Your problem is a pro

Each problem is a search for solutions and each ailment is a search for health.

Even the words show the hidden treasure. Your problem includes a pro. And ailment is a hint for h ail.

As we are living in duality things are delivered through contrast. This contrast that might make you suffer, really makes you search for release and completion. There´s no need to suffer. Just look out for the so(u)lution.

“The problem isn´t the problem; the problem is our attitude about the problem.” Captain Jack Sparrow

Sounds funny, but is true. No, of course I know how serious all problems feel. Have had enough of them myself…and they still show up, even life-threatening sometimes. What do you think how a Soulutioner is trained? With tons of shitty issues. Seen it all, been it all. Just to love it all.

We focus on the problem. We allow the problem to create our attitude, we give our power to the problem. The reason why we suffer is that our attitude recreates the problem. If you allow the problem to shape your attitude, you just create the cause for a repetition.

The most difficult point in my work is to see what the real issue is. Sometimes things are entangled and twisted. That´s the reason why even very evolved persons are needing assistance. When you are too close you can´t see it. And of course we´ve all got our blind spots.

Try to find the true issue and ask yourself: What is your problems gift? How does it want to serve you? What is your lesson? What is the pattern? What makes you miserable? Than start to install the opposite than normal, cause the opposite brings balance. And all healing is a state of balance. Your old normal recreated the issue. Find a new normal.

What is really helpful: Just love your problem. Even when you don´t have a solution. Honor that it tries to assist you. Brings sometimes sudden wonders.

Here are some common issues, just to inspire you:

  • Your feeling of rejection might be a call to accept all that is, first of all yourself.
  • Your anger might be just your suppressed passion. Live it.
  • Your loneliness might bring you in alignment with your core. Cause that is where you are all one. And it will guide you to the people that feel like home.
  • Your sadness might ask you to find happiness and joy.
  • Powerstruggles might be a call to find your own power within yourself. You own it and nobody can take it from you, unless you hand it over.
  • Desillusions might deliver you truth and a deep sense of reality.

These are just some examples. Every person is different and in the end all so(u)lutions are found within yourself. But Love is always the Master-So(u)lutioner. May s/he guide you well.

Shine your light!

Invitation to become Touched by a Rose

This year of new beginnings is bringing a gift to you. I am guided to offer the Rose Touch once per month at a given time through the Inner Net for everyone who wants to receive its.

The first Session in 2017 will take place January 7th at 10 p.m. my time (Germany), what is 9 p.m. GMT, 1 p.m. PMT, 2 p.m. MST, 3 p.m. CST, 4 p.m. EST and so on. Here you can find your time zone:

If you can´t make it at the given time, join at a time that suits you, as you may participate in the NOW.

How does it work?

At the given time, you find yourself a nice place and make sure you won´t be disturbed for at least 30 minutes. Make it a comfortable experience, maybe lit a candle, burn incense, play relaxation music or whatever helps you to get into a calm, meditative state. Breath calm while you focus onto your heart, as it is your gate. Imagine to open your heart and enter a holy place, where you sit between roses to receive the high frequencies of OneLove delivered to you through the Inner Net.

Normaly I give the Rose Touch while a One-on-One Session personally or via Skype. But I´ve been teached that the Rose Energy is available at every time and place. It is a quantum experience and the only things required are your intend to participate, to open your heart and to receive these high frequencies.

If you want to participate just put your name under this post. You might adress an issue or just trust that the Rose Energy knows your needs. Please don´t put someone elses name to the list, as free will is very important in this case. Sole exceptions are your own children that are under 14 years or your pets, as you are their care-takers.

I´ve been trained in many lifetimes for this work, but I´m only the bridge, the one that has the ability to hold and deliver these energies, but it is not about me or my human persona. I want to make that very clear. It is the pure Loveenergy that resides in all living beings that brings the blessings and healing energy. It is your own essence you´ll experience. So everybody that participates is strengthening this Inner Net, although s/he benefits from it. Welcome to the new earth. Let´s love it into life!

Shine your light precious soul!

For the ones, that would prefer to be guided into the Meditation, I´ve recorded a visit into you own Rosegarden to receive the Rose Touch. The sound quality is really not good, as I´ve  used a dictaphone and you hear sound in the background, my breath etc., but it is just an extra offer. Just klick on the Link below.

Monthly Rose Touch Medi

And don´t worry in case you should fall asleep, you´ll receive your Rose Touch anyway.<3

2017 – The year of new beginnings

Welcome everybody in 2017, the year of new beginnings. May all of you fulfill your dreams and experience lots of joy, love,  health and wealth.

