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The danger of opening the heart

I just came across someone stating that “opening the heart can be dangerous”. I know many people believe the same and of course a broken heart is the main reason why people search my advise and healing skills. Well,…what is indeed dangerous are people that don´t dare opening their heart. If you look around in the world you will recognize it´s the ones that do not dare to love whom are causing the trouble. Obviously they create pain for others, but on the long run also for themselves. And when we allow it, pain is infectious.

What people mean when they say they fear to open their heart is, that they do not trust in their own abilities. The abilities to make wise decisions, to have integrity, decisiveness…and when all of the above fails: in their ability to recover.

The benefit of an often broken heart is that you´ll discover that you are invincible.

Truth is that when you are a loving kind person, you’ll attract lots of nice people, but between them will be a few that take your open heart for weakness and try to take advantage of it. Happened a million times to me…until I realized nothing ever happened to me. I am happy, alive and thriving, while a lot of those people trying to fool and hurt me are miserable, unhappy or already dead. The old ways don’t work anymore. The light is winning and to enter the team one has to open the heart. There’s no other way to thrive in the new energies.

What happens when an open heart meets a closed one? Truth is that I prefer loving kind people, but in the end all is serving me, that is coming my way. And I have found my strength and integrity when I dared to love myself and others. There´s a saying:”What doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger.” Well even when it killed me, it made me not only stronger, but also wiser. I know I can handle everything and still love deeply.

Because I love deeply, I can handle everything. That´s what you´ll find out, when you dare it.

Hurt people hurt people. When you close your heart you´ll add to the problem. When you open your heart you become a living so(u)lution.

Shine your light, dear One <3

 

Rose News for June

My next Monthly Rose Touch is taking place on Saturday June 9th at 6. p. m. CEST. Those that want to be added to the list of participants, just let me know. You can also ask to have your pets added, cats and dogs enjoy the energies a lot. If you want to add your children, please only do it when they are under 14 years. Free will is really important on the Souls journey <3

Those that want to enter live, please feel invited to join the “Rose Touch & Rose Talk”, you have to register on the platform but the Monthly Rose Session is for free, to give everyone access to healing energies: https://www.sofengo.de/w/295456

If you do not live in Europe and want to know what 6 p. m. Berlin time means for your own time-zone, here is a little tool you can use: http://www.thetimezoneconverter.com/

But you can also register and listen to the replay, as my Rose Touch is a form of quantum healing and therefore working outside of time and space. The topic for my Rose Talk will be “Connecting with the Core” and as this is the main focus of my own work, to assist people to connect with their true, eternal self, I will be the one who will talk about the topic this month and my guests are invited to ask questions or share their experiences. If you can´t join live, you can send me a message and you will be included in the discussion and can watch it later. Also you can tune into the replay as often as you like, as you will always have a slightly different experience. Quantum is interacting with your present now-moments and people have great results when entering the quantum room whenever they need a lovebath 😉 <3

On Sunday 10th of June 2018, I will start a webinar that will have 3 sessions,  three sundays in a row, to have an intensive experience and deeper and easier anchoring of the transmitted energies for the participants. The Webinar about the healing of the heart “Herzensheilung – Intensiv Webinar mit dem Rose Touch” is for german speaking people only. If you´d be interested in an english version, please let me know. Maybe I can offer it in english after the german series is over. But for the benefit of the participants, and to manage my own energy properly, I will only have one Intensive at a time.

I am sure this  summer will bring surprises for all of us and to be centered within our hearts, connected with our own I Am Beingness, is the best approach we can take, as it allows us to make wise decisions and to thrive.

As always: Love is the question, option and answer.

So shine yor lovelight and have a happy June <3

 

Mothers Day

Mothers Day and Valentines Day are the two events that are making the florists businesses profitable. One is dedicated to the motherly love, the other to the romantic love.

Honestly they are a shame. If you need a day to honor love, while you don´t express appreciation and love the rest of the year, to buy flowers and sweets doesn´t do it.

As a woman I ask to be honored all year long. As someone who is giving the nurturing, motherly love all year long, to so many people around me, I ask to be respected every single day of the year.

To me it is the expression of a great imbalance and pain in the collective. We (ab)use the feminine and disrespect it. And that´s not a gender-bashing. Has nothing to do with the genitals you are born with. Every human has male and female aspects inside of them. I know a lot of women that do not respect the feminine and see it as less. Even a lot of those, that are feminists or in the goddess-movement are really expressing a distorted energy towards the feminine. Who tries to be ” a better man” or “better than men” is not really stepping into the own femininity. What has a lot to do with the way our society is working, the focus on power and domination. Everyone thinks s/he has to be right, better, superior and being co-operative, caring and loving is seen as nice, but weak. Men might suffer from that distorted point of view too. Not only is it still difficult to express what is seen as feminine as a man, so they have to oppress a part of themselves. But they are also the first to be sended to war, to be sacrificed for the values of a distorted society.

