuse that to manipulate people. But I use it in a constructive way to understand people and assist them to overcome their patterns. And of course I use this ability as an energetic healer.
  • My Neptun is in Scorpio, near the MC, what made me wonder a long time in my life, what my “mission” might be. Interestingly enough I struggled with the unknown, but didn´t realize at that time how unusual it was that I always knew that I came in with a mission. How about that topic now? Well, I can sense that I´m on my path, but I do not know what tomorrow will bring. And I am very fine with that.
  • My Piesces-Venus could easily be “all over the place”, but instead of loosing myself, I feel a deep love for all that is, I am connected with creation itself.
  • Having very earthly, but also Piesces/Neptun energy in my chart I felt for a long time a deep inner conflict between my spiritual path and the earthly needs. Now I understand that I am perfectly skilled to bring heaven to earth. I am able to find god in the dirt of the earth.

These are just examples. See the energies in your chart like colors that you may use to paint a picture. How you want to use these colors is up to you. You do not have to express these energies in the way they have been showing up until now. You can change your perception and use these colors/energies in a way that feels much better. Be creative and express your beautiful light!