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Why the scapegoat was so important for the old earth communities

The scapegoat had an important role in the history of social communities. As people did not dare to look at their not accepted “shadow-side”, they took all their sins onto an animal and killed it or punished it  and sended it into the desert.

It´s been the way how people could still live together, whos characters had a lot of shortcommings. Just pretend it´s not there, than all is well…except for the goat, but well better to sacrifice a goat than to risk that  the community would break apart.

In the old testament, you find the description, that 2 goats were used. One has been slaughtered and her blood brought into “the holy of holy” and sprinkeled onto the “seat of mercy” (you may ponder a bit, who might really own such a place and receive all the worship) and the other goat was sended into the desert.

It is the reason why it is said that Yeshua died for our sins and the reason why we pray to a dead man on a cross instead of seeing in him a living example of the divine. Using a human as a scapegoat has a lot of advantages. You get rid of someone who doesn´t please the ones that are in charge and you make sure the rest of the community behaves to not experience to be a scapegoat also.

A lot of lightworker have experienced this in the past too, when being the shaman or the witch. You had a lot of knowledge and knew also about the peoples sins, because they came to you when they needed help, plus you had the inner knowing. When the community had a bad harvest or another misfortune, you had to pay the price and been their scapegoat.

A scapegoat is a very practical thing, it prevents people from being responsible for their own actions.

I´m a double capricorn, a mountaingoat, and I know all about being the scapegoat. I´ve played this role so often. My very existance in this life was the result of a “sin”. My mother couldn´t stand my presence, that´s why she gave me into an orphanage. There the nuns, never allowed to have a good orgasm, treated me badly, too. I remember, that even just two years old, I´ve been punished for the stuff the “sweet, nice girl” did. I can not count how often that happened in my life. I learned all about the unwanted, suppressed, ignored. And that imprint sticked and brought replays.

The point is that it doesn´t work. It is the reason why mankind runs in circles and nothing ever changes. Whatever you hide in the shadows will come out again and again until it is accepted, integrated, transformed.  If you pretend you do not know that the major is mollesting woman, you will ignore it until you or a loved one become a victim and maybe noone will listen to you than. You´ll be even marked as the one who´s disturbing the peace. That´s how communities are working. It´s the price that has to be paid when being part of a herd.

The shadow of the age of pisces are lies, deception and sacrifice and a lot of people have deeply invested, to hold on to their illusional state.

For me it doesn´t matter anymore. I am bored by all the games and projections and I laugh about the comedy, that will only fool the ones that choose ignorance. I see the true colors and I see who refuses the wake-up calls. I see who wants to stay with the same old, sacrificing others for the own illusional comfort, thinking this will prevent themselves. I see who preaches love´n light and hides the own shortcommings in the shadows, holding everyone else accountable. There´s just one question, that is immediately making the house of cards crumble:

“Why do you hand your responsibility to people that are not even able to be responsible for their own actions?”

Being the scapegoat turned out to be the best role in that comedy. It made me strong and independent to be casted out so often. I had to learn to care for myself. And I prefer it meanwhile. Who wants to be part of such a kind of communities? Not me. The age of aquarius will be the time when free beings and equals are coming together and nothing else suits me. It is the point of view I can offer to all that have experienced to be the outcast. You are not meant to cuddle into the mold of the common lies, you are called to be sovereign, free and search only for company of your own kind. You deserve to be the ones to build the new earth.

It only hurts, when you try to herd. So just don´t. Be yourself and people that are attracted by your authentic self will find you. Quality over quantity. Dare to shine your light, integrate your own shadows and don´t care about others projections and lies. Life is way too beautiful for such games <3

 

Facing darkness

As I´ve announced I will write a bit more about shadow-work, as it is crucial at the moment. And Jupiter entering Scorpio tomorrow will bring up a lot of opportunities to face, what has been hidden and denied. I´ve been at an esoteric conference in Basel the last weekend and was very pleased to see that a lot of the invited speakers are not afraid of shadow-issues. I wrote a while ago about the new generation of teachers and yes, they are very real, down to earth and entering  the big stages more and more.

Who enters the earthly realm has to face duality. There´s no way to avoid it. Those that think to be out of that game have a blind spot. When you´re out of the game, you´re not in the arena, but you are here 😉  If you bring in your light, you´ll have to face darkness. All we can do is to be aware and to choose wisely.

I must have a nice light as I had to face a lot of darkness, coming my way. Darkness seldom came “right in my face”, mostly it came as a hidden enemie or as a loss.

