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When someone does you wrong…do not allow them

When people do you wrong….do not allow them. How? By making sure you will not leave yourself and the loving truth of your heart.

It doesn´t matter if they try to steal, cheat, manipulate, deceive or accuse you. Do not give in. Feel inside of you, be honest and true to yourself and it doesn´t matter what others express about themselves. And there´s no need to argue with them. You do not need to convince someone or be convinced by someone. Don´t enter someone elses game and do not try to drag others in yours. Just stay loyal and true towards yourself. Listen to your own inner voice and truth.

For many years…and many lifetimes…I couldn´t understand why people would do these things to me….kill me after I healed them, abandoned, deceived and abused me as an answer to my Love. If you feel that way, you can only end the heartbreak and pain when changing perspective. Come to the point where it has no meaning at all what others express about their character and values. It´s none of your business and goes home with them. The only thing that matters is that you shall not leave yourself or let yourself down. Always and under all circumstances you have to stand loyal and true towards yourselve.

Nothing shall come between you and you.

I am loving myself no matter what. And by the way I love my wrongdoer relentlessly. I will not allow their malicious ways to infect me and the beauty of my heart. I will never give in, I am stubborn about my love as can be. I turn anything used against me into fuel of compassion. They need it, they are onto a long, long road of painful experiences. They will not escape themselves, no matter their games, distractions and deceptions.

No one can escape themselves. And all human distortion is caused by the effort to do so.

People want someone else to love them, as they do not love themselves. They try to steal others time, money, attention, energy, as they have lost  their connection home. Someone who is one with him/herself is connected with the source of all that is.

When being aligned with yourself you change from beggar to sovereign.

As I love everyone relentlessly, do I turn the other cheek? Pfft. I am a living bridge to the New Earth, that for sure doesn´t mean people are allowed to walk all over me. It´s an energetic so(u)lution. They can not cross, when not a match. It´s as easy as this. Pretending doesn´t work. You´ve gotta be it.

So you may just relax. No one can do you wrong, they all screw themselves and stay behind. Just walk on. Enter the vibes of the New Earth. It´s absolutely safe and pure there.

The Ticket Home

All my life I´ve had this memory that I couldn´t explain for a long time, as it didn´t make sense to my mind. I remembered a kind of heavenly meadow, where I´ve lived with the other beautiful expressions of source. Our Soul remembers in pictures, so to me it was like a meadow and we, including me, felt like innocent children, pure and very aware of each other, all being within an energetic field. This field was not created by an outer source, it was us, being conscious of being conscious, what includes each others presence.

Each individual was a sovereign self and we´ve been aware of all of creation around us. To me it is my natural state of being. For many years I thought that this is a memory from a long-gone past, as our mind thinks linear, while it turned out that the place I entered from really is the future, what is also not totally correct, as it is no-time, cause multidimensional.

I have not been between the first that went onto this adventure, into this dense energy of 3d earth. Instead I witnessed how those that went here lost their connection. The ones that tried to find out what happened and entered “later”, too. It´s been as if they had never existed, had nothing to do with time or distance, but with the inner connection through awareness. Connection is created by being anchored within while being aware of all of creation. They lost it. Something that was unbelievable to me. How can one not feel all that is? The Inner Net. So I followed them and the last thing I remember from that decission was going into pure horror and blackness. Coming here is an traumatic experience for those that remember how home feels like.

To make that clear: I didn´t come to “save” someone. I came because I am an adventurous soul. All Souls are adventurous. And I came because I am Love. All Souls are Love.

If someone wants to be saved: That I am not. I am not a saviour, I am a reminder. One has to be it themselves. No one can do it for another, as we are all sovereign beings by eternal law.

Most people follow someone else and just try to be saved or at least distracted from their trauma and pain. Even the ones on a spiritual path. Sorry to say that, but this is not working. I went myself through deep, deep trauma and pain, I know how it feels like, how one just wants an end of suffering, but really no one can do it for us. And at the same time you do not have to make it on your own. The more we are the easier it gets for the individual.

