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Distractions

People are constantly under the influence of distractions. Their mind is held busy all day long. When we are not working, we care for a thousand obligations and as we are so stressed out, we use TV and Social Media to “relax” in our free time. Every single minute we are distracted and stay therefore away from all that has real meaning to us.

Often we don´t even know what has real meaning to us. What might that be? We can only find out, when we walk our own path, instead of following the distractions.

This goes for  the individual as also for the collective. Why do distractions occur at all? To lead us astray. I´ve got to confess that I got a few times quite distracted in my life. So I really understand how something or someone can catch our attention.

In 2015 I have searched for advise for my Souls Path, as the message to follow my path as a healer has shown up again and again at that time. I spoke to Kahuna Kaleiiliahi about this important topic. She agreed that it is indeed my purpose to heal and teach others and that it has been the reason why I went through all of my experiences and hardships. And than she told me to be careful, as relationships, especially romantic ones, had been a huge distractor in my life, trying to hold me back. That I shall not allow a need for companionship or love to lead me astray from my own calling. It´s been a wise advise that helped me a lot along my journey.

What you give attention to, you feed energetically. I´ve got a lot of spiritual energy and the ability to focus. That´s why I´ve been really yumy for all energetic vampires. As I know this weakpoint now, they are never allowed very long in my field, as my energies are needed for my own journey, that will co-create with many on their path, instead of feeding a few.

I am sure this fits for many. Some get distracted by their relationships, others by media, their jobs, all kinds of unnecessary obligations and “important” demands. But take a closer look. Is it our life purpose to argue with others about the tweets and headlines of distractors? Attention is energy. That´s why we will see a lot of stuff in the media, trying to harvest humanities energies, while we fail at the same time to go for our real goales.

Please go for the real gold, not for the shiny glitter.

And don´t get me wrong. It´s not that “doing nothing” or just having fun on Facebook is wrong. You might find me watch the starlight for hours or I post pictures of puppies in my timeline. Sometimes being not productive is not a distraction, but gives space for healing or it is just for fun. Fun is always in tune with our souls mission. We are joyful, adventurous beings. What I mean with distractions is about “getting hooked in” and loosing us, about feeding the dying old earth energies instead of building the new, the one we came for.

Follow your own dreams. Even when we might have to purify them, they are still serving our own purpose. For example: I used to dream of writing a bestseller. Along my path I found out, that I just want to write, no matter the circumstances, as being a writer is my nature. The dream of success has been a distraction, as I wanted to prove my worth at that time. As I can stay now with my true self, I do not need distractions any longer. Cause that´s the reason behind allowing the distractions. Fear of being present with the own true being. Don´t.

There´s nothing more beautiful than your true self. Shine your light.

 

 

The Reflection-Deception

For a very long time I was wondering why everything on this earth seemed to be upside-down. When I looked around it´s been really frustrating to witness how people admired those that lead them astray and how we all gave away our power to those that would use it against us.

I´m a capricorn and so values matter to me. I saw how rules and laws are made, not as a support for mankind, but to fool and imprison us. I myself have been blinded by illusions, cause nothing was as it seemed and nobody walked their talk -and the few ones that did, have been used and fooled. All was upside down. How comes a banker is seen as more important than a farmer, although we are all, every single one of us, fed by the farmers work? How is it possible that for thousands of years women have been seen as worthless, while every human has been born, raised and nourished by women? How comes we poison the planet that we all rely on for survival? And no matter what areas of life I started to look at, it’s been the same strange phenomenon, that all and everything on this planet was upside down.

But the last two years some pieces came together that showed me a greater picture. The first one was a snapshot I took of a reflection on water, where all looked real but was upside down.

Other pieces came together when I had to encounter a few people that tried to fool me and lead me astray. One of the people was someone whom I had trouble to “read” although I’m an empath. On one hand I felt very comfortable and “at home” with him and on the other hand my guts reacted with turmoil for seemingly no reason, when I encountered him. I wondered how he could feel loving and kind to me, as he had a very robotic and repetitive behaviour and almost no emotions. When I observed him interacting with others, empathic, loving people, I recognized he just mimics and reflects them. When they smile, he smiles, when they laugh, he laughs. It´s been really strange to see him being a living mirror. That´s how he´s able to fool these beautiful people and it’s been the way he has also been able to come close to me. I have felt comfortable with him as I have had myself reflected back at me. People of course like him a lot as their own reflection feels like home.

