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Getting real or getting nowhere- one of the main topics in 2018

Welcome in the year 2018, dear Ones. May it be a happy, healthy and abundant one for you. 2018 reduces to 11 in numerology, what is the masternumber of divine service.

In 2018 one big topic will be to co-operate with the divine, to bring heaven down to earth, what might sometimes be a heavy task with Saturn staying in Capricorn until 2020.

I am writing about it, as I can relate to these energies very much. I´ve got Neptun near my Midheaven in my birthchart and Venus and Chiron in Pisces, so working in divine service is my lifepath. But I´ve been sended into my mission with a lot of grounding energies and for very good reasons! I´m a double capricorn with the ruler of Capricorn, Saturn, squaring my Sun.

Getting real or getting nowhere, that´s been my task and it will be a global topic in this year.

See Jupiter will stay in Scorpio almost all of the year and he´ll blow up all the dirty, dark stuff. Please do not despair, but welcome it. It´s been there all the time. I had to face some really ugly stuff myself last year, shattering a lot of illusions, but it is necessary as denial destroys us otherwise.

Well and when it comes to Saturn I´ve gotta explain his energies a bit. Saturn has a bad reputation as he is seen as the reaper and bringer of hardship and limitations. Although he seems to have been pu(ni)shing me a lot in my life, I came to a point where I started to understand this energy better. He is the old zen-master, making you climb the mountain every morning to carry up the water and you might curse him for that, what leaves him totally unimpressed. He holds the vision of your strong body, mind and spirit, and he´ll make sure to bring it into the physical reality. You can trust that every hardship he delivers is needed. Saturn is also the planet of time, structure and matter. On a global level his energies have been abused to install regulations and rigid laws, the old matrix of destortion is created with a shadow-aspect of Saturn. He´s been used to build the old system. Almost all energies have been misused by the dark forces ruling this planet the last few thousand years, so do not blame Saturn, but  the global state of (un-)consciousness.

But Saturn working for divine service in this year, will bring in the cosmic law. Spirit is going to matter literally. People can not act out destructive and expect to not receive the fruits of their actions. You´ll see quite some tough deliveries this year. Saturn brings tangible results and as he is not afraid to take away all that is not of integrity. Think of the old zen-master again. Could someone very mighty abuse him? Of course. But he´ll never give up, but wait patiently until time is ripe, like a Yoda would wait for the right timing. Saturn knows all about the right timing. It is now.

What does that mean for your personal life? It means it is a perfect year to focus on the important things, those that really matter and to let go of clutter. It means that when you have something you wanted to realize for a long time, now you can take actions to make it real. Saturn is not very likely to bring overnight success, but when you take small steps on a regular basis, you´ll get tangible results. Make sure what you want to bring down to earth is of integrity and for a higher purpose, than you´ll be supported. And when you have worked for a long time on such a project, it will now come into fruition.

There is something I have to adress to the spiritual community. We didn´t enter earth to dream us away into other realms, to swagger with our important pastlifes or the name of our guru and we didn´t enter this planet to find more ways to escape. We came to embody the change. We have to get real.  I am working with energies on a quantum level as a healer and I am using words and ideas as an author, but being real means holding a stranger in your compassionate arms while his sobbing wets your shoulder and his pain hits your energy field…and to deliver a safe h(e)aven of light and love in this moment, not as an idea, but in reality. It means to buy a bowl of soup for a homeless person or to gift some of your unnecessary clutter to people in need. Compassion in your daily actions. Heaven on earth.  Shine your immense light!

This picture shows a gem a very dear and lovely friend just gifted me. The picture with the Roses is carved in bone, what is a perfect expression of my birthchart-energies and fitting very much with the  energies of 2018.

 

 

Personas, stories and the own path.

We i-dentify with our story. The stories we have collected, about us and others, are shaping our personality and the way we look at life. And everybody has different stories, that are than creating what we see as the own his(s)tory. In the end every person is walking through life in an own kind of reality-bubble. We tend to identify with this bubble, but it is just a way we chose to express our selves. The trouble on planet earth starts when we believe to be the bubble. Or maybe worse, when we want to overtake others.