What I´ve got to offer is way more precious than escape. I am remembering and embodying the frequency of home.

Being an empath means one can sense the energies of another being. So the ones that have empathy are the ones that can benefit the most from me, emanating my energies. They will be able to sense and then remember. I didn´t come alone and we are becoming more and more second by second, it´s unstoppable now. When those that are ready meet, they activate the frequencies within each other. They do not have to meet in person. You just have to go inside and feel. The Inner Net is activated on this planet. And that´s the beautiful thing about it. No one and nothing can stop it now. I have been one of the living tojans to bring down the old, distorted matrix. It is already spreading like wildfire behind the scenes. It´s amazing and as it doesn´t depend on a single being to continue no one can end it. The only way for the distorted old to survive is to transmute into the healed new.

And to make it clear on the Earth-Day. This planet doesn´t need to be saved. It is a living, conscious, sovereign being. Did you really think it needs saviours? It saved itself by sending out healing cells, conscious co-worker like me. Those that remember the divine blueprint of balance, but had been dormand for a long time. We are like divine sleeper-cells, all activated by perfect timing, to bring down the illness of the distorted consciousness that had infected and tried to overtake this planet.

The Earth really doesn´t need to be saved, it is going through a self-healing process of cleansing, that´s all. But it is inviting those of you that want to connect with it. Those of you, that want to remember their original blue-print, just alike her, and co-create the New Earth.

Your vibe attracts and activates your tribe.

I have met those of my own kind over the last month. We co-created the wildfire of healing fever that is now cleansing this planet. I almost stopped working one-on-one and I am mostly working on the collective. The collective transition towards the new Earth has nothing to do with the mass-consciousness, just the opposite, it´s the literally middle-finger towards it. When connecting to the new earth you have to be sovereign. The Inner Net can only be reached through awareness. No slaves or overtakers will enter the New Earth. One can also not cheat or pretend, you have to be it.

I´ve started to create a meditation series with my beloved co-workers and sovereign embodied siblings, Therese Wenk and Muriel Shickman and we are starting this series on March 25th 2018 with the Planet Earth in general to then move towards different areas on this planet. Oded Lobel, a young healer from Israel, is going to join us on this event to channel/sing with the earth as his singing tones will make the frequencies available for even more people.

You can not miss the event, as it is happening outside of time and space on the quantum level. It will be in the field anyway, but to benefit personally you can join and get activated or can just celebrate the reconnection. If you can´t make it at the given time, you can tune into the replay later. For those that enter live the replay is included in their fee, as an appreciation of their  contribution.

While the participants will just relax, breath and injoy, all the “healers” are combining their special gifts and frequencies, what is an energetic high five, literally changing reality for those that choose it.

There´s no place like home.

 

 

Rose News – Freedom, Healing and Collaborations

Lately I´m all about collaborations. Well, being part of creation we are meant to be collaborative, just you need the right timing, people, awareness and circumstances to start the ball rolling.

And he did! Together with Therese Wenk and Muriel Shickman we created a threesome healing event about abuse, that really did rock. The feedback of our participants have been absolutely moving and touching. I´m totally happy that we had been so brave to get into such a deep and difficult topic via the internet. As we had to find out, we, coming together, did not only work with our participants, but they have been chosen representatives for mankind, and we together have been working with the collective consciousness. In case you missed it, the replay is available here: #metoo Quantum Healing Space Webinar with 3 Healers.

And when clicking on the following link, you can buy the replay of another amazing co-creation with Therese and Muriel:  Free to be me. We have been working at the individual and collective human, to help them let go of unhealthy bonds and to open up for the own truth, to express it freely. You´ll find it in the media and hopefully in your own life very soon. Every one of us came to earth to bring forth something only we can bring to life, and everyone of us has something beautiful and precious to add to this planet. Please dare it, like we did!