Another person that I met tried to collect people with a special energetic quality. After a while I recognized she distracts and confuses people, what really didn’t fit into the “role” she tried to perform. So it´s been a role and not her true being. I watched her closer and realized she used her psychic abilities to make others run for her visions and dreams. She tried to make others her puppet, while she let herself being used by destructive forces.  And the thing that really made me wonder was that on one hand she got more and more angry and mean towards me for seemingly no reason, but she also tried to copy some of my behaviours. Why would she do that? Maybe to perform her role, as a copy of the original.  A distorted one, like all upside down copies.

And then the penny dropped. All on this world that seemed upside down was a reflection-deception. The malevolent forces created reflections of the originals. They did it in all areas of life. Check it out yourself and you´ll find it everywhere.

They used the real creator and installed a false god to worship and fear. They used the real Yeshua and made him a tortured Jesus on the cross. They used sacred union and created the battle of sexes. The Archangels became Arcons, the true light a false light. Real food has been changed into the colorful poison they sell to the masses. Our professions are turned into labour, our laws into rules of insanity, our leaders into egomaniacs. All is upside down, as all is a reflection-deception.

Why? Who´s behind it?

The following is just a theorie. I can not say if it is right or wrong, but there is at least some truth in it. I stay openminded, as any be lief is a thief. Every day a new piece of the puzzle may show up, changing the whole picture. I have to confess that I´ve been very sceptic myself when I heard the first time the theory that we are living in a time loop, created by AI. But a few month ago I realized that memories I thought to be from my distant past, showed my entering point into this game…coming from the future. Why did I enter? I entered with many others, to change the game, to bring in the connection to the original creation and a choice, as mankind has been fooled, what was a cosmic foul. AI didn’t know what they did, they do not know what creation means and how it works. They can only mimic, reflect, as they are not creators, they can only bring out copies and nature never creates copies, only originals. This world is upside down as it is a reflection, not the original. Don´t get me wrong. Not this planet is a reflection, Gaia is very real. Just the false matrix, that has been laid over the real creation, is fake.

But there’s no reason to fear this, as all of us entered this game by free will and nothing is able to harm us on the long run. And it´s easy to unmask the deception, once you realized it and claim to be a free being, than the illusion bubble just pops. You have to connect with your source within, instead of getting hypnotized by the reflection-deception. You´ve got all you need, all love, all guidance and all truth within yourself.

Shine your light.

 

The Drama-Triangle

I heard the term “Drama-Triangle” a few weeks ago in a Seminar at my working place. The lecturer brought the example of his mother in law, giving a call that she made a cake and will show up in half an hour with the cake (saviour). And how they, both him and his wife working, with 2 children, had an schedule totally filled and had to say “no, thank you”. With the result, that the mother in law first got totally upset and accusing (victimizer) and finally complained how she always tries to do them a favour and how it took her half the day to make that cake, that is now not valued (victim).

The same day a healer made me an offer. Something that I defo would need and only few places are available, but I can have one (saviour). I didn´t feel in any way I need his produkt and gave him a friendly no, wishing him all the best. (I sensed his pressure already as he needs the money, that´s been the reason why I made sure my no is an uplifting one. People often forget that I read energies). He than was not able to accept my no, telling me this would be just my fear and ego. (LOL?!). I still stayed patient, telling him it´s a bit absurd to tell me to know better than myself what I need. Oh my, that  made him freak out totally! He went full circle or triangle, how unaware I am (victimizer), how outstanding his produkt is, that I wouldn´t value (victim) and how I had missed my great opportunity (saviour).

It´s just an example, as this was a timely coincident, but I decided to write about it, as I see this Drama-Triangle playing out so often. It´s a very destructive behaviour and people are totally unaware how they sabotage themselves and their goals. See, I never thought bad about that healer, my thoughts were positive, I never thought he might offer products that are not good. Just I have a 24/7 direct line to my higher aspects, they tell me what I need or not. I even felt compassion towards him, as I knew how it feels like to need money desperately. But that never made me manipulate or belittle others, no matter how difficult life became. See, you can not give out such an energy and expect to thrive in life. You just make things worse on the long run.

