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Why true love scares the sh*t out of people

Everybody talks about love. But what most people mean by love is that they want to have, own, consume something. True Love, the way I see, feel, express it, is something totally different for me and it really scares people. It´s too much. That´s why I have been too much all my life and why I have been hiding my true being for so long.

When I am talking about Love I speak about a feeling that is living inside of me, it is awakened when something or someone reminds my of my essence. Can be anything or anyone. A cat strolling along the street, a toddler reaching out to a flower, a twinkeling star on the nightsky, the laughter of a woman, the smile on a face, the tender touch of a hand, the way someone plays the piano or jumps into a puddle. It touches my heart, the Rose inside of me. I enjoy what I witness, but I do not need to own it, grab it, consume it. I am that I am. Noone can take anything from me, therefore I do not need anything and can enjoy all along my way.

To step into the awareness of my lovelight brings out extreme reactions in people. Some start crying, because they are not used to it to be really seen, loved, valued. It´s a release and surrender into the truth of their beautyful eternal being.

And some start to attack me, searching for my imperfections as they can not accept that they are perfect in my eyes. Not because I turn a blind eye. I´ve got a virgomoon in my natal(ie) chart. I see all, every “imperfection”, believe me. And even more, my pisces venus feels your discomfort, my mercury in aquarius just knows about your judgements. But see, to me all of the above doesn´t matter. It is not what you are, but a momentary state. It´s the way the divine chose to express itself, so I am fine with it. The one attacking me and/or denying himself not. You wouldn´t believe what BS people tell me, why they are not worthy or they look at me and tell me why I am still not good enough to be a master. Says it all, why they can not be a master in their minds eye. And so they go on another rampage, another run, another round of denial and it´s all fine with me. It´s all perfect.

It´s been the reason why I have been hiding my true nature for so long. I wasn´t ready to deal with it, it broke my heart a million times and time just wasn´t ripe before. Now it is, I will no longer hide to make it more comfortable for those that might get a spiritual sunburn, or loveburn. This world needs more love, not less.

I write this to remind you, that you are not better or less than I am. Nobody is. Just be yourself, shine the way the lovelight wants to express itself through you. You are beautiful beyond measure and you are dearly loved. That´s all and it´s all that is.

Healing the fe/male distortion

It´s the biggest tragic-comedy of all times. The fe/male split, expressed by so many heart-breaking stories. Different names, faces and places, all playing out endless variations of the same story.

Do you know what men search? (Yes, I know sex, the orgasm…but what is an orgasm, but total unity and melding of sorts?). What is it that makes them so intrusive? It´s the longing for total acceptance through the surrender of the feminine. Being themselves and being admired for their being. That´s why they always have to “be the best”, as only than they will be adored and experience the female surrender.

And what does the feminine look for? For admiration, of course. She wants to be adored for her worth. That´s why women wear absurde things and torture themself to be beautiful enough to be admired and “wanted”.

And that´s why men pay women for sex. To make her accept him, and may it be for 3 minutes behind a trash-can. And she will give it to him, cause the pennies she collects prove her beauty.

In most cases what is called a lovestory are two people, that feel lack, coming together to heal lack. Codepency. That´s why there is so much drama in our Love-Stories. We fight with the other, so s/he gives us, what only we can hold for ourselves.

We might play all kinds of drama on the outside, but they all are a reflection and projection of our own inner Story. The hide and seek, the hunt and withdrawal are just the externalization of the fear of surrender towards the own inner unity and melding. Pretending to search for Love that is unavailable, to distract from the refusing of the own inner ultimate melding and union. As long as we do, the show must go on on the outside.

A man who doesn´t love and value himself enough to feel safe, will never be able to give a feeling of safety to the women he chooses. So they will never feel valued or trust him and open up fully. Instead they will learn to behave more male around him, to not get overtrumped.

A woman who has not found her selfworth will never find the one who will give her the feeling to be worthy. No matter how many flowers she receives or how rich her husband is.

