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The Experience – New Humanity Heart Project – The Beginning

New Projects and Life often starts with some labor and crisis.

It´s been the beginning of 2018 and I realized that the old ways do not work for me, while the new ones do not exist until now. I am one of those to build it, as I am from the future. I know how it feels like. My own healing modality, the Rose Touch, especially the Monthly Group Sessions, is one of the many seeds, that will really bloom in a far future. My ideas about consciousness, economy, co-operation etc. are those of the New Humanity. I knew I am exactly doing what I came for, as one of those innovators and creators of the New Earth. But I also had to face the reality, that at this point in time most people are not able and willing to open up for that. It´s way too much outside their boxes and their comfort zone. To be honest, it´s way outside my own comfort zone, too – but the old energies are not only uncomfortable but unbearable to me. So I had to realize that the ones that seed are often not those that harvest the fruits. But as the fruits will be needed, they have to seed anyway. That there might be no success, money or anything like that in it, just the opposite. Well, those moments show if one is determined to his/her path. And gosh, I am, so I kept going!

I decided, to raise my middle finger to monetary success and old earth society and make my decisions from my heart only. That I will be relentlessly in my love for myself and humanity. That I will only work on projects that make my heart sing, only work with clients, that are willing to really evolve and refuse everything that will not serve my own and others highest potential. That I will not follow the minds strategies, but my souls calling, my hearts passion and deep Inner Knowing.

And that changed everything. We really have to let go of the old, to make room for the new. When we have to gain no thing, proof nothing, please nobody and search no ones approval…we are free. Feels really good! And suddenly the ball was rolling. The right people, timing, projects, clients showed up in my life and I am happy and busy since then. Life is exciting, new, joyful and inspiring.

Well, and Therese Wenk was one one of those that showed up and made the ball rolling. We have been working together very closely the last month and her and my path, ideas, and experiences have been a total match, so we started to co-create out of our passion and love. There´s so much to write about, but that´s enough for now, I just wanted to describe out of my own point of view how this project came to life. Therese and I have been electrified by the idea what might happen, when others, who are from our own kind, also totally dedicated to their calling and passion, will come together. We wanted to find out what we can co-create when many come together to be the change, they want to see in the world.

One thing is really very important for Therese and for me likewise: We both believe, that we have to bring it down to earth, that we have to live it. We do not just share nice ideas and theories, but we want to live it and share what we learned. It is for both of us very natural to visit other dimensions and we could easily zoom out and escape this dense reality, but that´s really not what we came for. We came to be game-changers. We came to walk the path, find our tribe, build the New Earth and be the New Humanity. If this speaks to your heart, please join our Facebook-Group https://www.facebook.com/groups/239119336649050/

Let´s shine our love-lights together!

Fractals & Soul Soup

I love ideas, philosophies and insights, but I never “believe” anything to be an absolute. I know that at different stages we have a different point of view, but most people are totally investing in their own temporary perception or handing it over to others to tell them what  to perceive. My articles and points of view are meant as an inspiration. Take it or leave it. I do not need anyone to agree with me. Why would I? I have points of view but I am not my point of view.

I felt since long that our linear understanding of Souls and Incarnations isn´t really fitting for me anymore. Some of the Incarnations of people seemed to have had overlaps seen with linear timing. Plus I met aspects of the same Incarnation in different people. Well, think of all the Caesars & Cleopatras in pastlife-regressions and mental asylums. So I started realising that Souls are kind of a bowl of Soup. We add Chilli or Salt, but we are not Chilli or Salt…and best of all: We do not have to identify with the spices, but bring forth whatever taste we prefer. The moment we go quantum, we get access to the whole Pantry. We are literally all connected through these spices.

Think about Pizza and Tomato Salad. Very different, but they got something in common: The tomatoes. That´s also the reason why we meet a stranger and s/he feels totally familiar. Memories of pastlifes show up and they are somehow true, but when we identify with these pastlifes, our own or the stories of someone else, we build unhealthy attachments. To cling to a person is like taking a pepper pot with you wherever you go, as you are in love with pepper and afraid to loose pepper and never experience pepper again. Or when you dislike pepper, thinking you could harm pepper, by destoying the pepper pot.

