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The New Abundance

Actually the new abundance is as old as nature, as she invented it, but we had forgotten about real abundance and have to relearn about it in a total new way.

Abundance in the new energy is diversity, it means to value all the colors, all the different expressions of life. Abundance is created in the way nature has always worked:

A lot of imperfect, vulnerable beings coming together to create something that is breathtaking beautiful.

In the old energy abundance was only measured in money. As if money would be the goal, instead of a byproduct, as it is just one of many streams of energy-exchange that we might experience.

Abundance in the new energy is created by everybody adding their gifts for the benefit of all. And no it is not a socialistic kind of new world order, not at all. Everyone will be a free, self-responsible individual and the individual will benefit from his contribution.

Last year I realized, while preparing a webinar about gratitude, that all of us have areas in our life where abundance is coming in very naturally, without any effort. Mostly we do not recognize and value them at all, as our gifts are so normal to us, that we do not see that they are a form of abundance. In my life it’s been for example knowledge, information and wisdom that’s always been very naturally to me. I attract it magnetically, I always had lots of books, interesting people and conversations flowing into my life and I always gave them further very freely, without even thinking about it. The blog you are just reading is a result of that abundance in my life. Did it pay in money? Normally not, but it made me abundant anyway. Some may laugh and say that they are only abundant in problems. That’s been me in the past. It transformed me into the perfect soulutioner, as I learned to look behind the obvious and find the root of a problem and the pro in it. And every single one of us has things that come easily to them, which they can use to create something that others benefit from.

Cause that is something that is very important on the new earth. Is what you do adding something positive in your life and in the life of others? First it has to make yourself happy, otherwise it will burn you out. If it is adding value to the life of others, too – that’s just perfect. In the old energy we worked for money and that’s a mistake. Money is welcome as a byproduct, if others are willing to pay you for what you do. If they are not willing to pay you, do it anyway, as long as it is creating something positive in your life. And sometimes we are not paid in money, but receive other things that nurture us, we make beautiful experiences, we evolve and learn, find out about our passion and strength, meet interesting people, find co-operations for jobs that actually bring money. Be open, generous and flexible.

Abundance shows itself in so many things and circumstances. If you have a good health, that’s not only quality of life, but also spares you a lot of time and money, that people with a bad health have to invest in themselves. Or when you live where is beautiful nature around. Others pay to go to these places. Or having had a loving family and upbringing spares a lot of sorrow and therapy-hours. Having artistic skills is improving your life-quality and might bring you some extra-income, if you choose so. Growing vegetables in your garden keeps you fit and brings healthy food on your table. Or you might exchange it with your neighbor for a haircut or something they have to share. Become aware of the abundance you already have helps to attract more good fortune.

We have to change our mindsets, when wanting to live abundantly in the new energies. Why have we been running after money? Maybe we wanted to live happy and free. That´s me for example. But instead I paid with my happiness and freedom to earn money. It’s against my integrity to act that way. And I didn´t want  to find out what people pay for and sell that. That´s not working for me. A few month ago I decided I will do what I love, no matter if there’s money in it or not. Passion, joy, happiness, all what makes my heart´n soul sing with joy became my goal in life and my life changed drastically since then. I even refuse to work with people that do not want to evolve. One can not pay enough to make me sell my passion for dollars.

I am in a constantly creative high since then. Working literally day and night, just it doesn´t feel like working. Life gave me a big thumbs up, creating unbelievable coincidences and even wonder in my life. I´ve been manifesting all I needed and even money out of thin air. And the right people and circumstances for co-creations showed up. Well, some had been in my life before, but they made similar decisions and coming together we became much stronger than one alone could be. That´s also important. Attract your tribe by your vibe.

The new earth is a place of co-operations. Sharing resources, information, bringing together of skills is important to experience abundance in the new energy. In the past we have been afraid of competition. Well, I am co-working with other healers and if someone is guided to work with them instead of me I trust they made the perfect choice. If someone needs a shamanic approach I would even tell them Muriel Shickman might be their perfect match. And if someone needs to work on a DNA Level I´d tell them to contact Therese Wenk, as the expert for that. When we do no longer work for money, but with and for joy and fulfillment we are not afraid at all of competition. Because every one of us is unique and perfect in its own way. When you stop being a copy, but live as an original, there exists no competition at all.

