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Why the scapegoat was so important for the old earth communities

The scapegoat had an important role in the history of social communities. As people did not dare to look at their not accepted “shadow-side”, they took all their sins onto an animal and killed it or punished it  and sended it into the desert.

It´s been the way how people could still live together, whos characters had a lot of shortcommings. Just pretend it´s not there, than all is well…except for the goat, but well better to sacrifice a goat than to risk that  the community would break apart.

In the old testament, you find the description, that 2 goats were used. One has been slaughtered and her blood brought into “the holy of holy” and sprinkeled onto the “seat of mercy” (you may ponder a bit, who might really own such a place and receive all the worship) and the other goat was sended into the desert.

It is the reason why it is said that Yeshua died for our sins and the reason why we pray to a dead man on a cross instead of seeing in him a living example of the divine. Using a human as a scapegoat has a lot of advantages. You get rid of someone who doesn´t please the ones that are in charge and you make sure the rest of the community behaves to not experience to be a scapegoat also.

A lot of lightworker have experienced this in the past too, when being the shaman or the witch. You had a lot of knowledge and knew also about the peoples sins, because they came to you when they needed help, plus you had the inner knowing. When the community had a bad harvest or another misfortune, you had to pay the price and been their scapegoat.

A scapegoat is a very practical thing, it prevents people from being responsible for their own actions.

I´m a double capricorn, a mountaingoat, and I know all about being the scapegoat. I´ve played this role so often. My very existance in this life was the result of a “sin”. My mother couldn´t stand my presence, that´s why she gave me into an orphanage. There the nuns, never allowed to have a good orgasm, treated me badly, too. I remember, that even just two years old, I´ve been punished for the stuff the “sweet, nice girl” did. I can not count how often that happened in my life. I learned all about the unwanted, suppressed, ignored. And that imprint sticked and brought replays.

The point is that it doesn´t work. It is the reason why mankind runs in circles and nothing ever changes. Whatever you hide in the shadows will come out again and again until it is accepted, integrated, transformed.  If you pretend you do not know that the major is mollesting woman, you will ignore it until you or a loved one become a victim and maybe noone will listen to you than. You´ll be even marked as the one who´s disturbing the peace. That´s how communities are working. It´s the price that has to be paid when being part of a herd.

The shadow of the age of pisces are lies, deception and sacrifice and a lot of people have deeply invested, to hold on to their illusional state.

For me it doesn´t matter anymore. I am bored by all the games and projections and I laugh about the comedy, that will only fool the ones that choose ignorance. I see the true colors and I see who refuses the wake-up calls. I see who wants to stay with the same old, sacrificing others for the own illusional comfort, thinking this will prevent themselves. I see who preaches love´n light and hides the own shortcommings in the shadows, holding everyone else accountable. There´s just one question, that is immediately making the house of cards crumble:

“Why do you hand your responsibility to people that are not even able to be responsible for their own actions?”

Being the scapegoat turned out to be the best role in that comedy. It made me strong and independent to be casted out so often. I had to learn to care for myself. And I prefer it meanwhile. Who wants to be part of such a kind of communities? Not me. The age of aquarius will be the time when free beings and equals are coming together and nothing else suits me. It is the point of view I can offer to all that have experienced to be the outcast. You are not meant to cuddle into the mold of the common lies, you are called to be sovereign, free and search only for company of your own kind. You deserve to be the ones to build the new earth.

It only hurts, when you try to herd. So just don´t. Be yourself and people that are attracted by your authentic self will find you. Quality over quantity. Dare to shine your light, integrate your own shadows and don´t care about others projections and lies. Life is way too beautiful for such games <3

 

Facing darkness

As I´ve announced I will write a bit more about shadow-work, as it is crucial at the moment. And Jupiter entering Scorpio tomorrow will bring up a lot of opportunities to face, what has been hidden and denied. I´ve been at an esoteric conference in Basel the last weekend and was very pleased to see that a lot of the invited speakers are not afraid of shadow-issues. I wrote a while ago about the new generation of teachers and yes, they are very real, down to earth and entering  the big stages more and more.

