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Transformation – This is not the end

We are constantly changing. If we would refuse to change, this would be death – and there is no such things as death, not really. So even if we would decide to stay the same old, same old, this is just not possible. All that is alive is constantly changing. Your breath is a good example, as with every breath we are transforming oxygen into carbon dioxide. You can not stay in a human form without this transformation. Refusing to transform is literally excarnating you, what is also a huge transformation.

We are mostly not aware of our transformative processes within us and that´s ok, as there would be a total data-overflow if we would witness consciously every cell and molecule changing every second. But becoming aware how all is unfolding perfectly in its everchanging process can be quite stunning and inspiring.

My own path as a healer is quite funny as I thought for a long time I do not have any biological knowledge and I am also not very much interested in learning about all the medical, physiological stuff. Nevertheless my first try with quantum healing had already been amazing, as a man that had suffered from immense pain because of a lumbal fracture was pain-free instantly and overly happy. We really do not have to know about the details to shift energy and I am good at that. But still my own body is my weak-point, or to be more precise, he shows me very clearly any imbalance in my system. So maybe it is only a weak-point as I have not mastered by now to fine-tune this instrument enough to get the message before it hurts or refuses to work properly.

The area where I am a true alchemist is emotion, energy in motion. Here I am really good, what is making sense for being “a healer of hearts”. Actually I do inspire and assist people transforming these e-motions. As everything is “just energy”, we can play with it, like we play on a piano to bringh forth different sounds. It´s always the same instrument, but an endless variety of songs.

Last weekend I have been participating in “Transformation”, a webinar of my dear collegue Therese Wenk (yes, we are visiting each others webinars, only stupid people think they know and have it all). There´s always more to explore and Therese is having her main focus on the physical body, she´s working a lot with the DNA and the webinar is about activating our original blueprint.

Well, transformative processes are not always nice. Everybody loves butterflies, but we are not aware what the caterpillar goes through to become the flying beauty. He is trapped in a cocoon and loosing his old structure totally. In between he is just a slimy green-brownish soup in a closed environment.

Well, as mentioned before, I am having my greatest difficulties in my body, and so the transformation was physical painful to me and all I could do to help it, was to comfort myself while I had to let go and couldn´t work for two days now.

To be gentle and loving towards ourselves is the best we can always do, while the process is unfolding. It is taking the unnessary pressure out of the system. Letting go is very helpful for emotional transformation. When we allow and master it, we can turn fear into excitement. Anger is compressed passion. Instead of fighting others or the circumstances, we can use it as fuel to go towards the things we want.
And we often hold on to things, persons and circumstances, because we think they would somehow serve us. So if something has to go, let it be. We have to let go, to create the void that brings in the new. Feel into the future, where your butterfly-self is sending out signals, that you can receive now. Happened to me, when I watched Therese´s Transmission for the first time. I received a blissful greating from my future-potentials. The butterfly can hardly imagine why he tried to hold on to the caterpillar.

Happy Transformation <3

A journey into embodied enlightenment

These are my experiences, my path; it is unlike everybody’s elses path, so no need to agree or disagree about it. I share it for those that find a little nugget in it and all else I have no interest in. No more need of people mastering others, instead of themselves. I do not follow another master, nor do I want followers. We are all equals, just on our own unique path, with its own unique perspective. And while I follow no one else, I benefit from those that really help me on my path, as they have mastered themselves and therefore share with a tender, loving hand. I hereby thank them very much, you are recognized and appreciated with much love. No one can do it for us and at the same time no one can do it totally on his own. So bless you, as you have blessed yourself and others.

I went through a process this week,  where I went back to my origins. I saw myself in other places, other worlds, other forms, until I saw that I started as a beam of light from source itself, together with other children of  the sun we played when seeing the colors, created by a prisma. That’s where I came from and in truth I never really left this place. And here at the same  time I go through a process where the light comes in more and more into my earthly expression….many go through it, most of them in silence. But I´ve also been  shown, that I´m one of the witnesses and writers, that’s why you see me share my unique perspective.

There are some things that most of us have in common and others where everyone has other experiences. Where my path is a bit different from others around me is physical pain. I experience it too, but not in such extreme ways as the ones that are younger undergo it. I recognized three reasons for it, they are not complete and you might find some truth in it – or not:

  1.  I´ve done that before. It´s not my first time. Your first time hurts, but being very loving and tender might help.
  2. I´ve been brought to my knees so often in this lifetime, that I became an empty vessel (almost) when my process started. I lived many lifes in this lifetime, while the younger ones that have a much faster road still need to integrate things. In my case, being 49 years old, there’s not been very much left, that has to be removed or that is unlived. When having outlived my illusions, it’s much easier to let them go now.
  3. No resistance. As long as we fight for power, trying to be better, overtrumping others, think we know it all or dislike what life delivers, may it be on the inside or outside, we will suffer. Pain is caused by resistance, it’s as simple as that. That’s why it’s no fun at all to share the presence of someone fighting with the own demons, especially when projecting them on the outside. Oh we all do this and did this, me too, indeed, that’s why I share it for the benefit of all. It’s all fine and it takes as long as it takes. But some of it can be easier, when we accept all that is, with much love, compassion and surrender towards ourselves and others.

Not our circumstances are the issue. It’s our attitude. The BS in our mind. All the strange ideas, the judgement, the stories, projections and interpretations. Our mind tries to make sense out of it, while that is not possible at all, as the mind is creating non-sense. A computer collecting data, can connect dots, but these are just stories. Awareness is very different from the mind. Awareness doesn’t need to collect data and connect dots. It just is.

This morning more light came in and I witnessed how my mind still mumbled in the background, because coffee is ready. Who would let the eternal light in, when coffee is ready? Hahaha, it’s all too funny, when witnessing this adventure. All has to be welcomed, but it’s the master making sense out of all of it – or not 😉

Shine your beautiful light <3