#metoo Quantum Healing Space Webinar with 3 Healers

As someone who has experienced all kinds of abuse, I´m quite passionate about this topic. As I have written in this article a uses b abuse has been so normal on this planet, that the non-violent forms are mostly not even recognized.

I am one of the many Souls that came to change that. I´m here to remind people at their sovereign, whole and joyful nature, that is everyones birthright. I want to encourage people to take back what is theirs. Recently I received a very clear message to bring the best healers I know together for a healing session on this topic. And I received that message more than once, so I did it. Here we are 🙂

Both women I chose are outstanding in this field of quantum healers and both gave me an instant yes, before we had made up any details.

Muriel Shickman is living in Colorado and has a huge medicine bundle at hand and I have received myself a great soul healing from her, that had to do with my own past of abuse. It´s always good to know where the healer goes for healing  😉 You can find out more about here, when clicking on this link: http://www.murielshickman.com/

Therese Wenk is living in Switzerland and we have met by divine orchestration, that´s for sure. She is working with the reconnective healing frequencies, that are teached by Eric Pearl. I´ve experienced those also myself and it works amazingly wonderful with much ease. To find out more about her, please follow the link: http://www.healingconnection.ch/

The reason why I have chosen these two Ladies for this collaboration was of course their great abilities as healers, but also their strong character. I wanted to make sure that my co-workers have much integrety, love and compassion in their tool-box, when it comes to such a delicate topic. So well, I´m really happy and proud to offer you the best I found and I know that our abilities combined will be mind-blowing.

It doesn´t matter what kind of abuse you have experienced and where on your healing journey you are, you´ll find yourself afterwards much better. We will not talk very much, as words might even distract from the unfolding process. We do not work with your mind but with your energetic essence, when you choose to enter this event. You do not have to understand the healing modalities and do not even have to believe in it. If you give intend to heal, it will work.

The Session will take place at 8 p. m. CET, what is noon at MST for example and might take roundabout an hour. If you want to check out your timezone to find out what 8 p.m. Berlin time is in your town, you can use this link: http://www.thetimezoneconverter.com/ And if the time doesn´t suit you, you will still receive the replay and can join at your perfect time. For all participants the replay is included in their fee (all others have to pay for it) and in this way you can tune into the healing energies of that session again and again.

When you follow the link to the event page and sign in you will be guided by an automated billing system, what includes a receipt and reminder in your e-mail-box. Other participants will not see your name, to honor your privacy.

Do not hesitate to contact me, in case there are any questions. It´s my joy and pleasure to answer them. My email is: natalie@soulutions.one

The picture of the red Rose in the snow has been taken by Muriel and as this showed up as a perfect symbol for our event she used it for our flyer, that you see above. May all Roses bloom their eternal beauty.

 

 

 

Monthly Rose Touch, February 10th 2018

In February the free Monthly Rose Touch Session will be given on a Saturday again, on February 10th 2018.

I will start the transmission at 6 p.m. my time (Germany). It´ll be 9 a. m. PST and 10 p. m. in New Delhi. And of course it is quantum, so you can join any time. Here you can find your time zone: http://www.thetimezoneconverter.com/

The transmission itself will not be recorded, as I am totally focused on bringing in and directing the energies towards the participants all around the globe. When the energies are stable, as they have been the last times, I´ll bring in a short summary of the energies afterwards via YouTube, as it deepens the experience for many. I´ll upload it to my YouTube Channel afterwards. If you subscribe to it you´ll be informed when a new vid is out: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCk9EXYMYyYxq_5IE8IcQ4Ig/videos

The Rose Touch itself will be working as he always did. You message me or sign in at the FB- event-page and tell me you want  to be included, as a recipient of the quantum-energy-transmission. At the given time, or your own chosen time, you give intend to receive the energies and try to relax in your own way. For the ones, that would prefer to be guided into the Meditation, I´ve recorded a visit into your own inner Rosegarden as an extra offer. To download the meditation klick on the colored Link: Monthly Rose Touch Medi. Or explore my youtube-channel for a vid named “The Sacred Rose Garden”.

