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Transformation – This is not the end

We are constantly changing. If we would refuse to change, this would be death – and there is no such things as death, not really. So even if we would decide to stay the same old, same old, this is just not possible. All that is alive is constantly changing. Your breath is a good example, as with every breath we are transforming oxygen into carbon dioxide. You can not stay in a human form without this transformation. Refusing to transform is literally excarnating you, what is also a huge transformation.

We are mostly not aware of our transformative processes within us and that´s ok, as there would be a total data-overflow if we would witness consciously every cell and molecule changing every second. But becoming aware how all is unfolding perfectly in its everchanging process can be quite stunning and inspiring.

My own path as a healer is quite funny as I thought for a long time I do not have any biological knowledge and I am also not very much interested in learning about all the medical, physiological stuff. Nevertheless my first try with quantum healing had already been amazing, as a man that had suffered from immense pain because of a lumbal fracture was pain-free instantly and overly happy. We really do not have to know about the details to shift energy and I am good at that. But still my own body is my weak-point, or to be more precise, he shows me very clearly any imbalance in my system. So maybe it is only a weak-point as I have not mastered by now to fine-tune this instrument enough to get the message before it hurts or refuses to work properly.

The area where I am a true alchemist is emotion, energy in motion. Here I am really good, what is making sense for being “a healer of hearts”. Actually I do inspire and assist people transforming these e-motions. As everything is “just energy”, we can play with it, like we play on a piano to bringh forth different sounds. It´s always the same instrument, but an endless variety of songs.

Last weekend I have been participating in “Transformation”, a webinar of my dear collegue Therese Wenk (yes, we are visiting each others webinars, only stupid people think they know and have it all). There´s always more to explore and Therese is having her main focus on the physical body, she´s working a lot with the DNA and the webinar is about activating our original blueprint.

Well, transformative processes are not always nice. Everybody loves butterflies, but we are not aware what the caterpillar goes through to become the flying beauty. He is trapped in a cocoon and loosing his old structure totally. In between he is just a slimy green-brownish soup in a closed environment.

Well, as mentioned before, I am having my greatest difficulties in my body, and so the transformation was physical painful to me and all I could do to help it, was to comfort myself while I had to let go and couldn´t work for two days now.

To be gentle and loving towards ourselves is the best we can always do, while the process is unfolding. It is taking the unnessary pressure out of the system. Letting go is very helpful for emotional transformation. When we allow and master it, we can turn fear into excitement. Anger is compressed passion. Instead of fighting others or the circumstances, we can use it as fuel to go towards the things we want.
And we often hold on to things, persons and circumstances, because we think they would somehow serve us. So if something has to go, let it be. We have to let go, to create the void that brings in the new. Feel into the future, where your butterfly-self is sending out signals, that you can receive now. Happened to me, when I watched Therese´s Transmission for the first time. I received a blissful greating from my future-potentials. The butterfly can hardly imagine why he tried to hold on to the caterpillar.

Happy Transformation <3

Mothers Day

Mothers Day and Valentines Day are the two events that are making the florists businesses profitable. One is dedicated to the motherly love, the other to the romantic love.

Honestly they are a shame. If you need a day to honor love, while you don´t express appreciation and love the rest of the year, to buy flowers and sweets doesn´t do it.

As a woman I ask to be honored all year long. As someone who is giving the nurturing, motherly love all year long, to so many people around me, I ask to be respected every single day of the year.

To me it is the expression of a great imbalance and pain in the collective. We (ab)use the feminine and disrespect it. And that´s not a gender-bashing. Has nothing to do with the genitals you are born with. Every human has male and female aspects inside of them. I know a lot of women that do not respect the feminine and see it as less. Even a lot of those, that are feminists or in the goddess-movement are really expressing a distorted energy towards the feminine. Who tries to be ” a better man” or “better than men” is not really stepping into the own femininity. What has a lot to do with the way our society is working, the focus on power and domination. Everyone thinks s/he has to be right, better, superior and being co-operative, caring and loving is seen as nice, but weak. Men might suffer from that distorted point of view too. Not only is it still difficult to express what is seen as feminine as a man, so they have to oppress a part of themselves. But they are also the first to be sended to war, to be sacrificed for the values of a distorted society.

