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Anchoring within ourselves

The New Earth is entered in a state of souvereignty. Therefore it is really important to clean our own system from attachments and interfering energies of others.

You are a divine being, you “need” nothing from others and you “owe” nothing to others. Of course we are cooperating, but with independent, free beings, that are holding the same frequency of a Master. It is really important to understand the difference between cooperations between independent being and the co-dependent structures of the old earth. In the old earth there have been servants for every Master, in the new energy all are Masters, all in service to the whole by free will, without any pressure, domination or manipulation.

That´s the reason why the “false light”, that still has invested in domination and deception, can not enter it. It is a state of being, therefore pretending doesn´t work. At the moment, there are a lot of distractions…and I´m sure there will be more to come over the next weeks, so come back to your own space again and again. Make connection to your own core being, by anchoring within yourself. Meditation, time in nature, moderate forms of sports and creating all kinds of arts are perfect to anchor within yourself. Make conscious connection with Mother Earth, as grounding is needed for ascending 😉

Well and let go of all kinds of attachments and entanglements. We have created strong bonds with others and we might be afraid to let go of them, but I can assure you, that we can not loose someone who we love. This has been a lesson that took me many lifetimes and I know how I was afraid that people, that I love might not come with me. Many years ago I have been shown how I insisted to climb  with the masses a stairway, although I had free access to an elevator out of glass. I was holding myself back, because I didn´t want to leave anyone behind. That´s been my weakpoint and it´s been used, until I finally got the message. The loving heart of the lightworker can become his weakpoint. Dear ones, everyone has to decide for him and herself, how they wanna live. It is their birthright, as it is yours and mine. Let them be and let them choose their adventures. That´s true love.

I know that many hold this fear in their heart, but fear doesn´t help anybody. I was shown in a dream a few days ago, how lightworker have been holding free spaces for people that will not come. Well, but we might also be astonished who will surprisingly show up.

The energies over the next weeks, the opening of the lions gate and the eclipse season are bringing in amazing beautiful energies. We are all trying to figure out what to do next, how to express who we are. Well, first of all we have to let go of all that we are not. If you need a process to clean out of your field those energies, that do not belong to you, I can recommend a process of Jim Self, that I stumbled over “accidently”, as I needed it myself, having catched some energies that haven´t been mine. The Process he is offering for free is named “The Power of the Rose”, what made me of course grin. If you click on this Link, you´ll be directed to his webside.

I want to remind you that the Leo´s energy can be lived in  two ways, the “Poser” and the “Souvereign”. The first needs admiration and the spotlight from the outside to feed him, as he hasn´t found his own core by now. The second is anchored within himself, shining his own light out into the world. Well, I´d love to see you, shining your light!

The Lack Mentality – One of humanities biggest obstacles

We do not have wars, criminality and pollution because of lack of ressources. We have lack of ressources because of our Lack Mentality.

The global level is created by the sum of all individuals. It can therefore only be solved on that personal level. You may be angry at the government or curse Monsanto, but they only exist because we let them. They are created as an expression of our thoughts, feelings and actions. When we buy their product we make them big. When we refuse to feed them, they´ll crumble. Some people might some day start to create apps to inform us, whom we are giving our money and what these companies invest in. This might change this planet very quickly. “They” won´t change until we change. And that´s a real big task, cause we are collectively trapped in a consciousness that is trained to compete, rule, dominate. And all of that not in a playful, easy way, but with much seriousness, as the feeling behind it is fear. Everyone is hunting and hoarding all day, every day, because of that deeply ingrained believe in lack.

Watch your childrens games. Do they express joy and creativity or is it a training for the lifelong hunt for better, higher, more? There´s nothing wrong with trying to evolve, that´s the expressive, playful way to live a joyous life. The intend behind the action makes the difference between heaven and hell. Joy and self-expression or fear and lack.

When people act out desctructive, it is out of lack. There are many forms of perceived lack, lack of time, self-worth, trust, opportunities, love, freedom. And most of them are an inner idea and not an outer reality. Of course, when you have no food and no shelter, you´ve gotta take actions for your survival. But even than it is not helpful to take actions out of a beggars mind. Don´t get me wrong, I have met beggars that have been richer and more free in their mind, than others living in a huge villa. It is again the mindset, that makes the difference.

The reason why some beggars I met have been free and rich, was that they never felt unsafe. They trusted in life. They had nothing to loose and found their own form of happiness. I´m sure they´ve not been the average homeless, they´ve been sended to me to give me master-lessons and I honour them, by sharing their gift with you.