Please make sure that you are a sovereign, self-responsible person and only cooperate with others of the same kind. I had to find it out the hard way that people that do not take responsibility for their own creations will try to rule yours. Never allow that! The new earth can only be experienced by sovereign beings. Make sure your co-worker have similar values. Their personality might be different and add to the richness and diversity, but if you have different values and goals, it won’t work.

And do not be afraid that your ideas will be stolen, when you are open and co-operating. Old energy copies as it lacks creativity. Even I, although not known by many people, have experienced that people copied my stuff. I don’t care. If they improve my creation, they deserve their good luck and if they can not improve it, it will not last. It’s as simple as that.

To own things is also not important in the new energy. To have access to all you want and need is abundance. Just say goodbye to needy- and greediness. Who wants to work 30 years to own a house? In the new energy people might live and work as house- and pet keeper, so they live in beautiful homes and travel all over the globe. Or live in a tiny and easy to clean flat and go once or twice a year to a vacation in a huge villa, with a pool boy and gardener. Why take care of all the stuff all year long? Why make yourself a slave in a job you dislike to pay for things you can not really enjoy? The new abundance is one of creative solutions, which are not always related to money at all.

The most important and difficult change to experience abundance is to let go of the idea of lack. You can not think and feel lack and create abundance.

You have to be and express yourself open and freely, accept others in their sovereign colorful rights, be playful, creative and follow your own guiding light and you will live an abundant life.

If you would like to get some assistance by letting go of old patterns around abundance, I am offering a quantum healing webinar about that topic in collaboration with Therese Wenk. In this webinar we will not talk so much about the principles of abundance, but try to assist you via quantum-healing to let go of old patterns and boxes of belief and open up for your true abundance on all levels of your existence. If you can not participate at the given time, sign up anyway as quantum healing is working outside of time and space and the replay is still working perfectly. If you can join us live, the replay is included in the fee as an extra. You can tune into it as often as you feel you need to.

If you want to enter the webinar, please read my personal disclaimer, that I have written after my last webinar. I am highly transformative. My coworkers are too, that’s why I choose them 😉 Make sure this is what you really want.

Have a beautiful day and an abundant, happy life <3

 

The Experience – New Humanity Heart Project – The Beginning

New Projects and Life often starts with some labor and crisis.

It´s been the beginning of 2018 and I realized that the old ways do not work for me, while the new ones do not exist until now. I am one of those to build it, as I am from the future. I know how it feels like. My own healing modality, the Rose Touch, especially the Monthly Group Sessions, is one of the many seeds, that will really bloom in a far future. My ideas about consciousness, economy, co-operation etc. are those of the New Humanity. I knew I am exactly doing what I came for, as one of those innovators and creators of the New Earth. But I also had to face the reality, that at this point in time most people are not able and willing to open up for that. It´s way too much outside their boxes and their comfort zone. To be honest, it´s way outside my own comfort zone, too – but the old energies are not only uncomfortable but unbearable to me. So I had to realize that the ones that seed are often not those that harvest the fruits. But as the fruits will be needed, they have to seed anyway. That there might be no success, money or anything like that in it, just the opposite. Well, those moments show if one is determined to his/her path. And gosh, I am, so I kept going!

I decided, to raise my middle finger to monetary success and old earth society and make my decisions from my heart only. That I will be relentlessly in my love for myself and humanity. That I will only work on projects that make my heart sing, only work with clients, that are willing to really evolve and refuse everything that will not serve my own and others highest potential. That I will not follow the minds strategies, but my souls calling, my hearts passion and deep Inner Knowing.

And that changed everything. We really have to let go of the old, to make room for the new. When we have to gain no thing, proof nothing, please nobody and search no ones approval…we are free. Feels really good! And suddenly the ball was rolling. The right people, timing, projects, clients showed up in my life and I am happy and busy since then. Life is exciting, new, joyful and inspiring.

Well, and Therese Wenk was one one of those that showed up and made the ball rolling. We have been working together very closely the last month and her and my path, ideas, and experiences have been a total match, so we started to co-create out of our passion and love. There´s so much to write about, but that´s enough for now, I just wanted to describe out of my own point of view how this project came to life. Therese and I have been electrified by the idea what might happen, when others, who are from our own kind, also totally dedicated to their calling and passion, will come together. We wanted to find out what we can co-create when many come together to be the change, they want to see in the world.

