Category: Touched by a Rose

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Rose-Events around the Leo´s Gate and Eclipse Season

Dear Ones,

if things in your life are a bit intense at the moment, worry not, that is just normal. It´s the cosmic weather and there´s a higher purpose behind it. It´s a transitioning periode where we have to let go of all that´s no longer working for us and instead go for our dreams, even if we have no idea how, where and when we will reach them. We don´t have to know this. Just drop what is holding you back (your old programming) and reboot your system. It´ll help you a lot if you try to stay calm and centered and just focus on this purpose. And if you can not stay calm, as the energies are very fiery and intense, channel them into constructive actions. What does that mean?

Don´t fight the unwanted, go for the wanted!

The Rose events of the next weeks will all assist you in that process if you wish to. They will all have Therese Wenk as my Co-Host. You can check out her other services when following the link: http://healingconnection.ch/

On friday the 27th of July 2018 will be a full moon, that will look reddish and it will also be the longest lunar eclipse of this century. A retrograde Mars in Aquarius will join the moon while that event and as he is close to earth at the moment,  you can see him even on the nightsky. Do not allow people to scare you with horrible words like blood moon. (He looks reddish, because of the way the light is filtered in the atmosphere). These constellations are just an indicator of energies and it is up to you how you make use out of them. Therese Wenk and I, we are experts when it comes to energetic alchemy. We transmute and channel energies and if you want you can join our webinar for this event by clicking on this link: https://www.sofengo.de/w/300588

Webinar: Magic Moon

On August 5th 2018 there will be my next Monthly Rose Touch. As always people can message me if they want to be included as a receiver of the loving Rose Energies sended out their way. You can also ask to have your own kids under 14  or your pets on the list. If you want to join life you can register here for free: https://www.sofengo.de/w/300974. The Rose Touch is this time on a sunday and the date was given me by the Rose, because it is 3 days before the Lions Gate of 8/8/2018. While that day special energies are coming in and they will be the topic for my Rose Talk after the Rose Touch is sended out. I have been told that the transmission while the Rose Touch will be a preparing for the Lions Gate and that the Energies will take 3 days to be fully integrated in the body, timely for the opening portal, flooding you with beautiful frequencies.

Webinar: The Rose Touch & Rose Talk - Topic: The Lion´s Gate

On August 11th 2018 there will be a New Moon and a Solar Eclipse, taking place in the Sign of Leo. It´ll end the eclipse season and will be a great opportunity to give intend for the next 6 month (eclipses are said to have a 6 month periode influece). What is it that you want to create and very important to remember: Who do you want to be? We have to be it to create it. The sign of Leo has a lot to do with the way we present and express ourselves. It´s important to move beyond an image or role and to live our true nature. What is the topic of this time periode, in a nutshell. The webinar on the 11th will focus on that intend and you can register when following this link: https://www.sofengo.de/w/301430

Webinar: New Moon Solar Eclipse in Leo, August 11th 2018

All webinars include a replay. In this way you can tune into the quantum energies any time and as often as you wish.

If you would like a bit of inspiration on the topic of identity and self, I´ve just published an article about it: The I-dentity Game

I wish all of you a rosy time and lots of roaring energies. Shine your beautiful light <3

 

The danger of opening the heart

I just came across someone stating that “opening the heart can be dangerous”. I know many people believe the same and of course a broken heart is the main reason why people search my advise and healing skills. Well,…what is indeed dangerous are people that don´t dare opening their heart. If you look around in the world you will recognize it´s the ones that do not dare to love whom are causing the trouble. Obviously they create pain for others, but on the long run also for themselves. And when we allow it, pain is infectious.

What people mean when they say they fear to open their heart is, that they do not trust in their own abilities. The abilities to make wise decisions, to have integrity, decisiveness…and when all of the above fails: in their ability to recover.

The benefit of an often broken heart is that you´ll discover that you are invincible.