For those that are familiar with astrology: I have a 12th house Capricorn sun and the ruler of Capricorn, Saturn, is in my 2nd house in Aries and squares my Sun. Lots of work and hardship, without material security – but lots of hidden enemies on top of it. At the moment Pluto, the helldog, plays with this constellation. I understand that I had to face hidden darkness, as I´ve been hiding my light. I have been badly paid, as I didn´t dare to insist in being paid well, as what I have to give is of value. So things are changing under Plutos influence. So thank you darkness for all your lessons, you are seen and valued for it.

When we are young and darkness shows up, we think this happens to us, we will tend to see us as victims and will try to fix things on the level where they show up: on the outside. When we get older, we understand that whatever occures on the outside, just does so, to stirr us up on the inside.

We are all at the moment in an epic battle between light and dark. Just the way it shows up in our lifes is a bit different, depending on the lessons we have booked when planing our incarnation. Do not get fooled, you´ll win or loose that battle on only one place: Your own heart.

Darkness did everything it could, it throwed everything at me that it had in this lifetime. It broke my heart a million times, it overtook all that I love, including my mother and husband. When team dark overtook my husband, the Repto-Lord that owned him, materialized for my very eyes and grinned into my face. Darkness wanted me to know its power. Yes, darkness brought up an ocean of tears and unbearable pain inside of me. I had periods of deep sadness. But I understood that they can only overtake what is theirs. But I am not and will never be. They can turn people that I love into hidden enemies, (using their hidden dark feelings like greed, envy or jealousy) but they have not the power to take my Love. And their power over their slaves is temporary, but my love for their eternal being knows no end. They took the lifes of people I love, but delivered just a direct line behind the veil to me. Darkness wanted to bring me down, but I´m a stubborn Capricorn, so I made darkness serve me in the end, always. Alchemy of the Soul. Darkness can take my material belongings, but who cares, as long as I own myself. Burn down my house and I find my real home. They can make me the scapegoat, they can abandon me or throw stones at me. I stay untouched in the light of my soul and nothing that is made of an illusion can destroy what is eternal.

I have a seventh house virgo moon. I am highly sensitive to others energies and emotions, while I see and understand very clearly the reason for their feelings. To be able to do my work, my heart has to be an open gate. When someone I love throws hate at me, I can feel it over any distance. Brought me literally to my knees a few times. But couldn´t break me, but purified me. When we are touchable by dark, we still have a shadow not faced inside of us, an aspect not fully integrated. I understand that. So I do not answer darkness with darkness. I turn it around and throw my Light on anyone crossing my path. And those that work against me, get an extradose of Love, as they need it the most. And it works. Darkness runs from me. Of course the running ones told the witnesses, that they can not stand me, as I am the bad girl. Scapegoating and projection. Works, again and again. Well, sorts out the weeds and weaks out of my field, so thank you again.

Darkness played its twisted games so long, that the maincharacter and his many expressions got mad, lost in the game and forgot that it is just a role. Lucifer has been the highest of the angels and he had forgotten, that he is an expression of the divine creation. His role has been to teach through diversity. But he has identified with his role, he believes to be the almighty god and he is a jealous one. He is dependent on worship and when you do not feed him he gets totally angry. You have to fall on your knees and obey to him. And I don´t. He´s just another actor on this divine stage. I honor him and I even love him, as he is my divine brother. Not more, not less. Darkness (Lucifer) has in its core never left the omniverse, where all is in harmony.  And our essence is still there. Darkness is just a way energy is expressed. Darkness believes its polarisation to be more powerful, but its energy is just more raw.

Darkness even thought to own this planet. But I´ve got news for dark: Greetings from home, dear Brother, Lord Darkness, he who is not to be named. Mother Gaia owns herself. She´s married to Father Sky, but not even he owns her. He loves and enjoys her. Its divine love, it knows no distance and no end. You can try to poison Gaia, sell her, molest her as often as you want, you will never own her. Ownership is a joke. You´ve been allowed here, as she allows her children to make their experiences. You are not the ruler of this planet, of mankind or anyone. Rule over yourself, if you can! A wise mother allows her children to make experiences. Mothers that do not allow these, will never have adult children. And Gaia, as an expression of Sophia, is a very wise mother. So thank you dark, for this  lesson, you may now take your seat again. We´ve really enjoyed your show, but life has a few more aspects to itself. You are just a part of all that is.

What you send out comes back to you? Yes and no. When we refuse to answer hate with hate and fear with fear…we become the gamechanger. Team Dark thinks to be in control and invincible. And the reason why they could make eternal free beings their slaves is that everybody believed it, that´s why they worked for darkness at all. When they realize they are not in control and helpless against the power of light, that scares the hell out of them. Team dark runs because it is afraid that when the light wins it would pay them back, that the light would punish them, the same way they have punished the light. But only darkness believes in old testament justice, the light lives in grace.