One thing is really very important for Therese and for me likewise: We both believe, that we have to bring it down to earth, that we have to live it. We do not just share nice ideas and theories, but we want to live it and share what we learned. It is for both of us very natural to visit other dimensions and we could easily zoom out and escape this dense reality, but that´s really not what we came for. We came to be game-changers. We came to walk the path, find our tribe, build the New Earth and be the New Humanity. If this speaks to your heart, please join our Facebook-Group https://www.facebook.com/groups/239119336649050/

Let´s shine our love-lights together!

Rose News and upcoming events

2018 is for me a year of fast changes and re-adjustments. We don´t know what we don´t know, but following the inner knowing we are always guided perfectly. A few weeks ago I have surprised myself as I found guidance and encouragement in an article I had written a few days ago. That´s really funny and awesome when we become our own helpline, to make sure we stay balanced 😉

2018 is for me also a year of beautiful collaborations and inspired actions. Next weekend, Saturday the 29th of April, 2018, I´ll collaborate once more with Therese Wenk, as she has had an awesome idea, when we´ve been talking about astrology, frequencies and an article I was planning to write about that topic. We decided to present to you a Quantum Healing Webinar with the topic of High Vibe Astrology. Just follow the Link to find out more.  It is not necessary to know anything about Astrology to join the Webinar, as we will not work with the mind, but on your energetic alignment with the planetary frequencies in this Solar System. As we are working in the Quantum Field, you can listen to the replay any time you want. It´ll work outside of time and space. For the participants the replay will be included in their fee.

If you are interested in the article about High Vibe Astrology and the background of the Webinar, you´ll find the blogpost here http://oneblog.soulutions.one/2018/04/22/high-vibe-astrology/

My Monthly Rose Touch is since a few month online available. As he has always been for free and the platform I use for my Webinars charges me of course for their services, I tried out a free platform, but have given so many Webinars in between, that I am a little bit spoilted with the technical possibilities of the platform I normally use and chose to make my Monthly Rose Touch from now on available there. It will be for free, as it is my deep believe that knowledge and well-being should be available for everyone. But that means I am not only offering my work for free, but also pay the expenses for the service. So your donations are always very welcome 😉  But using the platform for all my Webinars makes it much easier for the participants to have a continuity and one place to find out, what´s coming next. You just have to follow the link and will always see what´s coming, even before any announcement is out ^_^ : https://www.edudip.com/academy/natalie-anja.esser So in this way it will be much easier and less complicated for the participants and for me. When there´s a win-win, that´s the direction to take.

Those that want to join the next session, just klick on the link to sign up for the next Rose Touch & Rose Talk. It is taking place on a special day: 5/5/2018. The ones that like numerology will love it. And the ones that love my topic for the Rose Talk – Coherence- will love my special guest Shamir Ladhani. He is an expert on that topic and he has been my teacher in that area. Coherence is Key for my work with the Rose Touch and like many people with special gifts, like empathy, I struggled a long time to make the best out of my skills, instead of experiencing only the downside of it. I met Shamir on a Kryon Tour to Israel and was totally electrified, when he told me what he does, when not running with crazy germans through the israelian desert ^_^ Well, you all benefited from that connection through my work, without knowing it. So I hope you´ll join and get inspired by our talk.

The day after the Rose Touch, Sunday the 6th of May 2018, we´ll have the next event on our World Series, where we connect with the New Earth via Meditation and Quantum Work. In this Event we will connect with “Mother India”. The link will also lead you to the replay, that is included for the live participants, to honor their energetic contribution. India has a very old and rich culture, also spiritually seen, and inspired the whole world. But it´s also been an area where the domination of the patriarchical/hierarchical structure and the imbalance of the masculine/feminine energies has been leading to some extremes in the old energy. We want to connect and bring forth the beauty, abundance and peace that is the potential of the New Earth and would love to have you with us on that Event. And if someone wants to join and share something artistic or inspirational about India and the New Energies in that event, especially when you have been born or living there, please contact me. We love collaborations and inspiration.

Shine your light, beautiful Souls.

When someone does you wrong…do not allow them

When people do you wrong….do not allow them. How? By making sure you will not leave yourself and the loving truth of your heart.

It doesn´t matter if they try to steal, cheat, manipulate, deceive or accuse you. Do not give in. Feel inside of you, be honest and true to yourself and it doesn´t matter what others express about themselves. And there´s no need to argue with them. You do not need to convince someone or be convinced by someone. Don´t enter someone elses game and do not try to drag others in yours. Just stay loyal and true towards yourself. Listen to your own inner voice and truth.

