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The New Abundance

Actually the new abundance is as old as nature, as she invented it, but we had forgotten about real abundance and have to relearn about it in a total new way.

Abundance in the new energy is diversity, it means to value all the colors, all the different expressions of life. Abundance is created in the way nature has always worked:

A lot of imperfect, vulnerable beings coming together to create something that is breathtaking beautiful.

In the old energy abundance was only measured in money. As if money would be the goal, instead of a byproduct, as it is just one of many streams of energy-exchange that we might experience.

Abundance in the new energy is created by everybody adding their gifts for the benefit of all. And no it is not a socialistic kind of new world order, not at all. Everyone will be a free, self-responsible individual and the individual will benefit from his contribution.

Last year I realized, while preparing a webinar about gratitude, that all of us have areas in our life where abundance is coming in very naturally, without any effort. Mostly we do not recognize and value them at all, as our gifts are so normal to us, that we do not see that they are a form of abundance. In my life it’s been for example knowledge, information and wisdom that’s always been very naturally to me. I attract it magnetically, I always had lots of books, interesting people and conversations flowing into my life and I always gave them further very freely, without even thinking about it. The blog you are just reading is a result of that abundance in my life. Did it pay in money? Normally not, but it made me abundant anyway. Some may laugh and say that they are only abundant in problems. That’s been me in the past. It transformed me into the perfect soulutioner, as I learned to look behind the obvious and find the root of a problem and the pro in it. And every single one of us has things that come easily to them, which they can use to create something that others benefit from.

Cause that is something that is very important on the new earth. Is what you do adding something positive in your life and in the life of others? First it has to make yourself happy, otherwise it will burn you out. If it is adding value to the life of others, too – that’s just perfect. In the old energy we worked for money and that’s a mistake. Money is welcome as a byproduct, if others are willing to pay you for what you do. If they are not willing to pay you, do it anyway, as long as it is creating something positive in your life. And sometimes we are not paid in money, but receive other things that nurture us, we make beautiful experiences, we evolve and learn, find out about our passion and strength, meet interesting people, find co-operations for jobs that actually bring money. Be open, generous and flexible.

Abundance shows itself in so many things and circumstances. If you have a good health, that’s not only quality of life, but also spares you a lot of time and money, that people with a bad health have to invest in themselves. Or when you live where is beautiful nature around. Others pay to go to these places. Or having had a loving family and upbringing spares a lot of sorrow and therapy-hours. Having artistic skills is improving your life-quality and might bring you some extra-income, if you choose so. Growing vegetables in your garden keeps you fit and brings healthy food on your table. Or you might exchange it with your neighbor for a haircut or something they have to share. Become aware of the abundance you already have helps to attract more good fortune.

We have to change our mindsets, when wanting to live abundantly in the new energies. Why have we been running after money? Maybe we wanted to live happy and free. That´s me for example. But instead I paid with my happiness and freedom to earn money. It’s against my integrity to act that way. And I didn´t want  to find out what people pay for and sell that. That´s not working for me. A few month ago I decided I will do what I love, no matter if there’s money in it or not. Passion, joy, happiness, all what makes my heart´n soul sing with joy became my goal in life and my life changed drastically since then. I even refuse to work with people that do not want to evolve. One can not pay enough to make me sell my passion for dollars.

I am in a constantly creative high since then. Working literally day and night, just it doesn´t feel like working. Life gave me a big thumbs up, creating unbelievable coincidences and even wonder in my life. I´ve been manifesting all I needed and even money out of thin air. And the right people and circumstances for co-creations showed up. Well, some had been in my life before, but they made similar decisions and coming together we became much stronger than one alone could be. That´s also important. Attract your tribe by your vibe.

The new earth is a place of co-operations. Sharing resources, information, bringing together of skills is important to experience abundance in the new energy. In the past we have been afraid of competition. Well, I am co-working with other healers and if someone is guided to work with them instead of me I trust they made the perfect choice. If someone needs a shamanic approach I would even tell them Muriel Shickman might be their perfect match. And if someone needs to work on a DNA Level I´d tell them to contact Therese Wenk, as the expert for that. When we do no longer work for money, but with and for joy and fulfillment we are not afraid at all of competition. Because every one of us is unique and perfect in its own way. When you stop being a copy, but live as an original, there exists no competition at all.

