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The I-dentity Game

From the first day when we arrive on earth people tell us

a) who we are

b) who we are supposed to be.

To me that´s been the biggest issue on my spiritual path. a + b used to disconnect me from my true self and spirit.

It´s the cause of all self worth issues on this planet and the root of all the distortions we create.

Until this very day people throw their judgements onto me. My spiritual path makes me “crrrazy” in their eyes. My dedication to my path is seen as “naive”, “pointless”, “unrealistic” by people whom see success only when it comes in titles and money. Oh, and  don´t  get me wrong, being judgemental is not only an issue of everydays people, the spiritual communities are sometimes even worse, as there are a lot of people in it who want to be better in some way. The spiritual role can be totally distorted. They have just changed their topic from youthfulness and versace to yoga-positions and vegan cheese. It´s still an attempt to make the own ways the better and the other as “less”.

And all of it has been just an issue as long as I accepted it. When I look back it didn´t even matter if I still believed in their judgement or later felt into my inner truth and resisted their accusations. It really doesn´t matter if we buy into the ways of the distorted ego, or fight and resist it – we still feed it when we give any attention or energy into it. Until we don´t. End of game.

Dare it. Don´t compromise yourself for false friends. Be true to yourself and it won´t really matter who you loose, all you will win is your time, money, energy and self worth. Someone elses point of view has nothing to do with our own relationship with ourselves. What is the one that really counts on the long run.

All else might come and go, but “you with you” – that´s for eternity.

The ego, what is a huge topic in many spiritual teachings, is only arising when the self is denied. There´s no need to deny or fight the ego, if we allow us to simply be, the ego will no longer be an issue. It´s the ultimate coming home.

Please never feel bad about the human experience. Once we chose to express ourselves in the adventures of physical experiences, where we feel apart from source. There´s nothing wrong about it, we are the bravehearts of the multiverse for going into this density. And when we incarnate we need a kind of identity, so we create roles. But it should be our own creation and choice and we should be aware that we can change it every moment, as we are a fractal of all that is, free to be whatever we choose. The ego is arising the moment when we deny ourselves for the above mentioned a + b of others. It has invested in the lies and holds on to them for dear life. Have compassion for its fears, but choose your true, eternal being.

How can we know if it is a false identity or our true self, that we express? Whenever we act out of our true being, we feel in alignment with creation. We feel at peace and at ease. Often we can experience this kind of flow when we are creative in some way. For me writing for example feels natural, as I am at ease and love this kind of selfexpression. There´s no time when I am in the flow. Also nature works for me and many others to get in touch with the eternal self.

The more exhausting an identity, a role, is – the further it is apart from our real self.

That´s why a job for a paycheck is often exhausting and our true calling is normally fun. Well, and often the pressure is what kills the pleasure. We have to create out of an inner passion and fire, coming from our soul, otherwise we lose even interest in our most beautiful activities.

May you be happy with no ending. One and in love with your true self.

The inner light

Might be that todays solar eclipse has inspired me for this article. Or the unremittingly occuring chances to evolve, aka obstacles. They help me to see what really counts and what we really can rely on in life. The true core.

All that we experience in life is temporary, but we lunaticly identify with it. We believe that today will be somehow known. A job providing income, a mate, our friends, our roles in life, others roles in our life, we all count on them. To think we know what´s going on, to believe the stories in our mind, is the biggest illusion of them all. The mind, thinking he knows yesterdays news, so he knows what will be a given today. But that is just not true, as the mind is only recording the past, all he thinks he can rely on are just assumtions he´s making. The mind knows nothing, he´s just guessing.

So why do we ignore this fact? Because we search for safety and belonging and we invest our time and energy to build up our roles and relationships. Just to have all illusional safeties taken in an instant.

We come in naked and we go naked. That gives us a feeling of vulnerability, that we try to escape from, by building all these illusions of stability. And than comes a crisis and shakes us to the core. Nothing we believed in was real. The friend, the mate, the house, the job, health, wealth, security. All illusions are taken. And we are naked and vulnerable again.

And when nothing remains, we find the only thing that is forever and that really counts. The I AM. The eternal core. And he provides the only safety and belonging we´ll ever find or need. Just we forget our only true partner. Our eternal being. Noone can take it from us.

When the outer light is taken, the inner shines brightly.

You cannot loose love…death isn´t real

Insights & PerspectivesPosted by Natalie Sun, October 30, 2016 11:39:27

From a higher perspective death doesn´t exist at all. But on a physical level we are nevertheless missing the hug, the smile, the voice and whatever we loved about that person, that crossed the veil.

I have „lost“ relatives quite early in my life. My mothers sister had taken care for me from my 3rd year on and she died when I was 7 years old. The night she passed over I had a dream in which we were riding on a cart, together with other people, having a great party with lots of laughter while sitting on a white coffin. As a little one I´ve still had access to our souls truth.
But on a physical level this night was the starting point to very ugly experiences, cause the humans around me couldn´t deal with their feelings of grief, loss, fear, guilt etc.
It´s been not the death I had to witness that´s been harming me, it´s been the ones alive, cause they had been way more dead than my Auntie.

When we aren´t able to end things properly in our lifes we cause turmoil and imbalance. In fact our loved ones behind the veil are way more lively than most humans are.

I´ve been blessed as I have met my passed over family members in my dreams from time to time, so I knew they are still there somehow. Meanwhile I don´t have to sleep to feel their presence. It is even a bit ironic, that while I was sleeping I had to sleep to meet them and since I am more aware I am aware of their presence, cause I am more present.

Trouble is that when we suffer a lot with grief and sorrow our frequency is too low to make contact. So we need to let go to reconnect with them.

Death really, really doesn´t exist. All parting is temporary. My daughter in this lifetime has been my little sister 230 years ago. And all we didn´t clean up 230 years before has been laying on our plates in this lifetime. So take care of your relationships, they don´t end. But the bigger truth behind all personal entanglement on the earthly realm is always pure love, bringing the souls together again and again until they are living the truth of their love here on earth.

I have had an interesting experience a few month ago, that still makes me grin.
I´ve been visiting a church that I didn´t wanted to enter for some reason. When I finally entered it, it hit me like a hammer: I was standing at the exactly same place like a few hundred years ago at the day of my wedding. And I´ve been feeling terrible as I didn´t wanted to marry this guy. I couldn´t remember why I disliked the marriage or any details about it, just the feelings I have had…being very small and alone and feeling burdened and full of fear, that made it hard to even breath.

Well a few minutes later I´ve experienced a second shock, as I was standing at my husbands and my own pastlifes grave. I´ve been dying 6 month past him in that life…but 2016 my former husband was standing right next to me, both of us very alive, although I am quite sure he didn´t recognize anything of that at all. Ain´t it too funny? The universe has a gorgeous sense of humor. Our life is a divine comedy and death a very illusionary state.

Love your departed ones, but try to let go and keep on living, as you´ll stay connected and will meet again – that´s guaranteed.

Shine your light!