For many years…and many lifetimes…I couldn´t understand why people would do these things to me….kill me after I healed them, abandoned, deceived and abused me as an answer to my Love. If you feel that way, you can only end the heartbreak and pain when changing perspective. Come to the point where it has no meaning at all what others express about their character and values. It´s none of your business and goes home with them. The only thing that matters is that you shall not leave yourself or let yourself down. Always and under all circumstances you have to stand loyal and true towards yourselve.

Nothing shall come between you and you.

I am loving myself no matter what. And by the way I love my wrongdoer relentlessly. I will not allow their malicious ways to infect me and the beauty of my heart. I will never give in, I am stubborn about my love as can be. I turn anything used against me into fuel of compassion. They need it, they are onto a long, long road of painful experiences. They will not escape themselves, no matter their games, distractions and deceptions.

No one can escape themselves. And all human distortion is caused by the effort to do so.

People want someone else to love them, as they do not love themselves. They try to steal others time, money, attention, energy, as they have lost  their connection home. Someone who is one with him/herself is connected with the source of all that is.

When being aligned with yourself you change from beggar to sovereign.

As I love everyone relentlessly, do I turn the other cheek? Pfft. I am a living bridge to the New Earth, that for sure doesn´t mean people are allowed to walk all over me. It´s an energetic so(u)lution. They can not cross, when not a match. It´s as easy as this. Pretending doesn´t work. You´ve gotta be it.

So you may just relax. No one can do you wrong, they all screw themselves and stay behind. Just walk on. Enter the vibes of the New Earth. It´s absolutely safe and pure there.

The Ticket Home

All my life I´ve had this memory that I couldn´t explain for a long time, as it didn´t make sense to my mind. I remembered a kind of heavenly meadow, where I´ve lived with the other beautiful expressions of source. Our Soul remembers in pictures, so to me it was like a meadow and we, including me, felt like innocent children, pure and very aware of each other, all being within an energetic field. This field was not created by an outer source, it was us, being conscious of being conscious, what includes each others presence.

Each individual was a sovereign self and we´ve been aware of all of creation around us. To me it is my natural state of being. For many years I thought that this is a memory from a long-gone past, as our mind thinks linear, while it turned out that the place I entered from really is the future, what is also not totally correct, as it is no-time, cause multidimensional.

I have not been between the first that went onto this adventure, into this dense energy of 3d earth. Instead I witnessed how those that went here lost their connection. The ones that tried to find out what happened and entered “later”, too. It´s been as if they had never existed, had nothing to do with time or distance, but with the inner connection through awareness. Connection is created by being anchored within while being aware of all of creation. They lost it. Something that was unbelievable to me. How can one not feel all that is? The Inner Net. So I followed them and the last thing I remember from that decission was going into pure horror and blackness. Coming here is an traumatic experience for those that remember how home feels like.

To make that clear: I didn´t come to “save” someone. I came because I am an adventurous soul. All Souls are adventurous. And I came because I am Love. All Souls are Love.

If someone wants to be saved: That I am not. I am not a saviour, I am a reminder. One has to be it themselves. No one can do it for another, as we are all sovereign beings by eternal law.

Most people follow someone else and just try to be saved or at least distracted from their trauma and pain. Even the ones on a spiritual path. Sorry to say that, but this is not working. I went myself through deep, deep trauma and pain, I know how it feels like, how one just wants an end of suffering, but really no one can do it for us. And at the same time you do not have to make it on your own. The more we are the easier it gets for the individual.

What I´ve got to offer is way more precious than escape. I am remembering and embodying the frequency of home.

Being an empath means one can sense the energies of another being. So the ones that have empathy are the ones that can benefit the most from me, emanating my energies. They will be able to sense and then remember. I didn´t come alone and we are becoming more and more second by second, it´s unstoppable now. When those that are ready meet, they activate the frequencies within each other. They do not have to meet in person. You just have to go inside and feel. The Inner Net is activated on this planet. And that´s the beautiful thing about it. No one and nothing can stop it now. I have been one of the living tojans to bring down the old, distorted matrix. It is already spreading like wildfire behind the scenes. It´s amazing and as it doesn´t depend on a single being to continue no one can end it. The only way for the distorted old to survive is to transmute into the healed new.