We may wish for many things, but we are all challenged the most when our lack is seen on our bank-account, that´s when we can sing mantras all days long, but cannot get rid of that naggin´feeling inside.

A few years ago, the universe gave me an awesome lesson in the money-area. I had left my safe life, to do what I love. But as I didn´t trust in my future I´ve been struggeling with my business. The Law of Attraction never fails. Lack attracts lack. I realized what was going on, and thought that I need to get rid of that feeling of lack, so I ordered a big pile of money by the universe, to be able to keep on with what I really love: my writings and spiritual studies. I wrote a message on a piece of paper every day, saying that by the 11th of May I´ll have that amount of money and added a few actions throughout my days to brainwash myself out of the lack. Well, nothing seemed to happen…On the 11th of May I was disappointed that I didn´t manifest my abundance and questioned myself. Well it´s been already end of May, I had searched for and found a part-time job meanwhile, when I looked into my diary and it hit me like a hammer. The universe had answered my wish, without me realizing it! It has been the 10th of May in the afternoon, when a friendly voice on my mobile had informed me, that they´d love to make a contract over four years with me. It´s very ununsual to get a four year contract in public service. When I did the math what the netto-income in these four years would be, it´s been exactly the number I had written down. My angels have a gorgeous sense of humor. The universe hadn´t delivered what I thought I needed, a pile of money. It gave me safety, cause that´s what my feeling of lack has really been about.  I am 48 years now, every day in my life I have had a roof over my head and food, sometimes very simple, sometimes really luxurious, but heaven has never let me down. Not even when I didn´t believe in myself, but in lack.

This experience reminded me of the Kryon-Channeling when he talked about the Israelites walking for 40 years through the desert, being fed for 40 years, but worrying and complaining every day. When he was in Tel Aviv this year, he told the audience that nothing has changed, that they´d still walk in circles. And it is true. We all do. We all believe in lack.

How to change it? A few days ago, I wrote how we can focus on the areas of our life, that are abundant: Klick on the link, to get to the article. And a while ago, I wrote about, how to create reference-points, to attract manifestations.

Gratitude is key to leave lack behind. Having a gratitude-journal is still one of the best ideas. But you need the right kind of feeling to make it work . Therefore I recommend another article about the -right-kind-of-gratitude/.

To leave lack behind we need to find inner freedom, peace and trust. Than all that we really need, will show up. Sometimes we insist stubbornly on a wish, that is not in our highest interest. I have received some lessons in that area, realizing afterwards that all was always as it should be. And beware, lack is infectious as others tell you their standards, how you have to prove that you are good enough. Old earth lack consciousness. Don´t join them. Leave the desert and be happy, grateful and celebrate life, no matter the circumstances. Be the change.

Personas, stories and the own path.

We i-dentify with our story. The stories we have collected, about us and others, are shaping our personality and the way we look at life. And everybody has different stories, that are than creating what we see as the own his(s)tory. In the end every person is walking through life in an own kind of reality-bubble. We tend to identify with this bubble, but it is just a way we chose to express our selves. The trouble on planet earth starts when we believe to be the bubble. Or maybe worse, when we want to overtake others.

From my point of view there is nothing wrong with everyone having an own bubble, cause we came here to live our own life, that´s the fun-factor of creation. We incarnated with the intend to play with reality creation. Just know it is nothing to cling on, but always evolving, flowing. So please tell me why people act and behave as if their story is more “right” or “true” than the bubble of someone else? Why would people need to tell someone else where to live and how to live? ? What to wear, eat, work, write and be?!

I always used to question my own point of view, as so many would share theirs with so much certainty. But that has changed meanwhile. I know that my point of view is just my point of view and may change…but it has to be my own point of view and noone elses. The god-self has created all of these fractals with intend. Being “one with all-that-is” doesn´t implicate, that we shall not experience different shades of real-i-ty. I listen to everyone, as everyone has to share something that might resonate with me and I value and love every-bodies story. But noone owns the ultimate story. Life is evolving, the journey never ends, so we change our perspective and personality. And it should be the own path we follow and not someone elses. My “mistakes” are mine alone, I need no excuses and noone else to blame. I am a sovereign creator – and so are you!

