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The New Abundance

Actually the new abundance is as old as nature, as she invented it, but we had forgotten about real abundance and have to relearn about it in a total new way.

Abundance in the new energy is diversity, it means to value all the colors, all the different expressions of life. Abundance is created in the way nature has always worked:

A lot of imperfect, vulnerable beings coming together to create something that is breathtaking beautiful.

In the old energy abundance was only measured in money. As if money would be the goal, instead of a byproduct, as it is just one of many streams of energy-exchange that we might experience.

Abundance in the new energy is created by everybody adding their gifts for the benefit of all. And no it is not a socialistic kind of new world order, not at all. Everyone will be a free, self-responsible individual and the individual will benefit from his contribution.

Last year I realized, while preparing a webinar about gratitude, that all of us have areas in our life where abundance is coming in very naturally, without any effort. Mostly we do not recognize and value them at all, as our gifts are so normal to us, that we do not see that they are a form of abundance. In my life it’s been for example knowledge, information and wisdom that’s always been very naturally to me. I attract it magnetically, I always had lots of books, interesting people and conversations flowing into my life and I always gave them further very freely, without even thinking about it. The blog you are just reading is a result of that abundance in my life. Did it pay in money? Normally not, but it made me abundant anyway. Some may laugh and say that they are only abundant in problems. That’s been me in the past. It transformed me into the perfect soulutioner, as I learned to look behind the obvious and find the root of a problem and the pro in it. And every single one of us has things that come easily to them, which they can use to create something that others benefit from.

Cause that is something that is very important on the new earth. Is what you do adding something positive in your life and in the life of others? First it has to make yourself happy, otherwise it will burn you out. If it is adding value to the life of others, too – that’s just perfect. In the old energy we worked for money and that’s a mistake. Money is welcome as a byproduct, if others are willing to pay you for what you do. If they are not willing to pay you, do it anyway, as long as it is creating something positive in your life. And sometimes we are not paid in money, but receive other things that nurture us, we make beautiful experiences, we evolve and learn, find out about our passion and strength, meet interesting people, find co-operations for jobs that actually bring money. Be open, generous and flexible.

Abundance shows itself in so many things and circumstances. If you have a good health, that’s not only quality of life, but also spares you a lot of time and money, that people with a bad health have to invest in themselves. Or when you live where is beautiful nature around. Others pay to go to these places. Or having had a loving family and upbringing spares a lot of sorrow and therapy-hours. Having artistic skills is improving your life-quality and might bring you some extra-income, if you choose so. Growing vegetables in your garden keeps you fit and brings healthy food on your table. Or you might exchange it with your neighbor for a haircut or something they have to share. Become aware of the abundance you already have helps to attract more good fortune.

We have to change our mindsets, when wanting to live abundantly in the new energies. Why have we been running after money? Maybe we wanted to live happy and free. That´s me for example. But instead I paid with my happiness and freedom to earn money. It’s against my integrity to act that way. And I didn´t want  to find out what people pay for and sell that. That´s not working for me. A few month ago I decided I will do what I love, no matter if there’s money in it or not. Passion, joy, happiness, all what makes my heart´n soul sing with joy became my goal in life and my life changed drastically since then. I even refuse to work with people that do not want to evolve. One can not pay enough to make me sell my passion for dollars.

I am in a constantly creative high since then. Working literally day and night, just it doesn´t feel like working. Life gave me a big thumbs up, creating unbelievable coincidences and even wonder in my life. I´ve been manifesting all I needed and even money out of thin air. And the right people and circumstances for co-creations showed up. Well, some had been in my life before, but they made similar decisions and coming together we became much stronger than one alone could be. That´s also important. Attract your tribe by your vibe.

The new earth is a place of co-operations. Sharing resources, information, bringing together of skills is important to experience abundance in the new energy. In the past we have been afraid of competition. Well, I am co-working with other healers and if someone is guided to work with them instead of me I trust they made the perfect choice. If someone needs a shamanic approach I would even tell them Muriel Shickman might be their perfect match. And if someone needs to work on a DNA Level I´d tell them to contact Therese Wenk, as the expert for that. When we do no longer work for money, but with and for joy and fulfillment we are not afraid at all of competition. Because every one of us is unique and perfect in its own way. When you stop being a copy, but live as an original, there exists no competition at all.