And to make it clear on the Earth-Day. This planet doesn´t need to be saved. It is a living, conscious, sovereign being. Did you really think it needs saviours? It saved itself by sending out healing cells, conscious co-worker like me. Those that remember the divine blueprint of balance, but had been dormand for a long time. We are like divine sleeper-cells, all activated by perfect timing, to bring down the illness of the distorted consciousness that had infected and tried to overtake this planet.

The Earth really doesn´t need to be saved, it is going through a self-healing process of cleansing, that´s all. But it is inviting those of you that want to connect with it. Those of you, that want to remember their original blue-print, just alike her, and co-create the New Earth.

Your vibe attracts and activates your tribe.

I have met those of my own kind over the last month. We co-created the wildfire of healing fever that is now cleansing this planet. I almost stopped working one-on-one and I am mostly working on the collective. The collective transition towards the new Earth has nothing to do with the mass-consciousness, just the opposite, it´s the literally middle-finger towards it. When connecting to the new earth you have to be sovereign. The Inner Net can only be reached through awareness. No slaves or overtakers will enter the New Earth. One can also not cheat or pretend, you have to be it.

I´ve started to create a meditation series with my beloved co-workers and sovereign embodied siblings, Therese Wenk and Muriel Shickman and we are starting this series on March 25th 2018 with the Planet Earth in general to then move towards different areas on this planet. Oded Lobel, a young healer from Israel, is going to join us on this event to channel/sing with the earth as his singing tones will make the frequencies available for even more people.

You can not miss the event, as it is happening outside of time and space on the quantum level. It will be in the field anyway, but to benefit personally you can join and get activated or can just celebrate the reconnection. If you can´t make it at the given time, you can tune into the replay later. For those that enter live the replay is included in their fee, as an appreciation of their  contribution.

While the participants will just relax, breath and injoy, all the “healers” are combining their special gifts and frequencies, what is an energetic high five, literally changing reality for those that choose it.

There´s no place like home.

 

 

Rose News – Freedom, Healing and Collaborations

Lately I´m all about collaborations. Well, being part of creation we are meant to be collaborative, just you need the right timing, people, awareness and circumstances to start the ball rolling.

And he did! Together with Therese Wenk and Muriel Shickman we created a threesome healing event about abuse, that really did rock. The feedback of our participants have been absolutely moving and touching. I´m totally happy that we had been so brave to get into such a deep and difficult topic via the internet. As we had to find out, we, coming together, did not only work with our participants, but they have been chosen representatives for mankind, and we together have been working with the collective consciousness. In case you missed it, the replay is available here: #metoo Quantum Healing Space Webinar with 3 Healers.

And when clicking on the following link, you can buy the replay of another amazing co-creation with Therese and Muriel:  Free to be me. We have been working at the individual and collective human, to help them let go of unhealthy bonds and to open up for the own truth, to express it freely. You´ll find it in the media and hopefully in your own life very soon. Every one of us came to earth to bring forth something only we can bring to life, and everyone of us has something beautiful and precious to add to this planet. Please dare it, like we did!

And last weekend the “Rose Talk & Rose Touch” has been taking place, with special guest Muriel Shickman about the topic of the Rising of the Roses. In its core we spoke about the rising of mankind. I´ve decided to put out the replay on YouTube. Even when many people might not really understand what the Rose Touch is and what we´ve been discussing with the guests on this evening, the energies of that call have been amazingly beautiful and everyone benefitting from it, just by tuning into it, is a gift for humanity. So inJoy the leading edge of spirituality…a bunch of giggeling gals, blowing you minds away and gifting you with love and bliss… 😉

What´s next? A NeuSpace Interview on the 10th/11th of March 2018 (depending on your timezone) with Alexis Srsa. She´s giving sessions and webinars and is very much alike Muriel and me, an Artist of life, expressing in a million ways the richness of the own Soul to encourage and assist others on their journey. Well and today, 6th of March is her birthday. And tomorrow, 7th of March, is Muriels Birthday. Happy joyous Pisces-Party, beloved Ladies.  <3 <3 <3

On 14th of March Muriel and I are inviting you to join us for the next monthly NeuSpace Talk. Topic will be Visions and Seeing Potentials’ I´m really looking forward to see you on that call 😉 <3

Well, and March 25th we are starting a new series. As Therese, Muriel and I are global players in it´s best meaning, a very new and beautiful way of working with the collective consciousness and of course very much connected with this lovely planet, we will start a meditation series. We will start with a “Meditation with Mother Earth” And no that´s not a grammatic error, but intent. Just alike every cell in your body is coworking to create the being you refer to, when saying “I”, so we are, collectively seen, co-workers with this amazingly beautiful body, named Gaia. You can not incarnate here, when there wouldn´t be an agreement between Gaia and your beingness to work together. We want to bring awareness into this beautiful collaboration, making it a lovestory of sorts.