Truth is that when you are a loving kind person, you’ll attract lots of nice people, but between them will be a few that take your open heart for weakness and try to take advantage of it. Happened a million times to me…until I realized nothing ever happened to me. I am happy, alive and thriving, while a lot of those people trying to fool and hurt me are miserable, unhappy or already dead. The old ways don’t work anymore. The light is winning and to enter the team one has to open the heart. There’s no other way to thrive in the new energies.

What happens when an open heart meets a closed one? Truth is that I prefer loving kind people, but in the end all is serving me, that is coming my way. And I have found my strength and integrity when I dared to love myself and others. There´s a saying:”What doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger.” Well even when it killed me, it made me not only stronger, but also wiser. I know I can handle everything and still love deeply.

Because I love deeply, I can handle everything. That´s what you´ll find out, when you dare it.

Hurt people hurt people. When you close your heart you´ll add to the problem. When you open your heart you become a living so(u)lution.

Shine your light, dear One <3

 

Rose News for June

My next Monthly Rose Touch is taking place on Saturday June 9th at 6. p. m. CEST. Those that want to be added to the list of participants, just let me know. You can also ask to have your pets added, cats and dogs enjoy the energies a lot. If you want to add your children, please only do it when they are under 14 years. Free will is really important on the Souls journey <3

Those that want to enter live, please feel invited to join the “Rose Touch & Rose Talk”, you have to register on the platform but the Monthly Rose Session is for free, to give everyone access to healing energies: https://www.sofengo.de/w/295456

If you do not live in Europe and want to know what 6 p. m. Berlin time means for your own time-zone, here is a little tool you can use: http://www.thetimezoneconverter.com/

But you can also register and listen to the replay, as my Rose Touch is a form of quantum healing and therefore working outside of time and space. The topic for my Rose Talk will be “Connecting with the Core” and as this is the main focus of my own work, to assist people to connect with their true, eternal self, I will be the one who will talk about the topic this month and my guests are invited to ask questions or share their experiences. If you can´t join live, you can send me a message and you will be included in the discussion and can watch it later. Also you can tune into the replay as often as you like, as you will always have a slightly different experience. Quantum is interacting with your present now-moments and people have great results when entering the quantum room whenever they need a lovebath 😉 <3

On Sunday 10th of June 2018, I will start a webinar that will have 3 sessions,  three sundays in a row, to have an intensive experience and deeper and easier anchoring of the transmitted energies for the participants. The Webinar about the healing of the heart “Herzensheilung – Intensiv Webinar mit dem Rose Touch” is for german speaking people only. If you´d be interested in an english version, please let me know. Maybe I can offer it in english after the german series is over. But for the benefit of the participants, and to manage my own energy properly, I will only have one Intensive at a time.

I am sure this  summer will bring surprises for all of us and to be centered within our hearts, connected with our own I Am Beingness, is the best approach we can take, as it allows us to make wise decisions and to thrive.

As always: Love is the question, option and answer.

So shine yor lovelight and have a happy June <3

 

Twin Flames – The purifying Love

Meeting your Twin is the most purifying love experience you will ever have. It will bring up everything in your being that isn´t balanced.

It may seem like heaven and hell at once, as your reactions towards each other can be really extreme and only someone who has met his/her own twin can understand what´s going on. The rest of the world might just think you are crazy.

As we know how unusual this experience is, but also how important on your souls journey, we bring together 3 of us Twins on next Friday, May 25th 2018 for a quantum healing webinar about the topic of the twin flame. No matter if you met your Twin already or want to prepare yourself for this magic moment, you might benefit greatly from this event. Therese Wenk and me are collaborationg again on this event, to work with the participants on an energetic level, as we are both quantum healers. My speciality is more on the emotional level, while Therese is more focussed on the DNA and this combo really rocks, as we can offer you a state of emotional balance and if you choose so, assist you to anchor it on the physical level.