And last weekend the “Rose Talk & Rose Touch” has been taking place, with special guest Muriel Shickman about the topic of the Rising of the Roses. In its core we spoke about the rising of mankind. I´ve decided to put out the replay on YouTube. Even when many people might not really understand what the Rose Touch is and what we´ve been discussing with the guests on this evening, the energies of that call have been amazingly beautiful and everyone benefitting from it, just by tuning into it, is a gift for humanity. So inJoy the leading edge of spirituality…a bunch of giggeling gals, blowing you minds away and gifting you with love and bliss… 😉

What´s next? A NeuSpace Interview on the 10th/11th of March 2018 (depending on your timezone) with Alexis Srsa. She´s giving sessions and webinars and is very much alike Muriel and me, an Artist of life, expressing in a million ways the richness of the own Soul to encourage and assist others on their journey. Well and today, 6th of March is her birthday. And tomorrow, 7th of March, is Muriels Birthday. Happy joyous Pisces-Party, beloved Ladies.  <3 <3 <3

On 14th of March Muriel and I are inviting you to join us for the next monthly NeuSpace Talk. Topic will be Visions and Seeing Potentials’ I´m really looking forward to see you on that call 😉 <3

Well, and March 25th we are starting a new series. As Therese, Muriel and I are global players in it´s best meaning, a very new and beautiful way of working with the collective consciousness and of course very much connected with this lovely planet, we will start a meditation series. We will start with a “Meditation with Mother Earth” And no that´s not a grammatic error, but intent. Just alike every cell in your body is coworking to create the being you refer to, when saying “I”, so we are, collectively seen, co-workers with this amazingly beautiful body, named Gaia. You can not incarnate here, when there wouldn´t be an agreement between Gaia and your beingness to work together. We want to bring awareness into this beautiful collaboration, making it a lovestory of sorts.

We will then move to different parts of this globe, starting with Africa on 15th of April and moving towards India on May 6th, 2018. The fee for the ones that enter live will be only 3,-€ for each event to make it affordable for everyone and to value the contribution of the ones that help to co-create the event.

Have a great time, shine your light and help others to let their light shine, too.

 

Why true love scares the sh*t out of people

Everybody talks about love. But what most people mean by love is that they want to have, own, consume something. True Love, the way I see, feel, express it, is something totally different for me and it really scares people. It´s too much. That´s why I have been too much all my life and why I have been hiding my true being for so long.

When I am talking about Love I speak about a feeling that is living inside of me, it is awakened when something or someone reminds my of my essence. Can be anything or anyone. A cat strolling along the street, a toddler reaching out to a flower, a twinkeling star on the nightsky, the laughter of a woman, the smile on a face, the tender touch of a hand, the way someone plays the piano or jumps into a puddle. It touches my heart, the Rose inside of me. I enjoy what I witness, but I do not need to own it, grab it, consume it. I am that I am. Noone can take anything from me, therefore I do not need anything and can enjoy all along my way.

To step into the awareness of my lovelight brings out extreme reactions in people. Some start crying, because they are not used to it to be really seen, loved, valued. It´s a release and surrender into the truth of their beautyful eternal being.

And some start to attack me, searching for my imperfections as they can not accept that they are perfect in my eyes. Not because I turn a blind eye. I´ve got a virgomoon in my natal(ie) chart. I see all, every “imperfection”, believe me. And even more, my pisces venus feels your discomfort, my mercury in aquarius just knows about your judgements. But see, to me all of the above doesn´t matter. It is not what you are, but a momentary state. It´s the way the divine chose to express itself, so I am fine with it. The one attacking me and/or denying himself not. You wouldn´t believe what BS people tell me, why they are not worthy or they look at me and tell me why I am still not good enough to be a master. Says it all, why they can not be a master in their minds eye. And so they go on another rampage, another run, another round of denial and it´s all fine with me. It´s all perfect.

It´s been the reason why I have been hiding my true nature for so long. I wasn´t ready to deal with it, it broke my heart a million times and time just wasn´t ripe before. Now it is, I will no longer hide to make it more comfortable for those that might get a spiritual sunburn, or loveburn. This world needs more love, not less.

