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Rose News for June

My next Monthly Rose Touch is taking place on Saturday June 9th at 6. p. m. CEST. Those that want to be added to the list of participants, just let me know. You can also ask to have your pets added, cats and dogs enjoy the energies a lot. If you want to add your children, please only do it when they are under 14 years. Free will is really important on the Souls journey <3

Those that want to enter live, please feel invited to join the “Rose Touch & Rose Talk”, you have to register on the platform but the Monthly Rose Session is for free, to give everyone access to healing energies: https://www.sofengo.de/w/295456

If you do not live in Europe and want to know what 6 p. m. Berlin time means for your own time-zone, here is a little tool you can use: http://www.thetimezoneconverter.com/

But you can also register and listen to the replay, as my Rose Touch is a form of quantum healing and therefore working outside of time and space. The topic for my Rose Talk will be “Connecting with the Core” and as this is the main focus of my own work, to assist people to connect with their true, eternal self, I will be the one who will talk about the topic this month and my guests are invited to ask questions or share their experiences. If you can´t join live, you can send me a message and you will be included in the discussion and can watch it later. Also you can tune into the replay as often as you like, as you will always have a slightly different experience. Quantum is interacting with your present now-moments and people have great results when entering the quantum room whenever they need a lovebath 😉 <3

On Sunday 10th of June 2018, I will start a webinar that will have 3 sessions,  three sundays in a row, to have an intensive experience and deeper and easier anchoring of the transmitted energies for the participants. The Webinar about the healing of the heart “Herzensheilung – Intensiv Webinar mit dem Rose Touch” is for german speaking people only. If you´d be interested in an english version, please let me know. Maybe I can offer it in english after the german series is over. But for the benefit of the participants, and to manage my own energy properly, I will only have one Intensive at a time.

I am sure this  summer will bring surprises for all of us and to be centered within our hearts, connected with our own I Am Beingness, is the best approach we can take, as it allows us to make wise decisions and to thrive.

As always: Love is the question, option and answer.

So shine yor lovelight and have a happy June <3

 

Transformation – This is not the end

We are constantly changing. If we would refuse to change, this would be death – and there is no such things as death, not really. So even if we would decide to stay the same old, same old, this is just not possible. All that is alive is constantly changing. Your breath is a good example, as with every breath we are transforming oxygen into carbon dioxide. You can not stay in a human form without this transformation. Refusing to transform is literally excarnating you, what is also a huge transformation.

We are mostly not aware of our transformative processes within us and that´s ok, as there would be a total data-overflow if we would witness consciously every cell and molecule changing every second. But becoming aware how all is unfolding perfectly in its everchanging process can be quite stunning and inspiring.

My own path as a healer is quite funny as I thought for a long time I do not have any biological knowledge and I am also not very much interested in learning about all the medical, physiological stuff. Nevertheless my first try with quantum healing had already been amazing, as a man that had suffered from immense pain because of a lumbal fracture was pain-free instantly and overly happy. We really do not have to know about the details to shift energy and I am good at that. But still my own body is my weak-point, or to be more precise, he shows me very clearly any imbalance in my system. So maybe it is only a weak-point as I have not mastered by now to fine-tune this instrument enough to get the message before it hurts or refuses to work properly.

The area where I am a true alchemist is emotion, energy in motion. Here I am really good, what is making sense for being “a healer of hearts”. Actually I do inspire and assist people transforming these e-motions. As everything is “just energy”, we can play with it, like we play on a piano to bringh forth different sounds. It´s always the same instrument, but an endless variety of songs.

Last weekend I have been participating in “Transformation”, a webinar of my dear collegue Therese Wenk (yes, we are visiting each others webinars, only stupid people think they know and have it all). There´s always more to explore and Therese is having her main focus on the physical body, she´s working a lot with the DNA and the webinar is about activating our original blueprint.

Well, transformative processes are not always nice. Everybody loves butterflies, but we are not aware what the caterpillar goes through to become the flying beauty. He is trapped in a cocoon and loosing his old structure totally. In between he is just a slimy green-brownish soup in a closed environment.

Well, as mentioned before, I am having my greatest difficulties in my body, and so the transformation was physical painful to me and all I could do to help it, was to comfort myself while I had to let go and couldn´t work for two days now.

To be gentle and loving towards ourselves is the best we can always do, while the process is unfolding. It is taking the unnessary pressure out of the system. Letting go is very helpful for emotional transformation. When we allow and master it, we can turn fear into excitement. Anger is compressed passion. Instead of fighting others or the circumstances, we can use it as fuel to go towards the things we want.
And we often hold on to things, persons and circumstances, because we think they would somehow serve us. So if something has to go, let it be. We have to let go, to create the void that brings in the new. Feel into the future, where your butterfly-self is sending out signals, that you can receive now. Happened to me, when I watched Therese´s Transmission for the first time. I received a blissful greating from my future-potentials. The butterfly can hardly imagine why he tried to hold on to the caterpillar.

