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Rose-Events around the Leo´s Gate and Eclipse Season

Dear Ones,

if things in your life are a bit intense at the moment, worry not, that is just normal. It´s the cosmic weather and there´s a higher purpose behind it. It´s a transitioning periode where we have to let go of all that´s no longer working for us and instead go for our dreams, even if we have no idea how, where and when we will reach them. We don´t have to know this. Just drop what is holding you back (your old programming) and reboot your system. It´ll help you a lot if you try to stay calm and centered and just focus on this purpose. And if you can not stay calm, as the energies are very fiery and intense, channel them into constructive actions. What does that mean?

Don´t fight the unwanted, go for the wanted!

The Rose events of the next weeks will all assist you in that process if you wish to. They will all have Therese Wenk as my Co-Host. You can check out her other services when following the link: http://healingconnection.ch/

On friday the 27th of July 2018 will be a full moon, that will look reddish and it will also be the longest lunar eclipse of this century. A retrograde Mars in Aquarius will join the moon while that event and as he is close to earth at the moment,  you can see him even on the nightsky. Do not allow people to scare you with horrible words like blood moon. (He looks reddish, because of the way the light is filtered in the atmosphere). These constellations are just an indicator of energies and it is up to you how you make use out of them. Therese Wenk and I, we are experts when it comes to energetic alchemy. We transmute and channel energies and if you want you can join our webinar for this event by clicking on this link: https://www.sofengo.de/w/300588

Webinar: Magic Moon

On August 5th 2018 there will be my next Monthly Rose Touch. As always people can message me if they want to be included as a receiver of the loving Rose Energies sended out their way. You can also ask to have your own kids under 14  or your pets on the list. If you want to join life you can register here for free: https://www.sofengo.de/w/300974. The Rose Touch is this time on a sunday and the date was given me by the Rose, because it is 3 days before the Lions Gate of 8/8/2018. While that day special energies are coming in and they will be the topic for my Rose Talk after the Rose Touch is sended out. I have been told that the transmission while the Rose Touch will be a preparing for the Lions Gate and that the Energies will take 3 days to be fully integrated in the body, timely for the opening portal, flooding you with beautiful frequencies.

Webinar: The Rose Touch & Rose Talk - Topic: The Lion´s Gate

On August 11th 2018 there will be a New Moon and a Solar Eclipse, taking place in the Sign of Leo. It´ll end the eclipse season and will be a great opportunity to give intend for the next 6 month (eclipses are said to have a 6 month periode influece). What is it that you want to create and very important to remember: Who do you want to be? We have to be it to create it. The sign of Leo has a lot to do with the way we present and express ourselves. It´s important to move beyond an image or role and to live our true nature. What is the topic of this time periode, in a nutshell. The webinar on the 11th will focus on that intend and you can register when following this link: https://www.sofengo.de/w/301430

Webinar: New Moon Solar Eclipse in Leo, August 11th 2018

All webinars include a replay. In this way you can tune into the quantum energies any time and as often as you wish.

If you would like a bit of inspiration on the topic of identity and self, I´ve just published an article about it: The I-dentity Game

I wish all of you a rosy time and lots of roaring energies. Shine your beautiful light <3

 

The I-dentity Game

From the first day when we arrive on earth people tell us

a) who we are

b) who we are supposed to be.

To me that´s been the biggest issue on my spiritual path. a + b used to disconnect me from my true self and spirit.

It´s the cause of all self worth issues on this planet and the root of all the distortions we create.

Until this very day people throw their judgements onto me. My spiritual path makes me “crrrazy” in their eyes. My dedication to my path is seen as “naive”, “pointless”, “unrealistic” by people whom see success only when it comes in titles and money. Oh, and  don´t  get me wrong, being judgemental is not only an issue of everydays people, the spiritual communities are sometimes even worse, as there are a lot of people in it who want to be better in some way. The spiritual role can be totally distorted. They have just changed their topic from youthfulness and versace to yoga-positions and vegan cheese. It´s still an attempt to make the own ways the better and the other as “less”.

And all of it has been just an issue as long as I accepted it. When I look back it didn´t even matter if I still believed in their judgement or later felt into my inner truth and resisted their accusations. It really doesn´t matter if we buy into the ways of the distorted ego, or fight and resist it – we still feed it when we give any attention or energy into it. Until we don´t. End of game.

Dare it. Don´t compromise yourself for false friends. Be true to yourself and it won´t really matter who you loose, all you will win is your time, money, energy and self worth. Someone elses point of view has nothing to do with our own relationship with ourselves. What is the one that really counts on the long run.

All else might come and go, but “you with you” – that´s for eternity.