For me personally meeting my Twin was something I didn´t understand at that point in time and that literally brought me to my knees. Although I thought for a while I might be cursed because of the intensity of the experience, it has really been a blessing as it was a major step on my own journey until I finally became the ” healer of hearts”. To meet my twin cracked my heart open and teached me unconditional love. What many people don´t want to accept is, that you have to become whole within yourself, have balanced your own inner male/female aspects to be able to live the heavenly version of the Twin Flame Story. So instead of focussing on what the other is doing wrong or how terrible outer conditions are, it´ll benefit you more when going inside and taking full responsibility for your own Souls Journey. Love yourself unconditionally, integrate all your aspects, including your shadows, is the key to be ready for this epic Lovestory. As it is epic as can be. When two come together, who are already whole within themselves, they can literally move mountains. Nothing is impossible for true love. May you find it…and embody it.

Shine your Lovelight <3

Save your seat, by clicking on this link. For live-participants the replay is inclusive. If you can´t make it at the given time, register anyway, as this is taking place in the quantum field and the replay is just as effective as being a live-participant. To buy the replay later just use the same link. If you prefer to enter live, check out your timezone, to convert 7 p. m. Berlin/Zurich into your local time.

Rose News and upcoming events

2018 is for me a year of fast changes and re-adjustments. We don´t know what we don´t know, but following the inner knowing we are always guided perfectly. A few weeks ago I have surprised myself as I found guidance and encouragement in an article I had written a few days ago. That´s really funny and awesome when we become our own helpline, to make sure we stay balanced 😉

2018 is for me also a year of beautiful collaborations and inspired actions. Next weekend, Saturday the 29th of April, 2018, I´ll collaborate once more with Therese Wenk, as she has had an awesome idea, when we´ve been talking about astrology, frequencies and an article I was planning to write about that topic. We decided to present to you a Quantum Healing Webinar with the topic of High Vibe Astrology. Just follow the Link to find out more.  It is not necessary to know anything about Astrology to join the Webinar, as we will not work with the mind, but on your energetic alignment with the planetary frequencies in this Solar System. As we are working in the Quantum Field, you can listen to the replay any time you want. It´ll work outside of time and space. For the participants the replay will be included in their fee.

If you are interested in the article about High Vibe Astrology and the background of the Webinar, you´ll find the blogpost here http://oneblog.soulutions.one/2018/04/22/high-vibe-astrology/

My Monthly Rose Touch is since a few month online available. As he has always been for free and the platform I use for my Webinars charges me of course for their services, I tried out a free platform, but have given so many Webinars in between, that I am a little bit spoilted with the technical possibilities of the platform I normally use and chose to make my Monthly Rose Touch from now on available there. It will be for free, as it is my deep believe that knowledge and well-being should be available for everyone. But that means I am not only offering my work for free, but also pay the expenses for the service. So your donations are always very welcome 😉  But using the platform for all my Webinars makes it much easier for the participants to have a continuity and one place to find out, what´s coming next. You just have to follow the link and will always see what´s coming, even before any announcement is out ^_^ : https://www.edudip.com/academy/natalie-anja.esser So in this way it will be much easier and less complicated for the participants and for me. When there´s a win-win, that´s the direction to take.

Those that want to join the next session, just klick on the link to sign up for the next Rose Touch & Rose Talk. It is taking place on a special day: 5/5/2018. The ones that like numerology will love it. And the ones that love my topic for the Rose Talk – Coherence- will love my special guest Shamir Ladhani. He is an expert on that topic and he has been my teacher in that area. Coherence is Key for my work with the Rose Touch and like many people with special gifts, like empathy, I struggled a long time to make the best out of my skills, instead of experiencing only the downside of it. I met Shamir on a Kryon Tour to Israel and was totally electrified, when he told me what he does, when not running with crazy germans through the israelian desert ^_^ Well, you all benefited from that connection through my work, without knowing it. So I hope you´ll join and get inspired by our talk.