The transmission will take place at least 30 minutes, but some participants stayed for hours in this field, trust your own feelings what suits you best. Free will is king, so you can only subscribe for yourself, your pets and your own children under 14.

If you want to support me in making this free service available, your donations are received with much love and gratitude:

As this works similar to  a choir, just one of energies, having more participants makes it even more beautiful and harmonious. So please feel invited to share this message with likeminded, cause every participant is adding to the choir of energies and strengthening the field, although s/he benefits from it. Welcome to the New Earth. Let´s love it into life!

Shine your light, precious soul!

And a short pre-announcement here: If you are enjoying the Rose Touch Sessions and had to deal with any form of abuse (no matter on what level it took place), you might be interested in an online-healing session I´m giving with 2 other beautiful healers. We are co-working with the participants on this special topic. All three of us will bring in their own way of quantum healing, so you´ll get an energetic high five. The session will take place the 11th of February and it´ll cost 11,-€. Here you´ll find details: https://www.edudip.com/w/278326

Do not hesitate to contact me for any questions.

News from the Rose

2018 is indeed the year where things come into fruition. It all happens very quickly and we have to stay absolutely present to always stay in the flow.

There are no more absolutes and what was perfect 3 month ago, or even yesterday, is now totally last year. I don´t know who it was, so I can not give credit for this genius insight, but someone posted on Facebook that “January has been an intense Year”. ^_^ Indeed.

In the beginning the Rose Touch was always offline, as I couldn´t handle holding the field for the participants all over the globe, plus deal with technical stuff…especially as AI has it´s specialities when we go quantum, as I do. Then at the end of 2017 I started to record a few after-transmission-sessions and loaded them up on my YouTubeChannel. And I entered as a guest when some very awesome hosts recorded discussions and webinars about specific topics.

Lately I started a collaboration about the Healing of the Heart with Julian from Luxury Masters Academy. You´ll hear about it, when we have finished the recordings of that series. Very special and intense energies, also sometimes very personal, as we didn´t fear to go through own processes in front of the camera. Brave Hearts indeed, as Julian and I have shared past lifes as warriors, what explains the boldness and passion you´ll see in the recordings. To go absolutely conscious into these processes, as a representative for others, needed both, the cochones and clarity of the masculine and the total surrender and agape of the feminine. Julian and I embody both both and switched in front of the camera roles  in the blink of an eye to shift the energies. Really awesome material.

The other thing is that I started to create webinars and on Sunday the 11th of February 2018 you´ll be able to join the threesome Quantum Healing Space, that I have co-created with my beloved Sisters Muriel Shickman and Therese Wenk. We´ll bring our outstanding healing abilities together to offer a healing space for all that have experienced abuse in any form. Abusive behaviour is happening on all levels and the abuse is created by and bringing forth imbalance. We three are coming together to offer balance for the ones in the audience, who are at the same time representatives for mankind. Every healed individual will also bring healing to the planet. That´s why I´m so passionate about this work. We will start at 8 p. m. CET. You can join and book the webinar here: https://www.edudip.com/w/278326

Well the day before, the 10th of February will be the next Monthly Rose Touch. People that have messaged me that they want to be included in the Circle of Love-Energy will receive their Rose Touch via the Quantum Field, as always given with deep Love and for free. You can just message me, to be put on the list of people included.

What is new is that there will be from now on every month an option to watch this live. And after the transmission of the Rose Touch in front of the camera I will start the Rose Talk, a talk about a special topic. I will choose a guest to talk about a topic. And I will pick a few questions or comments from the audience, as a representation of the energies. I will start this first Rose Talk with the topic “Balance” as balance is the centerpoint of all healing. And it is my honour and priviledge to have Julian as my first Rose Talk Partner. This first session will have the symbolic price of only 3,-€ to have the trinity as a price to enter. What you´ll receive is priceless, indeed. I don´t know how long the event will take place, there´s not much planning involved when going quantum, it will be at least an hour long, but my inner voice tells me it´s more likely this will be about 2 hours or so. So if you want to join the Rose Touch & Talk, starting at 6 p. m. C.E.T., you can sign in via this link: https://www.edudip.com/w/281534

Trinity is the unity behind duality, only understood when moving beyond.