Happy Transformation <3

Why the EmPath has to anchor within

Being an EmPath is for many a path of struggle, pain and exhaustion. When we feel everything around us so intensely, that´s just a massive overload, especially when we live in huge cities, meeting lots and lots of people every day.

Therefore it is absolutely crucial that we learn to master our special abilities. In my case my abilities have to do with “tuning into energy fields”, especially emotional energy fields. And this picture of “tuning in” is pointing out clearly how to handle all the energies.

Think of yourself as a radio. One that has not learned by now to choose the prefered station and lets all of them in at once. Plus it might have an issue with its ground wire.

When all radio-stations come in at once, that´s of course just a horrible noise. No wonder when an EmPath is depleated at the end of the day, feeling just stressed out. When I look back I really wonder how I´ve been able to survive under these conditions.

What helped me on my path was to finally realize that I´m able to choose the radio station. When I first heared of that idea I doubted that this is possible and you might feel the same reading this. But it really is possible, just it needs a.) your intend and b.) practise.

There are many tools out there, that help while that process. I personally chose some breathing technics from the Heartmath Institute, as they are very quick, easy and effective to use. Shamir Ladhani offers every monday a free 15 minutes session, the “Espresso Shot” for people to learn about these methods. It helped me to learn to anchor within myself, what is crucial for all people at the moment, but especially for EmPaths.

When it comes to the intend you might stumble over an interesting point: You have to ask yourself, why you chose to open all channels at once. Of course it is somehow part of your being to be empathic, like being a cat or a human is a given and can not be changed. But when your skill is hindering you, makes you struggle even, than it is worth looking at it, how it comes that we overdo it so much. I know that this doesn´t seem like a conscious choice, but even our subconscious choices have a reason and can be changed. There might be a hidden benefit or belief behind it. I can not answer this for you, just share what I found out in my case. Maybe this inspires you or gives you a clue for finding out about your own reasons.

As I mentioned before I didn´t believe that I can have a say when it came to my empathic abilities. I couldn´t imagine, that I can learn to fine-tune them and so I just felt overwhelmed, without a choice. And that´s just not been true.

Another believe that I had, one of my reasons why I lived with all channels open at once, has been that in my childhood I had to be constantly alert, as I´ve been raised in a dangerous environment. I realized that this had imprinted me with the idea to live in a dangerous world, that needs constant attention on my surrounding.

Another obstacle was the strange idea to be somehow responsible for the well-being of the people around me. Many EmPath have that, those on a spiritual path especially. I will explore this topic deeper in an upcoming article, but for todays topic it is enough to realize that this is one of the misperceptions, that cause an EmPath to focus on the outer world, to prioritize “the other”.

When you found out what is the hidden benefit or belief that causes you to overdo your beautiful talent, you can feel into it and decide if the benefit is really worth it and if your beliefs are helpful for your path.

As many EmPath struggle with it, they do not know that they have an option to learn to handle their gifts and still serve mankind.

In my own case I found out, that I serve mankind best when I learn to anchor within myself. Therefore I had to learn to make my own well-being and groundedness my top priority. The reason for that has been my Monthly Rose Touch. I had to understand that  I have to be fully anchored within myself to be able to hold a stable connection to the participants all over the world.

It´s been common sense that made me avoid distractions as much as possible each month while that special day. It didn´t make sense at all to allow someone to challenge my serenity, when dozens people would benefit from my balanced state while the Rose Touch. So I stayed with myself most of that day, to not have outer distractions. And that worked out so well and I benefit so much from it, that I learned to take that centered attitude into the rest of my life.

Fact is, that I always knew how peace, love, harmony feels like, that´s my “home station”. That´s the real gift I brought in. I guess most of the EmPath know how home feels like, that´s why they get stressed by the dissonnant noise here. Fact is also that I came to send out this station, for sure I did not enter this life to instead loose myself in others disharmonious vibes.

What helps anchoring and grounding? Being in nature, meditation and all kinds of arts help me to ground and focus and I know a lot of EmPaths that enjoy these relaxing activities, too. But you have to find out what suits you personally. All I share is just to inspire you to find your own truth.

And I can tell you that the more you practise to fill your cup first, the more you are able to become an overflowing fountain. And that´s what an EmPath is as his/her highest potential. A fountain of Love, Joy and Compassion.

You are precious and much needed in this world. Please treat yourself with much honor, love and respect. That includes to not allow others to feed off you or to bring you down. You help no one when you allow those destructive behaviours, may it be you towards yourself or by allowing outside sources to mistreat you.

