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Showing up

Lately there’s been a whole lot of showin┬┤ going on. This is the review.

The Master watches it all and has fun. I recognized how some tried to sneak around without showing themselves. Some showed a lack of understanding, compassion and honesty, be lie ving to be able to not be seen for who they are. Some tried to steal the show, others tried to prevent it. Life’s a stage and the roles and characters have been really interesting. A Master just recognizes timing and acting, while staying neutral and never getting really hooked into the mirrors and fogs, that fill the scenery. All kinds of characters showing up, changing names, changing games and still staying the same.

I realized how even a facebook account can be seen as a kind of scary Rocky-Horror-Picture-Show, while I just had fun, doing the freeing TimeWarp with my Brothers and Sisters. Others believed to be part of a childrens fairy tale, never realizing that little red riding hood is sended into the woods to catch herself a wolf ­čśë Way too innocent to fall for an enchanted prince charming. And some are so blinded by the light of their own importance that they missed the whole show, when Candyland got blown up, because of a nice twist in the script. Different points of views…one play.

Others believed the show is an opportunity to get fed and not be seen for what they are. Well virtual popcorn has been served. A plastic Rose even proudly and openly stating to have been sended by her master to have an eye on me, not realizing she┬┤s been just showing her chains and dishonor, while the spells of the black magic woman just felt off the abused that very night. Others trying to return to the light, without having to take ownership for their actions. And some did and have been welcomed. Silently, behind the scenes.

Why did all of that happen? Because the Masters had shown up for a showdown, that’s been noticed by just a few, but the outcome is going to be legendary.

One can not come close to a master and still believe to not be seen by the lasersharp light of consciousness. A Master has a lot of compassion and might even dance with a few shadows and demons, as s/he┬┤s afraid of no-thing┬á and always able to have fun…but finally people have to realize what they caused, by standing in their own way and mostly harming themselves. Well, some go on the painful journey to embrace their shadows and become whole again by letting go of all they are not and some just go on another run, hoping to never have to face their own creation again… good luck with that one.

A Master is totally unimpressed by demons, angels and all kind of roleplay, always seeing  the eternal light behind the masks, as this has been the own game/creation for such a long time and some favorite plots been just reoccurring. And what has it been all about?

To quote myself at the beginning of our threesome quantum healing event: ÔÇťWe┬┤re not here for the show. Of course we did show up and might show how it’s going, but we┬┤re not here for the show, but for the people.” The participants have been co-workers, by the intent of their Souls, each representing a special form of abuse/energetic split, that’s been searching for healing and wholeness…I bow before the souls that chose to be a representative for humanity. You are greatly honored, as you have honored yourself. It took quite a few hours until it’s been in the field of the collective consciousness. When the download into the grid finally took place it almost blew me out of my physical body, but I couldn┬┤t care less, I┬┤ve been blessed and overly happy to see we made it. And it┬┤s been noticed already, although the ripple effect might need quite some time in many cases. And of course not everyone chooses freedom. Some love their chains just too much to leave the SM-Showroom of Master and Servant, still waiting for their personal Jesus out of the Astral Illusionary Show instead of mastering themselves.

This article goes out especially because of the many, many Souls who have been coworking that will never stand in the spotlight of the earthly realms, but who did so much for so many for so long. I know it┬┤s not been easy, but we chose it with intend and hereby changed the whole game. We prepared with much Love and Com/passion and the eternal stage gets standing ovations for this masterly play. Nothing else matters. Shine your light…for real, not for the show ­čśë

Getting real or getting nowhere- one of the main topics in 2018

Welcome in the year 2018, dear Ones. May it be a happy, healthy and abundant one for you. 2018 reduces to 11 in numerology, what is the masternumber of divine service.

In 2018 one big topic will be to co-operate with the divine, to bring heaven down to earth, what might sometimes be a heavy task with Saturn staying in Capricorn until 2020.

I am writing about it, as I can relate to these energies very much. I┬┤ve got Neptun near my Midheaven in my birthchart and Venus and Chiron in Pisces, so working in divine service is my lifepath. But I┬┤ve been sended into my mission with a lot of grounding energies and for very good reasons! I┬┤m a double capricorn with the ruler of Capricorn, Saturn, squaring my Sun.

Getting real or getting nowhere, that┬┤s been my task and it will be a global topic in this year.

See Jupiter will stay in Scorpio almost all of the year and he┬┤ll blow up all the dirty, dark stuff. Please do not despair, but welcome it. It┬┤s been there all the time. I had to face some really ugly stuff myself last year, shattering a lot of illusions, but it is necessary as denial destroys us otherwise.