Whats in the store for 2017? I´ve received two messages for 2017. The most important key in this year will be to express the true self. I´ve recieved the message that 2017 “people will show their true colors”. In some cases that will be surprising or even shocking, as “people won´t be able to hide”. We all have been educated to behave in a special way, to develop a false persona. It won´t be possible to hide behind this mask in 2017.

In some cases even our own behaviour will be surprising to us, as we don´t like our true self, that´s the reason for the mask. But there´s no other way to become a balanced and healed being, but to do your shadow work. Behind the shadow lies you biggest treasure. And your treasure will also surprise you in 2017. Be who you are, not what the world expected you to be. Love yourself truly, that´s the healing for all shadows. There´ll be a few postings this year about this issue, as this is one of my specialities and might be the reason why I´ve recieved this message.

Another important issue this year will be to “come together with like-minded”. Cooperations, groups and cocreation of all kinds will be very important. There will be lots of opportunities to come together for all kinds of reasons. Life is a rich bufet in 2017. How to choose? Ask your heart, not your mind. That will be very important. And be honest with each other to built healthy relationships of all kinds. It´s not the time to hide your intend, but to express your wants and needs.

May 2017 bring you way more than you can dream of now.

Shine your light!

The space between the years

The signature of the current time quality is fitting perfectly for a conscious transition from one year to the other.

I´m someone who´s very aware that we can change our lifes every minute, if we choose so. But time has also a quality, why the concepts of timelines seems much more real to me than time as a given in a linear sense. I can sense energies  and my conclusion is:

a) There exist something like cosmic “weather”, energetic conditions  that influence you somehow. That´s why astrology is a scientific artform.

b) Another timeline has another “taste” of energies. You match your timeline through vibration. Sometimes we change them very often in just one day.

Paracelsus called Astrology “the queen of arts”. And that is true, as reading the signs, knowing about the weather is very helpful. But now we see even that there is the possibility to go quantum, to give intend and tune into a frequency of joy or love, to choose a timeline that we enjoy more.

Let´s use that to make a good transition from 2016, the year of endings, to 2017, the year of new beginnings. Here are three steps, that might be helpful for you:

  1. Be grateful for all. I´m using the retro mercury and the capricorn new moon to go inside and I´m making a list of all I´ve experienced, that I´m grateful for. Being grateful is very important as it makes us aware of all the blessings we experience and all the beautiful people in our lifes. If you even write it at a piece of paper, it´s almost unbelievable how much blessings we experience in one year. Being grateful brings you also in a good vibration, to bring in more good things and people. I´m also grateful for the not so nice experiences, as they teached me important lessons. I want to be aware of these lessons, to not recreate them.
  2. Let go of the old. The old means all that is no more needful. Be aware, cause it´s not possible to escape your unwanted stuff. As long as you didn´t get the message, learned your lesson, you won´t be able to let go.  Make sure you  found the hidden treasure in your obstacles. Than take the treasure and let go of the obstacle. The cause for the obstacle is always inside of us. A strange pattern or a believe. Some of these believes may look nice, for example that being a kind person fits to a lightworker, but they might harm us. Well if someone is just unconscious, you are waking them up when you are nice and kind. But if someone is so unconscious that he invested deep, deep in darkness and chooses darkness with intend, being nice isn´t the right answer. That´s one of my lessons this year. You may also write down all that is no more needed in your life and for example burn it at the new years eve as a symbol to send it to the light. I also smudge my home at the end of the year, to clean it from all old energies.
  3. Give intend for the future. What is it inside you, that wants to be lived and experienced? Follow your passion, what is it your heart is yearning for? Make contact with your higher self if there is something that wants to show itself now. Write it also down or even create a visionboard, what is really fun. Hang it somewhere you see it often as a good reminder what you really want, while the new year moves on and  a lot of distractions will show up. From my point of view it´s better to write down the feeling you want to experience, for example “Love” or “Abundance”. Don´t insist it has to be Peter Brown or Betty Smith that has to give you this feeling. And letting abundance or love into your life in a thousand different ways is a much better experience. That won´t exclude Peter Brown and Betty Smith, if they feel the same for you. It will just make your life much richer and fulfilling to choose the energetic taste you want in your life and not care too much about the details. Hand it to your Higher Self and the Devine Service Team.

Wishing all of you a beautiful, joyful and abundant experience while crossing the markers of the years. I´m wishing you lots of love and celebration! May you feel happy and blessed!

Shine your light!


Your filters block what you desire

When we watch other persons it is often quite obvious how they create their own personal kind of prison. But we all do it.