When you follow that path you´ll be more and more able to be resilient towards outer influences. But you have to go inwards to be able to go outwards. You have to first take care for yourself. And then inspire others to also take care for themselves. In this way we´ll co-create a world of happy, fulfilled people.

Shine your precious Lovelight.

If you´ve injoyed this article and would like to learn about “Energetic Boundaries“, the recording of a NeuSpace Conversation about that topic might be also helpful for you.

Distractions

People are constantly under the influence of distractions. Their mind is held busy all day long. When we are not working, we care for a thousand obligations and as we are so stressed out, we use TV and Social Media to “relax” in our free time. Every single minute we are distracted and stay therefore away from all that has real meaning to us.

Often we don´t even know what has real meaning to us. What might that be? We can only find out, when we walk our own path, instead of following the distractions.

This goes for  the individual as also for the collective. Why do distractions occur at all? To lead us astray. I´ve got to confess that I got a few times quite distracted in my life. So I really understand how something or someone can catch our attention.

In 2015 I have searched for advise for my Souls Path, as the message to follow my path as a healer has shown up again and again at that time. I spoke to Kahuna Kaleiiliahi about this important topic. She agreed that it is indeed my purpose to heal and teach others and that it has been the reason why I went through all of my experiences and hardships. And than she told me to be careful, as relationships, especially romantic ones, had been a huge distractor in my life, trying to hold me back. That I shall not allow a need for companionship or love to lead me astray from my own calling. It´s been a wise advise that helped me a lot along my journey.

What you give attention to, you feed energetically. I´ve got a lot of spiritual energy and the ability to focus. That´s why I´ve been really yumy for all energetic vampires. As I know this weakpoint now, they are never allowed very long in my field, as my energies are needed for my own journey, that will co-create with many on their path, instead of feeding a few.

I am sure this fits for many. Some get distracted by their relationships, others by media, their jobs, all kinds of unnecessary obligations and “important” demands. But take a closer look. Is it our life purpose to argue with others about the tweets and headlines of distractors? Attention is energy. That´s why we will see a lot of stuff in the media, trying to harvest humanities energies, while we fail at the same time to go for our real goales.

Please go for the real gold, not for the shiny glitter.

And don´t get me wrong. It´s not that “doing nothing” or just having fun on Facebook is wrong. You might find me watch the starlight for hours or I post pictures of puppies in my timeline. Sometimes being not productive is not a distraction, but gives space for healing or it is just for fun. Fun is always in tune with our souls mission. We are joyful, adventurous beings. What I mean with distractions is about “getting hooked in” and loosing us, about feeding the dying old earth energies instead of building the new, the one we came for.

Follow your own dreams. Even when we might have to purify them, they are still serving our own purpose. For example: I used to dream of writing a bestseller. Along my path I found out, that I just want to write, no matter the circumstances, as being a writer is my nature. The dream of success has been a distraction, as I wanted to prove my worth at that time. As I can stay now with my true self, I do not need distractions any longer. Cause that´s the reason behind allowing the distractions. Fear of being present with the own true being. Don´t.

There´s nothing more beautiful than your true self. Shine your light.

 

 

The waves of change

When we start to move beyond the limitations of the old earth, we realize that there are no more absolutes. Black´n white? Right or wrong? Good and bad? Yes, they are somehow still existing, but they are more a point of perspective than the ultimate truth. There are no more absolutes. All rules and limitations are just a temporary guideline. What suited you yesterday, might be a “no way!” today and vice versa. We realize, that our so-called opponents believe to do the right thing, just like we do. And someone we believed to be trustworthy might be involved in a skandal the next day.

I know a lot of the turmoil on the earth is happening at the moment because people insist on their old ways, rules and limitations. And when we resist to go with the flow of the new energies, we are moved by outer circumstances and forces. That´s a scary experience, unless you understand what´s happening and go with the flow instead of against it.

And no, I´m not a theorist. I know how it feels like. I´m going through a difficult process the last few month myself. But I´m at peace with it, because I know what it is all about. Therefore it is much smoother, than it would be otherwise. It´s sometimes still a hell of a rollercoaster, but through great love and divine grace I experience the best possible route and much help along my way.

I try to share all of this in my articles, to assist others on their path, to lighten it a bit. I listen to you, to much that is said and to even more that is unspoken, but felt nevertheless.

Mother Earth, and we with her, is in a birthing process. Although we know the result will be beautiful, we forget it when we are in pain. A few month ago I described in another article how I once received heavenly birthhelp, as the picture of a surfer showed up on my inside, when I gave birth to my daughter. It totally changed the experience. Starting as a long exhausting labour, the whole process switched in an instant. My daughter came in in a powerful wave of love and light, causing my own spiritual awakening, what is now 30 years ago.