See, team dark has given all they had, but all they did was to strenghten me. It´s all energy. It now returns to the sender – just a little bit transmuted. They are used to receive hate for sending out hate, that´s an endless self-feeding cycle. But when they receive light in return for darkness, that shows them who the gamechanger is.

And it is a game. There´s no such thing like duality in the heavenly kingdom. Shine your light dear Ones, it will protect you and others in these times of the big change!

Where do you invest your energy in?!

The old energy is fighting for its life. The trouble the old energy has, is that it needs energy. Therefore it creates distraction, confusion, drama and turmoil. It needs attention = energy. Darkness can not create energy itself, as it has lost its connection to source. Darkness is needy as hell! It desperately needs your energy.

Where you put your attention, there you invest your energy.

Read this again!

What kind of return do you expect, when you still give your energy to the blamers, complainers, cheaters and drama-creators?!

Now reflect: Who tries to get your attention? Who causes confusion? Who always needs you to help them, pay for them, take sides with them, do stuff for them? Who manipulates you? Tells you what to do and what not? Makes you go for their visions, fight their battles, dream their dreams? Who tells gossip? Tells even lies? Blames others for own shortcomings? Who plays with marked cards and plays the victim card when nothing else is working any more? Who drains your energies? Sometimes it is the person that you´d expect the least. Darkness is not stupid. It has some manipulative masters in their games and at astonishing places, you wouldn´t expect them. Unless you start to think again.

I have always had compassion. Even for the mean guys, as I know their fuel is pain and fear and they live in a kind of hell. I always tried to help even them, as much as possible, to leave their dark patterns behind.

A few month ago I received new orders. “Stop fixing the old. Build the new!” There´s no more time and energy to waste in those that invested in the old and refuse to let go. This is the planet of free choice and everyone made his decission. This has to be honored. You do not honor it with wasting your ressources on destructive discussions, patterns and behaviours. Send them love, let them go on their rampages of distortion, entitlement and illusion. That´s none of your business, instead take care for bringing in the fresh water of the soul.

I know this world is loud and confusing. But you´ve gotta refuse all this distr actions. We have to learn to stop listening to outer voices. Why do you take others words for real? Did you check the data? Why do you make those assumptions? Have you witnessed what really took place?  Are you sure? That´s funny, as you read my words. That tell you to not listen to outer words. Maybe your subconscious needed me to tell you, you´ve got your answers inside. It is crucial that you learn to listen to the voice of your own heart. And make sure it is not the voice someone installed in your head.

No matter what will occur on the outside, your connection with your true self will help you navigate through all difficulties. Nothing is more important at the moment than your connection with you. There you find all the answers, where to go, what to eat, where to live, where to travel, how to find a mate, friends, with whom to work and with whom not.

You can not enter the new earth while clinging on old earth patterns, places, believes and people. Choose wisely <3

 

The silent riot in cell block no. 9

One day on my way to work I realized that mankind was free from slavery. The director of the prison was no more in charge. Wow! A huge event, but… noone noticed it. I mean…come on, the hottest news in the multiverse, and not a single word in the newspapers, tv?! OK, that´s not that surprising…but, why was there also no word in the internet, the spiritual comunity, not even the conspiracy guys, noone recognized that planet earth was free. Everyone stayed in their boxes.

Than I understood. Many people do for example not realize, that they are dead and keep on going to a workplace, that they always disliked. I have had relatives, that I visited in the 4th dimension, and all change they perceived was that they thought to have now a better appartment or job.

Suddenly I had a vision of a crowd of dead people entering my office building every morning. The walking dead. Just they´ve not been very different from the living. As everyone did what he always did, I did so, too. Just I knew I do not have to. For a moment I thought I might tell people that they can do whatever they want, but I looked around and knew they would just think I have lost my mind. Too funny, all was upside down. The  sane are to believed to be insane. The living behaved alike the dead. The free believed to be prisoners. I looked around and thought: “It´s because of the repetition. That creates a kind of automatism, a pattern. Free beings do not like repetitions, as this is against life and its rich diversity. But prisoners are addicted to repetition. It´s their safety point in a fearful surrounding. Do not take their safety, when offering freedom.”

How to stop a system? Bring in change. So I started to behave on my work place as if I was on a holiday. Making fun, being filled with joy, refusing to complain that I´m on work. I realized, that I have to be careful, as the others will subconsciously react when the system is challenged and try to protect it. Like in the film matrix. The ones in the system, will be used by the system, to protect the system. Even when the programmer did disappear, the programs still keep on running. Don´t be an opponent, cause they will fight you, instead be a trojan horse, showing up and running your own agenda, instead of a program. On the outside, I didn´t change that much, so the system can not grasp it, but my attitude is that of a free being. Try it out. It is infectious, dear ones. And it has to be, if we want a smooth transition into a free collective.