The reason why the Drama-Triangle isn´t working, but destructive:

You can not pump up your selfworth by belitteling others.  And you are no victim, but in charge of your re-actions to life. And for sure you can not feel important by playing the saviour.

The whole Drama-Triangle is created by a low selfworth, what is most common on this planet. But it can only play out when you do not face your own feelings and when you still believe the big lie of “better or less than”.

What helps, no matter if you create the triangle or have to face someone who plays it out, is to bring in awareness. Observe what is just happening. If you have to deal with people, playing out that Drama-Triangle very often, you might remind yourself with hanging a picture of this triangle next to your phone or computer.

Your awareness will help you to not get dragged into the destructive game, but to stay present with yourself. So you do not have to take things personally. It has nothing to do with you, but it´s all about them and their projections. I might feel compassion towards them, but nevertheless I stay away from people that are fully engaged in this game. I give people the opportunity to become aware and to stop their behaviour, but if they do not want  to take responsibility for themselves I stay away from them. For me that´s a matter of self-respect and self-care to not engage more than needed with toxic people. But in most cases you do not have to remove them, as they can not stand your presence, when you gain and emanate selfworth, and will stay away themselves. Of course they will tell everyone else what a horrible person you are, but well, the ones that believe them, they deserve them 😉

Take good care and shine your light <3

 

#metoo The stages of pain, denial and healing

I am one of many women who postet #metoo. The Weinstein-Exposure startet a discussion that comes very late, as the affected have been left alone for so long. But it is a little miracle in itself, that the topic finally entered the collective stage. The hashtag #metoo is already 10 years old, but time wasn´t ripe before…and the names maybe not famous enough.

I wrote a few month ago about my own suppressed trauma from childhood, that suddenly showed up after 40 years. It showed up, when I asked my higher self why I still attracted abusive people after all the healing work I did. The answer was a shock. I asked myself why my consciousness didn´t let it out earlier, as there´s been already quite some other incidences later in my life that I´ve been conscious of. The answer is that what happened to me as a 8 year old, was just too horrible and the remembered episode has been the only one where I was awake, as for some reason the barbiturate wasn´t working that day. It happened over years and normally I was drugged and used and thrown away like a doll, seemingly even selled to others. The whole story showed up in layers to be integrated. My own consciousness is just a mirror of the collective, that denied what it couldn´t deal with. And the collective denial continues and will be unveiled in layers.

The reason why there´s so much dispute in the discussion, are the different stages of processing the involved persons are representing at the moment, as expressions of the collective.

When Pain starts to talk to Denial, there´s no way they can have a proper conversation, not to mention a connection that brings healing.

Out of own experience I want to encourage Pain to express the stages of pain, rage, sadness and whatever it might be you feel. To feel it is needed for the proper integration. Feel it fully, express it…and than give love to yourself. Comfort yourself. Be proud that you were brave enough to express yourself. It is important to value all stages of processing, as only this can bring healing. That goes for the individual as for the collective.

I experienced myself, as a child and this year again, how it feels to be left alone. Or how people even use it against you, to pump up their self-worth and make you “less than”. Yes, this is painful, but I welcomed the clean-up in my life anyway. Maybe you can also try to get a point of view that helps you instead of hurts you.

In later phases, when there´s already peace in the system, there might occur a greater picture. Facts like that the ones that are in denial have not been brave enough to face the topic themselves, to literally step in your shoes. There are many reasons why people deny pain. They might have been victims themselves, they might have been perpetrators, but in both cases they can not deal with the pain. Sometimes they went from victim to perpetrator. It´s a well-known fact that this happens very often. For some reason they don´t have the courage until now to deal with it. And you can not force people to face their shadows, without becoming somehow assaulting yourself. Do not enter the destruction and distraction circle.

Over the last month I learned much about cowardish behaviour. Funny enough the “spiritual” community is the best…in creating forms of denial. And it´s making sense. Most people in the spiritual community still want to be “better than” or somehow special, totally unaware that they are the best when they are just themselves and drop all of that special advanced BS. People just have to be “better than” when they didn´t learn to love themselves and others fully.

The second reason was spoken out loud in Basel from Teal Swan on stage. She said, that most of the spiritual stuff is Novocain, a painkiller. Doesn´t heal anything, just makes people run from one event, book, teacher to the next, to get their shot of release. I couldn´t agree more, been there, done that …until I realized it. Well the second reason has much to to with the first reason, as the biggest pain is the lack of self-worth.