Mothers Day has an american origin, where it´s a national holiday since 1914, the year when World War I started. That´s deeply ironic as one of the roots is a Mothers-Peace-Movement that Julia Ward Howe has founded with the goal that the sons of the mothers will no longer be sended to war. We didn´t stop war, but instead started selling products. One can not buy or sell love, although we try it endlessly.

Yesterday some cows visited my friend and co-worker Muriel Shickman. Cows are a typical symbol for the abuse of this energy. I start to understand why more and more people can not process milk in their body. We want to be nurtured all of our lifes, while we are grown-up long ago. And we do not even pay respect towards these animals, that give us their milk.

We do also not respect Gaia, which until this very day nurtures all of us. Today I went to the nearby park where the Roses bloom. In the evening young people meet there and drink.  They may do as they want, but again and again they throw around their trash, break bottels and leave a mess. Today when I came along, they had left a huge pile of empty boxes, laying directy in front of the empty trash can, to show they do not care. Someone will come along and take care, someone they do not pay respect to. Only the strong and relentless forces are valued. And this is what has to be changed.

And yes, we as women and mothers have enabled this behaviour. It´s not enough to blame the relentless, dominiering forces, we have to take responsibility for not taking our rightful place in society, for not standing up for our values. What I hereby do for myself 😉

Another thing, that hit me today. Do not just honor your mother or care for your kids, but do it everywhere your heart feels called to.

Shine your lovelight <3

 

A uses b – The roots of Abuse

The #metoo brought a topic into the public, that has been suppressed for so long. As someone who has experienced and witnessed all kinds of abuse, I´m quite passionate about it and I´d like to bring in some other perspectives.

1.) Abuse happens in all areas of life, we are just so used! to it, that we ignore it in most cases. In the past the abuser had to fear justice only in cases when someone was raped and the injuries have been visible and made it impossible to ignore them (there are many cases where even that has been ignored).  But that have been just the extremest form of abuse.

The emotional wounds have been much deeper and invisible, therefore easy to ignore.

2.) Ignorance has been the enabler. What is seen as “normal” we tend to ignore. Although there is a feeling inside that things are not right, but that feeling is suppressed. On the outside the suppression shows up as ignorance or even victim-bashing as the extremest form of ignorance. People do not want to face the injustice that is taking place, because of the consequences they fear when facing the issue. Taking action might have bad consequences or provide inconveniences for themselves. The wounds that are caused by being left alone by family and so called friends are deeper and have a longer lasting effect than the abuse itself. That’s what makes it so difficult to heal. The ignorance is the reason why abuse is so normal for us, that people do not even recognize how huge that topic is.

A lot of abuse is happening not by violence and physical power, but by manipulation and deception. Why? Because of the deeply ingrained believe in lack, unworthiness and powerlessness.

Someone who believes in lack, in not having the own abilities to fulfill their wants and needs, will use his physical, mental, psychological or spiritual strength to get his needs met…via other people.

Read this again and open your eyes. Look around. Ponder about it. Once you see this truth you´ll see how widespread abuse of all kinds is. You´ll see that you have been abused very often, that you´ve enabled abuse and that you might have been the abuser yourself. No, I do not want you to feel bad. I ask you to face reality. This will keep on until we dare to change it. And when you look away today, you might be at the short end of the stick tomorrow…how much more pain and distortion will be needed until we change? Most people don’t care until it is not their their own pain or that of a loved one.

What makes abuse abuse? The consciousness. Two people meeting to exchange their gifts in an open loving way by free will, that´s co-creation, no matter the topic: business, money, sex, you name it. To live that way you have to trust in life, in your abilities to get your needs met and to find the right ones to work together with you by free will. You have to trust you will receive enough, when coming together with others.