Please make sure that you are a sovereign, self-responsible person and only cooperate with others of the same kind. I had to find it out the hard way that people that do not take responsibility for their own creations will try to rule yours. Never allow that! The new earth can only be experienced by sovereign beings. Make sure your co-worker have similar values. Their personality might be different and add to the richness and diversity, but if you have different values and goals, it won’t work.

And do not be afraid that your ideas will be stolen, when you are open and co-operating. Old energy copies as it lacks creativity. Even I, although not known by many people, have experienced that people copied my stuff. I don’t care. If they improve my creation, they deserve their good luck and if they can not improve it, it will not last. It’s as simple as that.

To own things is also not important in the new energy. To have access to all you want and need is abundance. Just say goodbye to needy- and greediness. Who wants to work 30 years to own a house? In the new energy people might live and work as house- and pet keeper, so they live in beautiful homes and travel all over the globe. Or live in a tiny and easy to clean flat and go once or twice a year to a vacation in a huge villa, with a pool boy and gardener. Why take care of all the stuff all year long? Why make yourself a slave in a job you dislike to pay for things you can not really enjoy? The new abundance is one of creative solutions, which are not always related to money at all.

The most important and difficult change to experience abundance is to let go of the idea of lack. You can not think and feel lack and create abundance.

You have to be and express yourself open and freely, accept others in their sovereign colorful rights, be playful, creative and follow your own guiding light and you will live an abundant life.

If you would like to get some assistance by letting go of old patterns around abundance, I am offering a quantum healing webinar about that topic in collaboration with Therese Wenk. In this webinar we will not talk so much about the principles of abundance, but try to assist you via quantum-healing to let go of old patterns and boxes of belief and open up for your true abundance on all levels of your existence. If you can not participate at the given time, sign up anyway as quantum healing is working outside of time and space and the replay is still working perfectly. If you can join us live, the replay is included in the fee as an extra. You can tune into it as often as you feel you need to.

If you want to enter the webinar, please read my personal disclaimer, that I have written after my last webinar. I am highly transformative. My coworkers are too, that’s why I choose them 😉 Make sure this is what you really want.

Have a beautiful day and an abundant, happy life <3

 

Adam and the feminine split

In the bible there have been two women for Adam. One was created alike him, but he wanted to dominate her, what she refused. So she had to leave paradise (that´s paradise, to be submissive to an entitled dominator, thinking he´s “better”?!), being the representative of the demonized female energies. The witch/bitch, known as Lilith. She will never allow Adam to own her, as this would mean to make herself less than she is.

So Adam got a second woman, Eve. His wife and the mother of his children. Well, she is said to be created out of his rib…. That already speaks volumes. She´s not even an own being, but just created by what he wouldn´t miss at all. And that´s exactly how she´s treated.

No wonder Lilith will never allow Adam to own her. Who wants to give herself fully, birth his creations, nourishes them and is not even being honored for it, but taken as granted? If Eve would break her own heart and leave husband and children, to become free and sovereign again, she would suddenly represent Lilith and than he runs for her. But just as long as she is not present.

The reason for that has nothing to do with Eve/Lilith or however you name these archetypes. The male can just not allow the unity with the feminine as an equal. Why would anyone ever have to belittle someone else? Being better, more evolved than? Only attractive when not present? Because he doesn´t value himself and does not even really dare to be one with the feminine. That´s why he tried to dominate her in the first place, to then make her worthless. It just mirrors the inner conflict.

Honestly, the feminine principle is not honored at all, although nothing could exist, when not coming through her. How weird is it, that she has to become a demon to have some kind of freedom (although always hunted, therefore always haunting Adams shattered mind).

And of course this plays out with outer characters, but it has nothing to do with the outer world, but is taking place within every individual, no matter the gender. Archetypes that we just project on the outside, to declare us independent of them. Make them wrong, to feel right. How you perceive and treat others, shows how you really feel about yourself.

I see it, I hold love and compassion while I know the struggle it´s just an illusion, created by the fearful mind. I do not have to make others less or better. I am content within me. I honor myself and the other. Because this is who I am and that can not be defined by someone else. There´s no split, no lack, no story, no separation at all, unless you create it.