So please, when you have to process pain search for help and stay away from people that are still in stages of denial. Do not waste your time and energy with a fight against other peoples shadows. Use all your energy to face and heal your own shadows. Do also not search for revenge. The best revenge is to be a healed, happy and free being. Go for it. I am by your side and many good men and women are too.

Sending my love and compassion to every one <3

The waves of change

When we start to move beyond the limitations of the old earth, we realize that there are no more absolutes. Black´n white? Right or wrong? Good and bad? Yes, they are somehow still existing, but they are more a point of perspective than the ultimate truth. There are no more absolutes. All rules and limitations are just a temporary guideline. What suited you yesterday, might be a “no way!” today and vice versa. We realize, that our so-called opponents believe to do the right thing, just like we do. And someone we believed to be trustworthy might be involved in a skandal the next day.

I know a lot of the turmoil on the earth is happening at the moment because people insist on their old ways, rules and limitations. And when we resist to go with the flow of the new energies, we are moved by outer circumstances and forces. That´s a scary experience, unless you understand what´s happening and go with the flow instead of against it.

And no, I´m not a theorist. I know how it feels like. I´m going through a difficult process the last few month myself. But I´m at peace with it, because I know what it is all about. Therefore it is much smoother, than it would be otherwise. It´s sometimes still a hell of a rollercoaster, but through great love and divine grace I experience the best possible route and much help along my way.

I try to share all of this in my articles, to assist others on their path, to lighten it a bit. I listen to you, to much that is said and to even more that is unspoken, but felt nevertheless.

Mother Earth, and we with her, is in a birthing process. Although we know the result will be beautiful, we forget it when we are in pain. A few month ago I described in another article how I once received heavenly birthhelp, as the picture of a surfer showed up on my inside, when I gave birth to my daughter. It totally changed the experience. Starting as a long exhausting labour, the whole process switched in an instant. My daughter came in in a powerful wave of love and light, causing my own spiritual awakening, what is now 30 years ago.

Maybe that´s the reason why I love to assist people in their own processes..birthing their own light. And no, I can not promise you, that your life will not be shaken anymore. The changes will go on and you will somehow witness and experience them. But the how depends on you. Noone can do it for you, but it´s my pleasure to share my knowledge.

These 3 reminders can help you to surf the waves of change:

  1. Do not resist the waves of change. If you try to fight or resist them, you´ll get hurt. Ride them like a surfer and you´ll experience fun or even bliss.
  2. Trust the process. Life is not your enemy, but asks you to cooperate. Watch the waves and follow your inner knowing how to go with the flow.
  3. Become one with the ocean. Be part of the change. Allow the ocean to carry you, so you can be an expression of the new earth. That´s when you´ll experience to be protected by divine grace, as you receive whatever you need.

I hope this helps a little bit. All who search for personal guidance in a one-on-one session and feel attracted to my work, may check out my homepage for further conditions: http://soulutions.one/

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The result of the new earth is already a given. We are the ones that create our own path towards her. I wish all of you the perfect wave to reach the shores of the new earth with much love and joy <3

 

 

 

Why the scapegoat was so important for the old earth communities

The scapegoat had an important role in the history of social communities. As people did not dare to look at their not accepted “shadow-side”, they took all their sins onto an animal and killed it or punished it  and sended it into the desert.

It´s been the way how people could still live together, whos characters had a lot of shortcommings. Just pretend it´s not there, than all is well…except for the goat, but well better to sacrifice a goat than to risk that  the community would break apart.

In the old testament, you find the description, that 2 goats were used. One has been slaughtered and her blood brought into “the holy of holy” and sprinkeled onto the “seat of mercy” (you may ponder a bit, who might really own such a place and receive all the worship) and the other goat was sended into the desert.

It is the reason why it is said that Yeshua died for our sins and the reason why we pray to a dead man on a cross instead of seeing in him a living example of the divine. Using a human as a scapegoat has a lot of advantages. You get rid of someone who doesn´t please the ones that are in charge and you make sure the rest of the community behaves to not experience to be a scapegoat also.