I am receiving messages, that are “channeled”. But I know that every channeled message is somehow influenced by the bubble of the channeler. A channeled message doesn´t necessarily be more accurate than your own “inner knowing”. So whatever I share,  has the intend to inspire those that find meaning in it. I do not need to give meaning to it and I would never impose my meaning onto someone else. My channelings and writings hold some wisdom, but are not “the ultimate truth”. And I never, ever tell other people how they should live their lifes. Yes, people are comming to me for guidance and advice, but I always try to assist them in finding their “own message”.

This is what I came for, to help others to be themselves, so no priest, leader or channeler will be able to overtake someone elses life, as people are able to live their own truth.

No outer authority is higher than your own inner wisdom. As coincidents are happening in a row lately to me, I listened today to the astrologer and channeler “The Leo King” and he said, that noone, really noone has really “figured it out” totally. And that, if someone says he has, he´s lying. And these words really resonated with me. Some might do it with intend, to manipulate others. And some just do it, as they are not even sure about their own path, so they think walking with others in the same bubble (what is not possible on the long run anyway), would make them feel more safe. Only people that are no sovereigns need followers.

There´s intend in having an own life. We all have our bubble, our story.  But please stop imposing yours on others. I met people that have been totally confused by others and their assumptions and stories and it is strange as always the wrong persons question themselves. It is difficult enough to find the own path, even when noone tells you what to do. So first thing I do is to help them reconnect with their own guidance.

Some take the word “wayshower” too literal. Dare to walk your own path, that´s enough. Walk your talk, and it´ll be a Masters path. I´ve incarnated in this lifetime in Germany (what made me wonder a long time). But now I know that one of the important lessons in my life is the difference between a leadership, that is forced by pressure and/or manipulation and that of someone who is in alignment with the own self. Than you do not need to convince others. You will inspire them to be them selves, also. Just be – your self…shining your light!

 

Outer Authorities or Self-Responsibility

The actual Full-Moon in conjunct with Pluto in Capricorn brings  issues with authorities, structures and rules into the collective consciousness. There´s a great tension between these issues, represented by Capricorn, and its opposite sign Cancer, that represents our emotional side, our feelings, our family and roots. This happens on a global and on a personal level.

It reflects a problem humanity has to face at the moment. Humanity is going through a kind of puberty, it wants to grow up. Outer structures, rules and authorities are holding us back. Unless we decide we don´t let them and do things our way.

Well, we have to, there´s no other way to find our freedom to express ourselves. But one thing is for sure: humanity will make a lot of mistakes until they´ll be grown-up.

I´m a double-capricorn and lots of my close friends and mates have represented the cancer-principle. The opposite always shows what we need to become whole, therefore it attracts each other. I love the emotional, sensual side of Cancer. And they for sure love something about me, maybe a feeling of safety and being grounded.

In the collective Cancer is representing the child, the emotions. And well, in this world full of structures and rules we all have a wounded inner child inside of us, that has not been allowed to express its innocence, creativity and playfulness. We really have to express these aspects of us to heal. We can not grow up when our inner child is hurt. We might “play” adult, what we did for so long now, but we won´t be, unless our inner child is healed.

Each starsign has a distorted and a healed expression. Cancer, when not transmuted, can be the kid that goes totally on our nerves: demanding, moody, passiv-aggressive drama-queens. They feel what they feel and can not understand that others have their own wants and needs. They believe themselves to be the one and only god and all else do just exist to please them. But don´t tell them, cause they are easily hurt, and if so, they might get an anger-attack and destroy all that comes their way.

Well and healed they are very loving, caring, intuitive, nurturing, creative, empathic Artists, having a great love for this Planet. You cannot help it, but love them, and being with them makes this world colorful and joyful, a never-ending sensual party and adventure. We need that to make our next step.

And now you have the distorted Capricorn: the authority, law, cold, rigid, stubborn rule-maker, over-ambitious and running for fame and fortune, diamonds and gold. But don´t tell them, cause they might put you into a prison-cell for the rest of eternity and never again look at you, until you forget yourself, that you ever existed.

Well and healed Capricorns take responsibility, have great awareness and deep wisdom and compassion. They give stability, safety and are able to overcome all obstacles and to create the impossible. They bring things into reality. We need that, to make our next step.

We all blame the rigid structures of the old earth, but it is also the childish egoistic behaviour, that has harmed this planet. When two unhealed aspects blame each other, that´ll bring no solution. Unfortunately we´ll see a lot of childish anger-burstouts and rigid, stubborn authorities…both fighting for power. Happens at Hamburg while the G20 just right now.