Please make sure that you are a sovereign, self-responsible person and only cooperate with others of the same kind. I had to find it out the hard way that people that do not take responsibility for their own creations will try to rule yours. Never allow that! The new earth can only be experienced by sovereign beings. Make sure your co-worker have similar values. Their personality might be different and add to the richness and diversity, but if you have different values and goals, it won’t work.

And do not be afraid that your ideas will be stolen, when you are open and co-operating. Old energy copies as it lacks creativity. Even I, although not known by many people, have experienced that people copied my stuff. I don’t care. If they improve my creation, they deserve their good luck and if they can not improve it, it will not last. It’s as simple as that.

To own things is also not important in the new energy. To have access to all you want and need is abundance. Just say goodbye to needy- and greediness. Who wants to work 30 years to own a house? In the new energy people might live and work as house- and pet keeper, so they live in beautiful homes and travel all over the globe. Or live in a tiny and easy to clean flat and go once or twice a year to a vacation in a huge villa, with a pool boy and gardener. Why take care of all the stuff all year long? Why make yourself a slave in a job you dislike to pay for things you can not really enjoy? The new abundance is one of creative solutions, which are not always related to money at all.

The most important and difficult change to experience abundance is to let go of the idea of lack. You can not think and feel lack and create abundance.

You have to be and express yourself open and freely, accept others in their sovereign colorful rights, be playful, creative and follow your own guiding light and you will live an abundant life.

If you would like to get some assistance by letting go of old patterns around abundance, I am offering a quantum healing webinar about that topic in collaboration with Therese Wenk. In this webinar we will not talk so much about the principles of abundance, but try to assist you via quantum-healing to let go of old patterns and boxes of belief and open up for your true abundance on all levels of your existence. If you can not participate at the given time, sign up anyway as quantum healing is working outside of time and space and the replay is still working perfectly. If you can join us live, the replay is included in the fee as an extra. You can tune into it as often as you feel you need to.

If you want to enter the webinar, please read my personal disclaimer, that I have written after my last webinar. I am highly transformative. My coworkers are too, that’s why I choose them 😉 Make sure this is what you really want.

Have a beautiful day and an abundant, happy life <3

 

The externalisation of power

We are raised in a way that we believe deeply in our smallness and unworthyness. We are trained to see us as powerless. A lot of people train us, because they believe it themselves…and some do so because they take advantage of others with intend. And as we incarnate on earth in a very helpless state as newborns, we have evidence for these misperceptions, that then start to form our reality. We may live in an endless circle of fear (false evidence appearing real), as we experience unpleasant circumstances that reinforce our perception and creation. Endless repetitions of poverty, bad luck, ailments, injustices etc.

It might be a running gag throughout the galaxies that on earth we hand over our power to outer circumstances, never aware that we might take back our power at any time. Actually we can never give away our power truly, we just externalize it. That´s why we blame our boss, partner, parents, government etc. pp. But why do they rule at all? Because we refuse to accept our own responsibility. Power equals responsibility. We can not take it for others and we can not hand it to others, that´s just distortion and illusion to do so.

In my family once was a young guy thrown into war and taken prisoner at age 17, while WWII. He and the others have been forced to dig their own graves. How? Well with a gun in front of him. But what did he do? He throwed away the showel and said to the soldier in front of him: “Go, dig yourself.” He took the responsibility that he might die a few minutes earlier, but he refused to hand over his power. Well, the russian soldier didn´t shot him, but has beaten him really really hard and let him lie on the ground to die. But guess what? A female doctor came along, fell in love with her young enemy and saved his life. Very touching and encouraging story. Sometimes life has to send us into the extremes to make us learn our lessons.