A lot of lightworker have experienced this in the past too, when being the shaman or the witch. You had a lot of knowledge and knew also about the peoples sins, because they came to you when they needed help, plus you had the inner knowing. When the community had a bad harvest or another misfortune, you had to pay the price and been their scapegoat.

A scapegoat is a very practical thing, it prevents people from being responsible for their own actions.

I´m a double capricorn, a mountaingoat, and I know all about being the scapegoat. I´ve played this role so often. My very existance in this life was the result of a “sin”. My mother couldn´t stand my presence, that´s why she gave me into an orphanage. There the nuns, never allowed to have a good orgasm, treated me badly, too. I remember, that even just two years old, I´ve been punished for the stuff the “sweet, nice girl” did. I can not count how often that happened in my life. I learned all about the unwanted, suppressed, ignored. And that imprint sticked and brought replays.

The point is that it doesn´t work. It is the reason why mankind runs in circles and nothing ever changes. Whatever you hide in the shadows will come out again and again until it is accepted, integrated, transformed.  If you pretend you do not know that the major is mollesting woman, you will ignore it until you or a loved one become a victim and maybe noone will listen to you than. You´ll be even marked as the one who´s disturbing the peace. That´s how communities are working. It´s the price that has to be paid when being part of a herd.

The shadow of the age of pisces are lies, deception and sacrifice and a lot of people have deeply invested, to hold on to their illusional state.

For me it doesn´t matter anymore. I am bored by all the games and projections and I laugh about the comedy, that will only fool the ones that choose ignorance. I see the true colors and I see who refuses the wake-up calls. I see who wants to stay with the same old, sacrificing others for the own illusional comfort, thinking this will prevent themselves. I see who preaches love´n light and hides the own shortcommings in the shadows, holding everyone else accountable. There´s just one question, that is immediately making the house of cards crumble:

“Why do you hand your responsibility to people that are not even able to be responsible for their own actions?”

Being the scapegoat turned out to be the best role in that comedy. It made me strong and independent to be casted out so often. I had to learn to care for myself. And I prefer it meanwhile. Who wants to be part of such a kind of communities? Not me. The age of aquarius will be the time when free beings and equals are coming together and nothing else suits me. It is the point of view I can offer to all that have experienced to be the outcast. You are not meant to cuddle into the mold of the common lies, you are called to be sovereign, free and search only for company of your own kind. You deserve to be the ones to build the new earth.

It only hurts, when you try to herd. So just don´t. Be yourself and people that are attracted by your authentic self will find you. Quality over quantity. Dare to shine your light, integrate your own shadows and don´t care about others projections and lies. Life is way too beautiful for such games <3

 

Facing darkness

As I´ve announced I will write a bit more about shadow-work, as it is crucial at the moment. And Jupiter entering Scorpio tomorrow will bring up a lot of opportunities to face, what has been hidden and denied. I´ve been at an esoteric conference in Basel the last weekend and was very pleased to see that a lot of the invited speakers are not afraid of shadow-issues. I wrote a while ago about the new generation of teachers and yes, they are very real, down to earth and entering  the big stages more and more.

Who enters the earthly realm has to face duality. There´s no way to avoid it. Those that think to be out of that game have a blind spot. When you´re out of the game, you´re not in the arena, but you are here 😉  If you bring in your light, you´ll have to face darkness. All we can do is to be aware and to choose wisely.

I must have a nice light as I had to face a lot of darkness, coming my way. Darkness seldom came “right in my face”, mostly it came as a hidden enemie or as a loss.

For those that are familiar with astrology: I have a 12th house Capricorn sun and the ruler of Capricorn, Saturn, is in my 2nd house in Aries and squares my Sun. Lots of work and hardship, without material security – but lots of hidden enemies on top of it. At the moment Pluto, the helldog, plays with this constellation. I understand that I had to face hidden darkness, as I´ve been hiding my light. I have been badly paid, as I didn´t dare to insist in being paid well, as what I have to give is of value. So things are changing under Plutos influence. So thank you darkness for all your lessons, you are seen and valued for it.

When we are young and darkness shows up, we think this happens to us, we will tend to see us as victims and will try to fix things on the level where they show up: on the outside. When we get older, we understand that whatever occures on the outside, just does so, to stirr us up on the inside.

We are all at the moment in an epic battle between light and dark. Just the way it shows up in our lifes is a bit different, depending on the lessons we have booked when planing our incarnation. Do not get fooled, you´ll win or loose that battle on only one place: Your own heart.