Who enters the earthly realm has to face duality. There´s no way to avoid it. Those that think to be out of that game have a blind spot. When you´re out of the game, you´re not in the arena, but you are here 😉  If you bring in your light, you´ll have to face darkness. All we can do is to be aware and to choose wisely.

I must have a nice light as I had to face a lot of darkness, coming my way. Darkness seldom came “right in my face”, mostly it came as a hidden enemie or as a loss.

For those that are familiar with astrology: I have a 12th house Capricorn sun and the ruler of Capricorn, Saturn, is in my 2nd house in Aries and squares my Sun. Lots of work and hardship, without material security – but lots of hidden enemies on top of it. At the moment Pluto, the helldog, plays with this constellation. I understand that I had to face hidden darkness, as I´ve been hiding my light. I have been badly paid, as I didn´t dare to insist in being paid well, as what I have to give is of value. So things are changing under Plutos influence. So thank you darkness for all your lessons, you are seen and valued for it.

When we are young and darkness shows up, we think this happens to us, we will tend to see us as victims and will try to fix things on the level where they show up: on the outside. When we get older, we understand that whatever occures on the outside, just does so, to stirr us up on the inside.

We are all at the moment in an epic battle between light and dark. Just the way it shows up in our lifes is a bit different, depending on the lessons we have booked when planing our incarnation. Do not get fooled, you´ll win or loose that battle on only one place: Your own heart.

Darkness did everything it could, it throwed everything at me that it had in this lifetime. It broke my heart a million times, it overtook all that I love, including my mother and husband. When team dark overtook my husband, the Repto-Lord that owned him, materialized for my very eyes and grinned into my face. Darkness wanted me to know its power. Yes, darkness brought up an ocean of tears and unbearable pain inside of me. I had periods of deep sadness. But I understood that they can only overtake what is theirs. But I am not and will never be. They can turn people that I love into hidden enemies, (using their hidden dark feelings like greed, envy or jealousy) but they have not the power to take my Love. And their power over their slaves is temporary, but my love for their eternal being knows no end. They took the lifes of people I love, but delivered just a direct line behind the veil to me. Darkness wanted to bring me down, but I´m a stubborn Capricorn, so I made darkness serve me in the end, always. Alchemy of the Soul. Darkness can take my material belongings, but who cares, as long as I own myself. Burn down my house and I find my real home. They can make me the scapegoat, they can abandon me or throw stones at me. I stay untouched in the light of my soul and nothing that is made of an illusion can destroy what is eternal.

I have a seventh house virgo moon. I am highly sensitive to others energies and emotions, while I see and understand very clearly the reason for their feelings. To be able to do my work, my heart has to be an open gate. When someone I love throws hate at me, I can feel it over any distance. Brought me literally to my knees a few times. But couldn´t break me, but purified me. When we are touchable by dark, we still have a shadow not faced inside of us, an aspect not fully integrated. I understand that. So I do not answer darkness with darkness. I turn it around and throw my Light on anyone crossing my path. And those that work against me, get an extradose of Love, as they need it the most. And it works. Darkness runs from me. Of course the running ones told the witnesses, that they can not stand me, as I am the bad girl. Scapegoating and projection. Works, again and again. Well, sorts out the weeds and weaks out of my field, so thank you again.

Darkness played its twisted games so long, that the maincharacter and his many expressions got mad, lost in the game and forgot that it is just a role. Lucifer has been the highest of the angels and he had forgotten, that he is an expression of the divine creation. His role has been to teach through diversity. But he has identified with his role, he believes to be the almighty god and he is a jealous one. He is dependent on worship and when you do not feed him he gets totally angry. You have to fall on your knees and obey to him. And I don´t. He´s just another actor on this divine stage. I honor him and I even love him, as he is my divine brother. Not more, not less. Darkness (Lucifer) has in its core never left the omniverse, where all is in harmony.  And our essence is still there. Darkness is just a way energy is expressed. Darkness believes its polarisation to be more powerful, but its energy is just more raw.

