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Lovestories seen from inside and outside duality

When two people look at the same situation they perceive a total different reality. I described lately how I took pictures of nicely blooming roses, while a drunken guy thought me to record his mischievous actions.

Well, it´s been sometimes confusing for me as I am having different points of view at once, at the same time, since quite some years.

This started with an intense and unhappy lovestory many years ago, directly after I gave intend to drop karma. Well my whole life fell into pieces and I met this guy, that was from my own kind. Just he had been born into a Team Dark Family. He had psychic abilities, believed in the end of this world and that humanity deserves it. He thought all humans to be stupid and destructive and had a love-hate relationships with humanity in general and with me in specific. He brought my own unknown dark stuff out, made me yell, cuss  and face my shadow – but he´s also been the one that reminded me of true love. I remember that while that time I felt confused sometimes as I had to face two different points of view at once. I could see very clearly that we shared a deep love on a soul-level, I received signs and dreams all along the path. But the humans couldn´t get along without quarrels, as our points of view had been diametrically opposed. I joked that he and I walking besides would be a walking ying-yang-symbol and he agreed at this point. When we have been in-tune we could´ve easily moved mountains without any effort…but we did seldom 😉 He always tried to dominate me, as this has been what he believed in. And I drove him mad, cause he couldn´t rule over me. Our perceptions have been too different, always involved in a power-struggle. There had been a scene, where he was holding me close in his arms, I´ve been in heaven as it felt so good, and than he whispered in my ear: “We both are special, we are standing outside all laws.” I answered: “Oh, noone is outside the cosmic law.” And the magic was gone. Seen from a dualistic point of view this relationship ended, as we´ve been too different. Seen out of the perspective of the soul it´s been a “high-five”. Through these experiences I started to remember what true love really means and I reactivated his frozen heart. Team Dark lost a player, but it took me a while to recover from this opening of my own path and heart and to integrate these experiences.

Well since that time I am able to see things out of a soul-level, where everything, really everthing in our lifes occures to give us an opportunity to evolve. But the humans keep on playing their duality games. And here´s the point: You might know that the person that is your offender, perpetrator or bully is a co-worker, seen from a higher perspective, and therefore never stop loving them even for a splitsecond, and bless them no matter what they do. But they do not have access to that truth and their own higher aspects…so they will still try to harm you and dislike you anyway.

And that is the reason why you might love someone and stay away or alert for good reasons anyway. I know that some lightworkers might disagree in this point, but they will not walk with a miniskirt and huge diamonds rings alone through a ghetto at night anyway. I know that it is possible to do so, I´ve escaped in unbelievable ways myself sometimes, but I would advice caution here. Being a lightworker  doesn´t mean to not use common sense.

Why I shared this? Cause you might try to see the lovestory behind your challenging relationships and experiences. There are no unhappy lovestories, only some treasures still waiting in the dark. Heaven knows happy, but no endings.

Shine your light <3

Diversity vs. Black´n White

We´ve been trained to perceive things as black or white. Right or wrong. In fact that perception is what really creates darkness.

When I think this life is about being right, than I am wrong and in fact add to the darkness of this planet. When you are making rules, than darkness rulez. All that want to live and express in another than the “right” way are than casted out.

We can see that on the political stage at the moment, but it happens in all areas of life. Instead of expressing the own color, living the own truth, all else shall be forced to follow “the one truth”. If there is something like “the truth” at all, it would be Love. And when I love someone truly he is free to do as he prefers. And when I love myself I am free to live my own truth. Everybody trying to box people in, is in fact adding to the darkness. He will create suppression and resistance, what brings forth distortions of all kind.

You cannot give the same medicine, food, surrounding or lifestyle to all people. You cannot even give it to the same people all their life. There are no absolutes in life. What felt right one day ago, may not suit me today. The dresses I liked with 20, I wouldn´t wear today. Life is a river, it is naturally unfolding. When you try to force nature, you´re only creating natural desasters.

In fact all kinds of human distortions are also created through rules and suppression. You can see this very clearly in areas with a lot of tabus, like money or sexuality. It is the tabu that creates perversion, cause the blocked energies are breaking free in an unhealthy way.

Don´t we need something to know what is right? Oh, when you break out of the boxes you know exactly what is right. For you. In this moment. And that is all that is important for you.

And in case I should struggle or feel unsure, cause we are all been misleaded for so long, I am asking myself: Is this constructive or destructive? I always try to choose what brings growth. But even there are no absolutes. Sometimes we even need to first bring destruction, before we can build something new. Relatively seen death is needed, absolutely seen he doesn´t exist.

Light has all the colors in it. Black or white are just the background that makes them more shiny.

Shine your light…all colors included!