All that we search in the other is what we have abandoned in ourselves. We just externalize it, project it on the outside and create these unbelievable tragedies, comedies and crimescenes that we call Lovestories.

And also on the collective level it is just the sum of all the individuals, that are struggeling with their not integrated “other half”. I used to fight against authority figures, when I was younger, until I realized I am my own ultimate authority. I do not have to fight patriarchy, just give them a “no” once in a while, when they do not pay me the respect that they want from me also. And the rising of the feminine? It is true. Women take back their power. But this will not work out by fighting the male, that they carry within themselves, too. Don´t blame “the other”, become responsible yourself.

Why fight with a guy in a relationship or on a global scale with men about my worth? I love my own inner male and female aspects totally. I became a tender loving badass, able to deal with every guy coming along my way. If they can not handle me, that´s where they are not complete within themselves. Has nothing to do with me.

And that´s it. When I see how women still try to please men I know they are still codependent. And a guy running after a woman, still not knowing he is worthy all the love and beauty of this world. And holds it within himself, not needing anything from anyone. Just alike the woman that searches for Love in all the wrong places, as she is not loving herself without any compromise.

We have to become complete within us. You can not become a master and not have healed your inner split. Start the most awesome Loveaffair with yourself, including all of your aspects, male, female and child. Become your own holy family. Your aspects have to be integrated within yourself, then you are absolutely whole and complete and will be free to react on the outer world just as you choose to.

You have no idea how adorable these beings are, may they have a male or a female body, that own all of their being. Beautiful beyond words, no matter the looks. That´s how we were created. Breathtaking awesome. Return to it.

Shine your eternal, integrated Lovelight <3

Integrity

To gain integrity it is necessary that you don´t give a f*ck. Cause when you can get compromissed by anything or anyone, you will.

To gain true integrity you have to become totally free and sovereign. A long journey it has been in my case. Like many of my kind I´ve been tourchured and killed so often, everything that I love has been taken from me and every dream I have had has been shattered into pieces a million times. It had to. To become free of all of it in this lifetime.

And you have to become free with a totally open heart, that feels all the pain, all the losses, all the doubts, all the fears….and still loves absolutely relentlessly. That´s how you gain compassion and wisdom.

I have had close relatives dying in my early childhood and lovers been taken from me under tragic circumstances. The ones that I loved and trusted have abandoned and betrayed me. I´ve been scared half to death by big money and I´ve been standing at my own grave from a pastlife in 2016 to then die alive in 2017. It teached me that I am eternal and all my loved ones are too. Nothing ever happened to me or to them. We are save and eternally in love with each other no matter what happens.

I´ve been offered money, love, importance and the false light. And I chose the I AM, not an outer source of fullfilment.

So in case you have experienced similar things, it´s not been a punishment or a task, it´s been just the result of your own choice to become free and untamed, eternal and sovereign. A master, a living god/dess, a sovereign. You´ve always been, but you had forgotten. If you read this, this is your friendly reminder and reassurance.

You are dearly loved, you are abundant beyond messure and your soul tribe is just waiting around the corner. You will receive all of it, the very moment you do not need it any longer. You get what you are. If you are fear, you´ll receive fear, if you are lack you will receive lack. And it´s funny, you can be abundant with a cuppa tea and the laughter of a friend or be a poor and lonely fool in a castle. Not because you are punished, but because you are a creator and you can fool and deceive the whole world including yourself, but not creation itself. It will mirror your being.

Integrity means to live who you are. Not to believe in values, but to live them, to embody your highest truth. Nothing is allowed to come between you and you.

Saturn the ruler of capricorn is in capricorn the next two years. He´ll deliver what you seeded. If you do not like the deliveries, you´ve gotta go within and be totally honest with yourself where you still corrupt yourself. When you have found your true self, nothing can harm you any longer. You will be save, no matter the circumstances, because you will no longer leave yourself. It is you with your eternal I Am. Your eternal light and your neverending love united within you.

May you be happy, may you be healthy, may you be free.

The Mary & The Magdalenas

I have described in my last post why the concept of Re-Incarnations can be absolutely limiting and confusing. Shortform: A bit of Chilli in a Soup is just representing Chilli, it is not Chilli.