Mothers Day has an american origin, where it´s a national holiday since 1914, the year when World War I started. That´s deeply ironic as one of the roots is a Mothers-Peace-Movement that Julia Ward Howe has founded with the goal that the sons of the mothers will no longer be sended to war. We didn´t stop war, but instead started selling products. One can not buy or sell love, although we try it endlessly.

Yesterday some cows visited my friend and co-worker Muriel Shickman. Cows are a typical symbol for the abuse of this energy. I start to understand why more and more people can not process milk in their body. We want to be nurtured all of our lifes, while we are grown-up long ago. And we do not even pay respect towards these animals, that give us their milk.

We do also not respect Gaia, which until this very day nurtures all of us. Today I went to the nearby park where the Roses bloom. In the evening young people meet there and drink.  They may do as they want, but again and again they throw around their trash, break bottels and leave a mess. Today when I came along, they had left a huge pile of empty boxes, laying directy in front of the empty trash can, to show they do not care. Someone will come along and take care, someone they do not pay respect to. Only the strong and relentless forces are valued. And this is what has to be changed.

And yes, we as women and mothers have enabled this behaviour. It´s not enough to blame the relentless, dominiering forces, we have to take responsibility for not taking our rightful place in society, for not standing up for our values. What I hereby do for myself 😉

Another thing, that hit me today. Do not just honor your mother or care for your kids, but do it everywhere your heart feels called to.

Shine your lovelight <3

 

Where do you invest your energy in?!

The old energy is fighting for its life. The trouble the old energy has, is that it needs energy. Therefore it creates distraction, confusion, drama and turmoil. It needs attention = energy. Darkness can not create energy itself, as it has lost its connection to source. Darkness is needy as hell! It desperately needs your energy.

Where you put your attention, there you invest your energy.

Read this again!

What kind of return do you expect, when you still give your energy to the blamers, complainers, cheaters and drama-creators?!

Now reflect: Who tries to get your attention? Who causes confusion? Who always needs you to help them, pay for them, take sides with them, do stuff for them? Who manipulates you? Tells you what to do and what not? Makes you go for their visions, fight their battles, dream their dreams? Who tells gossip? Tells even lies? Blames others for own shortcomings? Who plays with marked cards and plays the victim card when nothing else is working any more? Who drains your energies? Sometimes it is the person that you´d expect the least. Darkness is not stupid. It has some manipulative masters in their games and at astonishing places, you wouldn´t expect them. Unless you start to think again.

I have always had compassion. Even for the mean guys, as I know their fuel is pain and fear and they live in a kind of hell. I always tried to help even them, as much as possible, to leave their dark patterns behind.

A few month ago I received new orders. “Stop fixing the old. Build the new!” There´s no more time and energy to waste in those that invested in the old and refuse to let go. This is the planet of free choice and everyone made his decission. This has to be honored. You do not honor it with wasting your ressources on destructive discussions, patterns and behaviours. Send them love, let them go on their rampages of distortion, entitlement and illusion. That´s none of your business, instead take care for bringing in the fresh water of the soul.

I know this world is loud and confusing. But you´ve gotta refuse all this distr actions. We have to learn to stop listening to outer voices. Why do you take others words for real? Did you check the data? Why do you make those assumptions? Have you witnessed what really took place?  Are you sure? That´s funny, as you read my words. That tell you to not listen to outer words. Maybe your subconscious needed me to tell you, you´ve got your answers inside. It is crucial that you learn to listen to the voice of your own heart. And make sure it is not the voice someone installed in your head.

No matter what will occur on the outside, your connection with your true self will help you navigate through all difficulties. Nothing is more important at the moment than your connection with you. There you find all the answers, where to go, what to eat, where to live, where to travel, how to find a mate, friends, with whom to work and with whom not.

You can not enter the new earth while clinging on old earth patterns, places, believes and people. Choose wisely <3

 

Expectations, disappointments and creative blockages

I remember when I was a little girl and presented my pictures or sang a song that noone took notice or even worse: how I had been deeply shamed with cruel words.

So I stopped painting, singing and all forms of creative self-expression at all. The only accepted form of arts have been literature, as books were necessary to get good marks at school and being well-educated hightened the social position.

The things I have presented as a child had been created with all of my passion, out of my little heart, the way all little children do. But they´ve been judged by the mind and that created a huge blockage within me. I cannot hold a tone although I love music, especially the human voice, and my paintings still look like the pictures of a five year old, as I stopped evolving in these creative areas.