 

A uses b – The roots of Abuse

The #metoo brought a topic into the public, that has been suppressed for so long. As someone who has experienced and witnessed all kinds of abuse, I´m quite passionate about it and I´d like to bring in some other perspectives.

1.) Abuse happens in all areas of life, we are just so used! to it, that we ignore it in most cases. In the past the abuser had to fear justice only in cases when someone was raped and the injuries have been visible and made it impossible to ignore them (there are many cases where even that has been ignored).  But that have been just the extremest form of abuse.

The emotional wounds have been much deeper and invisible, therefore easy to ignore.

2.) Ignorance has been the enabler. What is seen as “normal” we tend to ignore. Although there is a feeling inside that things are not right, but that feeling is suppressed. On the outside the suppression shows up as ignorance or even victim-bashing as the extremest form of ignorance. People do not want to face the injustice that is taking place, because of the consequences they fear when facing the issue. Taking action might have bad consequences or provide inconveniences for themselves. The wounds that are caused by being left alone by family and so called friends are deeper and have a longer lasting effect than the abuse itself. That’s what makes it so difficult to heal. The ignorance is the reason why abuse is so normal for us, that people do not even recognize how huge that topic is.

A lot of abuse is happening not by violence and physical power, but by manipulation and deception. Why? Because of the deeply ingrained believe in lack, unworthiness and powerlessness.

Someone who believes in lack, in not having the own abilities to fulfill their wants and needs, will use his physical, mental, psychological or spiritual strength to get his needs met…via other people.

Read this again and open your eyes. Look around. Ponder about it. Once you see this truth you´ll see how widespread abuse of all kinds is. You´ll see that you have been abused very often, that you´ve enabled abuse and that you might have been the abuser yourself. No, I do not want you to feel bad. I ask you to face reality. This will keep on until we dare to change it. And when you look away today, you might be at the short end of the stick tomorrow…how much more pain and distortion will be needed until we change? Most people don’t care until it is not their their own pain or that of a loved one.

What makes abuse abuse? The consciousness. Two people meeting to exchange their gifts in an open loving way by free will, that´s co-creation, no matter the topic: business, money, sex, you name it. To live that way you have to trust in life, in your abilities to get your needs met and to find the right ones to work together with you by free will. You have to trust you will receive enough, when coming together with others.

Seen that way it’s no wonder we find the most disgusting people often in powerful positions. On the top of the ladder you find the ones fueled by their passions…or by their need to prove to themselves how worthy they are. The last ones do not trust, but believe in lack, they think they have to get their needs met by power, manipulation and deception.

Well think about it, to tell someone you love him/her to get into their pants is a kind of abuse. Just there´s no violence involved and therefore no bad consequences. It´s legal and normal. To tell a guy, whom you chose just because of his money, how much you love and adore him just to make him marry you, build a house and feed your kids, that’s also abuse. Why? Because you are not honest. You abuse your own abilities to make him fall in love with you, to make use of his ressources. You´re not laying your cards on the table and trust someone will be a match to play together as co-creators.

Abuse is literally everywhere. It’s just the extent to which it is happening that differs. But in its core it is the same mindset.

The owner of a company using people, who he doesn’t honor and pay well, to live himself in wealth while they have horrible life-conditions, that´s abuse too.

Someone befriending you, not because they like you, but because you have influence, power, talents, money, and trying to make use out of you, that’s abuse.

Telling your friend that this awesome dress doesn’t suit her, as you are jealous and want to be the prettiest girl this evening, that’s abuse.

I told you it is everywhere, it is “normal”. But as long as all of that is seen as normal, the Weinsteins of this world will be normal too. They are just the extreme results of our state of (un)consciousness, expressed in our daily actions.

Abuse is a game of lack. Whoever plays it, screws the own integrity. You cannot win it, there are absolutely no winners in this game. Even when you overtrump the whole world, you know it deep inside of you. That’s why darkworkers will never be happy people on the long run. They might be rich and famous, believing in their importance and ability to f*ck the whole planet, while the masses follow and admire them…but they will have to face truth one day, that nothing of all of that could heal their own wounds, the root of distortion. And the masses, that admired them? Well when the m gets silent, the rest might end in a shitstorm.

What heals the roots?

Dear one, there´s nothing more beautiful and important you can do for this planet and yourself right now, but give yourself the remedies that are called Love, Acceptance and Compassion.