I am a living Rose, but I am not “the Rose”. Nobody is, a body can be only an expression of a principle and many bodies carry the principle as a potential.  “The Rose” wouldn´t fit in any body. But duality doesn´t understand that. That´s why I and so many others have been mistreated and killed in so many lifetimes and it really doesn´t matter. It´s a joke. Darkness is just stupid as hell. When they killed Yeshua, they could of cause not kill the Christ. Just  the opposite. A little wind became a storm. Every Heart and Soul he has ever touched received the Seed. And every Seed carried Seeds. When darkness realized their mistake, that´s when they changed strategy. They tried to mislead the seedlings. Started to collect them, to “own” the Rose. Oh goodness, how limited and malicious is a linear mind. Trying to darken their lights, so they won´t spread. That´s the reason why so many of my Sisters have experienced abuse, to prevent the buds from blooming. Made a lot of Roses Puppets of hidden Puppet-Masters, as abuse disconnects a person from themselves and their inner knowing.

No Master would follow another Master and no Mary would have ever followed an outer figure, not even their beloved Yeshua. They inspired each other, ignited each others soulfire, but have been shining on their own. Only Duality wants to overtake things. Divide and conquer. And it cannot. Spirit is free and untamed, million blooming seeds are out there and seeding themselves in this very second.

On Sunday the Healing of the Roses has been downloaded in the collective field. It will need time until the ripples arrive at the individual, but nothing can prevent it now. It never could. The outcome was a given.

Time to shine the light. Your own.

Fractals & Soul Soup

I love ideas, philosophies and insights, but I never “believe” anything to be an absolute. I know that at different stages we have a different point of view, but most people are totally investing in their own temporary perception or handing it over to others to tell them what  to perceive. My articles and points of view are meant as an inspiration. Take it or leave it. I do not need anyone to agree with me. Why would I? I have points of view but I am not my point of view.

I felt since long that our linear understanding of Souls and Incarnations isn´t really fitting for me anymore. Some of the Incarnations of people seemed to have had overlaps seen with linear timing. Plus I met aspects of the same Incarnation in different people. Well, think of all the Caesars & Cleopatras in pastlife-regressions and mental asylums. So I started realising that Souls are kind of a bowl of Soup. We add Chilli or Salt, but we are not Chilli or Salt…and best of all: We do not have to identify with the spices, but bring forth whatever taste we prefer. The moment we go quantum, we get access to the whole Pantry. We are literally all connected through these spices.

Think about Pizza and Tomato Salad. Very different, but they got something in common: The tomatoes. That´s also the reason why we meet a stranger and s/he feels totally familiar. Memories of pastlifes show up and they are somehow true, but when we identify with these pastlifes, our own or the stories of someone else, we build unhealthy attachments. To cling to a person is like taking a pepper pot with you wherever you go, as you are in love with pepper and afraid to loose pepper and never experience pepper again. Or when you dislike pepper, thinking you could harm pepper, by destoying the pepper pot.

The sunbeams are the expressions of the sun, they are not “the Sun”. Not even our sun is “the sun”. You cannot find her in the physical or astral.

Last summer I went trough a process that made me wake up one day and all remaining attachments to people and things had vanished. Freaking feeling it was, after having for so long identified with roles and personas. I still have my whole bowl of Soup with me, but as I know that I can relate to all and will always meet again the ingridients again in many forms, I can totally enjoy my own bowl of Soup and also the others. I miss nothing and enjoy all.

To understand this concept of the Bowl of Soup, what is of course still an analogy, might bring a kind of understanding for what quantum means.

When we look at someone and love this person than it´s because s/he is having a bit of the Chilli or Salt that we InJoy so much. And some people have a lot of our favorite ingridients within themselves.  But that´s the funny thing about Love (or hate). You always resonate with your own projections/preferences.