When I was a young adult my little daughter had colics and as I didn´t know what else to do to comfort her, I started singing her a song out of despair. Noone else has been with us and she already cried terribly, so I dared  to try the last thing I could think of. And a wonder happened, she stopped crying and fell asleep. And that wonder not only happened once, but became a proven fact, as it did work always. She was a baby, she didn´t listen with her mind, she listened with her heart at that age. She could hear the love and love is the masterhealer  and the most comfortable place to be. Feels like home.

Today I realized how huge the blockage is that I carried arround since I was a child. As already mentioned books have been acceptable in my family, even my mother loves them. So when I started to express myself again it has been through writing. Well, I remember when I gave my last book to my mother. She came out of her bedroom the next morning and said she had kept reading half of the night, that this book is really not badly written. When she saw that I started smiling, she added: “Well, of course one can see that Jenny (my daughter) has written a lot of it.” I starred at my mother and said: “No, she´s very busy herself, she helped me finding mistakes, but this book was written by me.” My mother insisted: “No, there is a lot of very intelligent psychology in it, that comes from Jenny.” And I answered: “Well she is my daughter, she´s got some interests and talents in common with me. That book is mine. ”

Today I realized that I had connected my disappointments for not being valued, with all that I create from my heart. Noone likes disappointments, so I stopped creating. And when I started to create again I still expected that people would ignore or dislike it. And what we send out, we attract. The HeArt of Creation. I have an imprint inside of me for not being valued for what is comming out of my heart and what I love.

But that imprint in itself is already wrong data. The mistake has not been my self-expression, but that I expected others would like it.  And what a strange idea to be appreciated by people that have totally other values…and a closed heart.

Today I swore myself, that I will write, sing, dance and express myself every single day of my life. Not for others, but because I might explode or end in deep depression if I don´t do it. We came here to express ourselves, everything that we do should come out of our heart. It is not important if others like it, but that we like it ourselves. And once in a while we stumble over like-minded, the ones that connect with us from heart to heart. What a blessing!

Shine your light, precious soul!

No more abandonment and rejection

Insights & PerspectivesPosted by Natalie Sun, October 30, 2016 07:04:06

Abandonment is an issue many of us had to deal with and it had been my own core-wound. As I know how painful it may be, I am dedicating this little article to all that are experiencing abandonment and rejection in any form. Know that you are dearly loved – always!

First of all we´ve got to make clear that another person might be abandoning you, but it is the own interpretation of not being wanted and accepted, that is bringing up feelings like unworthiness, depression, grief and heartbreak. Your own feelings about the actions of the other person are harming you.

Seen from a higher perspective these experiences and feelings will lead you to their opposite, to fulfillment, joy and unconditional love. And it is not „the other,“ but you owning the key for this paradise.

See, it is the human self of the other involved person, that is acting this way. When we take a closer look, s/he isn´t abandoning you, but the feeling within themselves that you are representing for them. And no, this feeling has in most cases nothing to do with who you really are, but how they percieve you and the situation.

If there ever existed an unwanted child it´s been me. Until this very day my mother can´t stand my face, voice or presence in any form. The reason for that has nothing to do with my true self and not even with my human persona. One of her reasons is guilt. For her this guilt is an inner reality and she doesn´t want to look at it. With every act of denial and rejection her guilt is even growing, but all of that has nothing to do with who I am. I don´t even believe something like guilt is existing. I wrote a whole chapter about it in my last book. Responsibility is a truth, but guilt isn´t real. But to my mother her inner feeling is reality, while I could stand next to her filled with love´n light, but that won´t change her perception and actions. As I found out, my inner light made it even more uncomfortable for her to be with me than it used to be while I accepted my role in this drama.

I describe this to make it obvious that it is not you being rejected or abandoned, it is the other person, cutting herself off from their feeling, that they for some reason associate with you. It has normally nothing to do with you at all. Read it again and understand it. It is not your faulth!

You wouldn´t feel abandoned if this person wouldn´t mean a lot to you and you might say your pain also comes from the feeling that the other person doesn´t allow your love. You might say it is painful to not being allowed to be with that person and to express your love.

That is not so.

First of all: Noone is able to forbid love. You might love the other one as long as you want. Heartache isn´t occuring because of the abandonment, but because of you trying to close your heart. So it is you hurting yourself. Don´t do that. Never stop yourself from loving. And in such a situation your most love has to go to yourself. When you are able to love you are a blessing to this world. You are created out of lovelight and you´re having access to your inner lovelight, no matter what the outer circumstances may be. Give your love to yourself, you really deserve it.