I write this to remind you, that you are not better or less than I am. Nobody is. Just be yourself, shine the way the lovelight wants to express itself through you. You are beautiful beyond measure and you are dearly loved. That´s all and it´s all that is.

Showing up

Lately there’s been a whole lot of showin´ going on. This is the review.

The Master watches it all and has fun. I recognized how some tried to sneak around without showing themselves. Some showed a lack of understanding, compassion and honesty, be lie ving to be able to not be seen for who they are. Some tried to steal the show, others tried to prevent it. Life’s a stage and the roles and characters have been really interesting. A Master just recognizes timing and acting, while staying neutral and never getting really hooked into the mirrors and fogs, that fill the scenery. All kinds of characters showing up, changing names, changing games and still staying the same.

I realized how even a facebook account can be seen as a kind of scary Rocky-Horror-Picture-Show, while I just had fun, doing the freeing TimeWarp with my Brothers and Sisters. Others believed to be part of a childrens fairy tale, never realizing that little red riding hood is sended into the woods to catch herself a wolf 😉 Way too innocent to fall for an enchanted prince charming. And some are so blinded by the light of their own importance that they missed the whole show, when Candyland got blown up, because of a nice twist in the script. Different points of views…one play.

Others believed the show is an opportunity to get fed and not be seen for what they are. Well virtual popcorn has been served. A plastic Rose even proudly and openly stating to have been sended by her master to have an eye on me, not realizing she´s been just showing her chains and dishonor, while the spells of the black magic woman just felt off the abused that very night. Others trying to return to the light, without having to take ownership for their actions. And some did and have been welcomed. Silently, behind the scenes.

Why did all of that happen? Because the Masters had shown up for a showdown, that’s been noticed by just a few, but the outcome is going to be legendary.

One can not come close to a master and still believe to not be seen by the lasersharp light of consciousness. A Master has a lot of compassion and might even dance with a few shadows and demons, as s/he´s afraid of no-thing  and always able to have fun…but finally people have to realize what they caused, by standing in their own way and mostly harming themselves. Well, some go on the painful journey to embrace their shadows and become whole again by letting go of all they are not and some just go on another run, hoping to never have to face their own creation again… good luck with that one.

A Master is totally unimpressed by demons, angels and all kind of roleplay, always seeing  the eternal light behind the masks, as this has been the own game/creation for such a long time and some favorite plots been just reoccurring. And what has it been all about?

To quote myself at the beginning of our threesome quantum healing event: “We´re not here for the show. Of course we did show up and might show how it’s going, but we´re not here for the show, but for the people.” The participants have been co-workers, by the intent of their Souls, each representing a special form of abuse/energetic split, that’s been searching for healing and wholeness…I bow before the souls that chose to be a representative for humanity. You are greatly honored, as you have honored yourself. It took quite a few hours until it’s been in the field of the collective consciousness. When the download into the grid finally took place it almost blew me out of my physical body, but I couldn´t care less, I´ve been blessed and overly happy to see we made it. And it´s been noticed already, although the ripple effect might need quite some time in many cases. And of course not everyone chooses freedom. Some love their chains just too much to leave the SM-Showroom of Master and Servant, still waiting for their personal Jesus out of the Astral Illusionary Show instead of mastering themselves.

This article goes out especially because of the many, many Souls who have been coworking that will never stand in the spotlight of the earthly realms, but who did so much for so many for so long. I know it´s not been easy, but we chose it with intend and hereby changed the whole game. We prepared with much Love and Com/passion and the eternal stage gets standing ovations for this masterly play. Nothing else matters. Shine your light…for real, not for the show 😉

Fractals & Soul Soup

I love ideas, philosophies and insights, but I never “believe” anything to be an absolute. I know that at different stages we have a different point of view, but most people are totally investing in their own temporary perception or handing it over to others to tell them what  to perceive. My articles and points of view are meant as an inspiration. Take it or leave it. I do not need anyone to agree with me. Why would I? I have points of view but I am not my point of view.