Darkness even thought to own this planet. But I´ve got news for dark: Greetings from home, dear Brother, Lord Darkness, he who is not to be named. Mother Gaia owns herself. She´s married to Father Sky, but not even he owns her. He loves and enjoys her. Its divine love, it knows no distance and no end. You can try to poison Gaia, sell her, molest her as often as you want, you will never own her. Ownership is a joke. You´ve been allowed here, as she allows her children to make their experiences. You are not the ruler of this planet, of mankind or anyone. Rule over yourself, if you can! A wise mother allows her children to make experiences. Mothers that do not allow these, will never have adult children. And Gaia, as an expression of Sophia, is a very wise mother. So thank you dark, for this  lesson, you may now take your seat again. We´ve really enjoyed your show, but life has a few more aspects to itself. You are just a part of all that is.

What you send out comes back to you? Yes and no. When we refuse to answer hate with hate and fear with fear…we become the gamechanger. Team Dark thinks to be in control and invincible. And the reason why they could make eternal free beings their slaves is that everybody believed it, that´s why they worked for darkness at all. When they realize they are not in control and helpless against the power of light, that scares the hell out of them. Team dark runs because it is afraid that when the light wins it would pay them back, that the light would punish them, the same way they have punished the light. But only darkness believes in old testament justice, the light lives in grace.

See, team dark has given all they had, but all they did was to strenghten me. It´s all energy. It now returns to the sender – just a little bit transmuted. They are used to receive hate for sending out hate, that´s an endless self-feeding cycle. But when they receive light in return for darkness, that shows them who the gamechanger is.

And it is a game. There´s no such thing like duality in the heavenly kingdom. Shine your light dear Ones, it will protect you and others in these times of the big change!

Where do you invest your energy in?!

The old energy is fighting for its life. The trouble the old energy has, is that it needs energy. Therefore it creates distraction, confusion, drama and turmoil. It needs attention = energy. Darkness can not create energy itself, as it has lost its connection to source. Darkness is needy as hell! It desperately needs your energy.

Where you put your attention, there you invest your energy.

Read this again!

What kind of return do you expect, when you still give your energy to the blamers, complainers, cheaters and drama-creators?!

Now reflect: Who tries to get your attention? Who causes confusion? Who always needs you to help them, pay for them, take sides with them, do stuff for them? Who manipulates you? Tells you what to do and what not? Makes you go for their visions, fight their battles, dream their dreams? Who tells gossip? Tells even lies? Blames others for own shortcomings? Who plays with marked cards and plays the victim card when nothing else is working any more? Who drains your energies? Sometimes it is the person that you´d expect the least. Darkness is not stupid. It has some manipulative masters in their games and at astonishing places, you wouldn´t expect them. Unless you start to think again.

I have always had compassion. Even for the mean guys, as I know their fuel is pain and fear and they live in a kind of hell. I always tried to help even them, as much as possible, to leave their dark patterns behind.

A few month ago I received new orders. “Stop fixing the old. Build the new!” There´s no more time and energy to waste in those that invested in the old and refuse to let go. This is the planet of free choice and everyone made his decission. This has to be honored. You do not honor it with wasting your ressources on destructive discussions, patterns and behaviours. Send them love, let them go on their rampages of distortion, entitlement and illusion. That´s none of your business, instead take care for bringing in the fresh water of the soul.

I know this world is loud and confusing. But you´ve gotta refuse all this distr actions. We have to learn to stop listening to outer voices. Why do you take others words for real? Did you check the data? Why do you make those assumptions? Have you witnessed what really took place?  Are you sure? That´s funny, as you read my words. That tell you to not listen to outer words. Maybe your subconscious needed me to tell you, you´ve got your answers inside. It is crucial that you learn to listen to the voice of your own heart. And make sure it is not the voice someone installed in your head.

No matter what will occur on the outside, your connection with your true self will help you navigate through all difficulties. Nothing is more important at the moment than your connection with you. There you find all the answers, where to go, what to eat, where to live, where to travel, how to find a mate, friends, with whom to work and with whom not.