And once you become aware of your whole pantry you can relate to anyone, love anyone and enjoy others company, without needing anyone at all. Than you are free. Be yourself. See yourself in anyone. That´s the reason why on the new Earth noone needs a Master, but is a Master themselves. Aware of the Pantry. That´s why it doesn´t make sense to hurt others out of that perspective. That´s like Chilli hating Chilli…or Salt. Doesn´t make any sense at all once you loose your linear mind and come to your masterly senses and awareness.

Also Love is the love for Love. I have no attachments but still preferences. I totally enjoy Coffee. I do not need Coffee, that´s why the stupid games people play in relationships do no longer work with me. I can totally live without coffee and have a tea. And I do not need my coffee being served by Adam or Brigid or Caesar, although I might like that of Caesar very much at the moment.

Honestly all the relationship Dramas are not for a Master. We are all Fractals of the Divine. The whole Pantry at hand, but everyone cooking it´s own Soup. We are One, but not the same.

Have a great Valentine´s Day tomorrow and InJoy the Pantry. If you want you can join Muriel Shickman and me in the NeuSpace Talk about “Healthy Boundaries”.

Shine your light!

Rose News & NeuSpace & Valentine´s Day

Well, nothing stays the same and that´s excellent news. Who would want the same old stories being played out again? For sure not my kind ^_^

Last week had lots of distractions showing up and absolutely nothing worked out as planned, but I am overly happy that all that´s been important did work out somehow. And that´s all that really matters.

One of the strangest days has been last tuesday and while I noticed that all signs yelled “distration overload” I almost missed Patricia Farrington having Sienna Lea as a guest talking about Shadow Synthesis. I´m glad Patricia has excellent senses and so I did finally enter with a little bit of her help 😉 <3 I can highly recommend this recording and Sienna Lea, cause to own our unwanted stuff is absolutely crucial on our path. Here you´ll find the replay of the event: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-woqHC7q4ow

Well, distractions kept occuring to such an extreme that it got really laughable and to find the humor in all the occuring, helped to stay balanced while the weekend, where our #metoo threesome healing event about abuse took place. The recording started too early and  didn´t stop when we closed the room, so I beg your pardon for technical issues, but the event itself had shifted things for some participants in a miraculous way, what is really, really awesome. And that´s actually an understatement. We might have struggeled with the circumstances, but the involved persons really had to come together, to co-create something that got outstanding effects. So, if you do not search for perfection, but for results and real change in your life, I recommend to buy the recording by following the link: https://www.edudip.com/w/278326 In case the page shows up in german, just scroll to the buttom and change your language preferences.

I´m lately more and more communicating publicly via the Internet. One of my Healing Co-Hosts, Muriel Shickman, has created “Neuspace”,  a format where monthly Webinars and Interviews related to the new energies are taking place. I´ve attended a few episodes last year and Muriel is really so much new energy, that you can hear the next Shout or Prognost way ahead of time. I love it! And as Love attracts Love, Muriel asked me a few days ago to join her as a Co-Host, what really, really honors me. I´m so looking forward what we´ll co-create together. Smells like fresh air. Well, the next conversation is going to take place on Wednesday 14th of February 2018. And our topic for Valentine´s Day is of course “Energetic Boundaries”. I couldn´t stop laughing a few weeks ago, when Muriel told me about topic and timing. Purrfect, indeed! So, please feel invited to sign in and join us. Find out more here: http://www.murielshickman.com/neuspace.html You´ll also find previous shows in the archive and please read my bio on the page. I´ve “downloaded” it in an instant and it really mirrors my being. ^_^

Have fun, shine bright like a star and be your own perfect Valentine 😉 <3 Much Love :*

 

 

News from the Rose

2018 is indeed the year where things come into fruition. It all happens very quickly and we have to stay absolutely present to always stay in the flow.

There are no more absolutes and what was perfect 3 month ago, or even yesterday, is now totally last year. I don´t know who it was, so I can not give credit for this genius insight, but someone posted on Facebook that “January has been an intense Year”. ^_^ Indeed.