Shine your light!

There´ll be a Rose Touch Session soon, just about this topic. If you are interested, please stay in touch with the Rose Touch.

A month filled with gratitude

Four weeks ago I started my new webinar-series “The Attitude of Gratitude”. I mirrored these 28 days with short entries in a gratitude-journal, that I posted at the Facebook-page of the webinar. I use this journal on a regular basis, as we tend to forget the blessings we receive on our path. As most people, including me, have been raised in the consciousness of lack, it needs continuity to change such a deeply engrained mindset. It´s also not enough to understand things mentally, we have to change them with our daily actions. We didn´t enter as a thoughtform, but went with intend into the physical body. If we do not embody these thoughts, bring them down to earth with our daily actions, we have not changed anything at all.

When we stay aware, we always learn a lot, even when we are the ones teaching, and so I´m grateful for a lot of insights. One is, that this webinar-series is really needed, as the virus of lack holds this planet in his claws, causing unbelievable pain and distortion. Therefore when trying to move beyond lack, we had to deal with shadows and resistance, that wouldn´t show up if I would sell sugarpills. But I´m here to bring real changes, lead people out of the known, and this is bringing up the shadows. I knew that, but I will focus in my work generally a bit more on that topic and a new category in my blog will be about shadow work. Jupiter is going into Scorpio soon and there´ll be a lot of dark stuff coming up. It can not be other, as we fear and resist change and there´s a whole lot of changin´going on. Rock´n Roll, Baby. Well, one important lesson in my webinar is about the understanding, that all is working for us and therefore we have to value and respect the shadows when they show up. These are gifts, too. Sometimes the biggest.

Another point in my webinar was, that we always have to be clear about the foundations in our lifes. These are areas, where it is very naturally to us, to attract abundance. Everyone has them and they are our basics and related to our gifts. In my case, that´s wisdom, information, insights. They flow to me with no effort at all, because I love to receive and give forth this flow with much love. And so this month was filled with lots of messages and beautiful sharing of wisdom and inspiration. Sometimes in the most beautiful ways. But we must be able to recognize the gifts on our path. Today I went through the city-center. It´s been a rainy day over here, people were hurrying along, as if on a hunt. I could sense their urge to buy stuff, but catched also energies of lack, thoughts about credit-card-limits and more worries about money. In between this scenario I saw how someone had put two huge boxes on the ground and a message “For free”. One box was filled with clothings and another one with books. I sensed into the crowd and wondered, why people worried about money, but didn´t even look at the boxes, if something of value is in it. Well many people do not value what they get for free. When I went by, I looked into the boxes. The clothes in that box were for a small person and I thought: “Well, I´ve got more than enough to wear and to read. I hope someone will see and enjoy it.” I was already past that box, when I got a message from the inner master. “Go back, the book on top, on the left side, take it, that´s for you.” I went back and took that book. It looked almost new, just one huge dog-ear marked one side.  I also mark important sides in a book that way, it´s a pattern. The one that gave the book away, had the same. It marked the beginning of chapter 22. Yes, this book was a divine gift. Thank you, dear spirit-guides, for always leading me perfectly.

And they do. That´s another blessing I receive again and again. I´ve got my 24/7 direct line and this month has been rich with wonder and blessings. No, I didn´t win the lottery, but I found things that are of much greater value, as they cannot be taken.  I even received a promise that I´ll always have what I need. The Israelites had it when walking through the dessert, being fed daily, but complaining for 40 years. I will not, as I feel blessed. Heaven loves me, as I love myself. The master is lovingly benching with his aspects, even with lack. I am blessed and I meet people that are a living blessing. When we are able to stay in our heart and connect with others from heart to heart, that´s a state of being, that´s even far beyond grateful.

How to get there? Shine your light…

Lack of selfworth

You can not give someone else selfworth. And you can not love someone else enough, that he loves himself. It´s impossible. I´ve tried it all my life…and in many others before.

All that happens is that you get dragged into their distorted games and stories. And again you can not see clear enough, to make them see. It´s impossible. We can not be someone elses god. And no one can become ours.

This is the root of all illusion. That someone else can make you happy, healthy, rich or important. Only you can. Because you are already. But you have to realize it yourself.