You can not enter the new earth while clinging on old earth patterns, places, believes and people. Choose wisely <3

 

The silent riot in cell block no. 9

One day on my way to work I realized that mankind was free from slavery. The director of the prison was no more in charge. Wow! A huge event, but… noone noticed it. I mean…come on, the hottest news in the multiverse, and not a single word in the newspapers, tv?! OK, that´s not that surprising…but, why was there also no word in the internet, the spiritual comunity, not even the conspiracy guys, noone recognized that planet earth was free. Everyone stayed in their boxes.

Than I understood. Many people do for example not realize, that they are dead and keep on going to a workplace, that they always disliked. I have had relatives, that I visited in the 4th dimension, and all change they perceived was that they thought to have now a better appartment or job.

Suddenly I had a vision of a crowd of dead people entering my office building every morning. The walking dead. Just they´ve not been very different from the living. As everyone did what he always did, I did so, too. Just I knew I do not have to. For a moment I thought I might tell people that they can do whatever they want, but I looked around and knew they would just think I have lost my mind. Too funny, all was upside down. The  sane are to believed to be insane. The living behaved alike the dead. The free believed to be prisoners. I looked around and thought: “It´s because of the repetition. That creates a kind of automatism, a pattern. Free beings do not like repetitions, as this is against life and its rich diversity. But prisoners are addicted to repetition. It´s their safety point in a fearful surrounding. Do not take their safety, when offering freedom.”

How to stop a system? Bring in change. So I started to behave on my work place as if I was on a holiday. Making fun, being filled with joy, refusing to complain that I´m on work. I realized, that I have to be careful, as the others will subconsciously react when the system is challenged and try to protect it. Like in the film matrix. The ones in the system, will be used by the system, to protect the system. Even when the programmer did disappear, the programs still keep on running. Don´t be an opponent, cause they will fight you, instead be a trojan horse, showing up and running your own agenda, instead of a program. On the outside, I didn´t change that much, so the system can not grasp it, but my attitude is that of a free being. Try it out. It is infectious, dear ones. And it has to be, if we want a smooth transition into a free collective.

The “lightworker” did once leave their families, friends, normal society, to heal and cure themselves. Maybe it´s time to now to come back and to offer some “out of the box” attitude to the ones, that didn´t realize by now that it´s all just an illusion…unless you believe in it. It´s not about fighting the old, but about living the new, the fresh, the free life. Just by showing up, by being ourselves we will change our surrounding. We will infect them with our love, compassion, joy and gratitude.

Shine your light!

My shadow believing to be imprisoned 😉

A month filled with gratitude

Four weeks ago I started my new webinar-series “The Attitude of Gratitude”. I mirrored these 28 days with short entries in a gratitude-journal, that I posted at the Facebook-page of the webinar. I use this journal on a regular basis, as we tend to forget the blessings we receive on our path. As most people, including me, have been raised in the consciousness of lack, it needs continuity to change such a deeply engrained mindset. It´s also not enough to understand things mentally, we have to change them with our daily actions. We didn´t enter as a thoughtform, but went with intend into the physical body. If we do not embody these thoughts, bring them down to earth with our daily actions, we have not changed anything at all.

When we stay aware, we always learn a lot, even when we are the ones teaching, and so I´m grateful for a lot of insights. One is, that this webinar-series is really needed, as the virus of lack holds this planet in his claws, causing unbelievable pain and distortion. Therefore when trying to move beyond lack, we had to deal with shadows and resistance, that wouldn´t show up if I would sell sugarpills. But I´m here to bring real changes, lead people out of the known, and this is bringing up the shadows. I knew that, but I will focus in my work generally a bit more on that topic and a new category in my blog will be about shadow work. Jupiter is going into Scorpio soon and there´ll be a lot of dark stuff coming up. It can not be other, as we fear and resist change and there´s a whole lot of changin´going on. Rock´n Roll, Baby. Well, one important lesson in my webinar is about the understanding, that all is working for us and therefore we have to value and respect the shadows when they show up. These are gifts, too. Sometimes the biggest.