Well and when it comes to Saturn I´ve gotta explain his energies a bit. Saturn has a bad reputation as he is seen as the reaper and bringer of hardship and limitations. Although he seems to have been pu(ni)shing me a lot in my life, I came to a point where I started to understand this energy better. He is the old zen-master, making you climb the mountain every morning to carry up the water and you might curse him for that, what leaves him totally unimpressed. He holds the vision of your strong body, mind and spirit, and he´ll make sure to bring it into the physical reality. You can trust that every hardship he delivers is needed. Saturn is also the planet of time, structure and matter. On a global level his energies have been abused to install regulations and rigid laws, the old matrix of destortion is created with a shadow-aspect of Saturn. He´s been used to build the old system. Almost all energies have been misused by the dark forces ruling this planet the last few thousand years, so do not blame Saturn, but  the global state of (un-)consciousness.

But Saturn working for divine service in this year, will bring in the cosmic law. Spirit is going to matter literally. People can not act out destructive and expect to not receive the fruits of their actions. You┬┤ll see quite some tough deliveries this year. Saturn brings tangible results and as he is not afraid to take away all that is not of integrity. Think of the old zen-master again. Could someone very mighty abuse him? Of course. But he┬┤ll never give up, but wait patiently until time is ripe, like a Yoda would wait for the right timing. Saturn knows all about the right timing. It is now.

What does that mean for your personal life? It means it is a perfect year to focus on the important things, those that really matter and to let go of clutter. It means that when you have something you wanted to realize for a long time, now you can take actions to make it real. Saturn is not very likely to bring overnight success, but when you take small steps on a regular basis, you┬┤ll get tangible results. Make sure what you want to bring down to earth is of integrity and for a higher purpose, than you┬┤ll be supported. And when you have worked for a long time on such a project, it will now come into fruition.

There is something I have to adress to the spiritual community. We didn┬┤t enter earth to dream us away into other realms, to swagger with our important pastlifes or the name of our guru and we didn┬┤t enter this planet to find more ways to escape. We came to embody the change. We have to get real.┬á I am working with energies on a quantum level as a healer and I am using words and ideas as an author, but being real means holding a stranger in your compassionate arms while his sobbing wets your shoulder and his pain hits your energy field…and to deliver a safe h(e)aven of light and love in this moment, not as an idea, but in reality. It means to buy a bowl of soup for a homeless person or to gift some of your unnecessary clutter to people in need. Compassion in your daily actions. Heaven on earth.┬á Shine your immense light!

This picture shows a gem a very dear and lovely friend just gifted me. The picture with the Roses is carved in bone, what is a perfect expression of my birthchart-energies and fitting very much with the  energies of 2018.

 

 

Open and true communication

There seem to be so much communication going around, but when we take a closer look a lot of it is just noise. It is distracting, confusing and even creating division instead of understanding.

We do not use communication for what it was ment to be, to show ourselves truly, to exchange points of views and experiences, to than gain better understanding of “the other”. Instead we show a false persona and speak hollow words.

Instead of true communication we lie, cheat, manipulate, fool each other (and of course ourselves, as we try to convince ourselves very often through our talk). Why? Because we think we are not good enough. That we wouldn┬┤t be accepted when we show ourselves truly and freely. We believe to be seen as weak or vulnerable when we really speak our truth.

Well, I find the opposite to be true. The more I am aware of my own strenght, the more I am able to be open. When something is needed in this time of masks and illusions than it is true, open communication.

Real communication brings us to a place where we are able to see what we might have in common and that leads to a union beyond our diversity. There is always much more we have in common with people, than what seperates us from them. Even enemies have often much in common: Their fear, their investment in lack-mentality, their longing for safety and their believe the other would prevent them from being safe and having enough.

People are afraid others wouldn┬┤t respect them, if they knew their weakpoints. Well, when you allow yourself to show your true self you will respect yourself for your strenght and authenticity. If you respect yourself, your weakpoints stop being weakpoints, it is just the perfect imperfect way the divine shows itself through you. The ones that than turn their back on you, not allowing your honesty, have never been a real match. It is perfect that they run to worship another illusion, to distract them from their own vulnerability. You want people that love you for who you are, and they are not able until now.

Someone told me lately that I would be too open, that I would expose myself, when talking about childhood trauma or about having had an ailment. That as a healer, teacher and a living Rose I should be an example of the divine and therefore be the best I can be. Well, I had a good laugh. Cause that is what I am. Being aware of my divine self, although I was abused as a child or having myomas. I chose that path, to be as divine AND imperfect as everyone else. To show that we are always perfect in our imperfection. Always loved, no matter what happens and that we can heal ourselves, cause everything we need to overcome our obstacles is already within us and around us. Showing my perfect imperfections is the very best I can provide.

The new healer, teacher is not showing only one aspect of himself, the divine self, s/he is showing them all, cause the most important teaching and healing s/he is providing is the truth, that you have it all inside of you also. If they are imperfect humans, your imperfection is okay, if they are divine, you are divine.