The day after the Rose Touch, Sunday the 6th of May 2018, we´ll have the next event on our World Series, where we connect with the New Earth via Meditation and Quantum Work. In this Event we will connect with “Mother India”. The link will also lead you to the replay, that is included for the live participants, to honor their energetic contribution. India has a very old and rich culture, also spiritually seen, and inspired the whole world. But it´s also been an area where the domination of the patriarchical/hierarchical structure and the imbalance of the masculine/feminine energies has been leading to some extremes in the old energy. We want to connect and bring forth the beauty, abundance and peace that is the potential of the New Earth and would love to have you with us on that Event. And if someone wants to join and share something artistic or inspirational about India and the New Energies in that event, especially when you have been born or living there, please contact me. We love collaborations and inspiration.

Shine your light, beautiful Souls.

Rose News – Freedom, Healing and Collaborations

Lately I´m all about collaborations. Well, being part of creation we are meant to be collaborative, just you need the right timing, people, awareness and circumstances to start the ball rolling.

And he did! Together with Therese Wenk and Muriel Shickman we created a threesome healing event about abuse, that really did rock. The feedback of our participants have been absolutely moving and touching. I´m totally happy that we had been so brave to get into such a deep and difficult topic via the internet. As we had to find out, we, coming together, did not only work with our participants, but they have been chosen representatives for mankind, and we together have been working with the collective consciousness. In case you missed it, the replay is available here: #metoo Quantum Healing Space Webinar with 3 Healers.

And when clicking on the following link, you can buy the replay of another amazing co-creation with Therese and Muriel:  Free to be me. We have been working at the individual and collective human, to help them let go of unhealthy bonds and to open up for the own truth, to express it freely. You´ll find it in the media and hopefully in your own life very soon. Every one of us came to earth to bring forth something only we can bring to life, and everyone of us has something beautiful and precious to add to this planet. Please dare it, like we did!

And last weekend the “Rose Talk & Rose Touch” has been taking place, with special guest Muriel Shickman about the topic of the Rising of the Roses. In its core we spoke about the rising of mankind. I´ve decided to put out the replay on YouTube. Even when many people might not really understand what the Rose Touch is and what we´ve been discussing with the guests on this evening, the energies of that call have been amazingly beautiful and everyone benefitting from it, just by tuning into it, is a gift for humanity. So inJoy the leading edge of spirituality…a bunch of giggeling gals, blowing you minds away and gifting you with love and bliss… 😉

What´s next? A NeuSpace Interview on the 10th/11th of March 2018 (depending on your timezone) with Alexis Srsa. She´s giving sessions and webinars and is very much alike Muriel and me, an Artist of life, expressing in a million ways the richness of the own Soul to encourage and assist others on their journey. Well and today, 6th of March is her birthday. And tomorrow, 7th of March, is Muriels Birthday. Happy joyous Pisces-Party, beloved Ladies.  <3 <3 <3

On 14th of March Muriel and I are inviting you to join us for the next monthly NeuSpace Talk. Topic will be Visions and Seeing Potentials’ I´m really looking forward to see you on that call 😉 <3

Well, and March 25th we are starting a new series. As Therese, Muriel and I are global players in it´s best meaning, a very new and beautiful way of working with the collective consciousness and of course very much connected with this lovely planet, we will start a meditation series. We will start with a “Meditation with Mother Earth” And no that´s not a grammatic error, but intent. Just alike every cell in your body is coworking to create the being you refer to, when saying “I”, so we are, collectively seen, co-workers with this amazingly beautiful body, named Gaia. You can not incarnate here, when there wouldn´t be an agreement between Gaia and your beingness to work together. We want to bring awareness into this beautiful collaboration, making it a lovestory of sorts.