I went into the extremes very often myself, I have spend endless times trying to “help” people, that just wanted someone to join their pitty-party, validate their stories or take responsibility for them and carry their burden. And oh yes, I did, as I didn´t know better or thought people wouldn´t know better. But finally I understood and remembered to not allow others to distract me from my real mission.. I came for those, that really want to evolve. For those that want to take back their lifes to walk on their own sovereign path.

I realized, that when I accept how things are, they will never change. And I came as a gamechanger.

No matter if someone asks for my advice or a healing-session: I only work with those, that are aware, that I am just their assistant in their own process. A masterly assistant, as my presence makes it possible to see more clearly or to receive the healing frequencies. I just remind them, as they hold it inside of themselves and I just help to reconnect with it.

People have no idea how mighty they are. If you have ever been haunted by demons or guided by angels…believe it or not, but they are formed by the externalization of the human ability to create. You might feel like sh*t, but you are a living god. One that might have ailments, relationsship-issues, money-problems, wrinkles and no hope….but you created them…and you are the one who can decide to be happy under all circumstances. That´s what I did. I chose happiness over pain, that´s been all…but that´s a tough and lifechanging choice. I had to face some really ugly stories, when looking at my own responsibilities. Most people run from truth, from pain, from responsibility. Please don´t, as you can not escape anyway, but you will suffer endlessly when you try. Turn around, look your demons in the eye and watch them reintegrate into you.

Last year something Teal Swan said while an event in Basel opened my eyes. She said that most of the people in the spiritual community are somehow like drug-addicted. People who are going into spirituality normally do so because they are traumatized. Badly injured, like after a car-accident, having all bones broken. You might give them morphine as a painkiller, but if you just give the painkiller and do no other surgery, they will not recover at all but become junkies. Well it´s true. Most people just want a quick fix, as they need a painkiller, a new high. That´s why they run from event to event, from healer to healer, from teacher to teacher. They don´t want Soulutions, they want their next shot of happiness and escape. I understood that this was a powerful truth. I decided that I will not sell the next shot into nirvana. I came to change this planet, not to escape and I will not waste my time with those that try to avoid the responsibility for their own lifes.

I know it is hard to do, but take back all you´ve projected outwards. You need a helping hand and companions, yes, we all need that once in a while, that´s what all of my work is about, to assist and encourage others. But you can not become dependent on anyone or anything when you want to be happy, free and thriving. And that´s what I wish for all of us…this will bring true abundance, connection and joy to this planet. No one can do it for you and you do not have to do it on your own…but for yourself. <3

What free to be me means for me

I have taken a lot of steps over the years in my life, to free myself from my past and to finally be able to be myself. The last one occured in 2017 and brought total destruction in the area of my personal relationships, especially with “friends”.

I had to realize that I still had people around that tried to dominate, control and feed off me, just they´ve been more subtil meanwhile. When I refused to feed these behaviour patterns, they tried to give me a hard time, but all it did was to open my eyes. And I did. Plus I opened my heart for myself and I opened my arms to embrace life. The funny thing was that when I felt inside of me I just felt free, although my whole area of relationships went down, down, down, all at once. I looked around and instead of feeling beaten up, I felt happy and free. For the first time in my life I had plenty of time and energy for myself. I lived in a kind of vacuum, just me with me. And one day I suddenly opened my mouth and a melody just came out of me and I literally sang “I am free, I am free, I am free to be me. I am free, I am free, I am free just to be.”

Since then everything changed for me. I am open for everyone, but at the same time I became very choosy and picky whom to give something of my precious time and attention. Everyone can do and be whatever s/he chooses, but not everyone is a match to the energies I want  to express. It’s as simple as that.

When we “loose” something we often think we did something wrong, while it is a sign we did something right. We started growing and our old life is no more fitting. Let go and welcome what comes next.

I express this freedom in all areas of life. Whatever comes my way I feel inside, how it feels to me, if I want to interact, engage, how to react in alignment with my true being. I am a very tender, loving person. But free to be me means to also stand my ground and to not give in to games others play in their life. Free to be me means to play all melodies from klassic to rock, as a perfect dance in alignment with my own being. I always find happyness, love, fun, wisdom, in every situation, no matter what comes my way.