The sunbeams are the expressions of the sun, they are not “the Sun”. Not even our sun is “the sun”. You cannot find her in the physical or astral.

Last summer I went trough a process that made me wake up one day and all remaining attachments to people and things had vanished. Freaking feeling it was, after having for so long identified with roles and personas. I still have my whole bowl of Soup with me, but as I know that I can relate to all and will always meet again the ingridients again in many forms, I can totally enjoy my own bowl of Soup and also the others. I miss nothing and enjoy all.

To understand this concept of the Bowl of Soup, what is of course still an analogy, might bring a kind of understanding for what quantum means.

When we look at someone and love this person than it´s because s/he is having a bit of the Chilli or Salt that we InJoy so much. And some people have a lot of our favorite ingridients within themselves.  But that´s the funny thing about Love (or hate). You always resonate with your own projections/preferences.

And once you become aware of your whole pantry you can relate to anyone, love anyone and enjoy others company, without needing anyone at all. Than you are free. Be yourself. See yourself in anyone. That´s the reason why on the new Earth noone needs a Master, but is a Master themselves. Aware of the Pantry. That´s why it doesn´t make sense to hurt others out of that perspective. That´s like Chilli hating Chilli…or Salt. Doesn´t make any sense at all once you loose your linear mind and come to your masterly senses and awareness.

Also Love is the love for Love. I have no attachments but still preferences. I totally enjoy Coffee. I do not need Coffee, that´s why the stupid games people play in relationships do no longer work with me. I can totally live without coffee and have a tea. And I do not need my coffee being served by Adam or Brigid or Caesar, although I might like that of Caesar very much at the moment.

Honestly all the relationship Dramas are not for a Master. We are all Fractals of the Divine. The whole Pantry at hand, but everyone cooking it´s own Soup. We are One, but not the same.

Have a great Valentine´s Day tomorrow and InJoy the Pantry. If you want you can join Muriel Shickman and me in the NeuSpace Talk about “Healthy Boundaries”.

Shine your light!

When people are pain(t)ing reality

The title of this article has been created through a typing error. I love it when my consciousness plays with language to give me insights.

Last year I wrote an article, describing  how people literally do to themselves what they do to us. That they reject, suppress and abandon themselves, not us. For whatever reasons we may have activated or triggered their issue, it is theirs and not ours. It is caused by an emotion that is arising within that person. As she cannot stand it, she´s acting out against the people around her.

People are using their environment as a canvas, where they paint their painful feelings onto. Pain(t)ing reality.

It helped me a lot, when I realized that people just express their own feelings when they interact with others. They express who they are. Seen that way we can not have enemies. We only meet people that are their own enemies, as an inner war is happening within them, that they than start to act out in their environment. They are starting to look out for someone that is making a good canvas. I can sense it often within people when their painbody is starting to poison the consciousness of a person. The person that is than, sooner or later, starting to act out, is not aware of that process. It is not the true essence of that person, but a replay of unprocessed feelings in that person, that are taking over. This replay will happen again and again, until the person gets into a state of awareness and processes these painful feelings and gets free.

When we truly understand that process, how can we than someone hate for being in pain? I don´t. They express who they are. It is their self-expression, chosen in a more or less conscious way. You are not responsible for other peoples projections of pain. But you are responsible for your own (re)action. If you feel attacked or blamed, that might also activate your own pain and triggerpoints. If so, your own unresolved stuff comes up. In the end we might than have two people that seem to be opponents…while in reality both only acted out their own inner fight onto the outer world.

How to avoid it? Try to stay aware. Take responsibility for your own feelings. Understand that “the other” just seems to trigger something, that has been dormant in you all the time. Seen that way the other is a co-worker, playing out the unresolved unless you heal it, let go of it. I have seen it often, that the humans that hurt each other deeply, are really loving each other deeply, seen from the souls perspective.

It is key to try to stay aware and to not get dragged into other peoples pain(t)ful projections. If you can, have compassion for their inner hellish state of being. Tune into your selve. What might it be the other has now awaken within you? Why do you feel triggert? Do not feel bad about yourselve. Give yourself love, compassion and acceptance. If you do not like the experience, the picture the other is painting or awakening within you, choose now what picture you want to create. That´s the alchemy taking place, it is the master, walking this earth.