In the beginning the Rose Touch was always offline, as I couldn´t handle holding the field for the participants all over the globe, plus deal with technical stuff…especially as AI has it´s specialities when we go quantum, as I do. Then at the end of 2017 I started to record a few after-transmission-sessions and loaded them up on my YouTubeChannel. And I entered as a guest when some very awesome hosts recorded discussions and webinars about specific topics.

Lately I started a collaboration about the Healing of the Heart with Julian from Luxury Masters Academy. You´ll hear about it, when we have finished the recordings of that series. Very special and intense energies, also sometimes very personal, as we didn´t fear to go through own processes in front of the camera. Brave Hearts indeed, as Julian and I have shared past lifes as warriors, what explains the boldness and passion you´ll see in the recordings. To go absolutely conscious into these processes, as a representative for others, needed both, the cochones and clarity of the masculine and the total surrender and agape of the feminine. Julian and I embody both both and switched in front of the camera roles  in the blink of an eye to shift the energies. Really awesome material.

The other thing is that I started to create webinars and on Sunday the 11th of February 2018 you´ll be able to join the threesome Quantum Healing Space, that I have co-created with my beloved Sisters Muriel Shickman and Therese Wenk. We´ll bring our outstanding healing abilities together to offer a healing space for all that have experienced abuse in any form. Abusive behaviour is happening on all levels and the abuse is created by and bringing forth imbalance. We three are coming together to offer balance for the ones in the audience, who are at the same time representatives for mankind. Every healed individual will also bring healing to the planet. That´s why I´m so passionate about this work. We will start at 8 p. m. CET. You can join and book the webinar here: https://www.edudip.com/w/278326

Well the day before, the 10th of February will be the next Monthly Rose Touch. People that have messaged me that they want to be included in the Circle of Love-Energy will receive their Rose Touch via the Quantum Field, as always given with deep Love and for free. You can just message me, to be put on the list of people included.

What is new is that there will be from now on every month an option to watch this live. And after the transmission of the Rose Touch in front of the camera I will start the Rose Talk, a talk about a special topic. I will choose a guest to talk about a topic. And I will pick a few questions or comments from the audience, as a representation of the energies. I will start this first Rose Talk with the topic “Balance” as balance is the centerpoint of all healing. And it is my honour and priviledge to have Julian as my first Rose Talk Partner. This first session will have the symbolic price of only 3,-€ to have the trinity as a price to enter. What you´ll receive is priceless, indeed. I don´t know how long the event will take place, there´s not much planning involved when going quantum, it will be at least an hour long, but my inner voice tells me it´s more likely this will be about 2 hours or so. So if you want to join the Rose Touch & Talk, starting at 6 p. m. C.E.T., you can sign in via this link: https://www.edudip.com/w/281534

Trinity is the unity behind duality, only understood when moving beyond.

Sending my Love´n Light out to all that injoy it 😉 <3

What we value

It´s been funny that I am all about Love…and at the same time have always received Masterlessons around money and been working with money to earn my living, many years. Now it´s starting to make sense to me, how these two areas have been perfect on my path.

I realized lately that earning my money with something I have no real passion for was for a long time hard for me, but making money with what I love seemed even absolutely impossible.

There are 2 reasons for it:

1.) Many people are willing to pay a high price for things that are worthless and do not value what is priceless.

2.) I have paid such a high price for being a loving being, no one can even imagine how much I have paid. It´s been the reason why I refused my path so long and stayed in the background. I´ve payed the bloodprice so often for being of service. But the broken heart has been way worse than the destroyed bodies. Truth is that we can not love enough, to make the frozen hearts melt. We can not be conscious enough to make the blinds see.

A lot of money-issues have of course to do with self-worth and who doesn´t have issues there? It has also to do with giving and receiving. I´ve written an article once, that might be interesting for you: http://oneblog.soulutions.one/2017/01/09/giving-and-receiving/

I´ve had so many people in my life trying to take advantage. The human hunts, deceives, steals, lies…and all  of it s/he does to him/herself, as a Master just wouldn´t. Not because of good and evil, but because that´s not working and why would a master do that to him or others? That´s just not what s/he is.

