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Twin Flames – The purifying Love

Meeting your Twin is the most purifying love experience you will ever have. It will bring up everything in your being that isn´t balanced.

It may seem like heaven and hell at once, as your reactions towards each other can be really extreme and only someone who has met his/her own twin can understand what´s going on. The rest of the world might just think you are crazy.

As we know how unusual this experience is, but also how important on your souls journey, we bring together 3 of us Twins on next Friday, May 25th 2018 for a quantum healing webinar about the topic of the twin flame. No matter if you met your Twin already or want to prepare yourself for this magic moment, you might benefit greatly from this event. Therese Wenk and me are collaborationg again on this event, to work with the participants on an energetic level, as we are both quantum healers. My speciality is more on the emotional level, while Therese is more focussed on the DNA and this combo really rocks, as we can offer you a state of emotional balance and if you choose so, assist you to anchor it on the physical level.

For me personally meeting my Twin was something I didn´t understand at that point in time and that literally brought me to my knees. Although I thought for a while I might be cursed because of the intensity of the experience, it has really been a blessing as it was a major step on my own journey until I finally became the ” healer of hearts”. To meet my twin cracked my heart open and teached me unconditional love. What many people don´t want to accept is, that you have to become whole within yourself, have balanced your own inner male/female aspects to be able to live the heavenly version of the Twin Flame Story. So instead of focussing on what the other is doing wrong or how terrible outer conditions are, it´ll benefit you more when going inside and taking full responsibility for your own Souls Journey. Love yourself unconditionally, integrate all your aspects, including your shadows, is the key to be ready for this epic Lovestory. As it is epic as can be. When two come together, who are already whole within themselves, they can literally move mountains. Nothing is impossible for true love. May you find it…and embody it.

Shine your Lovelight <3

Save your seat, by clicking on this link. For live-participants the replay is inclusive. If you can´t make it at the given time, register anyway, as this is taking place in the quantum field and the replay is just as effective as being a live-participant. To buy the replay later just use the same link. If you prefer to enter live, check out your timezone, to convert 7 p. m. Berlin/Zurich into your local time.

Personal disclaimer

I should´ve been delivered with a disclaimer. But I wasn´t. Not even a tiny note, warning “Caution. Highly transformative.”

So I can´t blame people that they didn´t get it, that they should stay away when wanting to stay the same old, same old. I didn´t get it myself for a lot of years what it was exactly that was wrong about me. I had to meet one of the same kind to understand that we can not spend too much time with people without triggering their shadow-aspects. It´s my nature and my gift…just not everyone likes it. Well, it doesn´t matter, cause I love them anyway. Often with a lot of distance 😉 What is funny for me, as I´m navigating in the quantum field…where exists no time, no space…no distance at all 😉

Well, at the same time people are attracted to my gift, they  always have searched my advise and presence when in trouble, in all areas of life. All people, not just the spiritual ones love to be inspired to find their clarity and soulution when talking to me. I had to find out that it doesn´t even need my physical presence, it´s working via phone, mail etc…it´s the light of my consciousness I am sending out towards them, that activates their own consciousness – when they do not fight it. Or me, cause they blame the light to create the shadow, when not willing to take  ownership of their creations.

That´s why people who do just think or pretend they want to evolve, should really stay away from me!

Now guess what happens when you bring two of that kind together? What is Therese Wenk to name my fellow transformative rocketship that I´m co-working with a lot lately. First of all, we started to understand what´s been going on all of our lifes. And we both started to evolve very quickly and been bringing our skills together to give quantum healing via transformative webinars.

And we found out we have to give a disclaimer for our webinars. Coming together we are better/worse than ever. Even in a webinar format we are “too much” for most. And like a box of chocolates, you never know what you´ll get, not even we know what we will deliver until we did it.

Our webinars aren´t even webinars in the classical sense. There´s not much content for your mind involved, we´re just feeding him what is needed for a general understanding. But our real work takes place on an energetic level, while the participants may just give intend to receive the energies, relax and enjoy the show. What includes technical issues because of the high frequencies we are working with, loosing our speech as we experience the energies and are surprised ourselves, even as we have been working with the topic normally for weeks already. Quantum is faster then the light and we have to stay quite flexible. Our participants too 😉 And having humor helps also.