I felt since long that our linear understanding of Souls and Incarnations isn´t really fitting for me anymore. Some of the Incarnations of people seemed to have had overlaps seen with linear timing. Plus I met aspects of the same Incarnation in different people. Well, think of all the Caesars & Cleopatras in pastlife-regressions and mental asylums. So I started realising that Souls are kind of a bowl of Soup. We add Chilli or Salt, but we are not Chilli or Salt…and best of all: We do not have to identify with the spices, but bring forth whatever taste we prefer. The moment we go quantum, we get access to the whole Pantry. We are literally all connected through these spices.

Think about Pizza and Tomato Salad. Very different, but they got something in common: The tomatoes. That´s also the reason why we meet a stranger and s/he feels totally familiar. Memories of pastlifes show up and they are somehow true, but when we identify with these pastlifes, our own or the stories of someone else, we build unhealthy attachments. To cling to a person is like taking a pepper pot with you wherever you go, as you are in love with pepper and afraid to loose pepper and never experience pepper again. Or when you dislike pepper, thinking you could harm pepper, by destoying the pepper pot.

The sunbeams are the expressions of the sun, they are not “the Sun”. Not even our sun is “the sun”. You cannot find her in the physical or astral.

Last summer I went trough a process that made me wake up one day and all remaining attachments to people and things had vanished. Freaking feeling it was, after having for so long identified with roles and personas. I still have my whole bowl of Soup with me, but as I know that I can relate to all and will always meet again the ingridients again in many forms, I can totally enjoy my own bowl of Soup and also the others. I miss nothing and enjoy all.

To understand this concept of the Bowl of Soup, what is of course still an analogy, might bring a kind of understanding for what quantum means.

When we look at someone and love this person than it´s because s/he is having a bit of the Chilli or Salt that we InJoy so much. And some people have a lot of our favorite ingridients within themselves.  But that´s the funny thing about Love (or hate). You always resonate with your own projections/preferences.

And once you become aware of your whole pantry you can relate to anyone, love anyone and enjoy others company, without needing anyone at all. Than you are free. Be yourself. See yourself in anyone. That´s the reason why on the new Earth noone needs a Master, but is a Master themselves. Aware of the Pantry. That´s why it doesn´t make sense to hurt others out of that perspective. That´s like Chilli hating Chilli…or Salt. Doesn´t make any sense at all once you loose your linear mind and come to your masterly senses and awareness.

Also Love is the love for Love. I have no attachments but still preferences. I totally enjoy Coffee. I do not need Coffee, that´s why the stupid games people play in relationships do no longer work with me. I can totally live without coffee and have a tea. And I do not need my coffee being served by Adam or Brigid or Caesar, although I might like that of Caesar very much at the moment.

Honestly all the relationship Dramas are not for a Master. We are all Fractals of the Divine. The whole Pantry at hand, but everyone cooking it´s own Soup. We are One, but not the same.

Have a great Valentine´s Day tomorrow and InJoy the Pantry. If you want you can join Muriel Shickman and me in the NeuSpace Talk about “Healthy Boundaries”.

Shine your light!

Dying to be me

Last year  I experienced 3 major steps on my path.

1.) I wondered why I had still attracted abusive people. The answer was a shock. Literally frozen in time for 40 years and opening my eyes for some ugly stuff around me.

2.) An shadow-aspect returning home and the message that “the Master is in the House”. Too funny, I couldn´t remember to have asked for him to come in, but maybe that´s been the reason why he was able to enter. Well, with the integration of my shadow, things seemed to be already brighter. Until…

3.) I was told by my eternal self that I have to die. And that there´s a choice to be made by me. The choice to be reborn in the same body or to come in again as a newborn. I was shown my potential parents, their energetic body coming together in an act of love to conceive the new life. I saw the energetic body of the fetus in the mothers womb, felt the love she held for the little one – what could be me. I´ve gotta say that this felt really attractive to me, as it´s been the very opposite of this lifetime. A fresh start under conditions that are loving and supportive felt really good. The other option was to be reborn in the same old body. And I was told this would be the harder option, as changing while staying the same is way more difficult. I chose the difficult version. Of course.