A few weeks ago I was waiting in a row at a bakery. The saleswoman there was terribly stressed. You didn´t have to be an empath to get that. She was trying to rush, always looking at the row that became bigger and bigger. So she was unfriendly, making mistakes, giving the people the wrong stuff, falling over her own feet, starting to argue with the people in front of her, that felt badly treated. She´s been focussed on the problem, that became bigger and bigger. Her solution would have been to calm down and focus on one ordner by the other. But as she has been inside the situation, she couldn´t see it. I felt for her, cause stress is sometimes also an issue for me. So I tried to assist her energetically and with my attitude, when reaching the counter. I thought maybe if I stay very friendly, relaxed and focussed that might help her. Nope! Made it worse! I´ve just ordered two rolls, nothing else. Very easy one might think. I had to repeat it three times, cause she didn´t get it, starred somewhere else, repeated my order, turned around to get them, than came back to ask me again. She not once looked at me, so she didn´t get my friendly smile. And if so she would have taken it as a sign of sarcasm, I´m quite sure. She than dropped the rolls on the floor, so had to take new ones, gave me not enough backcash, and when I told her so in a friendly way, she even became harsh…I almost couldn´t believe it.  It´s been because of her filters, that where just letting through stress. All we experience has to pass our filters. And we all have them, so I´m sure no human has ever seen something like reality. No information that doesn´t fit to your filters will reach you. That´s the biggest obstacle when it comes to the art of creation. When our filters are such of lack of money, love, support, freedom etc. we won´t be able to reach these experiences, cause we won´t see them , although they might be in reach. We only get what we expect and therefore recreate our past instead of a new, desired future.

So you have to train your perception. Watch out for even the smallest pieces of the wanted experience. You might watch out for love and dream endlessly of your soul-mate, that just doesn´t show up. And s/he won´t as long as you are in waiting and complaining mode, you´ve got to be in the receiving mode. Train yourself to realize small experiences of love (or whatever you are looking for), that are already available. Someone smiling at you, a child huggin´you or paiting a picture for you, a puppy coming along for a cuddle, a neighbor bringing cookies, a postcard of a friend…

That´s the reason why gratefulness is such a mighty tool when it comes to manifestations. It trains your awareness from lack to abundance, what changes your filters.

I´m sure it has to do with energetic frequencies also. You have to be an energetic match to receive things. That´s the reason why the woman in the bakery had the most trouble with her calmest client; her and my vibration have been galaxies apart. That´s the reason why she just couldn´t understand my order. Totally other energetic frequency.

The fotos below show the same picture, but seen with different filters. A simple one, with not many colors. But when you change shades and colors a bit, you receive a totally different picture, that creates a totally different feeling and experience.

Choose your filters wisely and shine your light!



This year I chose to spend christmas al(l)one for the first time in my life. Had to do with some circumstances and so I saw it as a kind of research. Experience is the way I find out about life, cause there´s a huge difference between an idea, an assumption and the lived experience.

So what did I find out?

  1. The biggest present is being present. At many family meetings noone is. And if you are the only one who is present, that might be a lonesome day. Better being totally on your own than lonely in a crowd. If the present of your presence isn´t appreciated you shouldn´t give it. That´s a matter of self-respect.
  2. Very often the presents are way more important than the persons, that gave them. If so, you might question giving presents and presence.
  3. Being one genetic family doesn´t mean you have much in common. That´s nobodys faulth, but doesn´t require repetitions christmas after christmas after christmas. Sometimes it´s a present to not spend time together…at least for one self.
  4. Open communication can safe the party.  Well, or it might make that christmas unforgetable ^_^ Depends on the directness. But you should give your family the chance to know you, before you decide to no longer meet them.
  5. Christmas isn´t a tree. It isn´t the songs, the food, the candles. Christmas is about love, when there is no love, there is no real christmas. Love is the ultimate present.
  6. I´m connected through the inner net of hearts. It´s not possible for me to be alone, even if I try. I am Love and I am dearly loved.
  7. I love modern media. Receiving lovely pics  and calls from my daughter and son-in-law, messages from friends all over the world…plus having a hannukah christmas celebration via skype with my beloved Rose Sister in Israel. Nothing can keep real family apart.
  8. Giving to others not what we owe (nothing!), but what we can give easily and freely, as it is given and received with joy. An elderly aunt might be very happy about a little card or a short phone call.
  9. The unknown makes us search for connection. A friend that is spending christmas in an orphanage in Asia is messaging me 10 times more than when she´s at home…cause being connected feels like home.
  10.  Christmas may also bring up sad feelings, cause we might miss someone. Allowing all feelings is also a present we might give ourselves.

You´ve got to be energetically present to be a present present. Give yourself fully and shine your light! Happy holy days!

Celebrate the light

To me this is the most beautiful time of the year. Once in the year people behave in a way that feels normal to me. They are loving, kind, generous, joyful and thoughtful (or at least they try).

I am starting my celebrations always at the solstice. My shamanic and witchy akash can´t help it, but loves the symbolism of holding the light and trusting in its strenght. Blessed Yule, dear ones!