We will then move to different parts of this globe, starting with Africa on 15th of April and moving towards India on May 6th, 2018. The fee for the ones that enter live will be only 3,-€ for each event to make it affordable for everyone and to value the contribution of the ones that help to co-create the event.

Have a great time, shine your light and help others to let their light shine, too.

 

Showing up

Lately there’s been a whole lot of showin´ going on. This is the review.

The Master watches it all and has fun. I recognized how some tried to sneak around without showing themselves. Some showed a lack of understanding, compassion and honesty, be lie ving to be able to not be seen for who they are. Some tried to steal the show, others tried to prevent it. Life’s a stage and the roles and characters have been really interesting. A Master just recognizes timing and acting, while staying neutral and never getting really hooked into the mirrors and fogs, that fill the scenery. All kinds of characters showing up, changing names, changing games and still staying the same.

I realized how even a facebook account can be seen as a kind of scary Rocky-Horror-Picture-Show, while I just had fun, doing the freeing TimeWarp with my Brothers and Sisters. Others believed to be part of a childrens fairy tale, never realizing that little red riding hood is sended into the woods to catch herself a wolf 😉 Way too innocent to fall for an enchanted prince charming. And some are so blinded by the light of their own importance that they missed the whole show, when Candyland got blown up, because of a nice twist in the script. Different points of views…one play.

Others believed the show is an opportunity to get fed and not be seen for what they are. Well virtual popcorn has been served. A plastic Rose even proudly and openly stating to have been sended by her master to have an eye on me, not realizing she´s been just showing her chains and dishonor, while the spells of the black magic woman just felt off the abused that very night. Others trying to return to the light, without having to take ownership for their actions. And some did and have been welcomed. Silently, behind the scenes.

Why did all of that happen? Because the Masters had shown up for a showdown, that’s been noticed by just a few, but the outcome is going to be legendary.

One can not come close to a master and still believe to not be seen by the lasersharp light of consciousness. A Master has a lot of compassion and might even dance with a few shadows and demons, as s/he´s afraid of no-thing  and always able to have fun…but finally people have to realize what they caused, by standing in their own way and mostly harming themselves. Well, some go on the painful journey to embrace their shadows and become whole again by letting go of all they are not and some just go on another run, hoping to never have to face their own creation again… good luck with that one.

A Master is totally unimpressed by demons, angels and all kind of roleplay, always seeing  the eternal light behind the masks, as this has been the own game/creation for such a long time and some favorite plots been just reoccurring. And what has it been all about?

To quote myself at the beginning of our threesome quantum healing event: “We´re not here for the show. Of course we did show up and might show how it’s going, but we´re not here for the show, but for the people.” The participants have been co-workers, by the intent of their Souls, each representing a special form of abuse/energetic split, that’s been searching for healing and wholeness…I bow before the souls that chose to be a representative for humanity. You are greatly honored, as you have honored yourself. It took quite a few hours until it’s been in the field of the collective consciousness. When the download into the grid finally took place it almost blew me out of my physical body, but I couldn´t care less, I´ve been blessed and overly happy to see we made it. And it´s been noticed already, although the ripple effect might need quite some time in many cases. And of course not everyone chooses freedom. Some love their chains just too much to leave the SM-Showroom of Master and Servant, still waiting for their personal Jesus out of the Astral Illusionary Show instead of mastering themselves.

This article goes out especially because of the many, many Souls who have been coworking that will never stand in the spotlight of the earthly realms, but who did so much for so many for so long. I know it´s not been easy, but we chose it with intend and hereby changed the whole game. We prepared with much Love and Com/passion and the eternal stage gets standing ovations for this masterly play. Nothing else matters. Shine your light…for real, not for the show 😉

The Mary & The Magdalenas

I have described in my last post why the concept of Re-Incarnations can be absolutely limiting and confusing. Shortform: A bit of Chilli in a Soup is just representing Chilli, it is not Chilli.