Darkness did everything it could, it throwed everything at me that it had in this lifetime. It broke my heart a million times, it overtook all that I love, including my mother and husband. When team dark overtook my husband, the Repto-Lord that owned him, materialized for my very eyes and grinned into my face. Darkness wanted me to know its power. Yes, darkness brought up an ocean of tears and unbearable pain inside of me. I had periods of deep sadness. But I understood that they can only overtake what is theirs. But I am not and will never be. They can turn people that I love into hidden enemies, (using their hidden dark feelings like greed, envy or jealousy) but they have not the power to take my Love. And their power over their slaves is temporary, but my love for their eternal being knows no end. They took the lifes of people I love, but delivered just a direct line behind the veil to me. Darkness wanted to bring me down, but I´m a stubborn Capricorn, so I made darkness serve me in the end, always. Alchemy of the Soul. Darkness can take my material belongings, but who cares, as long as I own myself. Burn down my house and I find my real home. They can make me the scapegoat, they can abandon me or throw stones at me. I stay untouched in the light of my soul and nothing that is made of an illusion can destroy what is eternal.

I have a seventh house virgo moon. I am highly sensitive to others energies and emotions, while I see and understand very clearly the reason for their feelings. To be able to do my work, my heart has to be an open gate. When someone I love throws hate at me, I can feel it over any distance. Brought me literally to my knees a few times. But couldn´t break me, but purified me. When we are touchable by dark, we still have a shadow not faced inside of us, an aspect not fully integrated. I understand that. So I do not answer darkness with darkness. I turn it around and throw my Light on anyone crossing my path. And those that work against me, get an extradose of Love, as they need it the most. And it works. Darkness runs from me. Of course the running ones told the witnesses, that they can not stand me, as I am the bad girl. Scapegoating and projection. Works, again and again. Well, sorts out the weeds and weaks out of my field, so thank you again.

Darkness played its twisted games so long, that the maincharacter and his many expressions got mad, lost in the game and forgot that it is just a role. Lucifer has been the highest of the angels and he had forgotten, that he is an expression of the divine creation. His role has been to teach through diversity. But he has identified with his role, he believes to be the almighty god and he is a jealous one. He is dependent on worship and when you do not feed him he gets totally angry. You have to fall on your knees and obey to him. And I don´t. He´s just another actor on this divine stage. I honor him and I even love him, as he is my divine brother. Not more, not less. Darkness (Lucifer) has in its core never left the omniverse, where all is in harmony.  And our essence is still there. Darkness is just a way energy is expressed. Darkness believes its polarisation to be more powerful, but its energy is just more raw.

Darkness even thought to own this planet. But I´ve got news for dark: Greetings from home, dear Brother, Lord Darkness, he who is not to be named. Mother Gaia owns herself. She´s married to Father Sky, but not even he owns her. He loves and enjoys her. Its divine love, it knows no distance and no end. You can try to poison Gaia, sell her, molest her as often as you want, you will never own her. Ownership is a joke. You´ve been allowed here, as she allows her children to make their experiences. You are not the ruler of this planet, of mankind or anyone. Rule over yourself, if you can! A wise mother allows her children to make experiences. Mothers that do not allow these, will never have adult children. And Gaia, as an expression of Sophia, is a very wise mother. So thank you dark, for this  lesson, you may now take your seat again. We´ve really enjoyed your show, but life has a few more aspects to itself. You are just a part of all that is.

What you send out comes back to you? Yes and no. When we refuse to answer hate with hate and fear with fear…we become the gamechanger. Team Dark thinks to be in control and invincible. And the reason why they could make eternal free beings their slaves is that everybody believed it, that´s why they worked for darkness at all. When they realize they are not in control and helpless against the power of light, that scares the hell out of them. Team dark runs because it is afraid that when the light wins it would pay them back, that the light would punish them, the same way they have punished the light. But only darkness believes in old testament justice, the light lives in grace.

See, team dark has given all they had, but all they did was to strenghten me. It´s all energy. It now returns to the sender – just a little bit transmuted. They are used to receive hate for sending out hate, that´s an endless self-feeding cycle. But when they receive light in return for darkness, that shows them who the gamechanger is.