We shall never ever corrupt ourselves, to please someone else. Feel inside what is your own song, vibe, melody? What makes your own heart´n soul sing, dance, jump for joy? And then just do it.

If you could need a bit assistance with your own energetic clean-up, than join me and my lovely coworkers the 4th of march 2018 on edudip. If you can not make it at the given time and date, the replay will also work for you.

We are three Masterhealers, co-working on the quantum-level for these webinars, and combining our skills we move mountains out of the way, when you give intend to really be free.

Shine your light beautiful Soul!

 

Why the scapegoat was so important for the old earth communities

The scapegoat had an important role in the history of social communities. As people did not dare to look at their not accepted “shadow-side”, they took all their sins onto an animal and killed it or punished it  and sended it into the desert.

It´s been the way how people could still live together, whos characters had a lot of shortcommings. Just pretend it´s not there, than all is well…except for the goat, but well better to sacrifice a goat than to risk that  the community would break apart.

In the old testament, you find the description, that 2 goats were used. One has been slaughtered and her blood brought into “the holy of holy” and sprinkeled onto the “seat of mercy” (you may ponder a bit, who might really own such a place and receive all the worship) and the other goat was sended into the desert.

It is the reason why it is said that Yeshua died for our sins and the reason why we pray to a dead man on a cross instead of seeing in him a living example of the divine. Using a human as a scapegoat has a lot of advantages. You get rid of someone who doesn´t please the ones that are in charge and you make sure the rest of the community behaves to not experience to be a scapegoat also.

A lot of lightworker have experienced this in the past too, when being the shaman or the witch. You had a lot of knowledge and knew also about the peoples sins, because they came to you when they needed help, plus you had the inner knowing. When the community had a bad harvest or another misfortune, you had to pay the price and been their scapegoat.

A scapegoat is a very practical thing, it prevents people from being responsible for their own actions.

I´m a double capricorn, a mountaingoat, and I know all about being the scapegoat. I´ve played this role so often. My very existance in this life was the result of a “sin”. My mother couldn´t stand my presence, that´s why she gave me into an orphanage. There the nuns, never allowed to have a good orgasm, treated me badly, too. I remember, that even just two years old, I´ve been punished for the stuff the “sweet, nice girl” did. I can not count how often that happened in my life. I learned all about the unwanted, suppressed, ignored. And that imprint sticked and brought replays.

The point is that it doesn´t work. It is the reason why mankind runs in circles and nothing ever changes. Whatever you hide in the shadows will come out again and again until it is accepted, integrated, transformed.  If you pretend you do not know that the major is mollesting woman, you will ignore it until you or a loved one become a victim and maybe noone will listen to you than. You´ll be even marked as the one who´s disturbing the peace. That´s how communities are working. It´s the price that has to be paid when being part of a herd.

The shadow of the age of pisces are lies, deception and sacrifice and a lot of people have deeply invested, to hold on to their illusional state.

For me it doesn´t matter anymore. I am bored by all the games and projections and I laugh about the comedy, that will only fool the ones that choose ignorance. I see the true colors and I see who refuses the wake-up calls. I see who wants to stay with the same old, sacrificing others for the own illusional comfort, thinking this will prevent themselves. I see who preaches love´n light and hides the own shortcommings in the shadows, holding everyone else accountable. There´s just one question, that is immediately making the house of cards crumble:

“Why do you hand your responsibility to people that are not even able to be responsible for their own actions?”

Being the scapegoat turned out to be the best role in that comedy. It made me strong and independent to be casted out so often. I had to learn to care for myself. And I prefer it meanwhile. Who wants to be part of such a kind of communities? Not me. The age of aquarius will be the time when free beings and equals are coming together and nothing else suits me. It is the point of view I can offer to all that have experienced to be the outcast. You are not meant to cuddle into the mold of the common lies, you are called to be sovereign, free and search only for company of your own kind. You deserve to be the ones to build the new earth.