Maybe that´s the reason why I love to assist people in their own processes..birthing their own light. And no, I can not promise you, that your life will not be shaken anymore. The changes will go on and you will somehow witness and experience them. But the how depends on you. Noone can do it for you, but it´s my pleasure to share my knowledge.

These 3 reminders can help you to surf the waves of change:

  1. Do not resist the waves of change. If you try to fight or resist them, you´ll get hurt. Ride them like a surfer and you´ll experience fun or even bliss.
  2. Trust the process. Life is not your enemy, but asks you to cooperate. Watch the waves and follow your inner knowing how to go with the flow.
  3. Become one with the ocean. Be part of the change. Allow the ocean to carry you, so you can be an expression of the new earth. That´s when you´ll experience to be protected by divine grace, as you receive whatever you need.

I hope this helps a little bit. All who search for personal guidance in a one-on-one session and feel attracted to my work, may check out my homepage for further conditions: http://soulutions.one/

And those that are really enjoying my writings: Like many authors, I´m a coffee-lover and if you want to gift me one once in a while, your contribution is very welcome: https://paypal.me/Soulutions

The result of the new earth is already a given. We are the ones that create our own path towards her. I wish all of you the perfect wave to reach the shores of the new earth with much love and joy <3

 

 

 

Where do you invest your energy in?!

The old energy is fighting for its life. The trouble the old energy has, is that it needs energy. Therefore it creates distraction, confusion, drama and turmoil. It needs attention = energy. Darkness can not create energy itself, as it has lost its connection to source. Darkness is needy as hell! It desperately needs your energy.

Where you put your attention, there you invest your energy.

Read this again!

What kind of return do you expect, when you still give your energy to the blamers, complainers, cheaters and drama-creators?!

Now reflect: Who tries to get your attention? Who causes confusion? Who always needs you to help them, pay for them, take sides with them, do stuff for them? Who manipulates you? Tells you what to do and what not? Makes you go for their visions, fight their battles, dream their dreams? Who tells gossip? Tells even lies? Blames others for own shortcomings? Who plays with marked cards and plays the victim card when nothing else is working any more? Who drains your energies? Sometimes it is the person that you´d expect the least. Darkness is not stupid. It has some manipulative masters in their games and at astonishing places, you wouldn´t expect them. Unless you start to think again.

I have always had compassion. Even for the mean guys, as I know their fuel is pain and fear and they live in a kind of hell. I always tried to help even them, as much as possible, to leave their dark patterns behind.

A few month ago I received new orders. “Stop fixing the old. Build the new!” There´s no more time and energy to waste in those that invested in the old and refuse to let go. This is the planet of free choice and everyone made his decission. This has to be honored. You do not honor it with wasting your ressources on destructive discussions, patterns and behaviours. Send them love, let them go on their rampages of distortion, entitlement and illusion. That´s none of your business, instead take care for bringing in the fresh water of the soul.

I know this world is loud and confusing. But you´ve gotta refuse all this distr actions. We have to learn to stop listening to outer voices. Why do you take others words for real? Did you check the data? Why do you make those assumptions? Have you witnessed what really took place?  Are you sure? That´s funny, as you read my words. That tell you to not listen to outer words. Maybe your subconscious needed me to tell you, you´ve got your answers inside. It is crucial that you learn to listen to the voice of your own heart. And make sure it is not the voice someone installed in your head.

No matter what will occur on the outside, your connection with your true self will help you navigate through all difficulties. Nothing is more important at the moment than your connection with you. There you find all the answers, where to go, what to eat, where to live, where to travel, how to find a mate, friends, with whom to work and with whom not.

You can not enter the new earth while clinging on old earth patterns, places, believes and people. Choose wisely <3

 

The EmPath and his relationships….with narcissists

All in the universe is looking for balance. The Empath is the universes answer of a world full of  narcissistic Psychopaths. Like magnets these two extreme types of personalities are dragged to each other. Mostly this is ending in pain, vain and tears, until we learn the lesson.

Mankind in general is until now in a child-like state of consciousness. We are trained to believe that someone else has to fullfil our wants and needs and is to blame when things aren´t going well. In this playground-scenario the little narcissist is the sandbox-bully and the little empath the nice kid, that is always bullied and therefore sweet, but in tears most of the time. Of course these are clichés and in real life we see many variations, but the cliché helps to paint the picture.

The point is that an empath is feeling other peoples emotions and he gives priority to the well-being of others. Believing that other peoples happiness will lead to his own fullfilment. Well somehow, in a very twisted way, that fits with the narcissist, who knows only one priority: His own well-being, believing the whole world has to care about him. And when you fullfil his wants and needs he can be quite charming, but the tiniest thing can also turn him into a monster. Well, together they both have been forming the normal disfunctional relationship on planet earth. The empath has been the caring part, trying to fullfil everybodies needs and desires, but often becoming unhappy, cause his own needs have not been met by the others. Their counterpart has been demanding in some way, making the rules, claiming attention and admiration. If someone doesn´t obey, he´s been punished in some way. Often by rejection, abandonment or by trying to awake feelings of guilt within the empath, who than tries even harder to please the narcissistic person. That´s the most common relationship pattern of the empath. Not only when it comes to partnering, but also with family, friends or co-workers.