And it is a game. There´s no such thing like duality in the heavenly kingdom. Shine your light dear Ones, it will protect you and others in these times of the big change!

Where do you invest your energy in?!

The old energy is fighting for its life. The trouble the old energy has, is that it needs energy. Therefore it creates distraction, confusion, drama and turmoil. It needs attention = energy. Darkness can not create energy itself, as it has lost its connection to source. Darkness is needy as hell! It desperately needs your energy.

Where you put your attention, there you invest your energy.

Read this again!

What kind of return do you expect, when you still give your energy to the blamers, complainers, cheaters and drama-creators?!

Now reflect: Who tries to get your attention? Who causes confusion? Who always needs you to help them, pay for them, take sides with them, do stuff for them? Who manipulates you? Tells you what to do and what not? Makes you go for their visions, fight their battles, dream their dreams? Who tells gossip? Tells even lies? Blames others for own shortcomings? Who plays with marked cards and plays the victim card when nothing else is working any more? Who drains your energies? Sometimes it is the person that you´d expect the least. Darkness is not stupid. It has some manipulative masters in their games and at astonishing places, you wouldn´t expect them. Unless you start to think again.

I have always had compassion. Even for the mean guys, as I know their fuel is pain and fear and they live in a kind of hell. I always tried to help even them, as much as possible, to leave their dark patterns behind.

A few month ago I received new orders. “Stop fixing the old. Build the new!” There´s no more time and energy to waste in those that invested in the old and refuse to let go. This is the planet of free choice and everyone made his decission. This has to be honored. You do not honor it with wasting your ressources on destructive discussions, patterns and behaviours. Send them love, let them go on their rampages of distortion, entitlement and illusion. That´s none of your business, instead take care for bringing in the fresh water of the soul.

I know this world is loud and confusing. But you´ve gotta refuse all this distr actions. We have to learn to stop listening to outer voices. Why do you take others words for real? Did you check the data? Why do you make those assumptions? Have you witnessed what really took place?  Are you sure? That´s funny, as you read my words. That tell you to not listen to outer words. Maybe your subconscious needed me to tell you, you´ve got your answers inside. It is crucial that you learn to listen to the voice of your own heart. And make sure it is not the voice someone installed in your head.

No matter what will occur on the outside, your connection with your true self will help you navigate through all difficulties. Nothing is more important at the moment than your connection with you. There you find all the answers, where to go, what to eat, where to live, where to travel, how to find a mate, friends, with whom to work and with whom not.

You can not enter the new earth while clinging on old earth patterns, places, believes and people. Choose wisely <3

 

The silent riot in cell block no. 9

One day on my way to work I realized that mankind was free from slavery. The director of the prison was no more in charge. Wow! A huge event, but… noone noticed it. I mean…come on, the hottest news in the multiverse, and not a single word in the newspapers, tv?! OK, that´s not that surprising…but, why was there also no word in the internet, the spiritual comunity, not even the conspiracy guys, noone recognized that planet earth was free. Everyone stayed in their boxes.

Than I understood. Many people do for example not realize, that they are dead and keep on going to a workplace, that they always disliked. I have had relatives, that I visited in the 4th dimension, and all change they perceived was that they thought to have now a better appartment or job.

Suddenly I had a vision of a crowd of dead people entering my office building every morning. The walking dead. Just they´ve not been very different from the living. As everyone did what he always did, I did so, too. Just I knew I do not have to. For a moment I thought I might tell people that they can do whatever they want, but I looked around and knew they would just think I have lost my mind. Too funny, all was upside down. The  sane are to believed to be insane. The living behaved alike the dead. The free believed to be prisoners. I looked around and thought: “It´s because of the repetition. That creates a kind of automatism, a pattern. Free beings do not like repetitions, as this is against life and its rich diversity. But prisoners are addicted to repetition. It´s their safety point in a fearful surrounding. Do not take their safety, when offering freedom.”

How to stop a system? Bring in change. So I started to behave on my work place as if I was on a holiday. Making fun, being filled with joy, refusing to complain that I´m on work. I realized, that I have to be careful, as the others will subconsciously react when the system is challenged and try to protect it. Like in the film matrix. The ones in the system, will be used by the system, to protect the system. Even when the programmer did disappear, the programs still keep on running. Don´t be an opponent, cause they will fight you, instead be a trojan horse, showing up and running your own agenda, instead of a program. On the outside, I didn´t change that much, so the system can not grasp it, but my attitude is that of a free being. Try it out. It is infectious, dear ones. And it has to be, if we want a smooth transition into a free collective.