We will then move to different parts of this globe, starting with Africa on 15th of April and moving towards India on May 6th, 2018. The fee for the ones that enter live will be only 3,-€ for each event to make it affordable for everyone and to value the contribution of the ones that help to co-create the event.

Have a great time, shine your light and help others to let their light shine, too.

 

Why true love scares the sh*t out of people

Everybody talks about love. But what most people mean by love is that they want to have, own, consume something. True Love, the way I see, feel, express it, is something totally different for me and it really scares people. It´s too much. That´s why I have been too much all my life and why I have been hiding my true being for so long.

When I am talking about Love I speak about a feeling that is living inside of me, it is awakened when something or someone reminds my of my essence. Can be anything or anyone. A cat strolling along the street, a toddler reaching out to a flower, a twinkeling star on the nightsky, the laughter of a woman, the smile on a face, the tender touch of a hand, the way someone plays the piano or jumps into a puddle. It touches my heart, the Rose inside of me. I enjoy what I witness, but I do not need to own it, grab it, consume it. I am that I am. Noone can take anything from me, therefore I do not need anything and can enjoy all along my way.

To step into the awareness of my lovelight brings out extreme reactions in people. Some start crying, because they are not used to it to be really seen, loved, valued. It´s a release and surrender into the truth of their beautyful eternal being.

And some start to attack me, searching for my imperfections as they can not accept that they are perfect in my eyes. Not because I turn a blind eye. I´ve got a virgomoon in my natal(ie) chart. I see all, every “imperfection”, believe me. And even more, my pisces venus feels your discomfort, my mercury in aquarius just knows about your judgements. But see, to me all of the above doesn´t matter. It is not what you are, but a momentary state. It´s the way the divine chose to express itself, so I am fine with it. The one attacking me and/or denying himself not. You wouldn´t believe what BS people tell me, why they are not worthy or they look at me and tell me why I am still not good enough to be a master. Says it all, why they can not be a master in their minds eye. And so they go on another rampage, another run, another round of denial and it´s all fine with me. It´s all perfect.

It´s been the reason why I have been hiding my true nature for so long. I wasn´t ready to deal with it, it broke my heart a million times and time just wasn´t ripe before. Now it is, I will no longer hide to make it more comfortable for those that might get a spiritual sunburn, or loveburn. This world needs more love, not less.

I write this to remind you, that you are not better or less than I am. Nobody is. Just be yourself, shine the way the lovelight wants to express itself through you. You are beautiful beyond measure and you are dearly loved. That´s all and it´s all that is.

Showing up

Lately there’s been a whole lot of showin´ going on. This is the review.

The Master watches it all and has fun. I recognized how some tried to sneak around without showing themselves. Some showed a lack of understanding, compassion and honesty, be lie ving to be able to not be seen for who they are. Some tried to steal the show, others tried to prevent it. Life’s a stage and the roles and characters have been really interesting. A Master just recognizes timing and acting, while staying neutral and never getting really hooked into the mirrors and fogs, that fill the scenery. All kinds of characters showing up, changing names, changing games and still staying the same.

I realized how even a facebook account can be seen as a kind of scary Rocky-Horror-Picture-Show, while I just had fun, doing the freeing TimeWarp with my Brothers and Sisters. Others believed to be part of a childrens fairy tale, never realizing that little red riding hood is sended into the woods to catch herself a wolf 😉 Way too innocent to fall for an enchanted prince charming. And some are so blinded by the light of their own importance that they missed the whole show, when Candyland got blown up, because of a nice twist in the script. Different points of views…one play.

Others believed the show is an opportunity to get fed and not be seen for what they are. Well virtual popcorn has been served. A plastic Rose even proudly and openly stating to have been sended by her master to have an eye on me, not realizing she´s been just showing her chains and dishonor, while the spells of the black magic woman just felt off the abused that very night. Others trying to return to the light, without having to take ownership for their actions. And some did and have been welcomed. Silently, behind the scenes.