Sending my Love´n Light out to all that injoy it 😉 <3

Adam and the feminine split

In the bible there have been two women for Adam. One was created alike him, but he wanted to dominate her, what she refused. So she had to leave paradise (that´s paradise, to be submissive to an entitled dominator, thinking he´s “better”?!), being the representative of the demonized female energies. The witch/bitch, known as Lilith. She will never allow Adam to own her, as this would mean to make herself less than she is.

So Adam got a second woman, Eve. His wife and the mother of his children. Well, she is said to be created out of his rib…. That already speaks volumes. She´s not even an own being, but just created by what he wouldn´t miss at all. And that´s exactly how she´s treated.

No wonder Lilith will never allow Adam to own her. Who wants to give herself fully, birth his creations, nourishes them and is not even being honored for it, but taken as granted? If Eve would break her own heart and leave husband and children, to become free and sovereign again, she would suddenly represent Lilith and than he runs for her. But just as long as she is not present.

The reason for that has nothing to do with Eve/Lilith or however you name these archetypes. The male can just not allow the unity with the feminine as an equal. Why would anyone ever have to belittle someone else? Being better, more evolved than? Only attractive when not present? Because he doesn´t value himself and does not even really dare to be one with the feminine. That´s why he tried to dominate her in the first place, to then make her worthless. It just mirrors the inner conflict.

Honestly, the feminine principle is not honored at all, although nothing could exist, when not coming through her. How weird is it, that she has to become a demon to have some kind of freedom (although always hunted, therefore always haunting Adams shattered mind).

And of course this plays out with outer characters, but it has nothing to do with the outer world, but is taking place within every individual, no matter the gender. Archetypes that we just project on the outside, to declare us independent of them. Make them wrong, to feel right. How you perceive and treat others, shows how you really feel about yourself.

I see it, I hold love and compassion while I know the struggle it´s just an illusion, created by the fearful mind. I do not have to make others less or better. I am content within me. I honor myself and the other. Because this is who I am and that can not be defined by someone else. There´s no split, no lack, no story, no separation at all, unless you create it.

 

What we value

It´s been funny that I am all about Love…and at the same time have always received Masterlessons around money and been working with money to earn my living, many years. Now it´s starting to make sense to me, how these two areas have been perfect on my path.

I realized lately that earning my money with something I have no real passion for was for a long time hard for me, but making money with what I love seemed even absolutely impossible.

There are 2 reasons for it:

1.) Many people are willing to pay a high price for things that are worthless and do not value what is priceless.

2.) I have paid such a high price for being a loving being, no one can even imagine how much I have paid. It´s been the reason why I refused my path so long and stayed in the background. I´ve payed the bloodprice so often for being of service. But the broken heart has been way worse than the destroyed bodies. Truth is that we can not love enough, to make the frozen hearts melt. We can not be conscious enough to make the blinds see.

A lot of money-issues have of course to do with self-worth and who doesn´t have issues there? It has also to do with giving and receiving. I´ve written an article once, that might be interesting for you: http://oneblog.soulutions.one/2017/01/09/giving-and-receiving/

I´ve had so many people in my life trying to take advantage. The human hunts, deceives, steals, lies…and all  of it s/he does to him/herself, as a Master just wouldn´t. Not because of good and evil, but because that´s not working and why would a master do that to him or others? That´s just not what s/he is.

And I have also so much given and received for free. Honestly, I couldn´t have earned my mastery on a money-level. I got so much for free, in some cases I paid just what I could and in other cases I paid a hugh fee. The reason why I am that I am is my awareness, my love, compassion, joy and soul-driven passion. I make the best out of everything, so even if someone offers crap I´ll transmute it into wisdom, fun or something useful.