From my point of view there is nothing wrong with everyone having an own bubble, cause we came here to live our own life, that´s the fun-factor of creation. We incarnated with the intend to play with reality creation. Just know it is nothing to cling on, but always evolving, flowing. So please tell me why people act and behave as if their story is more “right” or “true” than the bubble of someone else? Why would people need to tell someone else where to live and how to live? ? What to wear, eat, work, write and be?!

I always used to question my own point of view, as so many would share theirs with so much certainty. But that has changed meanwhile. I know that my point of view is just my point of view and may change…but it has to be my own point of view and noone elses. The god-self has created all of these fractals with intend. Being “one with all-that-is” doesn´t implicate, that we shall not experience different shades of real-i-ty. I listen to everyone, as everyone has to share something that might resonate with me and I value and love every-bodies story. But noone owns the ultimate story. Life is evolving, the journey never ends, so we change our perspective and personality. And it should be the own path we follow and not someone elses. My “mistakes” are mine alone, I need no excuses and noone else to blame. I am a sovereign creator – and so are you!

I am receiving messages, that are “channeled”. But I know that every channeled message is somehow influenced by the bubble of the channeler. A channeled message doesn´t necessarily be more accurate than your own “inner knowing”. So whatever I share,  has the intend to inspire those that find meaning in it. I do not need to give meaning to it and I would never impose my meaning onto someone else. My channelings and writings hold some wisdom, but are not “the ultimate truth”. And I never, ever tell other people how they should live their lifes. Yes, people are comming to me for guidance and advice, but I always try to assist them in finding their “own message”.

This is what I came for, to help others to be themselves, so no priest, leader or channeler will be able to overtake someone elses life, as people are able to live their own truth.

No outer authority is higher than your own inner wisdom. As coincidents are happening in a row lately to me, I listened today to the astrologer and channeler “The Leo King” and he said, that noone, really noone has really “figured it out” totally. And that, if someone says he has, he´s lying. And these words really resonated with me. Some might do it with intend, to manipulate others. And some just do it, as they are not even sure about their own path, so they think walking with others in the same bubble (what is not possible on the long run anyway), would make them feel more safe. Only people that are no sovereigns need followers.

There´s intend in having an own life. We all have our bubble, our story.  But please stop imposing yours on others. I met people that have been totally confused by others and their assumptions and stories and it is strange as always the wrong persons question themselves. It is difficult enough to find the own path, even when noone tells you what to do. So first thing I do is to help them reconnect with their own guidance.

Some take the word “wayshower” too literal. Dare to walk your own path, that´s enough. Walk your talk, and it´ll be a Masters path. I´ve incarnated in this lifetime in Germany (what made me wonder a long time). But now I know that one of the important lessons in my life is the difference between a leadership, that is forced by pressure and/or manipulation and that of someone who is in alignment with the own self. Than you do not need to convince others. You will inspire them to be them selves, also. Just be – your self…shining your light!

 

The Mind-Behaviour-Gap

While  chatting yesterday with an always inspiring friend, I wrote: “People are not who they want to be.” Well, that´s something, that I´ve seen quite often in my life. People talking about how much they enjoy harmony, while behaving passive-agressive. They are preaching about truth and authenticity, while behaving manipulative. Seeing it within others has always been a reminder for me to stay grounded.

I guess that´s what Kryon means when he spoke about  the “fence-sitters”. Cause in theory everybody wants to have peace, but when it comes to daily interactions it gets difficult, as long as there´s no peace inside. And people want of course a clean environment, while still buying cheap products, wrapped in tons of plastic. In psychology that´s called the mind-behaviour-gap, describing the difference between thoughts and actions.

Everybody does it. I´m doing it. And I think that´s ok. Nobody´s perfect. Having an ideal is like watching the north-star as a navigation mark, to know in which direction to go. We know we can never reach him, but we´re on track. From my point of view we´re only getting in big trouble when we identify so much with the star, the ideal, that we refuse to reflect and therefore accept our human self here on earth. The one that is experiencing the journey.