Why did all of that happen? Because the Masters had shown up for a showdown, that’s been noticed by just a few, but the outcome is going to be legendary.

One can not come close to a master and still believe to not be seen by the lasersharp light of consciousness. A Master has a lot of compassion and might even dance with a few shadows and demons, as s/he´s afraid of no-thing  and always able to have fun…but finally people have to realize what they caused, by standing in their own way and mostly harming themselves. Well, some go on the painful journey to embrace their shadows and become whole again by letting go of all they are not and some just go on another run, hoping to never have to face their own creation again… good luck with that one.

A Master is totally unimpressed by demons, angels and all kind of roleplay, always seeing  the eternal light behind the masks, as this has been the own game/creation for such a long time and some favorite plots been just reoccurring. And what has it been all about?

To quote myself at the beginning of our threesome quantum healing event: “We´re not here for the show. Of course we did show up and might show how it’s going, but we´re not here for the show, but for the people.” The participants have been co-workers, by the intent of their Souls, each representing a special form of abuse/energetic split, that’s been searching for healing and wholeness…I bow before the souls that chose to be a representative for humanity. You are greatly honored, as you have honored yourself. It took quite a few hours until it’s been in the field of the collective consciousness. When the download into the grid finally took place it almost blew me out of my physical body, but I couldn´t care less, I´ve been blessed and overly happy to see we made it. And it´s been noticed already, although the ripple effect might need quite some time in many cases. And of course not everyone chooses freedom. Some love their chains just too much to leave the SM-Showroom of Master and Servant, still waiting for their personal Jesus out of the Astral Illusionary Show instead of mastering themselves.

This article goes out especially because of the many, many Souls who have been coworking that will never stand in the spotlight of the earthly realms, but who did so much for so many for so long. I know it´s not been easy, but we chose it with intend and hereby changed the whole game. We prepared with much Love and Com/passion and the eternal stage gets standing ovations for this masterly play. Nothing else matters. Shine your light…for real, not for the show 😉

Fractals & Soul Soup

I love ideas, philosophies and insights, but I never “believe” anything to be an absolute. I know that at different stages we have a different point of view, but most people are totally investing in their own temporary perception or handing it over to others to tell them what  to perceive. My articles and points of view are meant as an inspiration. Take it or leave it. I do not need anyone to agree with me. Why would I? I have points of view but I am not my point of view.

I felt since long that our linear understanding of Souls and Incarnations isn´t really fitting for me anymore. Some of the Incarnations of people seemed to have had overlaps seen with linear timing. Plus I met aspects of the same Incarnation in different people. Well, think of all the Caesars & Cleopatras in pastlife-regressions and mental asylums. So I started realising that Souls are kind of a bowl of Soup. We add Chilli or Salt, but we are not Chilli or Salt…and best of all: We do not have to identify with the spices, but bring forth whatever taste we prefer. The moment we go quantum, we get access to the whole Pantry. We are literally all connected through these spices.

Think about Pizza and Tomato Salad. Very different, but they got something in common: The tomatoes. That´s also the reason why we meet a stranger and s/he feels totally familiar. Memories of pastlifes show up and they are somehow true, but when we identify with these pastlifes, our own or the stories of someone else, we build unhealthy attachments. To cling to a person is like taking a pepper pot with you wherever you go, as you are in love with pepper and afraid to loose pepper and never experience pepper again. Or when you dislike pepper, thinking you could harm pepper, by destoying the pepper pot.

The sunbeams are the expressions of the sun, they are not “the Sun”. Not even our sun is “the sun”. You cannot find her in the physical or astral.

Last summer I went trough a process that made me wake up one day and all remaining attachments to people and things had vanished. Freaking feeling it was, after having for so long identified with roles and personas. I still have my whole bowl of Soup with me, but as I know that I can relate to all and will always meet again the ingridients again in many forms, I can totally enjoy my own bowl of Soup and also the others. I miss nothing and enjoy all.

To understand this concept of the Bowl of Soup, what is of course still an analogy, might bring a kind of understanding for what quantum means.