There´s still much to learn when it comes to money for me and all others in the spiritual community. That´s a weakpoint. Worth and value…I´m still not absolutely clear here, but I know these 3 things

  1.  That we can not give to receive and experience real abundance.
  2. Some things are priceless. I didn´t feel good, when I couldn´t afford it although I highly value it, so I assumed it´s not for me and felt better.
  3. We always pay somehow. The universe has it´s own balance-sheet.

What does that mean for my own work?

Yesterday I´ve received the message, that whatever price-tag I want to put on something is the price.

People from this day on can not receive things for free although some things are for free, for example my Monthly Rose Touch. This is a generous, loving universe. Everyone should have access to healing or wisdom. And if you take energy to bring in healing into this world, pay it forward to others, add wisdom, or just be happy and grateful, there´s absolute balance in this and I love to be of service. Love is absolutely priceless, you can not earn it, steal it or destroy it.

In this very second I receive the information, that people have never received things for free. When they have taken from me, without adding something of value to this world, they have always paid a price. The same goes for everyone, and subconsciously knowing that, might have been the reason why I always tried to make as much as possible out of everything.

I am working in divine service. He charges, if I don´t 😉

 

 

Dying to be me

Last year  I experienced 3 major steps on my path.

1.) I wondered why I had still attracted abusive people. The answer was a shock. Literally frozen in time for 40 years and opening my eyes for some ugly stuff around me.

2.) An shadow-aspect returning home and the message that “the Master is in the House”. Too funny, I couldn´t remember to have asked for him to come in, but maybe that´s been the reason why he was able to enter. Well, with the integration of my shadow, things seemed to be already brighter. Until…

3.) I was told by my eternal self that I have to die. And that there´s a choice to be made by me. The choice to be reborn in the same body or to come in again as a newborn. I was shown my potential parents, their energetic body coming together in an act of love to conceive the new life. I saw the energetic body of the fetus in the mothers womb, felt the love she held for the little one – what could be me. I´ve gotta say that this felt really attractive to me, as it´s been the very opposite of this lifetime. A fresh start under conditions that are loving and supportive felt really good. The other option was to be reborn in the same old body. And I was told this would be the harder option, as changing while staying the same is way more difficult. I chose the difficult version. Of course.

I was not sure if the message was understood, as I still felt the new body calling me. So I even wrote a letter adressed at my daughter, just in case…

But my choice was heard, cause when I woke up in the morning, a few days later, my whole surrounding felt totally strange to me. At least I changed my incarnation while sleep-time, that´s been a goodie. But still not that funny, as I had lost all attachment and interest to the things that once have been mine. Loosing attachment sounds nice…it´s not in real. I can hardly describe what was going on with me. I doubted if I might have lost my mind. I was so unattached, that I could walk out of me door the very next minute and never wanting to look back, no thoughts and feelings about the old would arise. My birthchart has had lots of earth in it, so this was really weird for me.

The strangest thing was, that all was the same, but I am not. It is really like a new incarnation. Love is the only thing that remained. I will always love my daughter, no matter what body or incarnation or relationship we have. And I love cats and coffee and the starlight. And Love itself of course.

The real difficult thing was that people expected me to be the same, plus even if I had no real attachments, I still had tendencies for some behaviours, that I had to get rid off. That´s why dying is much easier, than staying in the body. When you die everyone accepts that you are not available. But when they see the same body, they´ll blame you for not being and behaving like you are supposed to – from their point of view. But of course, it doesn´t matter what someone expects, we are the ones who have to take ownership of our behaviours…no one else can be blamed for what is our responsibility. So I tried to look as normal as possible, while unbecoming what I am not.