Seen that way it’s no wonder we find the most disgusting people often in powerful positions. On the top of the ladder you find the ones fueled by their passions…or by their need to prove to themselves how worthy they are. The last ones do not trust, but believe in lack, they think they have to get their needs met by power, manipulation and deception.

Well think about it, to tell someone you love him/her to get into their pants is a kind of abuse. Just there´s no violence involved and therefore no bad consequences. It´s legal and normal. To tell a guy, whom you chose just because of his money, how much you love and adore him just to make him marry you, build a house and feed your kids, that’s also abuse. Why? Because you are not honest. You abuse your own abilities to make him fall in love with you, to make use of his ressources. You´re not laying your cards on the table and trust someone will be a match to play together as co-creators.

Abuse is literally everywhere. It’s just the extent to which it is happening that differs. But in its core it is the same mindset.

The owner of a company using people, who he doesn’t honor and pay well, to live himself in wealth while they have horrible life-conditions, that´s abuse too.

Someone befriending you, not because they like you, but because you have influence, power, talents, money, and trying to make use out of you, that’s abuse.

Telling your friend that this awesome dress doesn’t suit her, as you are jealous and want to be the prettiest girl this evening, that’s abuse.

I told you it is everywhere, it is “normal”. But as long as all of that is seen as normal, the Weinsteins of this world will be normal too. They are just the extreme results of our state of (un)consciousness, expressed in our daily actions.

Abuse is a game of lack. Whoever plays it, screws the own integrity. You cannot win it, there are absolutely no winners in this game. Even when you overtrump the whole world, you know it deep inside of you. That’s why darkworkers will never be happy people on the long run. They might be rich and famous, believing in their importance and ability to f*ck the whole planet, while the masses follow and admire them…but they will have to face truth one day, that nothing of all of that could heal their own wounds, the root of distortion. And the masses, that admired them? Well when the m gets silent, the rest might end in a shitstorm.

What heals the roots?

Dear one, there´s nothing more beautiful and important you can do for this planet and yourself right now, but give yourself the remedies that are called Love, Acceptance and Compassion.

Shine your light!

There´ll be a Rose Touch Session soon, just about this topic. If you are interested, please stay in touch with the Rose Touch.

Love is all that remains

Today I went to a swimming bath, that is at the other end of my town. I chose this one as nature around there is really beautiful and it is next to the river. I love taking walks along water and wanted to walk after the swim along the shore to the center of my town.

When I reached the path next to the river, I turned for some reason not to the left, my direction, but to the right. I wondered why as I had a real long walk to make anyways, but than thought it might be a nice place to make a picture from the river and shore. Well, after a few steps I stood in front of a tree with the remains of flowers, hearts, letters and the tape thats been used by the police at the crime scene, on it. I stood at the place where a nineteen year old girl has been raped and thrown into the river last year, where she drowned, as she´s been unconscious. Of course people have been talking a lot about it, but I didn´t know where it had happened, as I am not familiar with this part of my city. Well, my subconscious seemed to have led me to this place. Her name has been Maria and I asked myself if she might be still around, when having had such an early, brutal death.

So I went a few meters back and sat down on a bench, praying that her soul might be in divine peace. And really, all that my consciousness did get as an response has been love, compassion and peace. I felt that she had already received help and that her soul could feel all the love and compassion, that people had for her. She was from another city and had studied in Freiburg, but when something like that happens, people react as if they would have known her personally. We connect our own story with the other and everyone has once been a young girl or has friends and family, and can imagine how it must have felt for the people that loved Maria.

When I prayed and received that loving response it was also somehow healing for myself, as I understood that there´s nothing that our soul can not deal with. We are making so many experiences and I know that it doesn´t happen to us, but that we for some reason choose to go even through painful moments on our long, long journey. Finally, still sitting on the bench, I took a picture from the river, what had been my first intend, and you can see the colours that occured on it. They mirrowed exactly what I have felt. I wished her parents would knew that, but my words might be just words for a grieving heart.