I was not sure if the message was understood, as I still felt the new body calling me. So I even wrote a letter adressed at my daughter, just in case…

But my choice was heard, cause when I woke up in the morning, a few days later, my whole surrounding felt totally strange to me. At least I changed my incarnation while sleep-time, that´s been a goodie. But still not that funny, as I had lost all attachment and interest to the things that once have been mine. Loosing attachment sounds nice…it´s not in real. I can hardly describe what was going on with me. I doubted if I might have lost my mind. I was so unattached, that I could walk out of me door the very next minute and never wanting to look back, no thoughts and feelings about the old would arise. My birthchart has had lots of earth in it, so this was really weird for me.

The strangest thing was, that all was the same, but I am not. It is really like a new incarnation. Love is the only thing that remained. I will always love my daughter, no matter what body or incarnation or relationship we have. And I love cats and coffee and the starlight. And Love itself of course.

The real difficult thing was that people expected me to be the same, plus even if I had no real attachments, I still had tendencies for some behaviours, that I had to get rid off. That´s why dying is much easier, than staying in the body. When you die everyone accepts that you are not available. But when they see the same body, they´ll blame you for not being and behaving like you are supposed to – from their point of view. But of course, it doesn´t matter what someone expects, we are the ones who have to take ownership of our behaviours…no one else can be blamed for what is our responsibility. So I tried to look as normal as possible, while unbecoming what I am not.

Dying alive was a hell of a ride, while I am in total peace, holding hands and having a melt-in with all of me, loving all of me. Well and of course a million angels, incarnated or not, trying to assist me. Two of them I have chosen to cooperate with for a quantum healing space about abuse. That´s been done to the most beautiful Souls and we need them being themselves again. Whole and complete. Well today Therese offered me spontaneously to have a look, what´s still missing in my field. She´s an awesome healer. Well actually she´s been a midwife today. She´s been handed the last missing piece to be integrated again. My divine blueprint, the innocent baby child …the aspect, that´s still been missing. Dying, to be reborn. Hallelujah.

The worst thing about abuse…

The worst thing about abuse have in my case not been the abusers. Looking backwards most of these folks have been very distorted and cowardish people, whom have normally been abused themselves.

In most cases abused people become offenders themselves or victims. And believe me it´s not the one chosing the victim-role who is the weak one. Things are seldom as they seem.

I know that I have chosen my life-path with great intend. To stand exactly where I am now!

No, the worst have been the ones knowing what´s happening and going into denial, to not risk their comfort.

The sisters of my abuser, changing the linen of the bed the eight year old shared with an adult man. My mother not wanting to take responsibilty for the life she has brought to earth, so she looked away for more than three years. And it´s been a doctor telling her, he would publicly hold her accountable for having the blood of her own child coming over her, when not taking me out of that household. And it´s not been her conscience, but his authority that saved my life.

Last year, when coming into awareness, leaving victim-consciousness behind, I saw how I still have been emotional and spriritually abused. With such an energetic signature the energy-vampires are always nearby. The Rose itself spoke to me to tell me that “Not all, collecting Roses do it out of love.” Indeed! When I stood up and spoke up for myself, my “sisters” looked away and some even took side for the abusing part. Well, they have chosen and their path is none of my business.

Now that I am at a point where I have found balance in me, against all odds, but with all heavenly forces holding my back, I have received messages myself and through others to help heal the wound that I had to overcome myself. What makes sense of course. I am aware that this brings up all the forces, that benefit from the “divide and conquer”, as I am going far beyond a pitty-party for victims or stupid gender-bashing. I go to the root as I see behind the obvious.

So the newest thing was a porn-vid sended out, with my name and picture on it, via messenger to my facebook-contacs. Pft! Seriously?! How should someone like me, standing so big, strong and tall after all she has experienced, to be offended or silenced with such a scam?! It might damage my FB-friendships or my business, of course. But guess what: That´s working for me, not against me. The ones that are sorted out that way are not the ones I want to have around anyway.

