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Rose-Events around the Leo´s Gate and Eclipse Season

Dear Ones,

if things in your life are a bit intense at the moment, worry not, that is just normal. It´s the cosmic weather and there´s a higher purpose behind it. It´s a transitioning periode where we have to let go of all that´s no longer working for us and instead go for our dreams, even if we have no idea how, where and when we will reach them. We don´t have to know this. Just drop what is holding you back (your old programming) and reboot your system. It´ll help you a lot if you try to stay calm and centered and just focus on this purpose. And if you can not stay calm, as the energies are very fiery and intense, channel them into constructive actions. What does that mean?

Don´t fight the unwanted, go for the wanted!

The Rose events of the next weeks will all assist you in that process if you wish to. They will all have Therese Wenk as my Co-Host. You can check out her other services when following the link: http://healingconnection.ch/

On friday the 27th of July 2018 will be a full moon, that will look reddish and it will also be the longest lunar eclipse of this century. A retrograde Mars in Aquarius will join the moon while that event and as he is close to earth at the moment,  you can see him even on the nightsky. Do not allow people to scare you with horrible words like blood moon. (He looks reddish, because of the way the light is filtered in the atmosphere). These constellations are just an indicator of energies and it is up to you how you make use out of them. Therese Wenk and I, we are experts when it comes to energetic alchemy. We transmute and channel energies and if you want you can join our webinar for this event by clicking on this link: https://www.sofengo.de/w/300588

Webinar: Magic Moon

On August 5th 2018 there will be my next Monthly Rose Touch. As always people can message me if they want to be included as a receiver of the loving Rose Energies sended out their way. You can also ask to have your own kids under 14  or your pets on the list. If you want to join life you can register here for free: https://www.sofengo.de/w/300974. The Rose Touch is this time on a sunday and the date was given me by the Rose, because it is 3 days before the Lions Gate of 8/8/2018. While that day special energies are coming in and they will be the topic for my Rose Talk after the Rose Touch is sended out. I have been told that the transmission while the Rose Touch will be a preparing for the Lions Gate and that the Energies will take 3 days to be fully integrated in the body, timely for the opening portal, flooding you with beautiful frequencies.

Webinar: The Rose Touch & Rose Talk - Topic: The Lion´s Gate

On August 11th 2018 there will be a New Moon and a Solar Eclipse, taking place in the Sign of Leo. It´ll end the eclipse season and will be a great opportunity to give intend for the next 6 month (eclipses are said to have a 6 month periode influece). What is it that you want to create and very important to remember: Who do you want to be? We have to be it to create it. The sign of Leo has a lot to do with the way we present and express ourselves. It´s important to move beyond an image or role and to live our true nature. What is the topic of this time periode, in a nutshell. The webinar on the 11th will focus on that intend and you can register when following this link: https://www.sofengo.de/w/301430

Webinar: New Moon Solar Eclipse in Leo, August 11th 2018

All webinars include a replay. In this way you can tune into the quantum energies any time and as often as you wish.

If you would like a bit of inspiration on the topic of identity and self, I´ve just published an article about it: The I-dentity Game

I wish all of you a rosy time and lots of roaring energies. Shine your beautiful light <3

 

The end of lack

Nothing is as destructive as the idea to not be good enough, save enough, rich enough, beautiful enough, smart enough. Your eyes are than filled with lack and whatever you look at will mirror this lack. It is the root of evil on this planet.

“Not enough” is destroying the own self-worth, the relationships, families, communities, companies, cities, countries, cultures and the whole planet.

It makes people mean, poisonous, envy, jealous, greedy, needy, violent and aggressive.

It creates the shadow-aspects, that are than projected on the outside, onto other people, religions, races and countries.

And as not feeling good enough makes us feeling not good enough, it creates an endless loop of lack, that we do not want to look at. Cause we hate this feeling of not enough. And when we recognize we feel bad, it has to be “the other” who is responsible for us, feeling bad. It is totally nuts, an endless circle of destruction, a virus of madness. The only antidote is created by loving and accepting us and all around us in their perfect imperfection.

And no, the spiritual community is not “better”, cause here people are still trying to be more right, evolved, enlightened as the other. Lack covert in love´n light is still lack.

That´s why all of my healing, teachings, writings have the same topic: They bring people back to themselves. Help them to reconnect with source and to relax into their core. When we are truly connected with source, there is no lack, no better, no less. Just love, peace, joy, compassion and abundance. And all of us that is not connected with source will simply begin to dissolve. The end of lack. The era of peace.