We have to be responsible for our own actions, than no outer authority can stop us. Not blaming the other, but learning from them, while focussing on our path. When you want to create a Yoda-Style Zen-Master, one who really rocks, you have to use the healed aspects of Cancer and Capricorn (plus the other 10 signs). Be self-responsible, while you giggle your way through this world, seeing obstacles as a game, that you´ll resolve in a creative way, never loosing the goal, while going with the flow. That might bring a New Earth,  just by using “the force” that exists in all that is.

Matrix – original and copy

I remember when I went into the cinema many years ago to watch the film “Matrix”. I´ve been electrified, that such a profound truth had been shown to the masses. Cause even when they do not get the message consciously, it has an effect on people to know the truth – or a part of the truth.

I always knew that our reality is not so very real, cause when I focused on it, especially while dawn, reality looks to me like an old-fashion TV-screen with the huge snowy pixels. In the last years I even started to see the strangs, or the shivery vibration of reality. Of course the spiritual teachings all over the globe have always teached that this world is maya, an illusion. But I could see it, long before reading such books. So of course I loved the film Matrix.

But after a while I had an insight. I knew how nature “felt like” and how our 3d reality “felt like”. The last one is grey and dense, sometimes it even felt to me like walking in syrup. All is heavy, slow, exhausting. So I realized that there had been two creations, existing parallel. The original one and the mental prison the 3d earth is. Maybe that´s the real background of the story about leaving the garden of eden. To me it is another focal point in consciousness. It is the judgemental ego-focused survival-consciousness, and the original matrix is this beloved planet gaia, going with the flow, co-operating and living in joy.

In the crimson circle they called the new earth “Theos”, but to me it has always been there, I remember that I came in from a place like Theos, the original, divine creation, just we had lost the access when diving into density. The New Earth is reached by consciousness. But trying to reach it through effort is not possible. It is your natural state of being. All we have to do is letting go of all that we are not. I know how difficult it is. But it is so worth it.

At the moment I experience so many coincidences. I have talks with totally different people, or reading articles, and all are bringing together pieces of a bigger picture.

My own healing work is that of a “grid-worker”, I help people to find their balance, I assist them to reconnect with their original blueprint, stabilzing their field. Yesterday, while one of my many adventures with one of my sisters, we recognized that there are two different grids on the earth at once. I now understand that this is what I experienced the first time very intensely, when being in Israel 2015. People had been harsh, even I had short quarrels and conflicts occuring everywhere I went. And than there was the other reality…a sky so open, light and bright. I now realize in hindsight that these have been the two different matrixes, realitities, co-existing. And I´ve been tuning in and out from one to the other. I think a lot of us do this. That´s what is making this whole process of integrating the energies so bumpy.

And yesterdays grid-work brought one really important insight. Stop, trying to fix the old grid, the old Matrix. Let it all go. Build up the new! This is what is now my only focus.

One thing in the the film matrix wasn´t true: When they woke up out of the machine matrix, they were living in a world that only provided very few luxury, for example the food was horrible. That couldn´t be further from the truth. All experiences on the new earth are way more sensual, colorful, have way more depth and brightness.

And I had to share this, as I know that there might be some people out there, that need this information. Sending much love to my co-workers out there, building the New Earth!

Shine your beautiful light!

 

When the wolf becomes the shepherd

I wanted to write this article since a long time, but as it may stir up things, I had to ask myself if the outcome might be worth it. People love their Polyannaland, and spiritual people especially. To be honest, that includes me. I love green meadows, butterflies, love and peace.

But this meadow has to be inhabited by us and at the moment it is not as much as we wish it to be. I know we only come to a state of peace and harmony, when having done our shadow-work. That has to happen on a personal level, but it will reach out to all areas of life.

Kryon has mentioned that the time of fence-sitting is over. I call it “becoming real”, as we have to walk our talk now. He also said, that there will be a division, even between lightworkers. As I can sense the truth of that, and have seen some important reasons for that division, I have to write this article.

I can sense things that are “out of balance”. In retrospective that is why I am good in almost every job, even the ones that I do not like. Once I have had 648 packages of data on my computer-screen and had to give the ok for the payments, that have been encoded in these datas. But there was this one line on my screen that “felt strange”, I opened the data and found a huge mistake in it. People thought me to be really good with numbers, but no, I´m just good in sensing energy. People fear mistakes, therefore I have made myself a lot of enemies when finding an error. But I never wanted anyone to feel miserable or bad about it, I just wanted to “heal” things, so they can run smooth and easy. When I have a client in front of me, I tune into the energies and re-arrange them to be more stable and balanced. I do not judge them for having imbalances. We all have them and we all need assistance to come into alignment again from time to time, me too.