So I started my journey to be whatever I want. To integrate my aspects and be myself. A sovereign being, taking fully responsibility. I can not take responsibility for someone else, for glorious gods, pretending to be worthless beings, who need my attention and admiration. It´s not working. They are like a black hole, sucking up all your light. I know their state of being, been there, done that. The only way out is selflove and selfworth. They go hand in hand.

All I can do is becoming whole again and inspiring those, that are also on this journey. I can not walk it for someone else, I can not carry them. And every time they demand it, they show me, that they are still slaves and prisoners. They have all my love and all my compassion, but they need their own. They have it inside and that´s a truth they refuse to understand. They´ve been handed the key a thousand times…and are still refusing to use it. We can not make others understand, that they are themselves all they have ever searched for.

The end of lack

Nothing is as destructive as the idea to not be good enough, save enough, rich enough, beautiful enough, smart enough. Your eyes are than filled with lack and whatever you look at will mirror this lack. It is the root of evil on this planet.

“Not enough” is destroying the own self-worth, the relationships, families, communities, companies, cities, countries, cultures and the whole planet.

It makes people mean, poisonous, envy, jealous, greedy, needy, violent and aggressive.

It creates the shadow-aspects, that are than projected on the outside, onto other people, religions, races and countries.

And as not feeling good enough makes us feeling not good enough, it creates an endless loop of lack, that we do not want to look at. Cause we hate this feeling of not enough. And when we recognize we feel bad, it has to be “the other” who is responsible for us, feeling bad. It is totally nuts, an endless circle of destruction, a virus of madness. The only antidote is created by loving and accepting us and all around us in their perfect imperfection.

And no, the spiritual community is not “better”, cause here people are still trying to be more right, evolved, enlightened as the other. Lack covert in love´n light is still lack.

That´s why all of my healing, teachings, writings have the same topic: They bring people back to themselves. Help them to reconnect with source and to relax into their core. When we are truly connected with source, there is no lack, no better, no less. Just love, peace, joy, compassion and abundance. And all of us that is not connected with source will simply begin to dissolve. The end of lack. The era of peace.

The Lack Mentality – One of humanities biggest obstacles

We do not have wars, criminality and pollution because of lack of ressources. We have lack of ressources because of our Lack Mentality.

The global level is created by the sum of all individuals. It can therefore only be solved on that personal level. You may be angry at the government or curse Monsanto, but they only exist because we let them. They are created as an expression of our thoughts, feelings and actions. When we buy their product we make them big. When we refuse to feed them, they´ll crumble. Some people might some day start to create apps to inform us, whom we are giving our money and what these companies invest in. This might change this planet very quickly. “They” won´t change until we change. And that´s a real big task, cause we are collectively trapped in a consciousness that is trained to compete, rule, dominate. And all of that not in a playful, easy way, but with much seriousness, as the feeling behind it is fear. Everyone is hunting and hoarding all day, every day, because of that deeply ingrained believe in lack.

Watch your childrens games. Do they express joy and creativity or is it a training for the lifelong hunt for better, higher, more? There´s nothing wrong with trying to evolve, that´s the expressive, playful way to live a joyous life. The intend behind the action makes the difference between heaven and hell. Joy and self-expression or fear and lack.

When people act out desctructive, it is out of lack. There are many forms of perceived lack, lack of time, self-worth, trust, opportunities, love, freedom. And most of them are an inner idea and not an outer reality. Of course, when you have no food and no shelter, you´ve gotta take actions for your survival. But even than it is not helpful to take actions out of a beggars mind. Don´t get me wrong, I have met beggars that have been richer and more free in their mind, than others living in a huge villa. It is again the mindset, that makes the difference.

The reason why some beggars I met have been free and rich, was that they never felt unsafe. They trusted in life. They had nothing to loose and found their own form of happiness. I´m sure they´ve not been the average homeless, they´ve been sended to me to give me master-lessons and I honour them, by sharing their gift with you.

We may wish for many things, but we are all challenged the most when our lack is seen on our bank-account, that´s when we can sing mantras all days long, but cannot get rid of that naggin´feeling inside.