Another point in my webinar was, that we always have to be clear about the foundations in our lifes. These are areas, where it is very naturally to us, to attract abundance. Everyone has them and they are our basics and related to our gifts. In my case, that´s wisdom, information, insights. They flow to me with no effort at all, because I love to receive and give forth this flow with much love. And so this month was filled with lots of messages and beautiful sharing of wisdom and inspiration. Sometimes in the most beautiful ways. But we must be able to recognize the gifts on our path. Today I went through the city-center. It´s been a rainy day over here, people were hurrying along, as if on a hunt. I could sense their urge to buy stuff, but catched also energies of lack, thoughts about credit-card-limits and more worries about money. In between this scenario I saw how someone had put two huge boxes on the ground and a message “For free”. One box was filled with clothings and another one with books. I sensed into the crowd and wondered, why people worried about money, but didn´t even look at the boxes, if something of value is in it. Well many people do not value what they get for free. When I went by, I looked into the boxes. The clothes in that box were for a small person and I thought: “Well, I´ve got more than enough to wear and to read. I hope someone will see and enjoy it.” I was already past that box, when I got a message from the inner master. “Go back, the book on top, on the left side, take it, that´s for you.” I went back and took that book. It looked almost new, just one huge dog-ear marked one side.  I also mark important sides in a book that way, it´s a pattern. The one that gave the book away, had the same. It marked the beginning of chapter 22. Yes, this book was a divine gift. Thank you, dear spirit-guides, for always leading me perfectly.

And they do. That´s another blessing I receive again and again. I´ve got my 24/7 direct line and this month has been rich with wonder and blessings. No, I didn´t win the lottery, but I found things that are of much greater value, as they cannot be taken.  I even received a promise that I´ll always have what I need. The Israelites had it when walking through the dessert, being fed daily, but complaining for 40 years. I will not, as I feel blessed. Heaven loves me, as I love myself. The master is lovingly benching with his aspects, even with lack. I am blessed and I meet people that are a living blessing. When we are able to stay in our heart and connect with others from heart to heart, that´s a state of being, that´s even far beyond grateful.

How to get there? Shine your light…

The false light

I have had the pieces and parts of the puzzle since a while, but a few days ago, they started to make really sense.

I knew that the matrix was actually two matrixes: the “natural one” and the Matrix in the matrix. A kind of prison and deception. First the good news: It´s no more a prison, but you´ve gotta realize that you are free, to leave it.

How to leave it? Take your power back and stop thinking you´d be better or less than someone else. Stop handing your responsibility to others. Relax and just be yourself.

I never fitted into normal society. But very often I did also not fit into spiritual groups. Something felt strange. The games have been the same, just more subtile. From agressive, to passive-agressive was one step, but there was only one thing to top it all and that was the righteous lightworker. I felt how some people fooled and manipulated really beautiful souls and wondered why noone recognized it. It´s the kind of sweetness, that has something strange about it. Like Aspartam. It´s not really sweet and makes you ill.

When you piss me off, I´ll show it. But no matter how off I think you to be, I never stop honoring and loving you. But that kind of person pretends to be at peace (while you feel their hatred). If you piss them off they will talk love´n light, but they will use anything they have, to bring you down. Cause that´s the signature of the false light: It has to be better, holier, more evolved than you, so it has to make you somehow wrong and less.

The false light is hierarchical. It excludes. The secret order. The inner circle. And if you enter, they believe to own you. You have to obey to their laws, to the decission of the bosshoss, or holy highpriestess of the highest of all high. The false light is a trap, installed by darkness to fool those that try to leave the dark/old paradigm.

The false light has copied everything that ever was of the real light. It is everywhere, it has overtaken all governments and religions. They used the real christ, buddha, mohammed, maria, gaia, sophia and made a surrogate. Look around. That´s why in the name of the christ the biggest crimes of all times have been commited. That´s why the false copy of god is a jealous one. That´s why there are banks that make people poor, why a part of the food industry poisons people and some pharmarcies make people sick with intend.