This disavowed behaviour is causing a kind of self-inflation, together with pain and trouble, ending in total denial and infatuation. Interestingly enough, people with high standards and ideals have a much higher risk, to walk that path of illusion. They are longing so much for an ideal, that they can not deal with reality as it is. But only when we are facing reality, we are able to create change.

Therefore I really, really ask people to accept their flaws and shortcommings. When we love our messy selves, we have a much higher chance to really evolve and change. When we pick on ourselves, we are becomming destructive and therefore maybe create denial. From my point of view, that´s how we create shadow-aspects. We will than project our inner war onto the outside world, blaming others for the flaws and shortcommings that we can not accept within us, as they are not mirroring our “wanted reality”. Think about it as if life would offer a GPS, you can give in your goal until you are blue in the face, when you do not also allow to see your position in the now, the GPS will never ever be able to find your route. And you can than curse the GPS, but it´s the one using it, that has made the mistake. We all make them. Laugh about it and start anew. Just where you are. Be the change.

Light is real. Shadows just seem to be.

Someone that for sure knew what he´s talking about, teached me that the closer you´re coming to the light, the bigger your shadow seems to be.

That´s been a very wise insight – but to live it and to face the shadow instead of playing hide´n seek is something different. I see that and honor the perfect timing for every souls journey.

The reason for this article is,  that everyone wants to be the light, but they all run when having to face their shadow. That´s the reason why the lightworker seem to be often even more distorted than the average sleepwalker on this planet. The shadow, ego (or however you name it) is the unwanted…but how can you live on this planet and have no shadow? And how can you claim to be a lightworker but still fighting the shadow? What do people expect of themselves?! We are living in duality, so they have to face shadows, that´s normal. And only humans make a big deal out of it. No tree has ever needed a therapy because of creating a shadow or having to face one. He also never blamed the sun to create the shadow. But “Lightworker” do that. They blame others to create their shadow or for having a shadow, always on the run to their next distraction, instead of turning around to watch their own and to realize how he is created. Its their own physical being, that is not in the light and therefore creates a shadow…as soon as it leaves darkness behind. Too funny.  The total denial of the “spiritual” people has to do with identification. As long as we identify with the light the shadow is an opponent. When we are the light, the shadow is just a temporary physical experience, holding no real substance. No blame, no shame, just peace.

This article holds a gift. It needs presence to understand this present. Not everyone is ready for that and that is fine, as only the divine knows the perfect point in time.

Matrix – original and copy

I remember when I went into the cinema many years ago to watch the film “Matrix”. I´ve been electrified, that such a profound truth had been shown to the masses. Cause even when they do not get the message consciously, it has an effect on people to know the truth – or a part of the truth.

I always knew that our reality is not so very real, cause when I focused on it, especially while dawn, reality looks to me like an old-fashion TV-screen with the huge snowy pixels. In the last years I even started to see the strangs, or the shivery vibration of reality. Of course the spiritual teachings all over the globe have always teached that this world is maya, an illusion. But I could see it, long before reading such books. So of course I loved the film Matrix.

But after a while I had an insight. I knew how nature “felt like” and how our 3d reality “felt like”. The last one is grey and dense, sometimes it even felt to me like walking in syrup. All is heavy, slow, exhausting. So I realized that there had been two creations, existing parallel. The original one and the mental prison the 3d earth is. Maybe that´s the real background of the story about leaving the garden of eden. To me it is another focal point in consciousness. It is the judgemental ego-focused survival-consciousness, and the original matrix is this beloved planet gaia, going with the flow, co-operating and living in joy.

In the crimson circle they called the new earth “Theos”, but to me it has always been there, I remember that I came in from a place like Theos, the original, divine creation, just we had lost the access when diving into density. The New Earth is reached by consciousness. But trying to reach it through effort is not possible. It is your natural state of being. All we have to do is letting go of all that we are not. I know how difficult it is. But it is so worth it.

At the moment I experience so many coincidences. I have talks with totally different people, or reading articles, and all are bringing together pieces of a bigger picture.