The “lightworker” did once leave their families, friends, normal society, to heal and cure themselves. Maybe it´s time to now to come back and to offer some “out of the box” attitude to the ones, that didn´t realize by now that it´s all just an illusion…unless you believe in it. It´s not about fighting the old, but about living the new, the fresh, the free life. Just by showing up, by being ourselves we will change our surrounding. We will infect them with our love, compassion, joy and gratitude.

Shine your light!

My shadow believing to be imprisoned 😉

The false light

I have had the pieces and parts of the puzzle since a while, but a few days ago, they started to make really sense.

I knew that the matrix was actually two matrixes: the “natural one” and the Matrix in the matrix. A kind of prison and deception. First the good news: It´s no more a prison, but you´ve gotta realize that you are free, to leave it.

How to leave it? Take your power back and stop thinking you´d be better or less than someone else. Stop handing your responsibility to others. Relax and just be yourself.

I never fitted into normal society. But very often I did also not fit into spiritual groups. Something felt strange. The games have been the same, just more subtile. From agressive, to passive-agressive was one step, but there was only one thing to top it all and that was the righteous lightworker. I felt how some people fooled and manipulated really beautiful souls and wondered why noone recognized it. It´s the kind of sweetness, that has something strange about it. Like Aspartam. It´s not really sweet and makes you ill.

When you piss me off, I´ll show it. But no matter how off I think you to be, I never stop honoring and loving you. But that kind of person pretends to be at peace (while you feel their hatred). If you piss them off they will talk love´n light, but they will use anything they have, to bring you down. Cause that´s the signature of the false light: It has to be better, holier, more evolved than you, so it has to make you somehow wrong and less.

The false light is hierarchical. It excludes. The secret order. The inner circle. And if you enter, they believe to own you. You have to obey to their laws, to the decission of the bosshoss, or holy highpriestess of the highest of all high. The false light is a trap, installed by darkness to fool those that try to leave the dark/old paradigm.

The false light has copied everything that ever was of the real light. It is everywhere, it has overtaken all governments and religions. They used the real christ, buddha, mohammed, maria, gaia, sophia and made a surrogate. Look around. That´s why in the name of the christ the biggest crimes of all times have been commited. That´s why the false copy of god is a jealous one. That´s why there are banks that make people poor, why a part of the food industry poisons people and some pharmarcies make people sick with intend.

They have created a problem and than they offer a false solution. They create the pain and sell you pain-killer, but they do not help you to regain your health, that is your birthright. They don´t care about you and your rights, they just make sure that the sheps never leave the flock.

And do not get fooled by wonders. They are masters of deception. A false jesus showing up at night next to your bed, so you may fall on your knees for worship and sending you on a mission. I can tell you that the real light respects your free will, it helps you on your mission and it knelts down to wash your feet. I had mine been washing often and with so much love lately, I know exactly what I´m talking about.

I knew a lot of the above, but recently I stumbled accidently over one guy that had some missing links for the whole picture. His name is George Kavassilas, you´ll find him on youtube. The drawing you see is inspired by him, but I do not pretend to show his truth, this is just how I understood what he explained. Please check out his work and make up your mind on your own.

The truth shall set you free. You are free. It´s up to you to realize it.

 

The eye and the observer

Today has had some coincidents and discussions about the symbol of “the eye” in the Facebook group of my “Monthly Rose Touch”, as two people had this symbol occuring today. I had to think about the difference between the illuminati-eye and the eye in the center of the storm and felt inspired to write this article.

Coincidentely I have recently been in a deep and interesting discussion about the topic of “neutral observation”, hosted by Patricia Farrington. She invited Bjorn Simonsen, who´s all about neutral observation. You can watch the vid of this conversation on youtube, when clicking on the link. This observers state of mind is for me related to this topic with the eye, which is an old symbol for awareness, but also been misused by BigBrother, as the distorted version.

The eye stays the eye, no matter who uses it to observe. We can use everything in a constructive or destructive manner. To see things, to observe them,  is the process of making things conscious. Only when being conscious, are we able to evolve. Whenever I have to do with shadow-aspects, they are the “blind spot”, the thing we refuse to see. Why do we refuse it? Because we are afraid to be drawn into the storm of emotions, coming along with the experience. And this is the root of the distorted “allseeing eye” of bigbrother.

When we are afraid, we have to suppress things, that we than have to control. In its core that means that bigbrother is watching his shadow self, as he is unable to see his blind spot, that he tries to control through observation. But he never will, as it is his blind spot. Only when he becomes truly aware, he will no longer be distorted. Unless he is aware, he will never see, what he tries to see/control.