It only hurts, when you try to herd. So just don´t. Be yourself and people that are attracted by your authentic self will find you. Quality over quantity. Dare to shine your light, integrate your own shadows and don´t care about others projections and lies. Life is way too beautiful for such games <3

 

Why shadow-work is essential if we want to bring in change

In the shadows we find all we believe we can not deal with, the unacceptable and unwanted. But as we do not look at it, it has to repeat its message again and again. And that´s the reason for all our repetion modes in life. The reason for our patterns, that we can not leave behind for some reasons. If we want to bring in real changes, we have to integrate the shadow aspects.

And that´s the real important point, that people miss, when they believe that positive thinking will bring them all they want. Positive thinking is important, it brings you to the vibration of the wanted – but the reason why the unwanted will also occur, sabotaging your success and the reason why this journey is such a rollercoaster, is the refused lesson of the shadow.

People are afraid of their shadow, because they think they will find darkness there, or even worse “the evil”. But that´s not true, that´s a huge difference. Darkness doesn´t hide the evil, but  the unconscious. And very often it is the light that hides in the shadows. I give you an example out of my own shadow-experiences, that might fit for many others, too. Whenever I showed signs of self-confidence in my childhood, the adults got really upset with me. “Who do you think you are?!” I have been punished for all signs of self-confidence. So I have been hiding my selfworth in the shadows. And I had attracted people with a lack of selfworth in my life, of course. Guess what happens when you finally go into the shadows and free your selfworth? The ones with a hidden lack of selfworth will start to attack you, because now they will feel their own shadow, their own hidden light. You will make them unconfortable and therefore they will try everything to bring you down, in any way they can imagine. That´s the reason why we often stay in the shadows, also. We are afraid to not be liked, to loose family and friends. But what kind of friends are these, when they want you to suffer with them, instead of being happy and free? I had some heartbreaking moments, when others told me, I would evolve too quickly. I will not lie to you, it may be that some of your fears will come true. I did loose people along my way. And it hurt me, as I love them. But my love stayed untouched, while I moved on. I didn´t loose anything, but gained a lot of freedom, strenght and clarity.  When they´ve lost their love, it´s been nothing but an illusion. They are free now…to see the illusion or to create a new “love”. The ones that I´ve “lost” have nothing to offer, that I would need.

Think about it. Staying with the others in the shadows, will not heal them or you. To stay in misery, just to have the comfort of others around, who want you to be also miserable, can not be the so(u)lution. And this goes for all kinds of shadows. We can not keep them, when we really want to shine our light. All of you will have to make a decission. If you want to create the new, you have to free your shadows, you have to face your fears. You can not create the new, while staying the old. You´ve gotta grow, evolve, free yourself, letting go of all that isn´t you.

May you find the strenght to look at what you´ve been hiding. It is an aspect that belongs to you. Welcome him home. And shine your light!

 

The silent riot in cell block no. 9

One day on my way to work I realized that mankind was free from slavery. The director of the prison was no more in charge. Wow! A huge event, but… noone noticed it. I mean…come on, the hottest news in the multiverse, and not a single word in the newspapers, tv?! OK, that´s not that surprising…but, why was there also no word in the internet, the spiritual comunity, not even the conspiracy guys, noone recognized that planet earth was free. Everyone stayed in their boxes.

Than I understood. Many people do for example not realize, that they are dead and keep on going to a workplace, that they always disliked. I have had relatives, that I visited in the 4th dimension, and all change they perceived was that they thought to have now a better appartment or job.

Suddenly I had a vision of a crowd of dead people entering my office building every morning. The walking dead. Just they´ve not been very different from the living. As everyone did what he always did, I did so, too. Just I knew I do not have to. For a moment I thought I might tell people that they can do whatever they want, but I looked around and knew they would just think I have lost my mind. Too funny, all was upside down. The  sane are to believed to be insane. The living behaved alike the dead. The free believed to be prisoners. I looked around and thought: “It´s because of the repetition. That creates a kind of automatism, a pattern. Free beings do not like repetitions, as this is against life and its rich diversity. But prisoners are addicted to repetition. It´s their safety point in a fearful surrounding. Do not take their safety, when offering freedom.”