My own healing work is that of a “grid-worker”, I help people to find their balance, I assist them to reconnect with their original blueprint, stabilzing their field. Yesterday, while one of my many adventures with one of my sisters, we recognized that there are two different grids on the earth at once. I now understand that this is what I experienced the first time very intensely, when being in Israel 2015. People had been harsh, even I had short quarrels and conflicts occuring everywhere I went. And than there was the other reality…a sky so open, light and bright. I now realize in hindsight that these have been the two different matrixes, realitities, co-existing. And I´ve been tuning in and out from one to the other. I think a lot of us do this. That´s what is making this whole process of integrating the energies so bumpy.

And yesterdays grid-work brought one really important insight. Stop, trying to fix the old grid, the old Matrix. Let it all go. Build up the new! This is what is now my only focus.

One thing in the the film matrix wasn´t true: When they woke up out of the machine matrix, they were living in a world that only provided very few luxury, for example the food was horrible. That couldn´t be further from the truth. All experiences on the new earth are way more sensual, colorful, have way more depth and brightness.

And I had to share this, as I know that there might be some people out there, that need this information. Sending much love to my co-workers out there, building the New Earth!

Shine your beautiful light!

 

We can only perceive our own nature

I was wondering a long time, why people can not see the love and beauty all around them. And I´ve got to confess that for a very long time I tried to help them see. But we can not. It´s been a lesson that took me quite some years, made me knock so often at the wrong doors, or wait for people that they finally move to a nicer state of being. But that has been just a distraction from my own path and a total waste of time and energy…well, but of course it doesn´t really matter, as there is no lack of time and energy in the multiverse.

Must have been eight or nine years ago, when I wrote a story about an angel, visiting hell and trying to tell the tortured souls they might just very easily leave their pots of boiling water. But noone listened, they just wanted her to stay next to them, to hold their hands while they moaned about the pain, instead of just leaving it behind. There was even one guy, trying to convince her to join him, as this would be a luxurious yacuzzi and they might have a hot pot party. If I find that story, I might translate it in english and post it, it is quite funny – and true.

For a long time I thought people are just fooled into darkness, but more and more I see, that it is their free choice. You might offer them as much love and light as you want, they´ll not be able to deal with it. Even when they pretend that they want it, they do not. You can send them a Jesus and they´ll nail him to the cross, sell the pieces and parts of that cross, kill and torture others in the name of Jesus…and not understand one of his words.

For a long time I thought something must be wrong with me, cause somehow people just couldn´t see or hear me. Literally. People almost run into me very often. Physically seen it is not easy to oversee or overhear me. Some people told me it must be my faulth, that I do not see myself, or do not show myself. And of course I was so willing to see it as my failure. It is not, all is well and I received some masterlessons lately.

I tried to tell people in my office that I do not want to hear things about violence, rape and sexual abuse, especially not the details out of a police report…but they just did not hear it. They reacted on the first half of my sentence (cause they normally listen), but the rest they just did not hear. If they would have listened, they would have to face their hunger for destortion, and that´s not what they want to see…and change. Today I even left the room in the middle of their talk, without saying one word, I turned around and simply left, let them literally speak into empty air and they did not react at all to my unusual and rude behaviour. Astonishing.

I exposed some really unknown chapters of my life lately and people that are normally following every move of me and that are really curious just did not see it. Interesting.

Yesterday I read an eye-opening story in “Memoirs of a Master”. In this story the Master visits a shop in an Elvis-Las- Vegas-Dress and at the end there is a message over the loudspeaker saying “Elvis has left the building”…and noone reacts. People do not see and hear what is out of their own vibration. And in this story it is explained that this happens for safety-reasons. So when I was trying it today, acting in a rude manner and people didn´t respond at all, I realized it is true.  And for the first time I felt good, when not being seen and heared. I´ve been dragged to the pyre too often by people that called it a bonfire, as destroying what they weren´t able to build had been their passion by free choice. No need to hang around with them. We can not make the blind see, unless they want it.