I have spent most of my weekend, letting stuff of the global (un)conscious through my own consciousness. A lot of lightworker did. A whole storm of pictures from mostly unknown places and people, running through me. I just watched them, without getting involved in it. It´s been a neutral and loving observation. Some of the pictures have been quite disturbing and I know how people can get mad, when they open their consciousness before they are ready to deal with things like that. (Hands off from drugs, folks ;))

When we are ready to process this, we become “the eye of the storm”. We stay literally untouched, no matter what happens around us…it never happens to us. That goes for the inner as for the outer world. A few years ago I have received a masterlesson, when a storm hit my hometown, and I have been almost uneffected by it. It´s another story, that I will not tell again as I had posted it before, but I had many coincidents and been totally safe, while other have been in deep trouble. The only difference was our state of mind. When you stay calm you see opportunities and get help, that you can not see when you panic.

I feel that we have a huge renovation project going on right now on this planet. Harvey and Irma have not been the last storm we will go through, on many levels, until the human unconscious will be cleaned-up. But the more we stay in a consciousness that is able to assist the process, instead of being dragged into the turmoil, the easier the process will be.

Open your eyes and send love to all that you witness.

Shine your light!

 

 

Grouping instead of herding

My Higher Self sended me the last two years to places, that I thought I do not know… and my human self had no idea why to go there. It sended me to Israel, Colorado and Norway. Well, it turned out I knew all the “unknown” places I´ve been sended to. I do not remember much details from my pastlife in Colorado, but the Rockies have helped me to reconnect with a greater eternal power, that I had natural access to in that pastlife. And of course I have been living in Israel. Finally in Trondheim I stood even at our own grave from another century, together with my pastlife husband next to me. Who wasn´t realizing at all, he was supposed to be dead. Too funny. So I learned to trust my Inner Guidance totally, when sended on a task.

This year I have been sended to quite different “unknown” places. Going public and doing group-work. First I´ve been told to do the Monthly Rose Touch Session and now lately I received the topic of a webinar-series to give. Both is group-work of course and I always thought I am not good at grouping. I never fitted into groups and now I should be even the one leading group-sessions?

I can sense energies and therefore the dynamics and hidden intends in groups have always been very obvious and frustrating to me. I saw how people tricked and manipulated each other, how fractions have been builded, destroyed and how goals have been sabotaged. Everyone had his own selfish agendas and all together they´ve been used by their leaders. The many following the ideas and interests of the few, that pretended to know what´s best for all, while moving people around on their chessboard. And of course it´s been energy-feeding of the worst kind. Even when I did not know this terminology at that time, I saw it happen all my life. It was “normal”, like so many distortions on earth…but it has always felt absolutely wrong to me.

I remember being in an urban gardening group and people spoke their mind until one of the leaders spoke another…and all people, believing they are of the new consciousness, just dropped their own thinking in a splitsecond, when the brainbug made a choice they thought to be totally stupid two minutes before.  It´s never been understandable to me, how people become in groups totally mindless…and heartless.

I´ve once been a trainee in a company with a very strict boss, whom everyone feared. When the boss disliked a person, noone made friends with the outsider, that would be dismissed soon. I was also often the outsider, but by own choice, being friendly with most people, but staying independent. One day a young woman, red hair, strong, proud Leo, has been sended into the office of the boss. The young woman seemed to have lots of friends in the company and they spend their lunchbreak together, went out shopping and often even spended the evenings together. Well, it broke my heart when this young woman came out of the office of the boss, sobbing like a little child. I would have thought it to be impossible, that she could be broken in an instant by a few cruel words. Well it´s not been the words, it´s been the energy behind them, as I recognize in hindsight. And I was even more shocked when no one of the “good friends” dared even looking at her. I couldn´t believe what I had to witness. I knew I would need a reference from that big boss very soon, but I knew I had to look into the mirror even sooner, so I stood up, went to her, hugged her and gave her a tissue. Than I pulled her out of the room, into the kitchen, to calm her down.  No, group-dynamics of the old energy are for sure not for me!

I listen to everyone, as everyone is holding some wisdom. And I love to co-operate, but I take no orders, but those from my own source. I am following the truth of my heart, as the beloved sovereign daughter of the divine. No one is allowed to rule over me and I need no membership to give love and support to others. It is my very nature.

I love to see people thrive. Happy, healthy people make me jump for joy. And more happy, healthy people are the only option for mankind to coexist with Gaia. That´s why I accepted to work with people instead of watching out for a cabin and a cat in the woods.