And I also do not want to blame the ones that have created imbalance and hide it…what is called darkness. I just try to bring in the light of consciousness, as we all have an effect on our surrounding and the ones that are teaching out of a state of imbalance, to people that tried to find balance and healing, are causing great harm sometimes.

Plus there are some therapists, healers and teachers out there, that have a hidden, selfish agenda. They offer healing although they would need it themselves much more. What they do not see themselves, as the narcissist has to keep up his false persona, the spiritual narcissist even more. They cannot and do not want to see the truth. Often we become healers, because of our wounds. Or we teach, because we´ve received so many lessons. Nobody is perfect and we all have some darkness inside of us. Darkness is not what we have to fear, the dark is just the unknown…what makes some people really dangerous is that they have this hidden agenda, their intend is a very selfish and cruel one. And some are even installed to do so. Who helps them? Who benefits from divided and confused lightworkers? Think about it. The ones I´m talking about have sold their soul to things like power, money etc. They are energetic vampires, they feed off those who come to them for healing and wisdom.

I stumbled “accidentely” a few times over those people and have been talking with friends lately about it, that have recognized these wolfish shepherds also. And as so many coincidents have come together lately, I decided to write about the wolfs, that pretend to be shepherds.

The way how this con-guides attract the sheps is that they provide real help. That´s how I stumbled over them. I saw that they have some truth, some real good things to offer. It really broke my heart when I saw why they offer it. That´s really malicious. They could help so many, but instead the shepherd is just offering green meadows to herd the sheps. And they are looking  for the nicest and kindest persons to cause the biggest harm!

These false shepherds have been working in traditional religious organisations and now they are also in between the New Age Community. Talking about Love´n Light and handing once in a while a shep to the butcher. This has been a clever concept, cause the bigger the crowd of devoties, the less one missing shep would be noticed. The other sheps will not protect the one shep. They want to believe that it had to be sorted out as it was ill. And to be very clear, some sheps have even witnessed something that should make them wonder…but they have decided to sell their souls likewise…to green meadows…until they are shed or butchered and that day is coming, that´s for sure. You think you just have to stay close to the wolf,  to serve him, please him, and you´ll be safe. But truth is, that when he looks at you, he´s thinking how yummy you might taste. They are masters of manipulation, they are even using your compassion against you. They tell stories about their own wounds and hardships and you open your heart, wanting to protect and nourture them. And you will, but the wolf won´t even be grateful for that, as he just laughs about the stupid sheps.

Dear ones, the old energy tries to survive by pretending to be working for the new earth, but they don´t. If you want to spot them, look at their actions, and the outcome of those. I know this article might not find many likes, but I didn´t come to be liked. I came to live me truth and to be of service to others. Their joy is my joy, their alignment is mine. And their suffering is saddening me, so I will speak up. We are all here to walk each other home.

The wolfish shepards can only exist as long as we give away our power to outer authorities, as long as we believe in hollow words, without looking at the cruel actions and poisoned fruits. Think about it.  There´s a choice to be made. Being a herded shep or wanting to walk your own path, following your own guidance? The real teacher, leader, healer will tell you that you are your own truth, health, guidance. They´ll assist you to re-connect with your own divine core. For the ones, that are interested in sorting out whom to trust and where to be careful, I´ll write a second article.

Shine your precious light!

 

Open and true communication

There seem to be so much communication going around, but when we take a closer look a lot of it is just noise. It is distracting, confusing and even creating division instead of understanding.

We do not use communication for what it was ment to be, to show ourselves truly, to exchange points of views and experiences, to than gain better understanding of “the other”. Instead we show a false persona and speak hollow words.

Instead of true communication we lie, cheat, manipulate, fool each other (and of course ourselves, as we try to convince ourselves very often through our talk). Why? Because we think we are not good enough. That we wouldn´t be accepted when we show ourselves truly and freely. We believe to be seen as weak or vulnerable when we really speak our truth.

Well, I find the opposite to be true. The more I am aware of my own strenght, the more I am able to be open. When something is needed in this time of masks and illusions than it is true, open communication.