As I am an empath myself and therefore know that dynamic just too well, I discribe how important it is to leave this destructive pattern behind out of the empath point of view. Until now I have not met narcissistic people, who really wanted to change. Of course they pretend they will, but they don´t really mean it. It´s just part of their game. Why should they change at all? If their life falls into pieces they blame everybody else and try to re-gain their power over you through manipulation. And in case that isn´t working, they´ll look out for the next empath to energetically feed off.

The moment when we realize that pattern, we might get sad or angry. But you don´t have to, cause realizing the pattern is already the way out. There´s also no point in blaming others or yourself. Just leave your pattern behind, that´s all.

Please understand that both involved personalities are the different side of the same coin, as they are created the same way, through a difficult childhood, where they didn´t receive true love. And true love, for themselves, is the real so(u)lution for both, to leave the repetition-mode behind. I wrote about it a while ago: The cursed children.

Here are a few points that might help the Empath:

  1. Take care for yourself like you take care for everyone else you truly love. Become your own lover, friend, child. I know it is not easy, but it will turn out to be really fun and joyful.
  2. Take time for yourself. Make sure you have top-priority. In case you never find time, make an appointment with yourself. And do not miss it for someone else!
  3. Fill your cup first. Activities many empaths enjoy to fill their batteries are: being in nature, listening to music, creating arts or to take time for wellness treatments.
  4. Breathing-technics or meditation to center within themselves are very helpful for empaths. When you are anchored and aware, others can not steal your energy that easy as they used to.
  5. Understand that if you are stable and joyful, you´ve got way more to give. Self-care has an important, positive effect, also on your environment.
  6. Trust in others, that they are capable. If they are not challenged they can not grow. Sometimes the best help is no help.
  7. Fixing other peoples issues is easy…caring for the own is more difficult. Stop distracting yourself with other peoples stuff. Face your own issues.
  8. Only help others, when they ask for it. And stop helping them, when they do not value it. Why? Out of respect for others and yourself.
  9. Surround yourself with other empathic people, cause they can understand you and you will do each other no harm, but you´ll cheer each other up.
  10. Feel loved by a higher source. When the divine loves you, cares for you, than there´s no reason to not do the same for yourself also.

I remember that I´ve been visiting a seminar of Shamir Ladhani in the first days of 2016. When I asked him what to do as an empath to not be so drained, he answered that I have to listen to “my own song” instead of the noise of this world. I felt a bit frustrated, cause I knew he was right, but I didn´t know how to get there. 1,5 years later I can state that it is still not always easy, but that I have made a huge progress. I can assure you that to listen to the own song is really key. Empathic people have so much to give, make sure to be an overflowing fountain and not a muddy puddle.

Please stay away from all toxic relationships. This is something I had to learn the hard way myself. It is so easy for me to love and I want all people to thrive, so I attracted the wrong people (they are not really wrong, cause they are the right ones to train us out of our pattern). But even when I recognized this pattern, I still had another obstacle. I have high standards and insisted that I have to be able to deal with the difficult people. That´s been nonsense. Please don´t do that to yourself! If you are too sensitive for a bully, than just stay away. If someone else is drinking poison (acting out destructive), why  should we join that person? To prove how strong we are and how much we love them? If we love them and us, we break the pain-chain. When we want to prove our strenght, we shall use this strenght to walk our own path. It´s not easy for an empath to not get effected by the feelings of their surrounding, but we didn´t come here to suffer with others. When we get affected or even infected by others feelings, that´s not helpful for anyone. Train yourself to listen to your own beautiful song and make sure to not weaken yourself and to not spend too much time with difficult people.

An empath is a very precious thing. This world needs people that are able to feel love and compassion. We came to send out high vibrations, to infect this world with love, not to be dragged down by those that enjoy destruction. Spend your energy in things and people that are constructive.

Shine your empathic light!

 

 

Distractions on our path

Sometimes I receive teachings while my sleep-time. I guess that´s happening quite often, but I´m not always able to transfer these transmissions into my conscious mind. But this one came in quite intense, as I´ve been told it is really important at the moment:

When you think of all that is happening as a kind of game, than you can understand that distractions are a way to make a team not score as good as it could otherwise. Team Light is winning anyways…or seen from a non-dualistic perspective it has always prepared for winning, even when it´s seemed to have lost sometimes…But sometimes we seem to get lost in distractions, Team Dark (as it is unconscious) is using distractions to keep us off track. I´m an empath. I´ve got to confess that I´ve been easily distracted. Someone might need help, a friend calling in tears, or a guy showing up and making things somehow complicated…I used to be falling for all of that.