Anchoring within ourselves

The New Earth is entered in a state of souvereignty. Therefore it is really important to clean our own system from attachments and interfering energies of others.

You are a divine being, you “need” nothing from others and you “owe” nothing to others. Of course we are cooperating, but with independent, free beings, that are holding the same frequency of a Master. It is really important to understand the difference between cooperations between independent being and the co-dependent structures of the old earth. In the old earth there have been servants for every Master, in the new energy all are Masters, all in service to the whole by free will, without any pressure, domination or manipulation.

That´s the reason why the “false light”, that still has invested in domination and deception, can not enter it. It is a state of being, therefore pretending doesn´t work. At the moment, there are a lot of distractions…and I´m sure there will be more to come over the next weeks, so come back to your own space again and again. Make connection to your own core being, by anchoring within yourself. Meditation, time in nature, moderate forms of sports and creating all kinds of arts are perfect to anchor within yourself. Make conscious connection with Mother Earth, as grounding is needed for ascending 😉

Well and let go of all kinds of attachments and entanglements. We have created strong bonds with others and we might be afraid to let go of them, but I can assure you, that we can not loose someone who we love. This has been a lesson that took me many lifetimes and I know how I was afraid that people, that I love might not come with me. Many years ago I have been shown how I insisted to climb  with the masses a stairway, although I had free access to an elevator out of glass. I was holding myself back, because I didn´t want to leave anyone behind. That´s been my weakpoint and it´s been used, until I finally got the message. The loving heart of the lightworker can become his weakpoint. Dear ones, everyone has to decide for him and herself, how they wanna live. It is their birthright, as it is yours and mine. Let them be and let them choose their adventures. That´s true love.

I know that many hold this fear in their heart, but fear doesn´t help anybody. I was shown in a dream a few days ago, how lightworker have been holding free spaces for people that will not come. Well, but we might also be astonished who will surprisingly show up.

The energies over the next weeks, the opening of the lions gate and the eclipse season are bringing in amazing beautiful energies. We are all trying to figure out what to do next, how to express who we are. Well, first of all we have to let go of all that we are not. If you need a process to clean out of your field those energies, that do not belong to you, I can recommend a process of Jim Self, that I stumbled over “accidently”, as I needed it myself, having catched some energies that haven´t been mine. The Process he is offering for free is named “The Power of the Rose”, what made me of course grin. If you click on this Link, you´ll be directed to his webside.

I want to remind you that the Leo´s energy can be lived in  two ways, the “Poser” and the “Souvereign”. The first needs admiration and the spotlight from the outside to feed him, as he hasn´t found his own core by now. The second is anchored within himself, shining his own light out into the world. Well, I´d love to see you, shining your light!

Visit your own past and future – How I became my own angel

Our consciousness knows no limits. We have created the limits as we had to focus and function on a 3D-Level. But our heart-consciousness doesn´t know these limits, as I experience while my Rose-Sessions again and again. And recently I´ve even experienced twice a kind of time-traveling, that I want to share this with you, to inspire you to love and heal yourself.

A few weeks ago a disturbing, suppressed memory of an abuse, when I was around 8 or 9 years old, showed up. It´s been a very traumatic experience and in this very specific memory, I was so frightened that I remember to have left my body and I remember that I was astonished that when I opened my eyes again, that I´ve been still alive and in my bed as I had thought to die. Over the next days more details showed up and I was glad that I didn´t had to deal earlier with these memories, as I now know how to handle it.

Some years ago I had been at an event with Alberto Villoldo, who had talked about bringing aspects of the own soul back, that had split apart while trauma. After the event I bought a book about that process for someone I knew to have these splits, without knowing that one day this knowledge would help myself. And  over the last years I had sended sometimes a lovewave or a hug into my own past, as a lot of my childhood has been disturbing, and it felt good to give my child-self the love she had missed. But now when I found this memory of deep trauma I went into a special state of mind and I imagined to go to myself as a child and to hold myself in the arms and to talk to myself while that abuse to give my child-self the feeling of safety and comfort. Well, I did that process late in the evening and fell asleep shortly after that special time-traveling. When my adult self woke up the next morning I had a memory that as a child a presence, that I had assumed to be an angel, had been with me that traumatic night. Isn´t that strange, that I seemed to have changed my past and that I had been my own angel? But very beautiful and healing.