Today when coming from work I entered the tram, that´s been overly crowded, as it´s been rush-hour. On the ground there was a broken white Rose, maybe it felt out of a bouquet. Noone saw the flower, I wondered how it comes that they did not step onto her. So I picked her up, carried her home and gave her water. I posted a picture and the comment of Coco, that this flower is like fresh snow, pure, made me realize, that she would have seen and picked the Rose also. Her words showed who she is. People can only perceive purity and beauty, when they have it themselves.

We can not heal the darkness of others, just remove our own (we all have it to some degree). But when we shine our light, the right ones will see it. Isn´t that perfect?

Your perception changes everything

It´s not what happens in your life, but how you look at it what makes the difference. Yesterday evening I was sitting on my balcony and it´s been raining cats and dogs. It felt beautiful and I was fascinated by the lights in the houses around and the splishsplash sound the raindrops made. I smelled the earth in the fresh air and felt the comfort of my home. When I went inside I heared a neighbor playing on a piano. Well it´s been far away from a good play, but I felt the beauty in it very intensely anyway and enjoyed it very much. Someone else would have felt disturbed, while I was totally happy to listen to it. I went online and tuned into the Crimson Circle webcast and wasn´t surprised when they were, just like last month, talking about sensuality as a masterlesson. It is, indeed. Sensuality changes the way you see this world totally.

I remember when I recieved such a masterlesson 20 years ago. It´s been a hot day and I was stuck in traffic, the emissions of the cars made it hard to breath and everything felt somehow heavy and dense. I looked out of the window of that car and saw the child of a local shop owner playing with a plastic ball. The little one had down syndrome and I always had felt a kind of pity for the child and its parents. But in this moment something happened. When I looked at the child the sunlight was falling on its face, that had an expression of pure bliss on it. It was as if time stopped. A perfect moment. I saw the face of god in this child. I mean it. I came to my senses. My filters of human stupidity were removed and my perception changed totally.

A Master has removed the human filters, that block his senses. I recognize a Master by the way they look at the world. With shiny eyes, seeing god in all that is. They are able to sense instead of project. It´s really time to come to our senses, as this changes everything in our lifes.

Shine your light and dare to sense!

Your filters block what you desire

When we watch other persons it is often quite obvious how they create their own personal kind of prison. But we all do it.

A few weeks ago I was waiting in a row at a bakery. The saleswoman there was terribly stressed. You didn´t have to be an empath to get that. She was trying to rush, always looking at the row that became bigger and bigger. So she was unfriendly, making mistakes, giving the people the wrong stuff, falling over her own feet, starting to argue with the people in front of her, that felt badly treated. She´s been focussed on the problem, that became bigger and bigger. Her solution would have been to calm down and focus on one ordner by the other. But as she has been inside the situation, she couldn´t see it. I felt for her, cause stress is sometimes also an issue for me. So I tried to assist her energetically and with my attitude, when reaching the counter. I thought maybe if I stay very friendly, relaxed and focussed that might help her. Nope! Made it worse! I´ve just ordered two rolls, nothing else. Very easy one might think. I had to repeat it three times, cause she didn´t get it, starred somewhere else, repeated my order, turned around to get them, than came back to ask me again. She not once looked at me, so she didn´t get my friendly smile. And if so she would have taken it as a sign of sarcasm, I´m quite sure. She than dropped the rolls on the floor, so had to take new ones, gave me not enough backcash, and when I told her so in a friendly way, she even became harsh…I almost couldn´t believe it.  It´s been because of her filters, that where just letting through stress. All we experience has to pass our filters. And we all have them, so I´m sure no human has ever seen something like reality. No information that doesn´t fit to your filters will reach you. That´s the biggest obstacle when it comes to the art of creation. When our filters are such of lack of money, love, support, freedom etc. we won´t be able to reach these experiences, cause we won´t see them , although they might be in reach. We only get what we expect and therefore recreate our past instead of a new, desired future.

So you have to train your perception. Watch out for even the smallest pieces of the wanted experience. You might watch out for love and dream endlessly of your soul-mate, that just doesn´t show up. And s/he won´t as long as you are in waiting and complaining mode, you´ve got to be in the receiving mode. Train yourself to realize small experiences of love (or whatever you are looking for), that are already available. Someone smiling at you, a child huggin´you or paiting a picture for you, a puppy coming along for a cuddle, a neighbor bringing cookies, a postcard of a friend…

That´s the reason why gratefulness is such a mighty tool when it comes to manifestations. It trains your awareness from lack to abundance, what changes your filters.