A few years ago, the universe gave me an awesome lesson in the money-area. I had left my safe life, to do what I love. But as I didn´t trust in my future I´ve been struggeling with my business. The Law of Attraction never fails. Lack attracts lack. I realized what was going on, and thought that I need to get rid of that feeling of lack, so I ordered a big pile of money by the universe, to be able to keep on with what I really love: my writings and spiritual studies. I wrote a message on a piece of paper every day, saying that by the 11th of May I´ll have that amount of money and added a few actions throughout my days to brainwash myself out of the lack. Well, nothing seemed to happen…On the 11th of May I was disappointed that I didn´t manifest my abundance and questioned myself. Well it´s been already end of May, I had searched for and found a part-time job meanwhile, when I looked into my diary and it hit me like a hammer. The universe had answered my wish, without me realizing it! It has been the 10th of May in the afternoon, when a friendly voice on my mobile had informed me, that they´d love to make a contract over four years with me. It´s very ununsual to get a four year contract in public service. When I did the math what the netto-income in these four years would be, it´s been exactly the number I had written down. My angels have a gorgeous sense of humor. The universe hadn´t delivered what I thought I needed, a pile of money. It gave me safety, cause that´s what my feeling of lack has really been about.  I am 48 years now, every day in my life I have had a roof over my head and food, sometimes very simple, sometimes really luxurious, but heaven has never let me down. Not even when I didn´t believe in myself, but in lack.

This experience reminded me of the Kryon-Channeling when he talked about the Israelites walking for 40 years through the desert, being fed for 40 years, but worrying and complaining every day. When he was in Tel Aviv this year, he told the audience that nothing has changed, that they´d still walk in circles. And it is true. We all do. We all believe in lack.

How to change it? A few days ago, I wrote how we can focus on the areas of our life, that are abundant: Klick on the link, to get to the article. And a while ago, I wrote about, how to create reference-points, to attract manifestations.

Gratitude is key to leave lack behind. Having a gratitude-journal is still one of the best ideas. But you need the right kind of feeling to make it work . Therefore I recommend another article about the -right-kind-of-gratitude/.

To leave lack behind we need to find inner freedom, peace and trust. Than all that we really need, will show up. Sometimes we insist stubbornly on a wish, that is not in our highest interest. I have received some lessons in that area, realizing afterwards that all was always as it should be. And beware, lack is infectious as others tell you their standards, how you have to prove that you are good enough. Old earth lack consciousness. Don´t join them. Leave the desert and be happy, grateful and celebrate life, no matter the circumstances. Be the change.

You are already abundant…do not allow lack to infiltrate your mind

We all have abundance in our life. Maybe sometimes not in the bank-account, but in many other areas of our life. I do not know where I read it, so I cannot give that beautiful soul credit for it, but once I read how a woman realized she has abundance in…sox. She owns plenty of sox…and lives in california. That´s been a real gorgeous moment, when she shared that insight. We all have abundance in our lifes. Maybe sunlight, maybe free time, maybe nature.

Lately I realized how my own areas of abundance have been shaped by my own values. The areas of my life where I experienced plenty have been those, that are filled with my love. And how else could it be, cause that´s how the Law of Attraction works. I love books and all of my life I have had an overwhelming abundance in books…or at least access to lots of books. And I shared knowledge and wisdom always very freely, so it returned to me threefold.

Another thing is nature. I love nature and moved into an area that has lots of it, bringing peace and balance to me. As I am very sensitive to energies my surrounding is really important for me.

In todays world freedom and time might be the most precious things one can have at all. Everybody´s running for more distractions and posessions, but a few years ago I recognized that personal freedom and time to do what I love is way more important to me. So I became a downshifter, only working 3 days a week to earn what I need for a really simple life. So I am abundant having time for the things I love. Writing, spiritual studies, healing work, meditation and nature. I chose that life a few years ago with intend, letting go of a lot of the average definition of abundance, to make this life possible. I have a tiny appartment, a low income and not much possesions. But I am free to be me and I really enjoy this. I even realized that I still own too much.

What are the areas in your life where you already experience abundance? Appreciate it. Gratitude is the attitude of a Master. What you really love and enjoy will grow. It can not be else, you attract it like a magnet through your field. And that´s the reason why it is not called the law of needyness, demands, entitlement or deserving. It is the law of attraction and known as: “What you send out, comes back. Or “What you sow, you reap.” So send out gratitude and you´ll have more reason to be grateful.