Than I started my walk to the center of my town and enjoyed the beauty of nature. I contemplated about the river of life, never stuck, but in an everlasting flow, as all is in constant movement, renewal and change. I asked the river to take with him, all that is no more needed in my life. That´s the reason why I love to take walks along water, I always do that and can really recommend it. Letting go of lessons learned and enjoying the everlasting freshness of life.

 

The Lack Mentality – One of humanities biggest obstacles

We do not have wars, criminality and pollution because of lack of ressources. We have lack of ressources because of our Lack Mentality.

The global level is created by the sum of all individuals. It can therefore only be solved on that personal level. You may be angry at the government or curse Monsanto, but they only exist because we let them. They are created as an expression of our thoughts, feelings and actions. When we buy their product we make them big. When we refuse to feed them, they´ll crumble. Some people might some day start to create apps to inform us, whom we are giving our money and what these companies invest in. This might change this planet very quickly. “They” won´t change until we change. And that´s a real big task, cause we are collectively trapped in a consciousness that is trained to compete, rule, dominate. And all of that not in a playful, easy way, but with much seriousness, as the feeling behind it is fear. Everyone is hunting and hoarding all day, every day, because of that deeply ingrained believe in lack.

Watch your childrens games. Do they express joy and creativity or is it a training for the lifelong hunt for better, higher, more? There´s nothing wrong with trying to evolve, that´s the expressive, playful way to live a joyous life. The intend behind the action makes the difference between heaven and hell. Joy and self-expression or fear and lack.

When people act out desctructive, it is out of lack. There are many forms of perceived lack, lack of time, self-worth, trust, opportunities, love, freedom. And most of them are an inner idea and not an outer reality. Of course, when you have no food and no shelter, you´ve gotta take actions for your survival. But even than it is not helpful to take actions out of a beggars mind. Don´t get me wrong, I have met beggars that have been richer and more free in their mind, than others living in a huge villa. It is again the mindset, that makes the difference.

The reason why some beggars I met have been free and rich, was that they never felt unsafe. They trusted in life. They had nothing to loose and found their own form of happiness. I´m sure they´ve not been the average homeless, they´ve been sended to me to give me master-lessons and I honour them, by sharing their gift with you.

We may wish for many things, but we are all challenged the most when our lack is seen on our bank-account, that´s when we can sing mantras all days long, but cannot get rid of that naggin´feeling inside.

A few years ago, the universe gave me an awesome lesson in the money-area. I had left my safe life, to do what I love. But as I didn´t trust in my future I´ve been struggeling with my business. The Law of Attraction never fails. Lack attracts lack. I realized what was going on, and thought that I need to get rid of that feeling of lack, so I ordered a big pile of money by the universe, to be able to keep on with what I really love: my writings and spiritual studies. I wrote a message on a piece of paper every day, saying that by the 11th of May I´ll have that amount of money and added a few actions throughout my days to brainwash myself out of the lack. Well, nothing seemed to happen…On the 11th of May I was disappointed that I didn´t manifest my abundance and questioned myself. Well it´s been already end of May, I had searched for and found a part-time job meanwhile, when I looked into my diary and it hit me like a hammer. The universe had answered my wish, without me realizing it! It has been the 10th of May in the afternoon, when a friendly voice on my mobile had informed me, that they´d love to make a contract over four years with me. It´s very ununsual to get a four year contract in public service. When I did the math what the netto-income in these four years would be, it´s been exactly the number I had written down. My angels have a gorgeous sense of humor. The universe hadn´t delivered what I thought I needed, a pile of money. It gave me safety, cause that´s what my feeling of lack has really been about.  I am 48 years now, every day in my life I have had a roof over my head and food, sometimes very simple, sometimes really luxurious, but heaven has never let me down. Not even when I didn´t believe in myself, but in lack.