I´m sure it has to do with energetic frequencies also. You have to be an energetic match to receive things. That´s the reason why the woman in the bakery had the most trouble with her calmest client; her and my vibration have been galaxies apart. That´s the reason why she just couldn´t understand my order. Totally other energetic frequency.

The fotos below show the same picture, but seen with different filters. A simple one, with not many colors. But when you change shades and colors a bit, you receive a totally different picture, that creates a totally different feeling and experience.

Choose your filters wisely and shine your light!

 

Unlimited Doors

Insights & PerspectivesPosted by Natalie Sat, November 12, 2016 20:37:14

Life is offering us a huge variety of possibilities, what is beautiful.
But as we have been teached in lack, we are not able to use these huge variety properly. We spot one nice door, maybe the green one, like her and insist to have that door opened. She might stand for a mate, a job, a business offer, a journey or the way we spend our evening.
But suddenly this door is closing, cause potentials have changed. What are we doing? Getting angry, upset, frustrated, sad? We might sit in front of that door, refusing to leave, or bang at it and try to get in again. Or we we might moan and complain. We might even feel depressed cause we think us to be a looser. And none of that is true. We act upon a wrong conclusion. We think something is wrong, but it isn´t. When a door is closing it is because this one is no more appropriate at this point in time. Not because something is wrong, just because life is in constant change, that´s all.

There are lots of different types of People:

The ones standing in front of an open door and don´t recognize the invitation.

The ones that had chosen a red door 50 years ago and not willing to take another door.

The ones not able to enter any door, cause it might be the wrong one.

The ones wanting all of the doors at ones, cause they might miss one chance.

In the new energy the doors have even become quantum somehow, they change sometimes very quickly and it is very important to stay flexible. I guess that is a reason why life seems to have become so exhausting. We have left the age of lack and entered the age of plenty, what might be overwhelming sometimes.

So, I try to share some keys, to make it easier to navigate through the doors:

First key: You can never enter the wrong door. Wrong doors don´t open.

Second key: Stay centered, as your inner knowing leads you to the next door. You don´t have to run around from one door to the other. Listen to your inner voice.

Third key: These are quantum doors. The one that has been closed one minute ago, might open right now.

And the masterkey: It´s a game, don´t take it too serious, cause you won´t leave it alive anyway.

Stay relaxed, flexible and trust that all is perfectly unfolding.

Shine your light!

 

Becoming spiritually invincible

Insights & PerspectivesPosted by Natalie Tue, October 04, 2016 17:16:10

The more we center ourselves, the more life is working for us, not against us.
The more you accept reality as it is, instead of going into opposition to it, the easier you´ll navigate through life.
And no, I won´t tell you there won´t occur obstacles and encounters any more. They will still show up, but you will feel and act about them in a totally changed way.

2016 has offered me a few experiences that would have literally hit me to the ground a few years ago. I would have felt miserable, unworthy, not loved and maybe would have went into deep depression.
But I didn´t. That stuff can´t harm me no more, but makes me wiser and stronger. I need time for my processes and might have some symptoms showing up, but I feel very calm, happy and blessed.

I welcome every hit I recieve, not happy, as I´d prefer other, but willingly. I love flowers and hugs more than betrayal and abandonment, but I know nothing can harm me. So I allow my enemies and haters to strenghten me. Their human self might want to hurt or fight me. But it´s just not possible.

I use all life serves me as a spiritual training, teaching me to love, to fully accept myself and to see clearly through the surface of humans and situations. I see their human self, I have compassion for their fear and pain, causing their dark actions and I see their soul-self, sharing the one love we are all part of. It remains untouched by the human games of distortion. My enemies are my co-workers, so how could they harm me?!

You decide who you are. You are the one giving meaning to situations. You choose your point of view. Decide to be a freakin´awesome god/dess!

Shine your light!