Well I´m training my heart-mind coherence at a class of Shamir Ladhani, who a few days ago teached such a trauma- time-traveling in his “Monday Morning Espresso Shot”, a free webinar he´s giving every monday. His description is pretty close to my shamanic approach and I loved it. He recorded the webinar and so you´ll find how to do it, if you need and want to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-gwXVDmup0

And it´s been also Shamir who asked his participants while another class to send a loving signal into the future. That´s been the second unusual experience that I had, cause when I did so, I received a loving echo from my own future-self, that felt very light and joyful. Amazing!

One could say, that these experiences are just an imagination. And I cannot prove, that I have changed my past or my future. But I see it that way: When I give my past or future self what they need, I am here and now in a healed and happy state of mind. I´m a pragmatic capricorn, I do not care very much about theories, when I have one fact that really rocks: It works!

Feel inspired and shine your light!

 

The new New Age – Beyond black´n white

I never fitted in. The “normal” society thinks me to be really weird, although they know not more of my real life, as that I am using alternative medicine and that I meditate. That´s already strange enough for them, but that´s just as much as they can accept. They do not know that I´m working as an energetic healer, as their perception is limited and metaphysics is for them fantasy or deception. Well, when my new book is coming out in a few month, they´ll know it. Might cost me the job that is paying my rent, what feels quite uncomfortable to be honest. But I´ve gotta be me, no matter who likes it or not.

Well, I´ve also never fitted into the New Age Community. I´ve been drinking coffee long before Lee Carroll and Geoffrey Hoppe made that acceptable. I´m wearing black very often, and often with intense colors on it, as black makes them even more shiny, I love that. I´ve been criticized  so often by the ones believing that wearing white would make them purer and better than me. For sure they need to be. Well, Paulo Coelho and Gregg Braden do also prefer black mostly, but noone would criticize them, cause they are famous. Others gossiped because of my overweight and the holy ones may be even more malicious as the normal folks. I´ve recognized it and could love them anyway, cause I know about their low self-worth, that needs to feel better than others. The New Age community often had just chosen other boxes, but until now not so many did really leave them behind.

Whenever I met those of ancient traditions, they never criticised my clothes or my overweight. The Shamans that crossed my path, whatever color they´ve been wearing,  spotted me in the biggest crowd, looked me in the eyes, smiled and nodded while passing by or layed their hand on the heart and bowed. They do not need to be right or better, they know their own I AM, so they can with ease honor mine.

I do also not fit in spiritual groups, as I enjoy the teachings, but sooner or later I will mirror the oppressed shadow of the guru aka teacher, and who wants to see and transmute that? I´ve been an invitation to be whole, instead of playing holy, but they normally chose other and that´s fine for me now. It used to make me feel lonely. But I found out that I´m in good company when being with me and that I will not pay the prize to sell myself, just to be accepted in someone elses box. I´m living in a city near the frontiers to france and switzerland and that mirrors my being, as I´ve always loved diversity. I´ve danced to “Highway to hell” so wild and joyful every devil would´ve felt his forgotten heart and I prayed for the peace of this world with the devotion of an angel and to me that´s not been a polarity, but life unfolding naturally.

I didn´t fit in, cause I represented the shadow, the very thing that society oppressed. The unwanted. But the treasure is in the shadow, as this is what makes us whole again. The normal society suppressed the magic of life. And the wanna-be-holies they´ve suppressed all they assumed as “not holy”, as its been too profane for their holy butts, producing only unicorn-poo.

I do not want to fit in anywhere no more, I came to go beyond it. I am the one knowing that all is holy. The dirt of the earth is divine, a Rocksong may be disturbing, or express the joy to be alive…it´s up to you, what you do with it. I´m going beyond black´n white. I´m the new New Age, as beloved Suzana named it yesterday in one of her many genius moments.

The new New Age is inclusive. It´s not denying the magic and it doesn´t wanna escape in Ivory Towers. I was 20 years old, when I stated: “Going into the Himalaja and getting enlightened is easy. Do it in everydays life, that´s a bit more challenging.” We didn´t come to escape this earth. We wanted to change her, through us. Not by building new boxes.

The wind that is playing with my hair, the sun kissing my rosy cheeks, the child coming along and exchanging smiles with me, the cat on the street, the coffee in my cup, my huge buddha-belly, the bird in the tree and the drunk homeless, they are all holy. Nothing of it is less, as all has the divine in it, otherwise it wouldn´t exist.

The new New Age goes beyond black´n white…it is colorful, just like life itself. I did not write this article to offend anyone, I´ve just expressed myself. I do not need likes, I do not need followers and I do not need approval. But I´ve gotta be me, in all my perfect imperfection. The ones that are my tribe understand that, the rest may do whatever pleases them, they are just as free as I am, shining my light and enjoying theirs.