Shine your light!

 

 

Love is all that remains

Today I went to a swimming bath, that is at the other end of my town. I chose this one as nature around there is really beautiful and it is next to the river. I love taking walks along water and wanted to walk after the swim along the shore to the center of my town.

When I reached the path next to the river, I turned for some reason not to the left, my direction, but to the right. I wondered why as I had a real long walk to make anyways, but than thought it might be a nice place to make a picture from the river and shore. Well, after a few steps I stood in front of a tree with the remains of flowers, hearts, letters and the tape thats been used by the police at the crime scene, on it. I stood at the place where a nineteen year old girl has been raped and thrown into the river last year, where she drowned, as she´s been unconscious. Of course people have been talking a lot about it, but I didn´t know where it had happened, as I am not familiar with this part of my city. Well, my subconscious seemed to have led me to this place. Her name has been Maria and I asked myself if she might be still around, when having had such an early, brutal death.

So I went a few meters back and sat down on a bench, praying that her soul might be in divine peace. And really, all that my consciousness did get as an response has been love, compassion and peace. I felt that she had already received help and that her soul could feel all the love and compassion, that people had for her. She was from another city and had studied in Freiburg, but when something like that happens, people react as if they would have known her personally. We connect our own story with the other and everyone has once been a young girl or has friends and family, and can imagine how it must have felt for the people that loved Maria.

When I prayed and received that loving response it was also somehow healing for myself, as I understood that there´s nothing that our soul can not deal with. We are making so many experiences and I know that it doesn´t happen to us, but that we for some reason choose to go even through painful moments on our long, long journey. Finally, still sitting on the bench, I took a picture from the river, what had been my first intend, and you can see the colours that occured on it. They mirrowed exactly what I have felt. I wished her parents would knew that, but my words might be just words for a grieving heart.

Than I started my walk to the center of my town and enjoyed the beauty of nature. I contemplated about the river of life, never stuck, but in an everlasting flow, as all is in constant movement, renewal and change. I asked the river to take with him, all that is no more needed in my life. That´s the reason why I love to take walks along water, I always do that and can really recommend it. Letting go of lessons learned and enjoying the everlasting freshness of life.

 

A Soulutioners Reflection

When I´ve been a young mother I had two friends that saw two opposite things in me: One percieved me as weak, a way too nice and sensitive housewife and the other saw the opposite, a strong-minded amazon, in me. They both thought to be close friends and to know me very well. And I was wondering how this can be. Who am I? The eternal I am, all that is, bringing forth some energies that want to be expressed through this persona, in this time and space real-i-ty. But they didn´t relate to that, but projected an unlived part of themselves onto me. And of course I have a very sensitive, nice aspect and of course my akash also has the warrior energy, the amazon. As an old Soul I´ve got almost all expressions of self in my akashic toolbox. And very often I answered through this adressed aspect.

It´s my moon in the 7th house. I can tune into almost every energy-field and so I reflect at people what they project onto me. A living mirror.

People hurt me, to express their pain. They belittled me, when they felt small. They despised me to express their low selfworth. They blamed me to process their hidden guilt. And all of that confused or hurt me, but I learned through it. It prepared me to deal with all kinds of personalities and to find my own inner anchor in this sea of energies. My own consciousness looked at the picture they projected onto me and knew it is not really true. It is their perception and their filter, but not my I AM. And than I started to change. My own perception was less and less captured and hypnotized by their reflections and more and more able to see their beautiful potentials, they also didn´t dare to express. I realized that they couldn´t relate to my I AM as they didn´t have access to their own I AM.

I chose to take the coal and turn it into diamonds. No matter what you deliver to me, how distorted your reflection seems to be, I will find the devine light in you and I will reflect that. I am like a radio, having a huge range of stations from which you may choose. But now, finally, I will insist to play your souls music, no matter the station you choose. And that was another step to finetune me for my work as a Soulutioner.

May your eternal light always be reflected back at you!

 

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