This experience reminded me of the Kryon-Channeling when he talked about the Israelites walking for 40 years through the desert, being fed for 40 years, but worrying and complaining every day. When he was in Tel Aviv this year, he told the audience that nothing has changed, that they´d still walk in circles. And it is true. We all do. We all believe in lack.

How to change it? A few days ago, I wrote how we can focus on the areas of our life, that are abundant: Klick on the link, to get to the article. And a while ago, I wrote about, how to create reference-points, to attract manifestations.

Gratitude is key to leave lack behind. Having a gratitude-journal is still one of the best ideas. But you need the right kind of feeling to make it work . Therefore I recommend another article about the -right-kind-of-gratitude/.

To leave lack behind we need to find inner freedom, peace and trust. Than all that we really need, will show up. Sometimes we insist stubbornly on a wish, that is not in our highest interest. I have received some lessons in that area, realizing afterwards that all was always as it should be. And beware, lack is infectious as others tell you their standards, how you have to prove that you are good enough. Old earth lack consciousness. Don´t join them. Leave the desert and be happy, grateful and celebrate life, no matter the circumstances. Be the change.

The Mind-Behaviour-Gap

While  chatting yesterday with an always inspiring friend, I wrote: “People are not who they want to be.” Well, that´s something, that I´ve seen quite often in my life. People talking about how much they enjoy harmony, while behaving passive-agressive. They are preaching about truth and authenticity, while behaving manipulative. Seeing it within others has always been a reminder for me to stay grounded.

I guess that´s what Kryon means when he spoke about  the “fence-sitters”. Cause in theory everybody wants to have peace, but when it comes to daily interactions it gets difficult, as long as there´s no peace inside. And people want of course a clean environment, while still buying cheap products, wrapped in tons of plastic. In psychology that´s called the mind-behaviour-gap, describing the difference between thoughts and actions.

Everybody does it. I´m doing it. And I think that´s ok. Nobody´s perfect. Having an ideal is like watching the north-star as a navigation mark, to know in which direction to go. We know we can never reach him, but we´re on track. From my point of view we´re only getting in big trouble when we identify so much with the star, the ideal, that we refuse to reflect and therefore accept our human self here on earth. The one that is experiencing the journey.

This disavowed behaviour is causing a kind of self-inflation, together with pain and trouble, ending in total denial and infatuation. Interestingly enough, people with high standards and ideals have a much higher risk, to walk that path of illusion. They are longing so much for an ideal, that they can not deal with reality as it is. But only when we are facing reality, we are able to create change.

Therefore I really, really ask people to accept their flaws and shortcommings. When we love our messy selves, we have a much higher chance to really evolve and change. When we pick on ourselves, we are becomming destructive and therefore maybe create denial. From my point of view, that´s how we create shadow-aspects. We will than project our inner war onto the outside world, blaming others for the flaws and shortcommings that we can not accept within us, as they are not mirroring our “wanted reality”. Think about it as if life would offer a GPS, you can give in your goal until you are blue in the face, when you do not also allow to see your position in the now, the GPS will never ever be able to find your route. And you can than curse the GPS, but it´s the one using it, that has made the mistake. We all make them. Laugh about it and start anew. Just where you are. Be the change.

Vulnerability isn´t the problem

We are afraid of our vulnerability, but it is not the vulnerability that is the problem. Our fear is the problem.

The earthworm is seemingly very vulnerable…but in fact he has an enormous ability for regeneration and he´s an important co-worker with mother earth. So tell me what is wrong about vulnerability? It is in fact an important ability to change, expand, create.

All is vulnerable. Even very strong, hard structures change. Last week the “Azur Window” a very beautiful limestone natural arch on Gozo has been destroyed. It´s been literally gone with the wind, as a storm made it crumble. It made me sad when I heared about the destruction, but I´m happy that I´ve visited it while a stay in 2014 and it is a  reminder that no form will stay the same forever.  We are supposed to change, we are supposed to be vulnerable. And in fact our fear that wants to prevent us from change is way more destructive than any vulnerability will ever be.