One important insight about creating abundance I found when I realized that I experienced a feeling of lack in my life when I tried to fullfil someone elses demands or dreams. Whenever I felt bad about my own life it has not been because of me, but because I didn´t match into someone elses “normal”. I didn´t own a car, couldn´t invite someone in my home, couldn´t take a plane to see them or couldn´t make a big present for someones birthday. I do not fit into the values of others, their definition of success or wealth. But I am living my definition of abundance and what I see as a good life. And that´s what I came for. To live my own abundance, to create my own happiness, noone elses.

The universe will not help us, when we try to please others and want to create for their wants and needs, to heal their feelings of lack. That´s why I called this category in my blog the “heArt of creation”, and not the “eGo of creation”. When your wife has a low selfworth and therefore you try to buy her a house, juwelery and a big car….chances are high you will go bankrupt or she will run away with someone else. You can not make someone feel rich who has the mindset of a beggar. Lack creates lack. And lack is what most peoples feel, it is their driving force. Let it not infect and affect you. Anchor in the abundance that you already have in your life and choose your vibes wisely. Celebrate your abundance and enjoy plenty in whatever form you find it.

Shine your light!

The Choir of Energies – My calling

 

To me it is a beautiful, divine joke that I am gathering people for group sessions. I really love being on my own, as I am very sensitive to energies and easilys distracted by others energies. I love being in nature, as there every being is just following their flow, all is connected and itself at the same time. And that is my real magic, being able to perceive and feel that connection with all that is and in nature that feels great. With humans not so much usually. We are all more or less distorted as humans, we have lost this ability to be part of all that is and being ourselves at the same time.

But I remember how this feels like. I had a memory all my life, that didn´t seem to fit into this life and not even into my pastlifes. I remembered a place where I felt like a child sitting on a beautiful meadow, being totally happy, in peace and in love with all that is. I was connected in a very loving way with other beings, also living there, we had an inner awareness of the other. And than something horrible happened. Some of us went into a kind of cave (the soul thinks in pictures) and one being that was very close and dear to me, went into it and got lost. The inner connection was cut off. I reached out and couldn´t sense him. He didn´t answer. Another one went there to search for the first one, but the same happened. It felt horrible. And although the cave felt like really great danger, I couldn´t stand it to have no connection and not knowing if they are fine. So I went into the cave also, because I wanted to help them, but also out of curiosity and adventure. I knew it is dangerous, one could easily get lost, just like the others. The last thing I remember was pure blackness and horror. Welcome to planet earth and to a world where people do not know that they are one with all of creation. Where connection was made to dominate or manipulate and not as a natural expression of the own being.

2009 I met a guy named David Brown. He was from South Afrika and channeling Kryon, but more working with emotional topics like the Inner Child. I had started to write and thought about writing books and he told me that this is fine, but it would lead me to be “A Healer of Hearts”. I thought he is making jokes. But no, he insisted that this is my calling and what I came for.

2010 I listened to a guy named Alberto Villoldo, a medical Anthropologist and also a well known Shaman, as he was teaching what he learned from the Indigenious People. He said they were telling a tale about a heavenly meadow where we all have been living in harmony until a huge and beautiful angel came along and told about this earth and that people here need help. And some chose to come here and this are the lightworker. I stood there mouth open and thunderstruck when he told that story. How could a tribe in the Amazonas know my memory about the heavenly meadow? And well, I understood that I came here, cause even some lightworker had lost their inner connection with all that is. And of course I did also…just I had a precious memory, the ticket home, in my pocket when I came in.

When having my Initiation last year the prohecy of me being a healer of hearts came true. The Rose is all about Love and Compassion and these are the Masterkeys for any form of healing and well-being.