They have created a problem and than they offer a false solution. They create the pain and sell you pain-killer, but they do not help you to regain your health, that is your birthright. They don´t care about you and your rights, they just make sure that the sheps never leave the flock.

And do not get fooled by wonders. They are masters of deception. A false jesus showing up at night next to your bed, so you may fall on your knees for worship and sending you on a mission. I can tell you that the real light respects your free will, it helps you on your mission and it knelts down to wash your feet. I had mine been washing often and with so much love lately, I know exactly what I´m talking about.

I knew a lot of the above, but recently I stumbled accidently over one guy that had some missing links for the whole picture. His name is George Kavassilas, you´ll find him on youtube. The drawing you see is inspired by him, but I do not pretend to show his truth, this is just how I understood what he explained. Please check out his work and make up your mind on your own.

The truth shall set you free. You are free. It´s up to you to realize it.

 

Lack of selfworth

You can not give someone else selfworth. And you can not love someone else enough, that he loves himself. It´s impossible. I´ve tried it all my life…and in many others before.

All that happens is that you get dragged into their distorted games and stories. And again you can not see clear enough, to make them see. It´s impossible. We can not be someone elses god. And no one can become ours.

This is the root of all illusion. That someone else can make you happy, healthy, rich or important. Only you can. Because you are already. But you have to realize it yourself.

So I started my journey to be whatever I want. To integrate my aspects and be myself. A sovereign being, taking fully responsibility. I can not take responsibility for someone else, for glorious gods, pretending to be worthless beings, who need my attention and admiration. It´s not working. They are like a black hole, sucking up all your light. I know their state of being, been there, done that. The only way out is selflove and selfworth. They go hand in hand.

All I can do is becoming whole again and inspiring those, that are also on this journey. I can not walk it for someone else, I can not carry them. And every time they demand it, they show me, that they are still slaves and prisoners. They have all my love and all my compassion, but they need their own. They have it inside and that´s a truth they refuse to understand. They´ve been handed the key a thousand times…and are still refusing to use it. We can not make others understand, that they are themselves all they have ever searched for.

The eye and the observer

Today has had some coincidents and discussions about the symbol of “the eye” in the Facebook group of my “Monthly Rose Touch”, as two people had this symbol occuring today. I had to think about the difference between the illuminati-eye and the eye in the center of the storm and felt inspired to write this article.

Coincidentely I have recently been in a deep and interesting discussion about the topic of “neutral observation”, hosted by Patricia Farrington. She invited Bjorn Simonsen, who´s all about neutral observation. You can watch the vid of this conversation on youtube, when clicking on the link. This observers state of mind is for me related to this topic with the eye, which is an old symbol for awareness, but also been misused by BigBrother, as the distorted version.

The eye stays the eye, no matter who uses it to observe. We can use everything in a constructive or destructive manner. To see things, to observe them,  is the process of making things conscious. Only when being conscious, are we able to evolve. Whenever I have to do with shadow-aspects, they are the “blind spot”, the thing we refuse to see. Why do we refuse it? Because we are afraid to be drawn into the storm of emotions, coming along with the experience. And this is the root of the distorted “allseeing eye” of bigbrother.

When we are afraid, we have to suppress things, that we than have to control. In its core that means that bigbrother is watching his shadow self, as he is unable to see his blind spot, that he tries to control through observation. But he never will, as it is his blind spot. Only when he becomes truly aware, he will no longer be distorted. Unless he is aware, he will never see, what he tries to see/control.