I am a living Rose, but I am not “the Rose”. Nobody is, a body can be only an expression of a principle and many bodies carry the principle as a potential.  “The Rose” wouldn´t fit in any body. But duality doesn´t understand that. That´s why I and so many others have been mistreated and killed in so many lifetimes and it really doesn´t matter. It´s a joke. Darkness is just stupid as hell. When they killed Yeshua, they could of cause not kill the Christ. Just  the opposite. A little wind became a storm. Every Heart and Soul he has ever touched received the Seed. And every Seed carried Seeds. When darkness realized their mistake, that´s when they changed strategy. They tried to mislead the seedlings. Started to collect them, to “own” the Rose. Oh goodness, how limited and malicious is a linear mind. Trying to darken their lights, so they won´t spread. That´s the reason why so many of my Sisters have experienced abuse, to prevent the buds from blooming. Made a lot of Roses Puppets of hidden Puppet-Masters, as abuse disconnects a person from themselves and their inner knowing.

No Master would follow another Master and no Mary would have ever followed an outer figure, not even their beloved Yeshua. They inspired each other, ignited each others soulfire, but have been shining on their own. Only Duality wants to overtake things. Divide and conquer. And it cannot. Spirit is free and untamed, million blooming seeds are out there and seeding themselves in this very second.

On Sunday the Healing of the Roses has been downloaded in the collective field. It will need time until the ripples arrive at the individual, but nothing can prevent it now. It never could. The outcome was a given.

Time to shine the light. Your own.

News from the Rose

2018 is indeed the year where things come into fruition. It all happens very quickly and we have to stay absolutely present to always stay in the flow.

There are no more absolutes and what was perfect 3 month ago, or even yesterday, is now totally last year. I don´t know who it was, so I can not give credit for this genius insight, but someone posted on Facebook that “January has been an intense Year”. ^_^ Indeed.

In the beginning the Rose Touch was always offline, as I couldn´t handle holding the field for the participants all over the globe, plus deal with technical stuff…especially as AI has it´s specialities when we go quantum, as I do. Then at the end of 2017 I started to record a few after-transmission-sessions and loaded them up on my YouTubeChannel. And I entered as a guest when some very awesome hosts recorded discussions and webinars about specific topics.

Lately I started a collaboration about the Healing of the Heart with Julian from Luxury Masters Academy. You´ll hear about it, when we have finished the recordings of that series. Very special and intense energies, also sometimes very personal, as we didn´t fear to go through own processes in front of the camera. Brave Hearts indeed, as Julian and I have shared past lifes as warriors, what explains the boldness and passion you´ll see in the recordings. To go absolutely conscious into these processes, as a representative for others, needed both, the cochones and clarity of the masculine and the total surrender and agape of the feminine. Julian and I embody both both and switched in front of the camera roles  in the blink of an eye to shift the energies. Really awesome material.

The other thing is that I started to create webinars and on Sunday the 11th of February 2018 you´ll be able to join the threesome Quantum Healing Space, that I have co-created with my beloved Sisters Muriel Shickman and Therese Wenk. We´ll bring our outstanding healing abilities together to offer a healing space for all that have experienced abuse in any form. Abusive behaviour is happening on all levels and the abuse is created by and bringing forth imbalance. We three are coming together to offer balance for the ones in the audience, who are at the same time representatives for mankind. Every healed individual will also bring healing to the planet. That´s why I´m so passionate about this work. We will start at 8 p. m. CET. You can join and book the webinar here: https://www.edudip.com/w/278326

Well the day before, the 10th of February will be the next Monthly Rose Touch. People that have messaged me that they want to be included in the Circle of Love-Energy will receive their Rose Touch via the Quantum Field, as always given with deep Love and for free. You can just message me, to be put on the list of people included.