And when I wrote about it in Facebook and made a statement, most didn´t react at all, like always. Not even those that really believed it was me in the porn, found one word! Bravo! The silent masses, that´s what is the worst on this planet. They make all of it possible at all.

It can not touch me anymore. Who I am is not to be defined by the actions or in-actions of others. I have used all on my path to move beyond these games of a distorted duality. But I know one thing: The veil is lifting and the roles people are choosing become obvious. Don´t count on MY silence anymore! I will speak up. My facebook post and my blogpost are not written by someone who is hurt, but by someone who will make the silent m asses visible. I do it for those that have until now not taken their power back, to show them they can find their voice again, too. I do it because of all, who still wish things to be unseen and unspoken, so nothing will change.

To the abusers and enabelers: I welcome your darkness and will weave my magic to make your ways impossible, for a New Earth. The place I decended from to walk my brothers and sisters home. We are many, we are everywhere and nothing will prevent the future as she is already here.

I shine my light, indeed – and whatever you give to me, may it be light or dark, for an Alchema it´s all just fuel. If you stand in the light of my consciousness and see a shadow on the wall, it´s not me being scared and running, that´s for sure!

 

 

 

Distractions

People are constantly under the influence of distractions. Their mind is held busy all day long. When we are not working, we care for a thousand obligations and as we are so stressed out, we use TV and Social Media to “relax” in our free time. Every single minute we are distracted and stay therefore away from all that has real meaning to us.

Often we don´t even know what has real meaning to us. What might that be? We can only find out, when we walk our own path, instead of following the distractions.

This goes for  the individual as also for the collective. Why do distractions occur at all? To lead us astray. I´ve got to confess that I got a few times quite distracted in my life. So I really understand how something or someone can catch our attention.

In 2015 I have searched for advise for my Souls Path, as the message to follow my path as a healer has shown up again and again at that time. I spoke to Kahuna Kaleiiliahi about this important topic. She agreed that it is indeed my purpose to heal and teach others and that it has been the reason why I went through all of my experiences and hardships. And than she told me to be careful, as relationships, especially romantic ones, had been a huge distractor in my life, trying to hold me back. That I shall not allow a need for companionship or love to lead me astray from my own calling. It´s been a wise advise that helped me a lot along my journey.

What you give attention to, you feed energetically. I´ve got a lot of spiritual energy and the ability to focus. That´s why I´ve been really yumy for all energetic vampires. As I know this weakpoint now, they are never allowed very long in my field, as my energies are needed for my own journey, that will co-create with many on their path, instead of feeding a few.

I am sure this fits for many. Some get distracted by their relationships, others by media, their jobs, all kinds of unnecessary obligations and “important” demands. But take a closer look. Is it our life purpose to argue with others about the tweets and headlines of distractors? Attention is energy. That´s why we will see a lot of stuff in the media, trying to harvest humanities energies, while we fail at the same time to go for our real goales.

Please go for the real gold, not for the shiny glitter.

And don´t get me wrong. It´s not that “doing nothing” or just having fun on Facebook is wrong. You might find me watch the starlight for hours or I post pictures of puppies in my timeline. Sometimes being not productive is not a distraction, but gives space for healing or it is just for fun. Fun is always in tune with our souls mission. We are joyful, adventurous beings. What I mean with distractions is about “getting hooked in” and loosing us, about feeding the dying old earth energies instead of building the new, the one we came for.

Follow your own dreams. Even when we might have to purify them, they are still serving our own purpose. For example: I used to dream of writing a bestseller. Along my path I found out, that I just want to write, no matter the circumstances, as being a writer is my nature. The dream of success has been a distraction, as I wanted to prove my worth at that time. As I can stay now with my true self, I do not need distractions any longer. Cause that´s the reason behind allowing the distractions. Fear of being present with the own true being. Don´t.

There´s nothing more beautiful than your true self. Shine your light.

 

 

The Reflection-Deception

For a very long time I was wondering why everything on this earth seemed to be upside-down. When I looked around it´s been really frustrating to witness how people admired those that lead them astray and how we all gave away our power to those that would use it against us.