When 2017 started I was facing an interesting problem: How should I find time for all the people wanting to get to know the Rose or needing help and assistance, but couldn´t afford a private session? It wasn´t possible to help all and it didn´t feel right to exhaust myself, as I have to work at an office-job to pay my rent, I need time for my own evolvement and my writing work. When having a problem, we need to think totally outside the box. It seemed impossible to find a solution. So I asked  the higher self of a master-soulutioner: My own. I received very clear instructions: Bring together quantum healing and group sessions and dedicate one day every month totally to this work. Give no other free sessions, but take good care for yourself. So I gave the first group-session on january 7th, the evening before my birthday. Goodness, I couldn´t imagine what would take place, made me laugh and cry at once. Every month I learn more. The people that are gathering at a quantum level, all over the planet, are creating such an amazing choir of energies, that I couldn´t have imagined that in my wildest dreams. I´ve got the ability to connect with others through conciousness, the inner net, that is the precious gift of OneLove I brought in from our divine home. So I stretch my consciousness to all participants, gathering them at a quantum place outside of time´n space as we know it and they are all adding their energies to this choir of divine love. I know that this will be a new kind of energy healing on this planet. When science will be able to understand multidimensionality they will understand how we are all connected and such sessions will be very common.

One thing is also very important: One of my other gifts is to understand natural abundance. It is working like nature and like the choir of energies. Everyone brings in what s/he has and everyone receives what s/he needs. This is very difficult to understand with our cultural programming, cause all on the old earth was about energy feeding and stealing. When people loose their divine connection they are starving and therefore working with domination and manipulation to steal from others. All humans do that somehow. But when we learn to reconnect with our divine self this is no more needed, as we have access to endless energies.

I had people that didn´t dare to sign in for the monthly session as they didn´t want to take something when they can give nothing in return or they thought others might need the healing energy more. That is the old healing modality, but not what happens while the group sessions. When so many beautiful souls are connected with their divine self, there is more than enough as every participant is adding to a place of plenty and endless abundance. I started the monthly sessions out of love  for others and love for myself. This pure intend brings me back to the heavenly meadow, all connected to all, while being themselves. Thank you to all participants that are co-workers in bringing in the Choir of Love. It is really happening. We are bringing heaven to earth.

Keep on shining your beautiful light!

Create reference points for manifestation

(T)HeArt of CreationPosted by Natalie Fri, November 18, 2016 18:24:49
When we want to manifest something that we are not used to, there is one obstacle we have to overcome:
We have to know how it feels like, cause manifestations are created through intend and vibration.
But when you don´know how it feels like, how do you wanna create what you wish to experience?
You have to make experiences, even small ones, that are reference points. These reference points you may than use like an energetic magnet for your manifestation.

If you might have been poor all your life, you might not know how plenty and abundance feels like. Or maybe you never felt truly loved or supported and want to experience it.

First of all stop waiting for a saviour. You came to make your dreams come true. That is your job and noone elses. You are the main-character in your hero-quest.
So how to do it? How to come to a place where you can attract what you want?

Here are 5 possible ways to create reference points:

1.) Even when you have nothing, you still have your fantasy. You know what you don´t want, so imagine how it would feel like to have what you want. Make it as lively as possible. How would it feel like, look like, taste like, smell like, sound like?

2.) Watch a movie, read a book about people that have what you want. That makes it easier to “tune into” the feeling.

3.) Try to contact people that have made these experiences. If you connect to someone that owns what you want, you experience that it is possible. Ask them about their experience, most people will love to tell you how they made it. And through the communication you connect energetically. If you can´t have a one-on-one talk with a rich or famous person read their blog or watch an interiew.

4.) Search your memories. Maybe you´ve made a very short experience in your childhood? One moment of true love or luxury? I´ve been in an orphanage as a two year old, cause my mother gave me away. It´s been a horrible experience, but one of the nuns, Sister Estephania, was a living beacon of light and she took me a few times aside to hug me and brush my hair in a loving way. That´s been enough to anchor the light of true love inside of me and had a huge impact on my life. Maybe you also had a small experience you can refer to?

5.) Try to make a physical experience. Maybe you can´t effort a dinner at a first-class restaurant. But you might go there once for one overly expensive cup of coffee. It is important to not feel small and don´t worry about the price of that coffee. In that case you would anchor the experience that luxury feels uncomfortable and your subconscious don´t want to feel that way. So, stay focused, prepare yourself and try to just enjoy your little adventure.

It is ok if you just have your fantasies, but try to come from 1 to 5, to bring it from the realms of ideas to a physical manifestation, even a small one, cause nothing is stronger than to have a physical anchor for your desire.

Feel grateful for the tiniest step in the right direction. Celebrate it and try to stay in a playful way on your path. The lighter you feel the easier will be the manifestation.

Have fun and shine your light!