Love your ability to change. Yes, sometimes it is painful, but the pain is not caused by the vulnerability. Pain arises out of the resistance. I´ve learned that lesson when I gave birth to my daughter. When I stopped fighting, the rest was easy and light. Literally. I experienced it at an emotional level again and again myself and when I witnessed others in their processes. When we surrender and go with the flow, the pain fades away.  The lifeforces that create through change are stronger than any resistance will ever be. So let go and enjoy change and creation.

Shine your light!

 

Let the Earth be your Valentine

Soulutions.One was created to bring So(u)lutions for a New Earth. What includes supporting others, external Soulutioners, as there is only OneLove and one Creation.

Today I wanna present a beautiful project from Jonathan Goldman. He organizes at February 14th 2017 the 15th Annual World Sound Healing Day, bringing together many thousands of people from all over the earth to tone the Heart Sound “AH” and create a state of coherence. So I´ve decided that this year our lovely Earth will be my Valentine. Maybe you wanna join?

Here some words from Jonathan Goldberg about this amazing project:

“Join thousands throughout the planet for the 15th Annual WORLD SOUND HEALING DAY on Tuesday, February 14, 2017. At 12 noon (local time in your time zone), sound forth for 5 minutes with the “AH”, created and projected with the energy of compassion and love, sending a sonic valentine to Gaia, our Mother Earth.

At that time, please go to templeofsacredsound.org to enhance the vibratory effect as we sound together for Global Harmonization, planetary peace and healing. Please visit Healing Sounds for more information.

If you cannot tone at 12 noon, sounding anytime during February 14, 2017 will help create positive shift and change for our planet on World Sound Healing Day.

The purpose of World Sound Healing Day is to:

1). Heal Our Planet!
2). Heal Our Waters!
3). Raise Our Consciousness!

For further information you may visit http://www.worldsoundhealingday.org/

Or watch this little video:

Let´s sing a beautiful song from our hearts for lovely Gaia.

Shine your light!

Unlimited Doors

Insights & PerspectivesPosted by Natalie Sat, November 12, 2016 20:37:14

Life is offering us a huge variety of possibilities, what is beautiful.
But as we have been teached in lack, we are not able to use these huge variety properly. We spot one nice door, maybe the green one, like her and insist to have that door opened. She might stand for a mate, a job, a business offer, a journey or the way we spend our evening.
But suddenly this door is closing, cause potentials have changed. What are we doing? Getting angry, upset, frustrated, sad? We might sit in front of that door, refusing to leave, or bang at it and try to get in again. Or we we might moan and complain. We might even feel depressed cause we think us to be a looser. And none of that is true. We act upon a wrong conclusion. We think something is wrong, but it isn´t. When a door is closing it is because this one is no more appropriate at this point in time. Not because something is wrong, just because life is in constant change, that´s all.

There are lots of different types of People:

The ones standing in front of an open door and don´t recognize the invitation.

The ones that had chosen a red door 50 years ago and not willing to take another door.

The ones not able to enter any door, cause it might be the wrong one.

The ones wanting all of the doors at ones, cause they might miss one chance.

In the new energy the doors have even become quantum somehow, they change sometimes very quickly and it is very important to stay flexible. I guess that is a reason why life seems to have become so exhausting. We have left the age of lack and entered the age of plenty, what might be overwhelming sometimes.

So, I try to share some keys, to make it easier to navigate through the doors:

First key: You can never enter the wrong door. Wrong doors don´t open.

Second key: Stay centered, as your inner knowing leads you to the next door. You don´t have to run around from one door to the other. Listen to your inner voice.

Third key: These are quantum doors. The one that has been closed one minute ago, might open right now.

And the masterkey: It´s a game, don´t take it too serious, cause you won´t leave it alive anyway.

Stay relaxed, flexible and trust that all is perfectly unfolding.

Shine your light!