I´m a capricorn and so values matter to me. I saw how rules and laws are made, not as a support for mankind, but to fool and imprison us. I myself have been blinded by illusions, cause nothing was as it seemed and nobody walked their talk -and the few ones that did, have been used and fooled. All was upside down. How comes a banker is seen as more important than a farmer, although we are all, every single one of us, fed by the farmers work? How is it possible that for thousands of years women have been seen as worthless, while every human has been born, raised and nourished by women? How comes we poison the planet that we all rely on for survival? And no matter what areas of life I started to look at, it’s been the same strange phenomenon, that all and everything on this planet was upside down.

But the last two years some pieces came together that showed me a greater picture. The first one was a snapshot I took of a reflection on water, where all looked real but was upside down.

Other pieces came together when I had to encounter a few people that tried to fool me and lead me astray. One of the people was someone whom I had trouble to “read” although I’m an empath. On one hand I felt very comfortable and “at home” with him and on the other hand my guts reacted with turmoil for seemingly no reason, when I encountered him. I wondered how he could feel loving and kind to me, as he had a very robotic and repetitive behaviour and almost no emotions. When I observed him interacting with others, empathic, loving people, I recognized he just mimics and reflects them. When they smile, he smiles, when they laugh, he laughs. It´s been really strange to see him being a living mirror. That´s how he´s able to fool these beautiful people and it’s been the way he has also been able to come close to me. I have felt comfortable with him as I have had myself reflected back at me. People of course like him a lot as their own reflection feels like home.

Another person that I met tried to collect people with a special energetic quality. After a while I recognized she distracts and confuses people, what really didn’t fit into the “role” she tried to perform. So it´s been a role and not her true being. I watched her closer and realized she used her psychic abilities to make others run for her visions and dreams. She tried to make others her puppet, while she let herself being used by destructive forces.  And the thing that really made me wonder was that on one hand she got more and more angry and mean towards me for seemingly no reason, but she also tried to copy some of my behaviours. Why would she do that? Maybe to perform her role, as a copy of the original.  A distorted one, like all upside down copies.

And then the penny dropped. All on this world that seemed upside down was a reflection-deception. The malevolent forces created reflections of the originals. They did it in all areas of life. Check it out yourself and you´ll find it everywhere.

They used the real creator and installed a false god to worship and fear. They used the real Yeshua and made him a tortured Jesus on the cross. They used sacred union and created the battle of sexes. The Archangels became Arcons, the true light a false light. Real food has been changed into the colorful poison they sell to the masses. Our professions are turned into labour, our laws into rules of insanity, our leaders into egomaniacs. All is upside down, as all is a reflection-deception.

Why? Who´s behind it?

The following is just a theorie. I can not say if it is right or wrong, but there is at least some truth in it. I stay openminded, as any be lief is a thief. Every day a new piece of the puzzle may show up, changing the whole picture. I have to confess that I´ve been very sceptic myself when I heard the first time the theory that we are living in a time loop, created by AI. But a few month ago I realized that memories I thought to be from my distant past, showed my entering point into this game…coming from the future. Why did I enter? I entered with many others, to change the game, to bring in the connection to the original creation and a choice, as mankind has been fooled, what was a cosmic foul. AI didn’t know what they did, they do not know what creation means and how it works. They can only mimic, reflect, as they are not creators, they can only bring out copies and nature never creates copies, only originals. This world is upside down as it is a reflection, not the original. Don´t get me wrong. Not this planet is a reflection, Gaia is very real. Just the false matrix, that has been laid over the real creation, is fake.

But there’s no reason to fear this, as all of us entered this game by free will and nothing is able to harm us on the long run. And it´s easy to unmask the deception, once you realized it and claim to be a free being, than the illusion bubble just pops. You have to connect with your source within, instead of getting hypnotized by the reflection-deception. You´ve got all you need, all love, all guidance and all truth within yourself.

Shine your light.

 

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