And I have also so much given and received for free. Honestly, I couldn´t have earned my mastery on a money-level. I got so much for free, in some cases I paid just what I could and in other cases I paid a hugh fee. The reason why I am that I am is my awareness, my love, compassion, joy and soul-driven passion. I make the best out of everything, so even if someone offers crap I´ll transmute it into wisdom, fun or something useful.

There´s still much to learn when it comes to money for me and all others in the spiritual community. That´s a weakpoint. Worth and value…I´m still not absolutely clear here, but I know these 3 things

  1.  That we can not give to receive and experience real abundance.
  2. Some things are priceless. I didn´t feel good, when I couldn´t afford it although I highly value it, so I assumed it´s not for me and felt better.
  3. We always pay somehow. The universe has it´s own balance-sheet.

What does that mean for my own work?

Yesterday I´ve received the message, that whatever price-tag I want to put on something is the price.

People from this day on can not receive things for free although some things are for free, for example my Monthly Rose Touch. This is a generous, loving universe. Everyone should have access to healing or wisdom. And if you take energy to bring in healing into this world, pay it forward to others, add wisdom, or just be happy and grateful, there´s absolute balance in this and I love to be of service. Love is absolutely priceless, you can not earn it, steal it or destroy it.

In this very second I receive the information, that people have never received things for free. When they have taken from me, without adding something of value to this world, they have always paid a price. The same goes for everyone, and subconsciously knowing that, might have been the reason why I always tried to make as much as possible out of everything.

I am working in divine service. He charges, if I don´t 😉

 

 

Dying to be me

Last year  I experienced 3 major steps on my path.

1.) I wondered why I had still attracted abusive people. The answer was a shock. Literally frozen in time for 40 years and opening my eyes for some ugly stuff around me.

2.) An shadow-aspect returning home and the message that “the Master is in the House”. Too funny, I couldn´t remember to have asked for him to come in, but maybe that´s been the reason why he was able to enter. Well, with the integration of my shadow, things seemed to be already brighter. Until…

3.) I was told by my eternal self that I have to die. And that there´s a choice to be made by me. The choice to be reborn in the same body or to come in again as a newborn. I was shown my potential parents, their energetic body coming together in an act of love to conceive the new life. I saw the energetic body of the fetus in the mothers womb, felt the love she held for the little one – what could be me. I´ve gotta say that this felt really attractive to me, as it´s been the very opposite of this lifetime. A fresh start under conditions that are loving and supportive felt really good. The other option was to be reborn in the same old body. And I was told this would be the harder option, as changing while staying the same is way more difficult. I chose the difficult version. Of course.

I was not sure if the message was understood, as I still felt the new body calling me. So I even wrote a letter adressed at my daughter, just in case…

But my choice was heard, cause when I woke up in the morning, a few days later, my whole surrounding felt totally strange to me. At least I changed my incarnation while sleep-time, that´s been a goodie. But still not that funny, as I had lost all attachment and interest to the things that once have been mine. Loosing attachment sounds nice…it´s not in real. I can hardly describe what was going on with me. I doubted if I might have lost my mind. I was so unattached, that I could walk out of me door the very next minute and never wanting to look back, no thoughts and feelings about the old would arise. My birthchart has had lots of earth in it, so this was really weird for me.

The strangest thing was, that all was the same, but I am not. It is really like a new incarnation. Love is the only thing that remained. I will always love my daughter, no matter what body or incarnation or relationship we have. And I love cats and coffee and the starlight. And Love itself of course.

The real difficult thing was that people expected me to be the same, plus even if I had no real attachments, I still had tendencies for some behaviours, that I had to get rid off. That´s why dying is much easier, than staying in the body. When you die everyone accepts that you are not available. But when they see the same body, they´ll blame you for not being and behaving like you are supposed to – from their point of view. But of course, it doesn´t matter what someone expects, we are the ones who have to take ownership of our behaviours…no one else can be blamed for what is our responsibility. So I tried to look as normal as possible, while unbecoming what I am not.