Real communication brings us to a place where we are able to see what we might have in common and that leads to a union beyond our diversity. There is always much more we have in common with people, than what seperates us from them. Even enemies have often much in common: Their fear, their investment in lack-mentality, their longing for safety and their believe the other would prevent them from being safe and having enough.

People are afraid others wouldn´t respect them, if they knew their weakpoints. Well, when you allow yourself to show your true self you will respect yourself for your strenght and authenticity. If you respect yourself, your weakpoints stop being weakpoints, it is just the perfect imperfect way the divine shows itself through you. The ones that than turn their back on you, not allowing your honesty, have never been a real match. It is perfect that they run to worship another illusion, to distract them from their own vulnerability. You want people that love you for who you are, and they are not able until now.

Someone told me lately that I would be too open, that I would expose myself, when talking about childhood trauma or about having had an ailment. That as a healer, teacher and a living Rose I should be an example of the divine and therefore be the best I can be. Well, I had a good laugh. Cause that is what I am. Being aware of my divine self, although I was abused as a child or having myomas. I chose that path, to be as divine AND imperfect as everyone else. To show that we are always perfect in our imperfection. Always loved, no matter what happens and that we can heal ourselves, cause everything we need to overcome our obstacles is already within us and around us. Showing my perfect imperfections is the very best I can provide.

The new healer, teacher is not showing only one aspect of himself, the divine self, s/he is showing them all, cause the most important teaching and healing s/he is providing is the truth, that you have it all inside of you also. If they are imperfect humans, your imperfection is okay, if they are divine, you are divine.

True communication shows all that you have inside. Others will  compare notes and choose what is helpful for them. In this way we benefit from communication. We have fooled ourselves and others long enough. Time to get real, to really show up, to really exchange our knowledge and truth.

When people speak to me one-on-one they dare to be real, to speak their truth, show their weakpoints. They know they can trust me, because I have been through it all myself. I know darkness, that´s why I can hold the light. I am compassionate, not because I am more holy than they, but because I am human, just like they. We have to make peace with our human self to embody the divine self.

When there is nothing to hide, that´s how we truly shine your light!

The Choir of Energies – My calling

 

To me it is a beautiful, divine joke that I am gathering people for group sessions. I really love being on my own, as I am very sensitive to energies and easilys distracted by others energies. I love being in nature, as there every being is just following their flow, all is connected and itself at the same time. And that is my real magic, being able to perceive and feel that connection with all that is and in nature that feels great. With humans not so much usually. We are all more or less distorted as humans, we have lost this ability to be part of all that is and being ourselves at the same time.

But I remember how this feels like. I had a memory all my life, that didn´t seem to fit into this life and not even into my pastlifes. I remembered a place where I felt like a child sitting on a beautiful meadow, being totally happy, in peace and in love with all that is. I was connected in a very loving way with other beings, also living there, we had an inner awareness of the other. And than something horrible happened. Some of us went into a kind of cave (the soul thinks in pictures) and one being that was very close and dear to me, went into it and got lost. The inner connection was cut off. I reached out and couldn´t sense him. He didn´t answer. Another one went there to search for the first one, but the same happened. It felt horrible. And although the cave felt like really great danger, I couldn´t stand it to have no connection and not knowing if they are fine. So I went into the cave also, because I wanted to help them, but also out of curiosity and adventure. I knew it is dangerous, one could easily get lost, just like the others. The last thing I remember was pure blackness and horror. Welcome to planet earth and to a world where people do not know that they are one with all of creation. Where connection was made to dominate or manipulate and not as a natural expression of the own being.

2009 I met a guy named David Brown. He was from South Afrika and channeling Kryon, but more working with emotional topics like the Inner Child. I had started to write and thought about writing books and he told me that this is fine, but it would lead me to be “A Healer of Hearts”. I thought he is making jokes. But no, he insisted that this is my calling and what I came for.

2010 I listened to a guy named Alberto Villoldo, a medical Anthropologist and also a well known Shaman, as he was teaching what he learned from the Indigenious People. He said they were telling a tale about a heavenly meadow where we all have been living in harmony until a huge and beautiful angel came along and told about this earth and that people here need help. And some chose to come here and this are the lightworker. I stood there mouth open and thunderstruck when he told that story. How could a tribe in the Amazonas know my memory about the heavenly meadow? And well, I understood that I came here, cause even some lightworker had lost their inner connection with all that is. And of course I did also…just I had a precious memory, the ticket home, in my pocket when I came in.