When we look at someone and love this person than it´s because s/he is having a bit of the Chilli or Salt that we InJoy so much. And some people have a lot of our favorite ingridients within themselves.  But that´s the funny thing about Love (or hate). You always resonate with your own projections/preferences.

And once you become aware of your whole pantry you can relate to anyone, love anyone and enjoy others company, without needing anyone at all. Than you are free. Be yourself. See yourself in anyone. That´s the reason why on the new Earth noone needs a Master, but is a Master themselves. Aware of the Pantry. That´s why it doesn´t make sense to hurt others out of that perspective. That´s like Chilli hating Chilli…or Salt. Doesn´t make any sense at all once you loose your linear mind and come to your masterly senses and awareness.

Also Love is the love for Love. I have no attachments but still preferences. I totally enjoy Coffee. I do not need Coffee, that´s why the stupid games people play in relationships do no longer work with me. I can totally live without coffee and have a tea. And I do not need my coffee being served by Adam or Brigid or Caesar, although I might like that of Caesar very much at the moment.

Honestly all the relationship Dramas are not for a Master. We are all Fractals of the Divine. The whole Pantry at hand, but everyone cooking it´s own Soup. We are One, but not the same.

Have a great Valentine´s Day tomorrow and InJoy the Pantry. If you want you can join Muriel Shickman and me in the NeuSpace Talk about “Healthy Boundaries”.

Shine your light!

Dying to be me

Last year  I experienced 3 major steps on my path.

1.) I wondered why I had still attracted abusive people. The answer was a shock. Literally frozen in time for 40 years and opening my eyes for some ugly stuff around me.

2.) An shadow-aspect returning home and the message that “the Master is in the House”. Too funny, I couldn´t remember to have asked for him to come in, but maybe that´s been the reason why he was able to enter. Well, with the integration of my shadow, things seemed to be already brighter. Until…

3.) I was told by my eternal self that I have to die. And that there´s a choice to be made by me. The choice to be reborn in the same body or to come in again as a newborn. I was shown my potential parents, their energetic body coming together in an act of love to conceive the new life. I saw the energetic body of the fetus in the mothers womb, felt the love she held for the little one – what could be me. I´ve gotta say that this felt really attractive to me, as it´s been the very opposite of this lifetime. A fresh start under conditions that are loving and supportive felt really good. The other option was to be reborn in the same old body. And I was told this would be the harder option, as changing while staying the same is way more difficult. I chose the difficult version. Of course.

I was not sure if the message was understood, as I still felt the new body calling me. So I even wrote a letter adressed at my daughter, just in case…

But my choice was heard, cause when I woke up in the morning, a few days later, my whole surrounding felt totally strange to me. At least I changed my incarnation while sleep-time, that´s been a goodie. But still not that funny, as I had lost all attachment and interest to the things that once have been mine. Loosing attachment sounds nice…it´s not in real. I can hardly describe what was going on with me. I doubted if I might have lost my mind. I was so unattached, that I could walk out of me door the very next minute and never wanting to look back, no thoughts and feelings about the old would arise. My birthchart has had lots of earth in it, so this was really weird for me.

The strangest thing was, that all was the same, but I am not. It is really like a new incarnation. Love is the only thing that remained. I will always love my daughter, no matter what body or incarnation or relationship we have. And I love cats and coffee and the starlight. And Love itself of course.

The real difficult thing was that people expected me to be the same, plus even if I had no real attachments, I still had tendencies for some behaviours, that I had to get rid off. That´s why dying is much easier, than staying in the body. When you die everyone accepts that you are not available. But when they see the same body, they´ll blame you for not being and behaving like you are supposed to – from their point of view. But of course, it doesn´t matter what someone expects, we are the ones who have to take ownership of our behaviours…no one else can be blamed for what is our responsibility. So I tried to look as normal as possible, while unbecoming what I am not.

Dying alive was a hell of a ride, while I am in total peace, holding hands and having a melt-in with all of me, loving all of me. Well and of course a million angels, incarnated or not, trying to assist me. Two of them I have chosen to cooperate with for a quantum healing space about abuse. That´s been done to the most beautiful Souls and we need them being themselves again. Whole and complete. Well today Therese offered me spontaneously to have a look, what´s still missing in my field. She´s an awesome healer. Well actually she´s been a midwife today. She´s been handed the last missing piece to be integrated again. My divine blueprint, the innocent baby child …the aspect, that´s still been missing. Dying, to be reborn. Hallelujah.