But of course I am confronted with the old energy herding issues when being present in social media or when working with groups. People often have zero awareness how they are used. They believe to express their own thoughts, while they are manipulated by those that want to be fed and admired. Divide and conquer is still working.  And so I had to ask my higher self: “I want people to be independent and free. What the heck is going on that you want me to herd people?! Or why do you want me to deal with the distortions of those wannabeanimportantleadersheps, that feel challenged by me and my unshepishness?” The answer was: “Quite the opposite! These are the reasons why you have been called to do groupwork. No follower, only sovereigns.” The rest came not as a thought or sentence, but as a complex understanding; all the answers at once. Source is multidimensional…to put it in words in a row is limiting for it.

I have been shown my memory from a higher realm, a kind of heavenly meadow, that I have mentioned before: I remember being at a place in perfect harmony with my surrounding and the other beings, each an individual, but all aware of each other and connected on the inside, through our consciousness, but we were free beings. No obligations, no leadership, no agenda, no brainbug. Just being ourselves and coexisting. That´s how the law of nature is working, bringing together the perfect mixture of diversity. I was told while my download that it is also the blueprint of the Age of Aquarius.

And a few weeks ago, a former shadow aspect, that turned out to be a knight, has shown me the picture of a roundtable, where he placed all of my inner aspects. That´s grouping as it should be. At a roundtable all have a voice. One is opening it, but everyone is just as important as the other. They want the best for all, not just for the king or queen, but for the whole queendom, so everyone will be accepted in it, to thrive in it and be worthy and valued for being himself.

I understood that I am among those, that are holding the inner knowledge how to bring in some tools of the new earth. In fact it is not new, but the original creation, before it went into total distortion under the service to self, herding here the human sheps for so long and fooling all people. And in the spiritual community it had been just a bit more sophisticated, tricky and subtile, but it has been just the same mentality. Mind-control and power-games. Someone called it New (C)Age, and there´s much truth about it. All eating the same, dressing the same, thinking the same, acting the same and be lie ving this is their party, while they had de-live-red the food for the wolf, who´s still been herding them.

Total loss of the own sovereign creator self. I know it seems to be not easy, but I know the only way to be a sovereign, is to be a sovereign. In the example where I have dared to comfort the crying woman, I received my  reference. I went to the boss to tell him that I need it as I  am going to leave and he answered: “Write it and I´ll sign it!” This guy was known to never ever sign anything without lots of changes. So I wrote myself an almost perfect reference, as I knew I have been a real good worker. I went to the office of my boss, he read it and signed it without to hesitate even for a splitsecond. When I came out of the office, smiling and head-high, all came running to me, and almost collapsed when they saw the signature. When I look back, I seldom had trouble with the big boss. They know a sovereign, when they see one. It´s been the wannabethetopsheps, that did cause me trouble. But they are living proof that my work is needed, as people need to reconnect with their original, sovereign being to create a new earth with their gifts and talents.

Whenever you and your truth is not valued, whenever someone else claims to know your path, as they claim to be better, more evolved or holy, than you are fooled. Whenever you have to obey to the rules of others, than you are fooled.  Never take others power or give yours away.

The grouping of sovereign beings only occures to enjoy each others beauty, to learn from each other, to encourage each other, while everyone is free to be himself, to come and go by free will. Noone has to be held accountable for others demands, when everyone is able to take full responsibility for the own being.

Whatever someone is telling you, including me, has to resonate with something inside of you. Than you know it is of value for your individual path. And no, you do not have to walk him alone. I am myself much more connected than I have ever been. Your vibe attracts your tribe. And sends the others away.

All of my work, may it be a one-on-one session, the monthly Rose Touch, a webinar or my books and articles have one and the same intend: to assist you on your own journey. Do not follow me, but get inspired to follow yourself. The only reason why I shine my light in the public is to remind you to:

Shine your light!

 

 

Anchoring within ourselves

The New Earth is entered in a state of souvereignty. Therefore it is really important to clean our own system from attachments and interfering energies of others.

You are a divine being, you “need” nothing from others and you “owe” nothing to others. Of course we are cooperating, but with independent, free beings, that are holding the same frequency of a Master. It is really important to understand the difference between cooperations between independent being and the co-dependent structures of the old earth. In the old earth there have been servants for every Master, in the new energy all are Masters, all in service to the whole by free will, without any pressure, domination or manipulation.

That´s the reason why the “false light”, that still has invested in domination and deception, can not enter it. It is a state of being, therefore pretending doesn´t work. At the moment, there are a lot of distractions…and I´m sure there will be more to come over the next weeks, so come back to your own space again and again. Make connection to your own core being, by anchoring within yourself. Meditation, time in nature, moderate forms of sports and creating all kinds of arts are perfect to anchor within yourself. Make conscious connection with Mother Earth, as grounding is needed for ascending 😉

Well and let go of all kinds of attachments and entanglements. We have created strong bonds with others and we might be afraid to let go of them, but I can assure you, that we can not loose someone who we love. This has been a lesson that took me many lifetimes and I know how I was afraid that people, that I love might not come with me. Many years ago I have been shown how I insisted to climb  with the masses a stairway, although I had free access to an elevator out of glass. I was holding myself back, because I didn´t want to leave anyone behind. That´s been my weakpoint and it´s been used, until I finally got the message. The loving heart of the lightworker can become his weakpoint. Dear ones, everyone has to decide for him and herself, how they wanna live. It is their birthright, as it is yours and mine. Let them be and let them choose their adventures. That´s true love.