Dying alive was a hell of a ride, while I am in total peace, holding hands and having a melt-in with all of me, loving all of me. Well and of course a million angels, incarnated or not, trying to assist me. Two of them I have chosen to cooperate with for a quantum healing space about abuse. That´s been done to the most beautiful Souls and we need them being themselves again. Whole and complete. Well today Therese offered me spontaneously to have a look, what´s still missing in my field. She´s an awesome healer. Well actually she´s been a midwife today. She´s been handed the last missing piece to be integrated again. My divine blueprint, the innocent baby child …the aspect, that´s still been missing. Dying, to be reborn. Hallelujah.

Outstanding

You cannot strive for enlightenment by following someone else’s path. You cannot become a Master by commanding and controlling others. You´ve gotta master yourself, by unbecoming all that you are not. This might take endlessly or happen in an instant. It doesn’t matter, just follow your path and let go with ease and grace.

All my life I was a living contradiction. On one hand I could relate to almost everybody, on the other hand I never fitted in. I enjoy diversity, I love to learn and to connect with people, I’m able to see what’s special about them, that’s why it is totally easy for me to connect with people. And people feel that, they feel at home and safe next to me. I literally see them and I love them for their true self. But when they are not in contact with their true self, they try to make me one, the same. And I am not and will never be. My oneness is that of the ocean, being one with all the water, loving every drop as an expression of this amazing beauty, so why would you try to limit and control him, if you can just enjoy him?

Groups have been especially difficult for me, as I could relate, but never could be assimilated by a group, as they are too limiting for me. I see through the group-dynamics of manipulation, regulations, control and energy-feeding. People entering a meditation class to than repeat all their life this one form of meditation, meeting every tuesday evening for decades of their life. Why? To belong, to feel special. But in truth they sacrifice all that is special about them, to be accepted in a prison of sorts. I enter, learn the technic, go and keep a few friends or not and integrate the teaching into my huge tool box. The same goes with everything. I love to widen my horizon, but do not build up attachment. Why would I imprison myself in such a way?

Well, it turned out that all that seemed to be difficult, is just perfect. The areas of our life that had the most obstacles are the ones where our mastery will show up first. All that never seemed to work, was never supposed to work.

I am a carrier of the new energy, how should I have functioned very well in the old? I´ve got the ability to bring together very different people and hold an energetic space for them, where they can reconnect with their true self. And I am working with groups now, never doing the limiting stupid stuff others did with groups. I will not lead them, I will not master them, I inspire them to become their own sovereign self. And this sovereign self is exactly what I described, able to relate with everybody, one with the ocean of life, connected with everything while free and untamed.

And guess what? Now I find the ones that are different, but of the same kind. Souvereign. And we work together as free creators, without any obligations or attachments. My ability to hold the space fits perfectly with their skills. We encourage each other to be the best version of ourselves, but no one owes anything to anyone. There’s no competition, no jealousy, no contracts, no pressure, only love, joy, sharing, inspiration, love, laughter and grace.

Now I know why I never fitted in, I was never meant to be limited, because I’m just outstanding. And I know why I can relate to everyone, it´s because I can sense their sovereign being, their eternal self. I know now, that I have tried all my life to encourage people to bring this forth, I tried to show them how to be outstanding, while they tried to make me fit in. And the moment when I myself stopped trying to fit in, to be understood or accepted, but allowed myself to be outstanding was when my life changed. This is what I came for.

And all of my obstacles have been just perfect, because they trained me for my mission. I´m the one, to assist you to remember who you truly are. But I can not do it for you nor would I! Please only enter my life, when you are willing to be outstanding too. Being outstanding has nothing to do with a pumped up ego, out of lack of self-worth. A Master is humble and grandiose at once. He´s a living contradiction. He enjoys water as if it´s champagne. It’s the abundance of your true being, as an equal with others, out of self-awareness, as a sovereign self.

Do not follow me, but get inspired by me to ignite your own fire, to shine your own light <3

 

Credits to Manuela Grotz, she created the picture for my first book. It shows a modern version of the three weaver.

 

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