I realized that I´ve gotta be really aware what my priorities are. Here are some distractions I have faced, that seem to be quite common:

  1. When someone might really need help, that´s important. But I´ve spend a lot of time with people that just caused drama, to make sure, they will not have to evolve and still get attention. Where´s the point in joining them in this borrrrring repetition mode? Focus on those that are really moving forward.
  2. Or other people have no goals and priorities at all, but are distracting themselves and others to not feel the void in their life. Why join them onto their road to nowhere, nonsense and nohope?
  3. When a guy doesn´t know what he wants…he for sure doesn´t want me. Love isn´t complicated, only games are.
  4. Yes, I need to earn my living. But I´m living to express what I love. We shall not allow 3d stuff to get too serious.
  5. Yes, we have to clean-up our energy-field. But we have lived thousands of lifetimes on this planet, even in other galaxies, we killed each other a million times, been misused, traumatized, abandoned endlessly. Where´s the point in re-living all of that in this lifetime? Find the root-feeling, like abandonment or powerlessness, go into that and love it into the light. And than go out and have fun and not re-activate all experiences again and again.
  6. Yes there´s a dark agenda out there. But you cannot figure it out in all details anyway. Going too deep in conspiracies is just making people becoming confused. Stay aware, question things…but spend way more time focusing on what you want, instead of the unwanted.
  7. Do not resist circumstances you can not change at the moment. Use your energies for things, that are running smoothly. All that is in the flow is on your path. All that isn´t moving, you shoudn´t force. Might be it will move at another point in time, but don´t sit there waiting for it.
  8. Going within,  finding inner peace and clarity, is creating outer changes. It´s like magic. The outer world is reacting on our inner feeling. So instead of running around, go and meditate or breath calm, have a walk in nature. Things will sort them out afterwards much easier. And even when the outer world should still insist to be stressful, we can through a change in perception make things go much easier for us anyway.
  9. Do our possession own us or do we own our possessions? When you enjoy taking care for a castle with 50 rooms, than keep it. When you dislike all the work that stuff is causing, than let go of all the unused things, rooms, possessions.
  10. The same goes for relationships, memberships and everything we perceive as hardships.

You might find even more points…but I think, it is important generally to become aware what we really want.Does what we are spending our time, money, energy on really mirror our true values in life?

Do what is fun and joy, that´s never a distraction, but on your path and it´s creating good vibes.

Shine your light!

Receiving the Monthly Rose Touch myself

Yesterdays Monthly Rose Touch-Session had so beautiful energies in it. I felt really happy, light and joyful, when the energies where transmitting. And I was sweating really hard, as so much energies came through, it was really an intense experience.

As always, I´d love to hear about experiences from participants, if they feel like sharing, cause I am learning myself every session. But you all felt great from my perspecive 😉

Yesterday the session had overlenght and at the end I received the RoseTouch myself, what is not always the case. The reason why I am sharing my own experience is, that by sharing we are learning and gaining greater understanding.

Being a healer doesn´t spare us ailments and hardship. Just the opposite. Many of us went through tough times as a prepation for our calling. It is important to understand that our ailments aren´t the real problem. They are no punishment and they do not show up to make us suffer. They show up, as a call to release the suffering and pain, that already exists. There is already an imbalance and the ailment brings it into awareness. And very often we incarnate into a family that has that issue since a long time.

I have had a difficult month, as really traumatic suppressed childhood memories showed up. And it´s not only been this memories I had to deal with, but it changed the perspective on my whole life, what felt like totally loosing ground. And that had an impact on my physical body as well, that reacted with all kinds of stuff. I am a healer of hearts, I know not much about physical illnesses. But I experienced again and again that physical ailments have a root in energetic imbalance and therefore healing the emotions, bringing in awareness, changes the body often also.

When remembering the sexual abuse in an already totally disturbing childhood it was literally a shock to my whole system. I really have to thank my daughter, as she recognized the shock and provided first-aid. I learned from that, that nothing is more important after a shocking experience, than to give a safe space where one can process the experience. I didn´t have a safe space in childhood, therefore the shock was frozen (trauma is out of my point of view a frozen state, a time-trap). When it now showed up, there was first the same experience to not have a safe space to process, until my daughter recognized that and helped me.

And I´ve gotta say that in the beginning I really wondered if I would be able to continue my work as a healer without any impact, cause I went through flashbacks and a lot of physical stuff, that´s been typical for trauma. But when I felt inside, the Rose always sended calm, loving signals, so I tried to just relax and trust.