The ego, what is a huge topic in many spiritual teachings, is only arising when the self is denied. There´s no need to deny or fight the ego, if we allow us to simply be, the ego will no longer be an issue. It´s the ultimate coming home.

Please never feel bad about the human experience. Once we chose to express ourselves in the adventures of physical experiences, where we feel apart from source. There´s nothing wrong about it, we are the bravehearts of the multiverse for going into this density. And when we incarnate we need a kind of identity, so we create roles. But it should be our own creation and choice and we should be aware that we can change it every moment, as we are a fractal of all that is, free to be whatever we choose. The ego is arising the moment when we deny ourselves for the above mentioned a + b of others. It has invested in the lies and holds on to them for dear life. Have compassion for its fears, but choose your true, eternal being.

How can we know if it is a false identity or our true self, that we express? Whenever we act out of our true being, we feel in alignment with creation. We feel at peace and at ease. Often we can experience this kind of flow when we are creative in some way. For me writing for example feels natural, as I am at ease and love this kind of selfexpression. There´s no time when I am in the flow. Also nature works for me and many others to get in touch with the eternal self.

The more exhausting an identity, a role, is – the further it is apart from our real self.

That´s why a job for a paycheck is often exhausting and our true calling is normally fun. Well, and often the pressure is what kills the pleasure. We have to create out of an inner passion and fire, coming from our soul, otherwise we lose even interest in our most beautiful activities.

May you be happy with no ending. One and in love with your true self.

Why all spiritual teachings fall short

When we teach with words and concepts we come to a point where they can no longer teach. Where the path cannot be described, but has to be experienced without concepts.

First of all because every path and experience is different. There is a reason why the divine took endless roads to return to itself. And second because we have an idea of the meaning of words, what is filtering ideas, but the path goes beyond.

There are teachings that say we loose the I am, while I perceive it as the understanding and integration of the I am.

There are teachings, saying that the ego has to die, while I perceive it the way that it just doesn´t matter any more. No-thing is dead, all is a-live.

There are people describing the nothingness, while I perceive it as the “all”.

Because of the concepts and descriptions people take sometimes strange roads, when they follow them, instead their own inner guidance.

They hunt the ego, wherever they perceive it and so they create a new i-dentity, the ego-hunter. I´m laughing my divine ass off. Yes, I still have an ass that is perceived as mine in this moment although I know it is also not.

They become so holy, that they deny the expressions of divine, that are “not holy”. To me that is a joke, there is nothing that isn´t divine.

They suppress their feelings, cut off what had overwhelmed them, and declare their  robotic state of beingness as evolved. Well, I feel more than ever, I come to my senses, able to feel even a stone on the other side of the town.

They focus on one aspect of their being, the enlightened one, and ignore all else. But god/dess is not ignorant, but present in everything.

There is no right way, just the own way. Someone talking about the own way may inspire others, just like I do, but the own way can only unfold in a unique way. Why would the divine send out endless different aspects? There is no mistake in that. So enjoy your own path, no matter which one you choose to experience.

Shine your light and don´t mind your ego, identity, right, wrong, better, less, holy, unholy. Just be and have fun…or not 😉 <3

The inner storyteller sees only black and white

 

Everyone has a storyteller in his mind. As an author I am very aware of the fact that one story might be told in very, very different ways. But unknowingly there´s an author in all of us. Everything you experience he´s refering to from his own point of view. He´s relating to older stories, is making assumptions and suggestions, adding remarks and comments. Within a second we have a story instead of informations. And not two persons have the same story in their mind, even when they witness the same scenario.

We´ve got to be very aware. This inner storyteller is a huge divider. He divides the „I“, whos point of view is always correct and the other „I´s“ whom are all wrong. The „I“ can´t stand other points of view, as it identifies itself with his personal point of view. The other, wrong, stories have to be oppressed, fighted or even killed, just to be sure to be right.

Real, open, direct conversations would or could help to get a bigger picture. But most people aren´t really interested in a true communication, which could lead to a kind of communion with someone else. The „I“ has to be protected and separated. Therefore you could talk to someone in his I-solated story mind for hours, but never reach him. No matter what you say or do, and not even your pure love can reach this person, his filters wouldn´t let the message through. Chances are high, that you´d loose your balance also at this point. In the end you would only have two stupid ego-i-dentifications, each insisting to be right while the other is wrong. Been there, done that and seen it too often! It´s boring and destructive!

It´s way more interesting to open up for inspiration, new points of views, growth, change and exchange. Why recreate the same story again and again? Why not invite new points of view and listen to other impressions? We don´t loose our Identity when we connect with others, we are becoming richer. Instead of black and white, right or wrong, colors occur.