Than the joy continues with christmas. The day when I was supposed to arrive on earth and the reason for my first firstname. Well with this name I am destined to love the christmas spirit totally, that represents my natur quite well (although I missed my first x-mas party, cause I came in with a little delay).

Than comes the new year with a big party and all the optimism and enthusiasm. Fits also very much with me, cause I love new beginnings. And when the rest of the world is already back to normal I celebrate my birthday as the last point of rebellion against the grey, boring, uninspired normal on this planet. But this year I´ve got a crazy idea: I´ll try to not stop to celebrate, but find endless more reasons…to celebrate and shine the light endlessly.

Have a blessed holiday seasons dear ones and enjoy life for whatever reason you may find to celebrate.

The blog has moved successfully

I made it! All articles from the old blog are now available here at wordpress. It´s been funny to repost them and to see and feel the energies of the last six month. So feel free to poke around a bit and find some inspirations and insights in the archive.

Fits somehow to the end of this year and mercury going retro from tomorrow on. That is always a great time to accomplish unfinished business. Many people dislike the retro mercury, but I´m using it to close loops. I believe that open loops and unfinished stuff is destructive, cause we carry it in our subconscious what creates self-sabotage. To tidy your inner and outer world will make it much easier to move on. Let your skeletons out of the closet, hug them into the light and have a nice party, it´s the holiday season. So feel inspired to use the energies to make a clean-up of the year of clean-ups.

It has been a tough year for many of us, but I´ve got to say that I feel very balanced and loving at the moment. It´s a good time to make peace with all that is, may it be inside or outside. It´s a good time to be grateful for all we could experience and if there should be something missing, that´ll be great to bring into life in 2017, the year of new beginnings.

Have fun and shine your light!


You can´t change others perception

Insights & PerspectivesPosted by Natalie Tue, December 06, 2016 08:33:00
As it´s the holiday season and we meet family, with their mostly very different point of view, especially as 2016 is the year of the clean-ups, here´s something I´d like to share:
Most people have a very, very different perception of reality than a lightworker has. And as you may be able to see the others reality, cause you were raised that way, you might not really understand that they just cannot see yours. What is obvious to you remains invisible for them. There´s no need to share your point of view, especially not with words. You won´t reach them and they will turn anything against you, as they defend their way of living. So don´t make them feel they have to defend who they are. Just stay in your own truth.

Sometimes it may be hard, as you might see how someone struggles and you might want to help them, but that might not be possible.
If you see someone having issues with their job, as they don´t do what they are really good at and feel unhappy in their working-situation, you may realize he is shaky with his self-worth. You may understand that this person is afraid to show the own abilities and therefore doesn´t thrive as much as he could, as his “normal” job won´t make him happy. Well, you may try to encourage this person and she will like it for a moment. But as she isn´t ready she might feel pushed than. And even when you don´t say anything, just stay centered and be yourself, this person will still feel challenged by your attitude. She would like to be that way, but doesn´t feel she can and so she will accuse you being arrogant and high-toned. You might be loving and kind, but still represent the shadow of this person.

I´ve got a relative that is very ill, has a lot of physical and emotional pain inside herself and all of her mindset is of the old earth. A world where you have to prove your worth with your income. your position, influence and willpower. Behind it is a huge idea of unworthyness, so she has to be “better” or “right” to not feel totally worthless, what feels like hell to her.
You cannot reach a person like that. If you try to help her on a physical level, she thinks you to be weak, as she thinks she may rule over you. If you don´t help her, she will accuse you to be a heartless being. You cannot do it right, cause she needs you to be “wrong”. In both cases she “won” in her mindset. Just like in the song of Depeche Mode “Master and servant” domination is the name of the game. And you can´t change the game someone else is playing.

We shoudn´t interfere with someone elses game, but stay focused on our own. If you get attacked for your way of living and your point of view, just don´t let them hurt you. All of that has nothing to do with you at all.
If you know and feel with all that you are, that you live the way that is yours, you don´t have to justify it, just be it.
And you don´t have to convince someone else, that their path is wrong. It isn´t. They might need all the pain and suffering they can bare. Don´t distract them. They´ll find out themselves, if they want. Free will is king.

Nevertheless we have to live our own truth. Very often we have been sitting with others, cause “we have to, it´s christmas”. No, we don´t.
If you can stand their flaws and still enjoy the day, come together with family and let them be as they are. But if all of it is a nightmare and it feels as if you are watching a horror-movie: Don´t do that to yourself. Than speak your truth, without attacking or blaming them. Say that you´ve decided you want to spend your day in your own way. Yes, they will gossipp about you, they will blame you, but they´ll do it anyway and there´s no need for sacrifice. Maybe not showing up to other´s games, will show you´re having fun with yours.

Shine your light!