I have spent most of my weekend, letting stuff of the global (un)conscious through my own consciousness. A lot of lightworker did. A whole storm of pictures from mostly unknown places and people, running through me. I just watched them, without getting involved in it. It´s been a neutral and loving observation. Some of the pictures have been quite disturbing and I know how people can get mad, when they open their consciousness before they are ready to deal with things like that. (Hands off from drugs, folks ;))

When we are ready to process this, we become “the eye of the storm”. We stay literally untouched, no matter what happens around us…it never happens to us. That goes for the inner as for the outer world. A few years ago I have received a masterlesson, when a storm hit my hometown, and I have been almost uneffected by it. It´s another story, that I will not tell again as I had posted it before, but I had many coincidents and been totally safe, while other have been in deep trouble. The only difference was our state of mind. When you stay calm you see opportunities and get help, that you can not see when you panic.

I feel that we have a huge renovation project going on right now on this planet. Harvey and Irma have not been the last storm we will go through, on many levels, until the human unconscious will be cleaned-up. But the more we stay in a consciousness that is able to assist the process, instead of being dragged into the turmoil, the easier the process will be.

Open your eyes and send love to all that you witness.

Shine your light!

 

 

The end of lack

Nothing is as destructive as the idea to not be good enough, save enough, rich enough, beautiful enough, smart enough. Your eyes are than filled with lack and whatever you look at will mirror this lack. It is the root of evil on this planet.

“Not enough” is destroying the own self-worth, the relationships, families, communities, companies, cities, countries, cultures and the whole planet.

It makes people mean, poisonous, envy, jealous, greedy, needy, violent and aggressive.

It creates the shadow-aspects, that are than projected on the outside, onto other people, religions, races and countries.

And as not feeling good enough makes us feeling not good enough, it creates an endless loop of lack, that we do not want to look at. Cause we hate this feeling of not enough. And when we recognize we feel bad, it has to be “the other” who is responsible for us, feeling bad. It is totally nuts, an endless circle of destruction, a virus of madness. The only antidote is created by loving and accepting us and all around us in their perfect imperfection.

And no, the spiritual community is not “better”, cause here people are still trying to be more right, evolved, enlightened as the other. Lack covert in love´n light is still lack.

That´s why all of my healing, teachings, writings have the same topic: They bring people back to themselves. Help them to reconnect with source and to relax into their core. When we are truly connected with source, there is no lack, no better, no less. Just love, peace, joy, compassion and abundance. And all of us that is not connected with source will simply begin to dissolve. The end of lack. The era of peace.

When you love yourself you become free

Today its been four years ago, that I decided to “love, honor and respect myself”. I married myself and started a journey to integrate all of my aspects and to create peace within. I acted spontaneously, because I had enough from the distorted games between men and woman. I understood that searching for fulfillment through someone else was madness. I had always taken other people way too serious and that made me vulnerable and undermined my self-worth. Others had been able to fool, manipulate or dominate me…in the name of love. I realized that to “need” another being to be happy, was pure madness. It´s been normal, everybody played these distorted games, but that didn´t mean that their normal was healthy for me.

To “marry myself” not only changed my point of view on partnering, but on all kind of relationships. I hereby freed myself and those around me. I started to accept myself more and more, to bring back my own aspects and I started to live the only eternal lovestory we all experience, the one with my divine core, my essence, my soul self.

When we need “the other” to be our fairy tale, s/he has to behave as we wish and expect them. That´s not love, that is slavery. You are the one to make yourself happy, to fulfill your dreams. To love ourselves is the end of all excuses. If we are not happy it is because of us, not because of someone else.

Most of my relationships of all kinds became much better the last four years. As I do not need others, I can really enjoy being with them. I love to co-operate with others, to exchange wisdom, points of view,  experiences…or to just be with them, to enjoy our being together. That doesn´t even need a reason at all.

Of course there are still people I do not get along with very well, but I just let them be. Everyone is as free as I am. The only real trouble I experience once in a while is with needy people. They will try to hold me accountable for all they do not create themselves in their lifes. As they are no sovereigns, they will try all: domination, manipulation, lies, demands, blame, shame, guilt, scapegoating, projection, denial and revenge. And they find a thousand reasons why I have to be, do and act as they want me to.  But it all comes to one point: They need slaves to fulfill their needs, as they do not dare to be sovereigns and to take responsibility for their own being.

Please do, as to love, honor and respect yourself will free you <3

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