Dying alive was a hell of a ride, while I am in total peace, holding hands and having a melt-in with all of me, loving all of me. Well and of course a million angels, incarnated or not, trying to assist me. Two of them I have chosen to cooperate with for a quantum healing space about abuse. That´s been done to the most beautiful Souls and we need them being themselves again. Whole and complete. Well today Therese offered me spontaneously to have a look, what´s still missing in my field. She´s an awesome healer. Well actually she´s been a midwife today. She´s been handed the last missing piece to be integrated again. My divine blueprint, the innocent baby child …the aspect, that´s still been missing. Dying, to be reborn. Hallelujah.

(W)hole and comp(l)ete

We have to be content within ourselves, becoming whole and complete again. No one can give that to us and no one can take it from us.

Since quite some days my Masterself showed me situations, where the split between the fe/male energies has been seen clearly, to shine the light of my consciousness there.

I saw how we become needy, a hole instead of whole. Or how we did compete instead of being complete. It happens everytime when we expect something from the outside or when we want to overtrump others.

Expectations/needyness is often expressed through the feminine energies and the competitive/fighting energies through the male energies. But all of us have both in us, what already holds the so(u)lution for this problem.

On monday morning my divine self told me to have a coffee in a nearby café and told me where to sit down, to relax and watch the scenery. What happened to be a fighting couple. An older man with a chinese woman as a mate. He told her he is going to have a Thai Massage and she was totally jealous at the woman he wanted to go to, to have this massage. It´s been interesting, as this guy was totally controlling this woman, told her even how to sit or eat. And she allowed that to happen, while being totally out of her mind and really agressive in all, her body, her voice, words and energy, cause she felt hurt and was afraid to loose this man. I watched it, remembering how a guy once played that jealousy trick on me, when nothing else has been working any more, to control me. Of course he was just trying to control his own inner feminine and I wanted to be valued by my inner male. He had also tried to suppress and control me, as a reflection of his feminine, that he feared. Well, and the woman in front of me that I watched while having my coffee? She started fighting, cause the mans behaviour gave her a feeling of unworthyness. No matter how much she tried to please him, she was not enough for him. She was fighting him, because she was fighting her inner selfworth-issues. Why did my masterself show this to me? Well to heal my past, while sending Love and Awareness towards this man and this woman, so for them a space for their so(u)lution opened. Cause, me sitting there having a coffee, opened a different timeline for that couple. My masterself told me, that the woman will end her relationship what will set both free… Many women will refuse their roles. Many men too, hopefully. I deeply honor those, that dare to bring in the change.

On tuesday my stonepeople arrived, as a gift from beloved Muriel Shickman. They introduced themselves as Mr. and Mrs. Stone. Mrs. Stone told me how she has once been made out of soft wood, but hardened over a long periode with the determined spearhead, Mr. Stone. And well, he told me how much he wanted to be embraced by her and admired for his sharpness and how he has over time lost the tip of his stony head, as it has been rounded by the hardened wood. Well I listened to them and then introduced them to their daughter Jade Stone-Owl, whom had already arrived at christmas. How astonished they had been, that a stone can be hard, piercing and round. How he can be shiny, beautiful and flying. Wise, easy and tough.

Today I have been at my office-job. My direct boss is a guy who has been in military and always remembered me at the crazy military guy in the film “Avatar”. He´s proud in never giving in, always having to be the best. Normally I get along with him quite well. Being respectful, but never devote. I learned much about sovereignity in that job. But of course that guy senses the tiniest bit of “weakness” in others. That´s the moment he´ll try to dominate you. I didn´t get much sleep lately and had a little op at my left foot, so he might have sensed vulnerablility. Today I wanted to leave early and while I prepared to leave, he entered my office and said “Here´s todays post. You´ll not leave, unless it is done.” Always good for jokes this guy. I took the letters, put them in my In-Box and said “I´ll go. I´ve got an aching foot and an appointment.” He answered: “Even more fun for someone who enjoys being sadistic.” I laughingly answered, that he´s free to have his fun and I´m going to have mine, too. Took my jacket and left. And that is exactly the reason, why he likes me somehow, although he hates it that he likes me.