The “lightworker” did once leave their families, friends, normal society, to heal and cure themselves. Maybe it´s time to now to come back and to offer some “out of the box” attitude to the ones, that didn´t realize by now that it´s all just an illusion…unless you believe in it. It´s not about fighting the old, but about living the new, the fresh, the free life. Just by showing up, by being ourselves we will change our surrounding. We will infect them with our love, compassion, joy and gratitude.

Shine your light!

My shadow believing to be imprisoned 😉

A month filled with gratitude

Four weeks ago I started my new webinar-series “The Attitude of Gratitude”. I mirrored these 28 days with short entries in a gratitude-journal, that I posted at the Facebook-page of the webinar. I use this journal on a regular basis, as we tend to forget the blessings we receive on our path. As most people, including me, have been raised in the consciousness of lack, it needs continuity to change such a deeply engrained mindset. It´s also not enough to understand things mentally, we have to change them with our daily actions. We didn´t enter as a thoughtform, but went with intend into the physical body. If we do not embody these thoughts, bring them down to earth with our daily actions, we have not changed anything at all.

When we stay aware, we always learn a lot, even when we are the ones teaching, and so I´m grateful for a lot of insights. One is, that this webinar-series is really needed, as the virus of lack holds this planet in his claws, causing unbelievable pain and distortion. Therefore when trying to move beyond lack, we had to deal with shadows and resistance, that wouldn´t show up if I would sell sugarpills. But I´m here to bring real changes, lead people out of the known, and this is bringing up the shadows. I knew that, but I will focus in my work generally a bit more on that topic and a new category in my blog will be about shadow work. Jupiter is going into Scorpio soon and there´ll be a lot of dark stuff coming up. It can not be other, as we fear and resist change and there´s a whole lot of changin´going on. Rock´n Roll, Baby. Well, one important lesson in my webinar is about the understanding, that all is working for us and therefore we have to value and respect the shadows when they show up. These are gifts, too. Sometimes the biggest.

Another point in my webinar was, that we always have to be clear about the foundations in our lifes. These are areas, where it is very naturally to us, to attract abundance. Everyone has them and they are our basics and related to our gifts. In my case, that´s wisdom, information, insights. They flow to me with no effort at all, because I love to receive and give forth this flow with much love. And so this month was filled with lots of messages and beautiful sharing of wisdom and inspiration. Sometimes in the most beautiful ways. But we must be able to recognize the gifts on our path. Today I went through the city-center. It´s been a rainy day over here, people were hurrying along, as if on a hunt. I could sense their urge to buy stuff, but catched also energies of lack, thoughts about credit-card-limits and more worries about money. In between this scenario I saw how someone had put two huge boxes on the ground and a message “For free”. One box was filled with clothings and another one with books. I sensed into the crowd and wondered, why people worried about money, but didn´t even look at the boxes, if something of value is in it. Well many people do not value what they get for free. When I went by, I looked into the boxes. The clothes in that box were for a small person and I thought: “Well, I´ve got more than enough to wear and to read. I hope someone will see and enjoy it.” I was already past that box, when I got a message from the inner master. “Go back, the book on top, on the left side, take it, that´s for you.” I went back and took that book. It looked almost new, just one huge dog-ear marked one side.  I also mark important sides in a book that way, it´s a pattern. The one that gave the book away, had the same. It marked the beginning of chapter 22. Yes, this book was a divine gift. Thank you, dear spirit-guides, for always leading me perfectly.

And they do. That´s another blessing I receive again and again. I´ve got my 24/7 direct line and this month has been rich with wonder and blessings. No, I didn´t win the lottery, but I found things that are of much greater value, as they cannot be taken.  I even received a promise that I´ll always have what I need. The Israelites had it when walking through the dessert, being fed daily, but complaining for 40 years. I will not, as I feel blessed. Heaven loves me, as I love myself. The master is lovingly benching with his aspects, even with lack. I am blessed and I meet people that are a living blessing. When we are able to stay in our heart and connect with others from heart to heart, that´s a state of being, that´s even far beyond grateful.

How to get there? Shine your light…

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