Abandonment was my best teacher for unconditional love, but it took me quite a while and many, many tears until I was able to learn it. I share this to make it easier for you.

My own turning point came in a strange relationship to a guy some years ago. It felt almost schizophrenic as it was obvious that we had a really strong inner connection, but we brought forth the worst in both of us. Every time I would come close somehow, he acted out really rejecting and cruel. So we had an on/off relationship with a lot of arguments and turmoil. The universe always gives perfect scenarios for our lessons.
See, this guy had the worst fear of them all: He´s been afraid of love, what is more common as one might think. So it´s been the perfect dance: I represented love to him and he represented love for me – but because of our wounds we coudn´t be together, without hurting each other deeply. In this case it had to be me who finally had to close that door. Not because I stopped loving him. No, it´s been out of love, for him and for me, that I had to leave and that´s been the so(u)lution for our unsolvable problem.

The higher truth is always one of love. It is also the higher truth behind your own situation, no matter how painful it may feel like.

To assist you changing your perspective, here are some questions that might help you:

1) Do you understand that you are the beloved child of god?

2) Do you love and accept yourself fully?

If there is a no, you have found the reason for your pain. It´s not the other. It is you, not seeing your souls truth. If you can´t give a yes, you are not alone, cause not many people on this planet can answer with a yes. So, that´s your point where you have to work on, if you don´t want to experience these painful situations again and again.

To help you letting go of „the other“ here are two more questions:

1) What might it be that you are representing for the other, that s/he cannot stand?

2) Do you agree, that the other is an independent person, free to choose any perception and experience that is needed for their souls path?

You have to understand that god allows all of us to express themselves fully. If god lets them, even when they destroy themselves, it is not up to you to force anone to anything. If you feel like, it is your resistance and lack of trust in the higher purpose of all that is you have to work on.

But again the key to end your pain is in your own pocket, not in the others.

And in the end I´ve got to tell you a truth:
Abandonment is an illusion, it doesn´t exist.

We are all part of the OneLove of creation – how could one part of the eternal soup of love cut off another? The idea is even laughable.
If someone tries so, they are not in alignment with their inner truth, that is always one of love.

In the case of the guy that feared me because I represented love I made contact with his Higher Self, while leaving him in daily life behind. That´s been the reason, why I recieved a higher perspective. So I was able to let go, as I knew our love is true and real and all is well. I accidently met him again a few years later and there was nothing but love between us, but he´ll have a long path until he is able to integrate and live love fully, so we wont be together in this lifetime. He needs other lessons, that I can´t and won´t give to him.

You might try to connect your own Higher Self, maybe in a guided meditation, to find out what is the real lesson behind the outer experiences. If you did so and have been able to let go, you might than ask your Higher Self to make contact to the Higher Self of the other, to get the bigger picture.

That is what I am doing when cases like my mother show up in my life. See, no Higher Self of another person would ever abandon another. They are made out of pure Love. That is the reason why I said abandonment doesn´t exist at all, no matter how painful it feels like, it is not true from the higher perspective.

Even the Higher Self of persons abandoning and hurting you, are in love with you.

Allow that. Make peace and give love to the other and recieve love from the other. The eternal love is with you, every breath you take, every step you make. You are never without it. Can you allow it to be with you?

Feel loved, dear ones.

Shine your light!

The ability to love

Insights & PerspectivesPosted by Natalie Sat, September 24, 2016

If you are able to love you are connected with the biggest treasure of them all, source itself. Your heart is the door to this never ending richness. Never ever allow anybody to lock this door again, once it is opened.

Yesterday I´ve been sitting in a tram, thinking about the human perspective of one-sided love and suddenly started to grin and than giggle. I have had a moment of great clarity and every heartbreak in my life seemed absurd to me. I realised that no matter what someone did, noone has ever been able to take away my ability to love. Just the opposite. My connection to the source of all that is has never been clearer and stronger. I have a key to endless abundance. Neverending love.

So feeling sad for not being re-loved is as if you would cry, being very rich, because the other is bankrupt. And if you are a compassionate person and really love the other, maybe you do feel sorry for the other. I did.
But yesterday I started to laugh about it.
I am still endlessly abundant. My heart is connected to the source itself. Endless love.
And.
The other also. But he has to find the key to his heart, to have access to his richness. The forgetful god, creating amnesia as a game, walking the earth as a beggar while owning the key to the heavens.

Well, I am the daughter of god/dess, the key to paradise is inside of me. Noone can take it from me. I am walking the earth, giving of the richness that I own to everyone touching my heart for some reason.

Do the same. Open your heart and love, no matter what. The ability to love is the key for heaven. Use it <3

Shine your light.