I know that many hold this fear in their heart, but fear doesn´t help anybody. I was shown in a dream a few days ago, how lightworker have been holding free spaces for people that will not come. Well, but we might also be astonished who will surprisingly show up.

The energies over the next weeks, the opening of the lions gate and the eclipse season are bringing in amazing beautiful energies. We are all trying to figure out what to do next, how to express who we are. Well, first of all we have to let go of all that we are not. If you need a process to clean out of your field those energies, that do not belong to you, I can recommend a process of Jim Self, that I stumbled over “accidently”, as I needed it myself, having catched some energies that haven´t been mine. The Process he is offering for free is named “The Power of the Rose”, what made me of course grin. If you click on this Link, you´ll be directed to his webside.

I want to remind you that the Leo´s energy can be lived in  two ways, the “Poser” and the “Souvereign”. The first needs admiration and the spotlight from the outside to feed him, as he hasn´t found his own core by now. The second is anchored within himself, shining his own light out into the world. Well, I´d love to see you, shining your light!

The Lack Mentality – One of humanities biggest obstacles

We do not have wars, criminality and pollution because of lack of ressources. We have lack of ressources because of our Lack Mentality.

The global level is created by the sum of all individuals. It can therefore only be solved on that personal level. You may be angry at the government or curse Monsanto, but they only exist because we let them. They are created as an expression of our thoughts, feelings and actions. When we buy their product we make them big. When we refuse to feed them, they´ll crumble. Some people might some day start to create apps to inform us, whom we are giving our money and what these companies invest in. This might change this planet very quickly. “They” won´t change until we change. And that´s a real big task, cause we are collectively trapped in a consciousness that is trained to compete, rule, dominate. And all of that not in a playful, easy way, but with much seriousness, as the feeling behind it is fear. Everyone is hunting and hoarding all day, every day, because of that deeply ingrained believe in lack.

Watch your childrens games. Do they express joy and creativity or is it a training for the lifelong hunt for better, higher, more? There´s nothing wrong with trying to evolve, that´s the expressive, playful way to live a joyous life. The intend behind the action makes the difference between heaven and hell. Joy and self-expression or fear and lack.

When people act out desctructive, it is out of lack. There are many forms of perceived lack, lack of time, self-worth, trust, opportunities, love, freedom. And most of them are an inner idea and not an outer reality. Of course, when you have no food and no shelter, you´ve gotta take actions for your survival. But even than it is not helpful to take actions out of a beggars mind. Don´t get me wrong, I have met beggars that have been richer and more free in their mind, than others living in a huge villa. It is again the mindset, that makes the difference.

The reason why some beggars I met have been free and rich, was that they never felt unsafe. They trusted in life. They had nothing to loose and found their own form of happiness. I´m sure they´ve not been the average homeless, they´ve been sended to me to give me master-lessons and I honour them, by sharing their gift with you.

We may wish for many things, but we are all challenged the most when our lack is seen on our bank-account, that´s when we can sing mantras all days long, but cannot get rid of that naggin´feeling inside.

A few years ago, the universe gave me an awesome lesson in the money-area. I had left my safe life, to do what I love. But as I didn´t trust in my future I´ve been struggeling with my business. The Law of Attraction never fails. Lack attracts lack. I realized what was going on, and thought that I need to get rid of that feeling of lack, so I ordered a big pile of money by the universe, to be able to keep on with what I really love: my writings and spiritual studies. I wrote a message on a piece of paper every day, saying that by the 11th of May I´ll have that amount of money and added a few actions throughout my days to brainwash myself out of the lack. Well, nothing seemed to happen…On the 11th of May I was disappointed that I didn´t manifest my abundance and questioned myself. Well it´s been already end of May, I had searched for and found a part-time job meanwhile, when I looked into my diary and it hit me like a hammer. The universe had answered my wish, without me realizing it! It has been the 10th of May in the afternoon, when a friendly voice on my mobile had informed me, that they´d love to make a contract over four years with me. It´s very ununsual to get a four year contract in public service. When I did the math what the netto-income in these four years would be, it´s been exactly the number I had written down. My angels have a gorgeous sense of humor. The universe hadn´t delivered what I thought I needed, a pile of money. It gave me safety, cause that´s what my feeling of lack has really been about.  I am 48 years now, every day in my life I have had a roof over my head and food, sometimes very simple, sometimes really luxurious, but heaven has never let me down. Not even when I didn´t believe in myself, but in lack.