Our most unusual experience until now we had when giving our “High Vibe Astrology Webinar”. The topic came as an inspiration and we started to work on a quantum level with the planets, to tune into their most pure energetics. The day before the webinar started Therese was busy with other things, but had to think about a song we could use and “The Age of Aquarius” came to her mind. The same time I prepared for the webinar, found a short film to show another perspective on our solar-system, what was a perfect metaphor for our changed perspective on our personal journey and evolution with High Vibe Astrology. And I found a nice version of “The Age of Aquarius” for the beginning and end of our webinar. I did it without speaking with Therese, we often get similar informations and just exchange them for a more precise understanding on our side before the webinar. Well, having all prepared since weeks, we received further information 45 minutes before the webinar started. That there would be the topic of bringing in our Soulstar included as an extra. OK. I had no clue what that would mean exactly and didn´t have time for doing research as I had to get something to drink and eat, to dress myself and do the soundcheck in these 45 minutes left. Same with Therese.

I know that the timing and circumstances are always perfect. I wasn´t suppossed to have more information on the topic of the Soulstar. No concepts, just going with the flow, directed by inner guidance. So we brought in the High Vibes of this Solar System, plus the SoulStar. And we didn´t make this available as a future potential, but had one participant that went into the process of integrating the SoulStar directly. And yes, that´s not for everyone and an intense experience. And it wouldn´t happen to anyone, as one has to be ready for it and has done a lot of preparation before able to go through it. Another person might watch the vid of the webinar and not understand at all what took place. Maybe even get their shadow activated. But that is also perfectly planned by the own soul. Shadow-work is essential for the path. The own soul aspects and that what is seen as angels and guides know about the timing and would not choose anything that is not appropriate, may it be the Shadow or the SoulStar asking for integration. Nevertheless I was almost a bit shocked and deeply, deeply touched that we had been part of the activation process. It felt a little bit like witnessing a birth, what is actually somehow true. Just we have to come into a body a few thousand times until our Soulstar enters the physical.

So yes, I have to give out a disclaimer for our work. It´s highly effective, you never know what you get – but you can trust it will always be for the highest benevolent outcome.

If you dare to, here is the replay available, as all is happening in the quantum field and therefore still active for participants: Webinar “High Vibe Astrology”

And if you want to know what coming soon, just check out my “Heart & Soul Academy-Page”.

Shine your light, precious Soul <3

Dying to be me

Last year  I experienced 3 major steps on my path.

1.) I wondered why I had still attracted abusive people. The answer was a shock. Literally frozen in time for 40 years and opening my eyes for some ugly stuff around me.

2.) An shadow-aspect returning home and the message that “the Master is in the House”. Too funny, I couldn´t remember to have asked for him to come in, but maybe that´s been the reason why he was able to enter. Well, with the integration of my shadow, things seemed to be already brighter. Until…

3.) I was told by my eternal self that I have to die. And that there´s a choice to be made by me. The choice to be reborn in the same body or to come in again as a newborn. I was shown my potential parents, their energetic body coming together in an act of love to conceive the new life. I saw the energetic body of the fetus in the mothers womb, felt the love she held for the little one – what could be me. I´ve gotta say that this felt really attractive to me, as it´s been the very opposite of this lifetime. A fresh start under conditions that are loving and supportive felt really good. The other option was to be reborn in the same old body. And I was told this would be the harder option, as changing while staying the same is way more difficult. I chose the difficult version. Of course.

I was not sure if the message was understood, as I still felt the new body calling me. So I even wrote a letter adressed at my daughter, just in case…

But my choice was heard, cause when I woke up in the morning, a few days later, my whole surrounding felt totally strange to me. At least I changed my incarnation while sleep-time, that´s been a goodie. But still not that funny, as I had lost all attachment and interest to the things that once have been mine. Loosing attachment sounds nice…it´s not in real. I can hardly describe what was going on with me. I doubted if I might have lost my mind. I was so unattached, that I could walk out of me door the very next minute and never wanting to look back, no thoughts and feelings about the old would arise. My birthchart has had lots of earth in it, so this was really weird for me.

The strangest thing was, that all was the same, but I am not. It is really like a new incarnation. Love is the only thing that remained. I will always love my daughter, no matter what body or incarnation or relationship we have. And I love cats and coffee and the starlight. And Love itself of course.