When having my Initiation last year the prohecy of me being a healer of hearts came true. The Rose is all about Love and Compassion and these are the Masterkeys for any form of healing and well-being.

When 2017 started I was facing an interesting problem: How should I find time for all the people wanting to get to know the Rose or needing help and assistance, but couldn´t afford a private session? It wasn´t possible to help all and it didn´t feel right to exhaust myself, as I have to work at an office-job to pay my rent, I need time for my own evolvement and my writing work. When having a problem, we need to think totally outside the box. It seemed impossible to find a solution. So I asked  the higher self of a master-soulutioner: My own. I received very clear instructions: Bring together quantum healing and group sessions and dedicate one day every month totally to this work. Give no other free sessions, but take good care for yourself. So I gave the first group-session on january 7th, the evening before my birthday. Goodness, I couldn´t imagine what would take place, made me laugh and cry at once. Every month I learn more. The people that are gathering at a quantum level, all over the planet, are creating such an amazing choir of energies, that I couldn´t have imagined that in my wildest dreams. I´ve got the ability to connect with others through conciousness, the inner net, that is the precious gift of OneLove I brought in from our divine home. So I stretch my consciousness to all participants, gathering them at a quantum place outside of time´n space as we know it and they are all adding their energies to this choir of divine love. I know that this will be a new kind of energy healing on this planet. When science will be able to understand multidimensionality they will understand how we are all connected and such sessions will be very common.

One thing is also very important: One of my other gifts is to understand natural abundance. It is working like nature and like the choir of energies. Everyone brings in what s/he has and everyone receives what s/he needs. This is very difficult to understand with our cultural programming, cause all on the old earth was about energy feeding and stealing. When people loose their divine connection they are starving and therefore working with domination and manipulation to steal from others. All humans do that somehow. But when we learn to reconnect with our divine self this is no more needed, as we have access to endless energies.

I had people that didn´t dare to sign in for the monthly session as they didn´t want to take something when they can give nothing in return or they thought others might need the healing energy more. That is the old healing modality, but not what happens while the group sessions. When so many beautiful souls are connected with their divine self, there is more than enough as every participant is adding to a place of plenty and endless abundance. I started the monthly sessions out of love  for others and love for myself. This pure intend brings me back to the heavenly meadow, all connected to all, while being themselves. Thank you to all participants that are co-workers in bringing in the Choir of Love. It is really happening. We are bringing heaven to earth.

Keep on shining your beautiful light!

You don´t know what you don´t know

As the light is getting stronger, the things hidden in the dark show up. A lot of people make these experiences at the moment, where the unknown becomes known. It shows up, cause we are now ready to face it, transmute it…and change whatever is needed to be changed.

I´ve experienced with others and myself, that things that are unknown have an impact on the own biography and stop our evolvement. In my own family something my grandfather once had done and that burdened him with a deep feeling of guilt has had an  impact of sabotage on his own life and the generations to come.

We have to make the unknown known to stop the destructive repetitions. Cause they occur, no matter if we know about the cause or not. I didn´t think that there might be much unknown stuff in my own case. I have memories from really early childhood, from other lifetimes and even remember how I once chose to go to earth and why.

But there had been difficulties still showing up, that really didn´t make sense to me, especially when it came to relationships of any kinds. I attracted psychopaths. Although I seemed to have made all my homework, healed issues of abandonment, people-pleasing and whatever may have caused it, one really strange experience occured last year again. Just that I didn´t knew I had attracted distortion again, cause he´s a “spiritual” guy and everyone thinks him to be just wonderful. I realized one could really wonder what he was ful(l) with. It took me a long time and some hints from the lightforces and friends (as I couldn´t understand his mindset) to realize what had been hiding in the dark. After finding out I had a serious talk with my Higher Self, saying “Enough! I deserve better! Stop it!” It didn´t make sense to me. So, I´ve been shown what has caused my attraction of distorted, abusive people: Childhood memories showed up…out of the blue and really scarry, distorted and traumatic.

Our subconscious knows it all. We are on an energetic level like a computer, that is running a programm. And there might be a virus in our system, causing us serious harm. We have to look at it and transmute it, to change our energetic setup. We are all doing it at the moment, on a personal and collective level. Seems to be really hard sometimes, I´m the last one that would say that it is easy. But the future can not change, when we are not doing the work in the now.