This experience reminded me of the Kryon-Channeling when he talked about the Israelites walking for 40 years through the desert, being fed for 40 years, but worrying and complaining every day. When he was in Tel Aviv this year, he told the audience that nothing has changed, that they´d still walk in circles. And it is true. We all do. We all believe in lack.

How to change it? A few days ago, I wrote how we can focus on the areas of our life, that are abundant: Klick on the link, to get to the article. And a while ago, I wrote about, how to create reference-points, to attract manifestations.

Gratitude is key to leave lack behind. Having a gratitude-journal is still one of the best ideas. But you need the right kind of feeling to make it work . Therefore I recommend another article about the -right-kind-of-gratitude/.

To leave lack behind we need to find inner freedom, peace and trust. Than all that we really need, will show up. Sometimes we insist stubbornly on a wish, that is not in our highest interest. I have received some lessons in that area, realizing afterwards that all was always as it should be. And beware, lack is infectious as others tell you their standards, how you have to prove that you are good enough. Old earth lack consciousness. Don´t join them. Leave the desert and be happy, grateful and celebrate life, no matter the circumstances. Be the change.

Personas, stories and the own path.

We i-dentify with our story. The stories we have collected, about us and others, are shaping our personality and the way we look at life. And everybody has different stories, that are than creating what we see as the own his(s)tory. In the end every person is walking through life in an own kind of reality-bubble. We tend to identify with this bubble, but it is just a way we chose to express our selves. The trouble on planet earth starts when we believe to be the bubble. Or maybe worse, when we want to overtake others.

From my point of view there is nothing wrong with everyone having an own bubble, cause we came here to live our own life, that´s the fun-factor of creation. We incarnated with the intend to play with reality creation. Just know it is nothing to cling on, but always evolving, flowing. So please tell me why people act and behave as if their story is more “right” or “true” than the bubble of someone else? Why would people need to tell someone else where to live and how to live? ? What to wear, eat, work, write and be?!

I always used to question my own point of view, as so many would share theirs with so much certainty. But that has changed meanwhile. I know that my point of view is just my point of view and may change…but it has to be my own point of view and noone elses. The god-self has created all of these fractals with intend. Being “one with all-that-is” doesn´t implicate, that we shall not experience different shades of real-i-ty. I listen to everyone, as everyone has to share something that might resonate with me and I value and love every-bodies story. But noone owns the ultimate story. Life is evolving, the journey never ends, so we change our perspective and personality. And it should be the own path we follow and not someone elses. My “mistakes” are mine alone, I need no excuses and noone else to blame. I am a sovereign creator – and so are you!

I am receiving messages, that are “channeled”. But I know that every channeled message is somehow influenced by the bubble of the channeler. A channeled message doesn´t necessarily be more accurate than your own “inner knowing”. So whatever I share,  has the intend to inspire those that find meaning in it. I do not need to give meaning to it and I would never impose my meaning onto someone else. My channelings and writings hold some wisdom, but are not “the ultimate truth”. And I never, ever tell other people how they should live their lifes. Yes, people are comming to me for guidance and advice, but I always try to assist them in finding their “own message”.

This is what I came for, to help others to be themselves, so no priest, leader or channeler will be able to overtake someone elses life, as people are able to live their own truth.

No outer authority is higher than your own inner wisdom. As coincidents are happening in a row lately to me, I listened today to the astrologer and channeler “The Leo King” and he said, that noone, really noone has really “figured it out” totally. And that, if someone says he has, he´s lying. And these words really resonated with me. Some might do it with intend, to manipulate others. And some just do it, as they are not even sure about their own path, so they think walking with others in the same bubble (what is not possible on the long run anyway), would make them feel more safe. Only people that are no sovereigns need followers.

There´s intend in having an own life. We all have our bubble, our story.  But please stop imposing yours on others. I met people that have been totally confused by others and their assumptions and stories and it is strange as always the wrong persons question themselves. It is difficult enough to find the own path, even when noone tells you what to do. So first thing I do is to help them reconnect with their own guidance.

Some take the word “wayshower” too literal. Dare to walk your own path, that´s enough. Walk your talk, and it´ll be a Masters path. I´ve incarnated in this lifetime in Germany (what made me wonder a long time). But now I know that one of the important lessons in my life is the difference between a leadership, that is forced by pressure and/or manipulation and that of someone who is in alignment with the own self. Than you do not need to convince others. You will inspire them to be them selves, also. Just be – your self…shining your light!

 

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