True communication shows all that you have inside. Others will  compare notes and choose what is helpful for them. In this way we benefit from communication. We have fooled ourselves and others long enough. Time to get real, to really show up, to really exchange our knowledge and truth.

When people speak to me one-on-one they dare to be real, to speak their truth, show their weakpoints. They know they can trust me, because I have been through it all myself. I know darkness, that┬┤s why I can hold the light. I am compassionate, not because I am more holy than they, but because I am human, just like they. We have to make peace with our human self to embody the divine self.

When there is nothing to hide, that┬┤s how we truly shine your light!

Becoming spiritually invincible

Insights & PerspectivesPosted by Natalie Tue, October 04, 2016 17:16:10

The more we center ourselves, the more life is working for us, not against us.
The more you accept reality as it is, instead of going into opposition to it, the easier you┬┤ll navigate through life.
And no, I won┬┤t tell you there won┬┤t occur obstacles and encounters any more. They will still show up, but you will feel and act about them in a totally changed way.

2016 has offered me a few experiences that would have literally hit me to the ground a few years ago. I would have felt miserable, unworthy, not loved and maybe would have went into deep depression.
But I didn┬┤t. That stuff can┬┤t harm me no more, but makes me wiser and stronger. I need time for my processes and might have some symptoms showing up, but I feel very calm, happy and blessed.

I welcome every hit I recieve, not happy, as I┬┤d prefer other, but willingly. I love flowers and hugs more than betrayal and abandonment, but I know nothing can harm me. So I allow my enemies and haters to strenghten me. Their human self might want to hurt or fight me. But it┬┤s just not possible.

I use all life serves me as a spiritual training, teaching me to love, to fully accept myself and to see clearly through the surface of humans and situations. I see their human self, I have compassion for their fear and pain, causing their dark actions and I see their soul-self, sharing the one love we are all part of. It remains untouched by the human games of distortion. My enemies are my co-workers, so how could they harm me?!

You decide who you are. You are the one giving meaning to situations. You choose your point of view. Decide to be a freakin┬┤awesome god/dess!

Shine your light!

The flawsome new teachers

A new Kind of spiritual teachers is showing up lately. And there┬┤ll be many more of this category, just you might not recognize them from the very beginnings. They aren┬┤t easy to spot when they start, cause they don┬┤t fit into the spiritual teacher┬┤s box.

Why? Well, all of them are somehow imperfect. What? Yes, I swear it!
And you know what? Beyond all their abilities, their imperfections might be their biggest gift. Cause they allow you to be imperfect also. What a release!

I┬┤m someone who has never been impressed by titels and positions, but when I met some of these new teachers, the boxes in my mind, which I didn┬┤t even knew I have, simply collapsed because of the mindsplit I had to face. All of these persons are outstanding in their quality of healing and teaching, but in many cases they don┬┤t have any diploma or special education, as what they bring in didn┬┤t exist in that form before and can┬┤t be learned with concepts. Well and their personalities also don┬┤t seem to fit together with their high frequencies they deliver. The word flawsome describes them best.

I┬┤m sure there is intend behind it, cause all having this similar attribute of obvious imperfection for sure is no accident.
It┬┤s interesting, cause in some cases I have been even suspicious if they might be real or a fake, because of their quirks. But no, I┬┤m sensitive to energies and all of them have been outstanding in their fields. The point is: They are very real. That┬┤s their attribute. They aren┬┤t holy, but human. That is their blessing. So their students don┬┤t have to feel bad because they are also still human.

You want examples? Ok, as I know they can stand it easily, as they are already famous and established, so I won┬┤t harm them, by naming them: Matt Kahn and Eric Pearl. I┬┤ve seen both of them in person this year and I am deeply impressed by their work, but not sure if I like the persons very much. And that is nothing but perfect. No running after images. No icons. Focus on their work and not on the person that is delivering these extraordinary teachings.
The era of gurus is over. No more mistaking the teacher for the lesson. No new cults and religions, but teachings that are absolutely profound.

And now I┬┤m telling you a well hidden secret. The teachers have always been imperfect, but had been putted in boxes. The masses recieved what they had expected. But the masks have never shown the essence. That is the reason why a follower of Buddha could never reach enlightenment by imitation, when not understanding the Buddha┬┤s nature.

And the role of the Guru became also a trap for the teacher, that had to suppress the own human nature and therefore fell over it, when scandals made clear they are still humans. Won┬┤t happen this time.
And being flawsome will also bring a selection of their students. The ones that need to worship a holy icon will gosipp about the food the teacher has eaten, him using cuss words or being sometimes impatient, but that will sort out the students perfectly.
All is: Perfectly Imperfect.