I had a really hard moment when I remembered how my abuser, who died 1981, had contacted me arround 2009/2010. Well, dead people have never been dead to me, but normally I met them in my dream-state at night. His way to contact me was unusual, first showing his presence with inner pictures and than coming through, while I was chatting with a clearvoyant friend in another town. She saw and heared exactly the same I did. I saw it and she typed it. And today I know why she witnessed it. She was the perfect energetic match. Well, when he came through he had a personal message for my mother. In the end, he told me he´s sorry and showed me a Rose and golden Light. I will never forget this experience, because I felt the loving energies of the Rose, what is unforgettable. Just I didn´t understand the Rose he gave me, cause it would take 7 years before I´d experience it again, to than embody it myself. At that time I had accepted his appologize, but now I had to understand what he was really sorry for. I will not go into any details, but it´s been really traumatic. He´s been an alcoholic and I´ve been living alone with him. And than he was the one to show me the Rose-Energy? Hard to  process.

Well, there is always a bigger plan. After my journey to Israel 2015 I had contacted Kahuna Kalei, as I was so often told about my mission while that journey and I could feel it, but didn´t know how to bring it into my life. She told me to do Inner Child Work and that I had chosen this lifepath by intend, to show and teach what I learned. She also said, I had experienced so much sadness in my life out of contrast, as I wanted to bring my true essence, joy, here. She told me my childhood was a preparation for my calling. Just, at that time I didn´t know that it had been worse than I already knew.

So when I went up yesterday morning I was a bit unsure how the first group session would work out. Could I hold the energies as always? Well, yes, I could. And I received extralessons and teachings. I went out in nature, as always when preparing for the group session. The energies where building up beautifully and the picture above was taken under an apple tree. I ended my walk at a place with Rosebushes and benches, that is nearby my home. I sat at one of the benches, recognizing arround another bench there was dirt and broken beerbottles on the ground. I thought how strange it is that people come to such a lovely place to than create such a mess. Well, I looked at the Roses and felt the beautiful energies building up, when a young man came along with a sixpack. He chose the bench where all the dirt was, sat down, opened a bottle and dropped the bottle cap on the ground. I felt a bit uncomfortable as his energy really didn´t fit with the Rose and I always make sure to not interrupt the process of the building up energies. Well, plus I still felt kind of vulnerable, because of my childhood memories with the alcoholic. I felt inside, what to do and received the answer to stay and focus on the Roses, maybe to stand up and take a few pictures for Facebook. I felt better, when I moved arround to find the right angle to make a nice snapshot. Suddenly I recognized a strange movement from the bench with the beer-drinker. As if he would stoop down and hide behind a column. Weird. As he didn´t come closer, I kept on taking pictures of nicely blooming roses. The guy stood up, went to a trash-can to put the empty bottle there and than went away. As I´ve been in a totally other mood, it took me a while until I realized that he had thought, I might take pictures of him and he might get a bill from the municipal for cleaning-up all the mess arround the bench. Same situation, two people, totally other reality. Gorgeous lesson!

Than the Rose started talking, saying she ´s got a message for all victims of abuse or violence of any kind: “The experience is temporary, the villain in a suffering, very unconscious state. Do not join him there. Focus on your Inner Rosegarden, your true core. It stays whole, untouched and pure – always.”

I went home very happy. And later, when the transmission took place I felt so much love, joy and fun. Very high, light vibrations flooding through me to the participants. I was very glad that my memories didn´t create a blockage or anything like that, so I´ll be able to keep on with this beautiful work. At the end of the session, that had overlenght yesterday, I´ve been told to lay my left hand on my solarplexus and the right hand on my sacral-chakra, where I had the most trouble with, and I received the Rosetouch myself. Than the Rose gave me teachings, saying that even the drunken guy felt his behaviour was  not appropriate, when a much higher energy was present. She said the bad boys do not want to be exposed, because they fear punishment, but also because when they are exposed they would have to face their own behaviour and make the unconscious conscious, what they do not want. She than told me it´ll be part of my work in the future to help those woman that want to leave their trauma behind. They have to feel safe and empowered, to leave the victim mentality and build up their lifes out of a state of strenght.

The Rose is bringing to everyone what s/he needs to reconnect with their divine blueprint. Everyone has therefore a very unique experience. Sharing those is perfect, so not everyone has to make the same.

So, these are my insights:

  • We all need sometimes help.
  • The evolvement never stops.
  • All is conspiring in our favour, when we allow it.
  • We choose our frequency and the frequency chooses the perception of a situation.
  • Noone is condemned. No villian will be punished. They even try to help, when they finally really understand what they did.
  • Do not join the perpetrator in his vibration.
  • There is a masterplan at work, to turn even the worst into a blessing.
  • Love is the ultimate Masterhealer.

Thank you to everyone, walking this path and shining the light!