The appointment I have had was with Julian La Erosius from Luxury Masters Academy, for recording a session of the Healing of the Heart series, he´s creating. It´s been absolutely amazing, cause Julian went far beyond the warrior male principle and powergames, but he can open his heart truly without loosing the masculine energy. That is still so seldom and so much needed. We went today in this session beyond the fe/male energy split into the integration of all that we are, to be living examples how to leave all old roles and powergames behind, how to truly love ourselves and others.

We have to be whole and content within ourselves. No one can give that to us or can take it from us. When we love ourselves, and also the other, we will never play games that are no fun, we will never hurt ourselves or corrupt ourselves. And when we are whole again, we´ll treat the other the same way. It´s as easy as that.

The worst thing about abuse…

The worst thing about abuse have in my case not been the abusers. Looking backwards most of these folks have been very distorted and cowardish people, whom have normally been abused themselves.

In most cases abused people become offenders themselves or victims. And believe me it´s not the one chosing the victim-role who is the weak one. Things are seldom as they seem.

I know that I have chosen my life-path with great intend. To stand exactly where I am now!

No, the worst have been the ones knowing what´s happening and going into denial, to not risk their comfort.

The sisters of my abuser, changing the linen of the bed the eight year old shared with an adult man. My mother not wanting to take responsibilty for the life she has brought to earth, so she looked away for more than three years. And it´s been a doctor telling her, he would publicly hold her accountable for having the blood of her own child coming over her, when not taking me out of that household. And it´s not been her conscience, but his authority that saved my life.

Last year, when coming into awareness, leaving victim-consciousness behind, I saw how I still have been emotional and spriritually abused. With such an energetic signature the energy-vampires are always nearby. The Rose itself spoke to me to tell me that “Not all, collecting Roses do it out of love.” Indeed! When I stood up and spoke up for myself, my “sisters” looked away and some even took side for the abusing part. Well, they have chosen and their path is none of my business.

Now that I am at a point where I have found balance in me, against all odds, but with all heavenly forces holding my back, I have received messages myself and through others to help heal the wound that I had to overcome myself. What makes sense of course. I am aware that this brings up all the forces, that benefit from the “divide and conquer”, as I am going far beyond a pitty-party for victims or stupid gender-bashing. I go to the root as I see behind the obvious.

So the newest thing was a porn-vid sended out, with my name and picture on it, via messenger to my facebook-contacs. Pft! Seriously?! How should someone like me, standing so big, strong and tall after all she has experienced, to be offended or silenced with such a scam?! It might damage my FB-friendships or my business, of course. But guess what: That´s working for me, not against me. The ones that are sorted out that way are not the ones I want to have around anyway.

And when I wrote about it in Facebook and made a statement, most didn´t react at all, like always. Not even those that really believed it was me in the porn, found one word! Bravo! The silent masses, that´s what is the worst on this planet. They make all of it possible at all.

It can not touch me anymore. Who I am is not to be defined by the actions or in-actions of others. I have used all on my path to move beyond these games of a distorted duality. But I know one thing: The veil is lifting and the roles people are choosing become obvious. Don´t count on MY silence anymore! I will speak up. My facebook post and my blogpost are not written by someone who is hurt, but by someone who will make the silent m asses visible. I do it for those that have until now not taken their power back, to show them they can find their voice again, too. I do it because of all, who still wish things to be unseen and unspoken, so nothing will change.

To the abusers and enabelers: I welcome your darkness and will weave my magic to make your ways impossible, for a New Earth. The place I decended from to walk my brothers and sisters home. We are many, we are everywhere and nothing will prevent the future as she is already here.

I shine my light, indeed – and whatever you give to me, may it be light or dark, for an Alchema it´s all just fuel. If you stand in the light of my consciousness and see a shadow on the wall, it´s not me being scared and running, that´s for sure!