What is new is that there will be from now on every month an option to watch this live. And after the transmission of the Rose Touch in front of the camera I will start the Rose Talk, a talk about a special topic. I will choose a guest to talk about a topic. And I will pick a few questions or comments from the audience, as a representation of the energies. I will start this first Rose Talk with the topic “Balance” as balance is the centerpoint of all healing. And it is my honour and priviledge to have Julian as my first Rose Talk Partner. This first session will have the symbolic price of only 3,-€ to have the trinity as a price to enter. What you´ll receive is priceless, indeed. I don´t know how long the event will take place, there´s not much planning involved when going quantum, it will be at least an hour long, but my inner voice tells me it´s more likely this will be about 2 hours or so. So if you want to join the Rose Touch & Talk, starting at 6 p. m. C.E.T., you can sign in via this link: https://www.edudip.com/w/281534

Trinity is the unity behind duality, only understood when moving beyond.

Sending my Love´n Light out to all that injoy it 😉 <3

Dying to be me

Last year  I experienced 3 major steps on my path.

1.) I wondered why I had still attracted abusive people. The answer was a shock. Literally frozen in time for 40 years and opening my eyes for some ugly stuff around me.

2.) An shadow-aspect returning home and the message that “the Master is in the House”. Too funny, I couldn´t remember to have asked for him to come in, but maybe that´s been the reason why he was able to enter. Well, with the integration of my shadow, things seemed to be already brighter. Until…

3.) I was told by my eternal self that I have to die. And that there´s a choice to be made by me. The choice to be reborn in the same body or to come in again as a newborn. I was shown my potential parents, their energetic body coming together in an act of love to conceive the new life. I saw the energetic body of the fetus in the mothers womb, felt the love she held for the little one – what could be me. I´ve gotta say that this felt really attractive to me, as it´s been the very opposite of this lifetime. A fresh start under conditions that are loving and supportive felt really good. The other option was to be reborn in the same old body. And I was told this would be the harder option, as changing while staying the same is way more difficult. I chose the difficult version. Of course.

I was not sure if the message was understood, as I still felt the new body calling me. So I even wrote a letter adressed at my daughter, just in case…

But my choice was heard, cause when I woke up in the morning, a few days later, my whole surrounding felt totally strange to me. At least I changed my incarnation while sleep-time, that´s been a goodie. But still not that funny, as I had lost all attachment and interest to the things that once have been mine. Loosing attachment sounds nice…it´s not in real. I can hardly describe what was going on with me. I doubted if I might have lost my mind. I was so unattached, that I could walk out of me door the very next minute and never wanting to look back, no thoughts and feelings about the old would arise. My birthchart has had lots of earth in it, so this was really weird for me.

The strangest thing was, that all was the same, but I am not. It is really like a new incarnation. Love is the only thing that remained. I will always love my daughter, no matter what body or incarnation or relationship we have. And I love cats and coffee and the starlight. And Love itself of course.

The real difficult thing was that people expected me to be the same, plus even if I had no real attachments, I still had tendencies for some behaviours, that I had to get rid off. That´s why dying is much easier, than staying in the body. When you die everyone accepts that you are not available. But when they see the same body, they´ll blame you for not being and behaving like you are supposed to – from their point of view. But of course, it doesn´t matter what someone expects, we are the ones who have to take ownership of our behaviours…no one else can be blamed for what is our responsibility. So I tried to look as normal as possible, while unbecoming what I am not.

Dying alive was a hell of a ride, while I am in total peace, holding hands and having a melt-in with all of me, loving all of me. Well and of course a million angels, incarnated or not, trying to assist me. Two of them I have chosen to cooperate with for a quantum healing space about abuse. That´s been done to the most beautiful Souls and we need them being themselves again. Whole and complete. Well today Therese offered me spontaneously to have a look, what´s still missing in my field. She´s an awesome healer. Well actually she´s been a midwife today. She´s been handed the last missing piece to be integrated again. My divine blueprint, the innocent baby child …the aspect, that´s still been missing. Dying, to be reborn. Hallelujah.