The Choir of Energies – My calling

 

To me it is a beautiful, divine joke that I am gathering people for group sessions. I really love being on my own, as I am very sensitive to energies and easilys distracted by others energies. I love being in nature, as there every being is just following their flow, all is connected and itself at the same time. And that is my real magic, being able to perceive and feel that connection with all that is and in nature that feels great. With humans not so much usually. We are all more or less distorted as humans, we have lost this ability to be part of all that is and being ourselves at the same time.

But I remember how this feels like. I had a memory all my life, that didn´t seem to fit into this life and not even into my pastlifes. I remembered a place where I felt like a child sitting on a beautiful meadow, being totally happy, in peace and in love with all that is. I was connected in a very loving way with other beings, also living there, we had an inner awareness of the other. And than something horrible happened. Some of us went into a kind of cave (the soul thinks in pictures) and one being that was very close and dear to me, went into it and got lost. The inner connection was cut off. I reached out and couldn´t sense him. He didn´t answer. Another one went there to search for the first one, but the same happened. It felt horrible. And although the cave felt like really great danger, I couldn´t stand it to have no connection and not knowing if they are fine. So I went into the cave also, because I wanted to help them, but also out of curiosity and adventure. I knew it is dangerous, one could easily get lost, just like the others. The last thing I remember was pure blackness and horror. Welcome to planet earth and to a world where people do not know that they are one with all of creation. Where connection was made to dominate or manipulate and not as a natural expression of the own being.

2009 I met a guy named David Brown. He was from South Afrika and channeling Kryon, but more working with emotional topics like the Inner Child. I had started to write and thought about writing books and he told me that this is fine, but it would lead me to be “A Healer of Hearts”. I thought he is making jokes. But no, he insisted that this is my calling and what I came for.

2010 I listened to a guy named Alberto Villoldo, a medical Anthropologist and also a well known Shaman, as he was teaching what he learned from the Indigenious People. He said they were telling a tale about a heavenly meadow where we all have been living in harmony until a huge and beautiful angel came along and told about this earth and that people here need help. And some chose to come here and this are the lightworker. I stood there mouth open and thunderstruck when he told that story. How could a tribe in the Amazonas know my memory about the heavenly meadow? And well, I understood that I came here, cause even some lightworker had lost their inner connection with all that is. And of course I did also…just I had a precious memory, the ticket home, in my pocket when I came in.

When having my Initiation last year the prohecy of me being a healer of hearts came true. The Rose is all about Love and Compassion and these are the Masterkeys for any form of healing and well-being.

When 2017 started I was facing an interesting problem: How should I find time for all the people wanting to get to know the Rose or needing help and assistance, but couldn´t afford a private session? It wasn´t possible to help all and it didn´t feel right to exhaust myself, as I have to work at an office-job to pay my rent, I need time for my own evolvement and my writing work. When having a problem, we need to think totally outside the box. It seemed impossible to find a solution. So I asked  the higher self of a master-soulutioner: My own. I received very clear instructions: Bring together quantum healing and group sessions and dedicate one day every month totally to this work. Give no other free sessions, but take good care for yourself. So I gave the first group-session on january 7th, the evening before my birthday. Goodness, I couldn´t imagine what would take place, made me laugh and cry at once. Every month I learn more. The people that are gathering at a quantum level, all over the planet, are creating such an amazing choir of energies, that I couldn´t have imagined that in my wildest dreams. I´ve got the ability to connect with others through conciousness, the inner net, that is the precious gift of OneLove I brought in from our divine home. So I stretch my consciousness to all participants, gathering them at a quantum place outside of time´n space as we know it and they are all adding their energies to this choir of divine love. I know that this will be a new kind of energy healing on this planet. When science will be able to understand multidimensionality they will understand how we are all connected and such sessions will be very common.

One thing is also very important: One of my other gifts is to understand natural abundance. It is working like nature and like the choir of energies. Everyone brings in what s/he has and everyone receives what s/he needs. This is very difficult to understand with our cultural programming, cause all on the old earth was about energy feeding and stealing. When people loose their divine connection they are starving and therefore working with domination and manipulation to steal from others. All humans do that somehow. But when we learn to reconnect with our divine self this is no more needed, as we have access to endless energies.

I had people that didn´t dare to sign in for the monthly session as they didn´t want to take something when they can give nothing in return or they thought others might need the healing energy more. That is the old healing modality, but not what happens while the group sessions. When so many beautiful souls are connected with their divine self, there is more than enough as every participant is adding to a place of plenty and endless abundance. I started the monthly sessions out of love  for others and love for myself. This pure intend brings me back to the heavenly meadow, all connected to all, while being themselves. Thank you to all participants that are co-workers in bringing in the Choir of Love. It is really happening. We are bringing heaven to earth.

Keep on shining your beautiful light!