 

 

 

New Vid out about: Fear, Shadows and Darkness

I´ve made a new vid, that holds a deeper understanding about healing, duality and what balance actually really means. There is a huge misconception around that topic, especially in the lightworker community, where many are quite ignorant when it comes to these issues. Nothing is as absurde as lightworkers whom are afraid of shadows, darkness and in total denial.  If we really want to become whole again, move beyond duality, this has to be faced. I guess I made a real good job, to make it quite easy to digest, but it´s of course not the easiest of all topics anyway.

https://youtu.be/4xcBE4UfiTI

Why we cannot uplift others

I´ve gotta joyful, loving heart and I´m an empath, so I always totally enjoyed it to see people thrive.

The stranger it has been to me, that a lot of people first have been totally amazed by me, to than later start strange games, what normally ended our relationship.

If you are a loving empath who tries to uplift people, what never really works out, this article might be quite helpful to understand what´s really going on in these cases. And it holds a much better so(u)lution at the end.

First of all: We can not uplift someone, who feels down. S/he has to decide to stand up on their own.

If you ever have seen cases of co-dependency, there is always the one trying to help the person that is down. In the end, they are maybe both down, because of the energetic feeding and games that are taking place. When you finally leave, the one who is believing to be down will stand up…or, in most cases, find someone else, who tries to “help him up”.

The same dynamic is taking place when you try to uplift someone. It´s the same game, just a smaller stage. You cannot do anything for a person, but inspire them. If they do not get ignited by your spark, there´s no way to help them, without burning yourself out.

Ok, I will share a typical scenario, that had replays in different variations in my past: I meet someone, we become friends, as I´ve got something that they are missing within themselves. They love my joy, my kind heart or my inner stability. Whatever it has been, they see something inside of me, that they want to have too. Well, when I looked at them I saw their inner light, their being. I knew that they can have that too, whatever it is they see in me. They are one with all that is, they can be whatever they want. I tried to show that to them, to encourage them, remind them. Well, that´s been the moment when things started to go wrong. When comming closer with my light, all they did was focus on their shadow on the wall, getting bigger and bigger. I´ve been too much for them, so they tried to control me, own me, belittle me or turn in some way against me. And in many cases my “friends” became my hidden enemies, even waiting for a weak moment of mine, to bring me down, using everyhing they could find. They did fight me, because they somehow thought me to be above them. They have been the ones believing to be down. No one can change someone elses be-lie-f. People are creating their reality. You can not uplift them, when they think they are down.

And my role in that scenario? I did also only fool myself, believing I can do for people what they are not willing to do for themselves. And as I felt that I am too much for them, I tried to be careful. I´ve got a 12th house sun in capricorn, shining behind the scenes and therefore been targeted from hidden enemies. I´ve been hiding my light and they did hide their darkness until both collided. It´s been breaking my heart a million times – until it just couldn´t, as I understood what had taken place. They did not fight me, but their own shadow, caused by their own light they saw reflected in me and that they couldn´t open up for.

The more funnier and pleasant occasions have been people telling me how much I have evolved, while I thought that I am who I have always been. Well, actually they did evolve and therefore could also see more of my light. But that´s of course very beautiful.

See, when someone has to be uplifted, someone is above them, what is a total misconception. I told you I always knew that we all hold this divine spark. Noone is above. But I did dim my light often, to make it easier and more comfortable for others, to be around me. I wanted to be accepted by them, but just had to learn to accept myself, all facettes of me. That´s why I met so many people with a hidden darkness, as I´ve been hiding my light.

The so(u)lution for all who want to help others is the following:

Stop uplifting, but instead inhabit and shine your light with all your might.

And yes, it might be that a lot of persons will turn their back on you as they cannot stand your shine, but they are at the moment not a match anyway. You would just distract, and struggle with, each other. Won´t help no one.

Shine your beauty with all your might, it will attract the right ones and you will inspire and ignite your divine sparkle endlessly as you are a match and mirror to each other.

 

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