One thing that I realized is, that the silencing has been one of the worst things about my own abuse and for many others. The people around, pretending to see nothing, just to keep their comfortable lifes or even benefit somehow. People that even blame the ones that would need support, care and their back up. Scapegoating, to not take responsibility for the own dark feelings, like guilt, fear, shame. And perpetrators, trying to “use” the situation to cause even more harm. The affected people are left alone and after a while stop to even ask for help. I´ve been talking with a woman of a help-organisation yesterday and she agreed it is the worst about all of it. So I chose to go out and write about it. I´ve been talking with the woman from the help-organisation about this decision of mine, also. She said, that it could indeed help myself, help others and is needed in society. But of course, when we expose ourselves we might be targeted also. But finally I decided: “I´ve been targeted so often anyway. This planet isn´t safe until the last child may sleep safe in his own bed, without experiencing rape or other forms of violence. I didn´t come to earth to be safe, I came to be a lighthouse, nothing less.” And while I type these words, Bob Marley starts to sing in my mind: “Get up, stand up.” So thank you for the heavenly support, brother of the light.

I have created a blog, that is in german, but has a translation button at the end of the page. If you are interested, just klick on the Link: https://ichsein.soulutions.one/. The topic is abuse, its effects in my life and my path of healing. I know, that there will be people, that will dislike it, but I´ve gotta be myself and do not need anyones approval. Their judgement doesn´t say who I am, but who they choose to be. I have nothing to hide and nothing to fear, but secrets and darkness itself – and I don´t! They cannot exist where light and truth have taken reins.

 

Martyrdom is a misconception of the divine service

It took me a while to put this inner truth into proper words, but I hope I am now capable to do so, so you can understand my message and benefit from it.

Martyrdom has to do with guilt somehow and guilt is not a truth. Both are the result of a misconception. When we serve others out of that feeling to be somehow responsible for them, for their well-being or suffering, than we create an energetic distortion, as we act against divine truth. Martyrdom and guilt is the denial of the divine I AM of the others and their abilitity to create their reality.  When I see helpless creatures in them, people that are “less than” or if I deny my own divine self and see myself as “less than”, than the distorted idea arises that they have to save me or I have to save them. This energetic imbalance creates a point of view that is confused. It would mean that I would owe them, or they would owe me somehow. To do it for the other, because we think we have to “save” someone is never a good decision as martyrdom denies the divine self, the creator that exists in all of us.

I´d like to offer another option and point of view: Serve others, but do it for yourself, because it expresses who you are. Do it because it expresses your divine self.  I´m not a loving, compassionate and generous person because I have to or because I want to be a good person. That once used to be my intention, before I dared to be selfish enough to care about how I feel. And I want to feel good, in alignment with my divine core, therefore I do not try to force others to be who I want them to be – just the opposite: I am who I want to be, all else is not my business. I am free and they are free. And I choose more and more with whom I spend my time. Nothing is more important to me now but with whom and in what mood I spend the moments of my life. It´s an honour to spend time with me. Why? Cause I can be perfectly happy when being on my own watching the clouds move or the stars twinkle above me. I have found peace and happiness inside of me. I do not need to spend my time with someone. I do not need someone else to make me happy. When I´m with myself and with nature I am happy, in peace and harmony. So why would I spend my time with you? Because I care. Because I love you as you are another part of my divine self. I love this divine spark in you and I´d love  to see you thrive. But in case you want to suffer or play silly powergames, I am out. I will never again suffer in the name of love. I see you as free and I see myself as free. All else is too less for me.

I know that my mission here on earth is one of service. Cause being of service is actually divine. People still get that wrong. They treat people that are of service with disrespect, cause here on earth all values had been upside down. I always knew that. I knew that the highest position is those of a wo/man that is serving the people. Think about it: The ones that changed this planet for the better all have been humble somehow. They all served. And do not get me wrong. I may serve you, but doesn´t mean I will accept it, when you treat me somehow with disrespect. That´s the best way to make me enjoy the starlight or the singing birds on my own. In this case I´d decide I´d serve you best, when leaving you behind.

And that I chose to be of service doesn´t mean I can have no luxery, of course I can, who deserves it more but the ones that  came to earth to serve. I remembered all my life that I did so. I remembered the place where we had been individuals, but with a connected consciousness. I had this memory, but didn´t know what it meant. Now I know it is the future of mankind. I remember the horror when I went into the darkness to help people find their inner connection again, that they had lost. I decided to be of service. Not because I had to, but because I chose to. That´s not martyrdom, that´s honoring my and your divine self.

Shine your light, that´s what you came for!

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