 

Why Selflove has to be the Top-priority for Lightworkers

Someone asked lately in a Facebook-group, why so many Lightworkers are living on their own, having went away from their families. There is a desperate hunger for a loving relationship within so many of my kind. I totally understand that, Love is for a lightworker what is honey for bees. But a lot of bees die, because they become ill on this planet. You may run for sweet sugar and find out it is aspartame, as a loving, clearvoyant friend called it.

Well, I´m very truthful and I really want to enable my clients and readers and so I have to tell them some facts, they may not like, but really need to know to get the bigger picure and to spare themselves pain.

  1.  We all have been hurt deeply and need to heal. You need alone-time for that and when you run from one distraction to the other you will just attract what mirrors your wounds. Well, that is exhausting and doesn´t help your healing.
  2. You have to learn to take good care for yourself. Lightworkers are great in caring for others. But you will only be a Masterhealer, Coach or Wayshower after you´ve learned to heal yourself. Taking care for yourself has to be your top-priority!
  3. When you listen to the outer signals all the time, you´ll not be able to install your own inner direct-line. She is the most important thing to install to become a Master.
  4. This world has ugly faces. You will only be able to deal with them, when you´ve embraced and accepted all your own shortcommings. As long as you´ve not managed to become whole, the vampires and wolfs of this world will take adventage of you. There´s no point in playing with the pigs in the mud unless you became the Lotus.
  5. You need free time and space to explore your skills and talents. My Ex agreed himself, that I´d never had written one book if I´d stayed with him, still taking care of all his stuff and being distrated by all his turmoil and distortions. There would not have been the room for all of my creative, healing and spiritual work.
  6. You´ve got to “fill your cup first”, than you´ll be the overflowing fountain of love. But you need free access to your own source before. Otherwise the fountain will run dry very soon.
  7. You did not loose family and friends, you made room for much better relationships. The most important one is the one with yourself. All that really belongs to you stays or returns.
  8. You´ve got to make inner peace, marry your own inner male and female first. Than you´ll be able to live your dream.
  9. We do not see our own blind spots. So trust your Higher Self and your Guides as they know exactly what they are doing!
  10. The more you concentrate on your own journey, while staying open for others, the quicker you´ll evolve.

I´ll be brutal honest here. Lightworkers are often Empaths and they´ve been hurt deeply, as they attract Narcissists and Psychopaths in a row. And the spritual community is like a chickenfarm for this type of person. We can not see and understand the wolf, cause it is not in our nature. I´ve attracted them myself again and again, because of my childhood-imprints, until I´ve installed my “Razorsharp Bullshit-Detector”, as a beautiful, wise and loving goddess called it. Living on my own has been the best I could do for myself.

Your loving guides want you to become your happiest, best version as soon as possible. You´ll recognize that you are healed when you no longer “need”others and when the wolfs start running away from you. Than you´ll start attracting like-minded friends of your own kind, to form again loving relationships of all kinds.

Shine your light!

Becoming spiritually invincible

Insights & PerspectivesPosted by Natalie Tue, October 04, 2016 17:16:10

The more we center ourselves, the more life is working for us, not against us.
The more you accept reality as it is, instead of going into opposition to it, the easier you´ll navigate through life.
And no, I won´t tell you there won´t occur obstacles and encounters any more. They will still show up, but you will feel and act about them in a totally changed way.

2016 has offered me a few experiences that would have literally hit me to the ground a few years ago. I would have felt miserable, unworthy, not loved and maybe would have went into deep depression.
But I didn´t. That stuff can´t harm me no more, but makes me wiser and stronger. I need time for my processes and might have some symptoms showing up, but I feel very calm, happy and blessed.

I welcome every hit I recieve, not happy, as I´d prefer other, but willingly. I love flowers and hugs more than betrayal and abandonment, but I know nothing can harm me. So I allow my enemies and haters to strenghten me. Their human self might want to hurt or fight me. But it´s just not possible.

I use all life serves me as a spiritual training, teaching me to love, to fully accept myself and to see clearly through the surface of humans and situations. I see their human self, I have compassion for their fear and pain, causing their dark actions and I see their soul-self, sharing the one love we are all part of. It remains untouched by the human games of distortion. My enemies are my co-workers, so how could they harm me?!

You decide who you are. You are the one giving meaning to situations. You choose your point of view. Decide to be a freakin´awesome god/dess!

Shine your light!