The real difficult thing was that people expected me to be the same, plus even if I had no real attachments, I still had tendencies for some behaviours, that I had to get rid off. That´s why dying is much easier, than staying in the body. When you die everyone accepts that you are not available. But when they see the same body, they´ll blame you for not being and behaving like you are supposed to – from their point of view. But of course, it doesn´t matter what someone expects, we are the ones who have to take ownership of our behaviours…no one else can be blamed for what is our responsibility. So I tried to look as normal as possible, while unbecoming what I am not.

Dying alive was a hell of a ride, while I am in total peace, holding hands and having a melt-in with all of me, loving all of me. Well and of course a million angels, incarnated or not, trying to assist me. Two of them I have chosen to cooperate with for a quantum healing space about abuse. That´s been done to the most beautiful Souls and we need them being themselves again. Whole and complete. Well today Therese offered me spontaneously to have a look, what´s still missing in my field. She´s an awesome healer. Well actually she´s been a midwife today. She´s been handed the last missing piece to be integrated again. My divine blueprint, the innocent baby child …the aspect, that´s still been missing. Dying, to be reborn. Hallelujah.

Freeing shadows and opening the round table

Every time we experience something that we can not handle and are not able to deal with, an aspect of ourselves is split apart. He is than living in the shadows, holding the unwanted.

When wanting to become whole again, there is no other way but going into the shadows and opening up for these abandoned parts of us. In the shadows are our painful experiences, trauma, anger, fear etc. We do not want them. Especially in the new age community is a tendency to create a holy image of ourselves, that for example does not allow us to become angry. We want to create peace and harmony, therefore we do not allow our angry aspects to exist. I am someone who absolutely loves to focus on the positive in life. I love joy, happiness, creativity and peace. But I have experienced it myself firsthand and witnessed it with others, that there is no way to move ahead and to leave aspects of us behind. And think about it. How cruel is it to not allow all of you to exist? That´s not enlightened, that´s faint-hearted. If you try to escape yourself, you´ll experience these unwanted parts on the outside and they might easily go on a rampage. Whatever shows up on the outside, that you really, really dislike, is something that is also existing in your own shadows. Whenever you point fingers, three of your own fingers are pointing on yourself. And the more you deny them to exist, the more distorted the shadow will show up on the outside, until the issue is “right in your face”. You can than blame the other for all that isn´t working in your life. This is your free choice. Just you will run in circles and repeat the same story again and again. You can put the unwanted even in a box, label and compartmentalize it: “Men are relentless” or “Rich people are thieves” or “Woman are weak”. These will than become your filters of perception and seeing the world through these filters, you will block everything that doesn´t fit into your mental boxes. You will meet a thousand weak woman until you turn your attention inside and meet your own fear of being somehow weak and vulnerable.

In my own case it have had aspects of myself that I somehow saw as male, that I disliked. I couldn´t deal with anger and aggression, as these had caused trauma in my life. Well, when I made contact with my own male aspects a few years ago I realized I have had pastlifes as a warrior and that these aspects have been able to violate others, what is a horror to my sweet, loving aspects. The unwanted has been living inside of me. 4 years ago I decided to marry myself and to bring these “male & female” aspects together. Such an integration happens in many layers, but my aspects became coworkers. My warrior loves and protects “his lady” with all of his might. Cause when we release the unwanted aspects, they free also the gifts and talents they have been hiding in the shadows.

When the lightworker abandons his inner warrior he might fall prey for the wolves and he might lack the power and strenghts to bring out his gifts to this world. The divine makes no mistakes, our soulaspects are in their sum perfect to create exactly the personality we came to embody. So do not doubt the heavenly architect, that builded your house and welcome all the inhabitants.

I´m very glad to give love and acceptance to all of me now, to create my queendom. I was a bit astonished when I saw how my inner male aspect turned out to be a noble knight. He even showed me a round table and seated all the other aspects at this table. This is how we become whole again. So this shadow-aspect became a blessing. My very sensitive female side, when being one with the fiercy bold warrior, knows her path and noone is able to stop her or to make her walk someone elses path. She doesn´t buy others people shit anymore and if others try to harm her, she steps aside with a gentle smile to let them fall into their own traps. The warrior, married to the priestess, knows there are no enemies, but that others need their lessons, too. How else would they ever start to integrate and love all of their aspects?