How to stop a system? Bring in change. So I started to behave on my work place as if I was on a holiday. Making fun, being filled with joy, refusing to complain that I´m on work. I realized, that I have to be careful, as the others will subconsciously react when the system is challenged and try to protect it. Like in the film matrix. The ones in the system, will be used by the system, to protect the system. Even when the programmer did disappear, the programs still keep on running. Don´t be an opponent, cause they will fight you, instead be a trojan horse, showing up and running your own agenda, instead of a program. On the outside, I didn´t change that much, so the system can not grasp it, but my attitude is that of a free being. Try it out. It is infectious, dear ones. And it has to be, if we want a smooth transition into a free collective.

The “lightworker” did once leave their families, friends, normal society, to heal and cure themselves. Maybe it´s time to now to come back and to offer some “out of the box” attitude to the ones, that didn´t realize by now that it´s all just an illusion…unless you believe in it. It´s not about fighting the old, but about living the new, the fresh, the free life. Just by showing up, by being ourselves we will change our surrounding. We will infect them with our love, compassion, joy and gratitude.

Shine your light!

My shadow believing to be imprisoned 😉

Martyrdom is a misconception of the divine service

It took me a while to put this inner truth into proper words, but I hope I am now capable to do so, so you can understand my message and benefit from it.

Martyrdom has to do with guilt somehow and guilt is not a truth. Both are the result of a misconception. When we serve others out of that feeling to be somehow responsible for them, for their well-being or suffering, than we create an energetic distortion, as we act against divine truth. Martyrdom and guilt is the denial of the divine I AM of the others and their abilitity to create their reality.  When I see helpless creatures in them, people that are “less than” or if I deny my own divine self and see myself as “less than”, than the distorted idea arises that they have to save me or I have to save them. This energetic imbalance creates a point of view that is confused. It would mean that I would owe them, or they would owe me somehow. To do it for the other, because we think we have to “save” someone is never a good decision as martyrdom denies the divine self, the creator that exists in all of us.

I´d like to offer another option and point of view: Serve others, but do it for yourself, because it expresses who you are. Do it because it expresses your divine self.  I´m not a loving, compassionate and generous person because I have to or because I want to be a good person. That once used to be my intention, before I dared to be selfish enough to care about how I feel. And I want to feel good, in alignment with my divine core, therefore I do not try to force others to be who I want them to be – just the opposite: I am who I want to be, all else is not my business. I am free and they are free. And I choose more and more with whom I spend my time. Nothing is more important to me now but with whom and in what mood I spend the moments of my life. It´s an honour to spend time with me. Why? Cause I can be perfectly happy when being on my own watching the clouds move or the stars twinkle above me. I have found peace and happiness inside of me. I do not need to spend my time with someone. I do not need someone else to make me happy. When I´m with myself and with nature I am happy, in peace and harmony. So why would I spend my time with you? Because I care. Because I love you as you are another part of my divine self. I love this divine spark in you and I´d love  to see you thrive. But in case you want to suffer or play silly powergames, I am out. I will never again suffer in the name of love. I see you as free and I see myself as free. All else is too less for me.

I know that my mission here on earth is one of service. Cause being of service is actually divine. People still get that wrong. They treat people that are of service with disrespect, cause here on earth all values had been upside down. I always knew that. I knew that the highest position is those of a wo/man that is serving the people. Think about it: The ones that changed this planet for the better all have been humble somehow. They all served. And do not get me wrong. I may serve you, but doesn´t mean I will accept it, when you treat me somehow with disrespect. That´s the best way to make me enjoy the starlight or the singing birds on my own. In this case I´d decide I´d serve you best, when leaving you behind.

And that I chose to be of service doesn´t mean I can have no luxery, of course I can, who deserves it more but the ones that  came to earth to serve. I remembered all my life that I did so. I remembered the place where we had been individuals, but with a connected consciousness. I had this memory, but didn´t know what it meant. Now I know it is the future of mankind. I remember the horror when I went into the darkness to help people find their inner connection again, that they had lost. I decided to be of service. Not because I had to, but because I chose to. That´s not martyrdom, that´s honoring my and your divine self.

Shine your light, that´s what you came for!