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Rose-Events around the Leo´s Gate and Eclipse Season

Dear Ones,

if things in your life are a bit intense at the moment, worry not, that is just normal. It´s the cosmic weather and there´s a higher purpose behind it. It´s a transitioning periode where we have to let go of all that´s no longer working for us and instead go for our dreams, even if we have no idea how, where and when we will reach them. We don´t have to know this. Just drop what is holding you back (your old programming) and reboot your system. It´ll help you a lot if you try to stay calm and centered and just focus on this purpose. And if you can not stay calm, as the energies are very fiery and intense, channel them into constructive actions. What does that mean?

Don´t fight the unwanted, go for the wanted!

The Rose events of the next weeks will all assist you in that process if you wish to. They will all have Therese Wenk as my Co-Host. You can check out her other services when following the link: http://healingconnection.ch/

On friday the 27th of July 2018 will be a full moon, that will look reddish and it will also be the longest lunar eclipse of this century. A retrograde Mars in Aquarius will join the moon while that event and as he is close to earth at the moment,  you can see him even on the nightsky. Do not allow people to scare you with horrible words like blood moon. (He looks reddish, because of the way the light is filtered in the atmosphere). These constellations are just an indicator of energies and it is up to you how you make use out of them. Therese Wenk and I, we are experts when it comes to energetic alchemy. We transmute and channel energies and if you want you can join our webinar for this event by clicking on this link: https://www.sofengo.de/w/300588

Webinar: Magic Moon

On August 5th 2018 there will be my next Monthly Rose Touch. As always people can message me if they want to be included as a receiver of the loving Rose Energies sended out their way. You can also ask to have your own kids under 14  or your pets on the list. If you want to join life you can register here for free: https://www.sofengo.de/w/300974. The Rose Touch is this time on a sunday and the date was given me by the Rose, because it is 3 days before the Lions Gate of 8/8/2018. While that day special energies are coming in and they will be the topic for my Rose Talk after the Rose Touch is sended out. I have been told that the transmission while the Rose Touch will be a preparing for the Lions Gate and that the Energies will take 3 days to be fully integrated in the body, timely for the opening portal, flooding you with beautiful frequencies.

Webinar: The Rose Touch & Rose Talk - Topic: The Lion´s Gate

On August 11th 2018 there will be a New Moon and a Solar Eclipse, taking place in the Sign of Leo. It´ll end the eclipse season and will be a great opportunity to give intend for the next 6 month (eclipses are said to have a 6 month periode influece). What is it that you want to create and very important to remember: Who do you want to be? We have to be it to create it. The sign of Leo has a lot to do with the way we present and express ourselves. It´s important to move beyond an image or role and to live our true nature. What is the topic of this time periode, in a nutshell. The webinar on the 11th will focus on that intend and you can register when following this link: https://www.sofengo.de/w/301430

Webinar: New Moon Solar Eclipse in Leo, August 11th 2018

All webinars include a replay. In this way you can tune into the quantum energies any time and as often as you wish.

If you would like a bit of inspiration on the topic of identity and self, I´ve just published an article about it: The I-dentity Game

I wish all of you a rosy time and lots of roaring energies. Shine your beautiful light <3

 

Personal disclaimer

I should´ve been delivered with a disclaimer. But I wasn´t. Not even a tiny note, warning “Caution. Highly transformative.”

So I can´t blame people that they didn´t get it, that they should stay away when wanting to stay the same old, same old. I didn´t get it myself for a lot of years what it was exactly that was wrong about me. I had to meet one of the same kind to understand that we can not spend too much time with people without triggering their shadow-aspects. It´s my nature and my gift…just not everyone likes it. Well, it doesn´t matter, cause I love them anyway. Often with a lot of distance 😉 What is funny for me, as I´m navigating in the quantum field…where exists no time, no space…no distance at all 😉

Well, at the same time people are attracted to my gift, they  always have searched my advise and presence when in trouble, in all areas of life. All people, not just the spiritual ones love to be inspired to find their clarity and soulution when talking to me. I had to find out that it doesn´t even need my physical presence, it´s working via phone, mail etc…it´s the light of my consciousness I am sending out towards them, that activates their own consciousness – when they do not fight it. Or me, cause they blame the light to create the shadow, when not willing to take  ownership of their creations.

That´s why people who do just think or pretend they want to evolve, should really stay away from me!

Now guess what happens when you bring two of that kind together? What is Therese Wenk to name my fellow transformative rocketship that I´m co-working with a lot lately. First of all, we started to understand what´s been going on all of our lifes. And we both started to evolve very quickly and been bringing our skills together to give quantum healing via transformative webinars.

And we found out we have to give a disclaimer for our webinars. Coming together we are better/worse than ever. Even in a webinar format we are “too much” for most. And like a box of chocolates, you never know what you´ll get, not even we know what we will deliver until we did it.

Our webinars aren´t even webinars in the classical sense. There´s not much content for your mind involved, we´re just feeding him what is needed for a general understanding. But our real work takes place on an energetic level, while the participants may just give intend to receive the energies, relax and enjoy the show. What includes technical issues because of the high frequencies we are working with, loosing our speech as we experience the energies and are surprised ourselves, even as we have been working with the topic normally for weeks already. Quantum is faster then the light and we have to stay quite flexible. Our participants too 😉 And having humor helps also.

Our most unusual experience until now we had when giving our “High Vibe Astrology Webinar”. The topic came as an inspiration and we started to work on a quantum level with the planets, to tune into their most pure energetics. The day before the webinar started Therese was busy with other things, but had to think about a song we could use and “The Age of Aquarius” came to her mind. The same time I prepared for the webinar, found a short film to show another perspective on our solar-system, what was a perfect metaphor for our changed perspective on our personal journey and evolution with High Vibe Astrology. And I found a nice version of “The Age of Aquarius” for the beginning and end of our webinar. I did it without speaking with Therese, we often get similar informations and just exchange them for a more precise understanding on our side before the webinar. Well, having all prepared since weeks, we received further information 45 minutes before the webinar started. That there would be the topic of bringing in our Soulstar included as an extra. OK. I had no clue what that would mean exactly and didn´t have time for doing research as I had to get something to drink and eat, to dress myself and do the soundcheck in these 45 minutes left. Same with Therese.

I know that the timing and circumstances are always perfect. I wasn´t suppossed to have more information on the topic of the Soulstar. No concepts, just going with the flow, directed by inner guidance. So we brought in the High Vibes of this Solar System, plus the SoulStar. And we didn´t make this available as a future potential, but had one participant that went into the process of integrating the SoulStar directly. And yes, that´s not for everyone and an intense experience. And it wouldn´t happen to anyone, as one has to be ready for it and has done a lot of preparation before able to go through it. Another person might watch the vid of the webinar and not understand at all what took place. Maybe even get their shadow activated. But that is also perfectly planned by the own soul. Shadow-work is essential for the path. The own soul aspects and that what is seen as angels and guides know about the timing and would not choose anything that is not appropriate, may it be the Shadow or the SoulStar asking for integration. Nevertheless I was almost a bit shocked and deeply, deeply touched that we had been part of the activation process. It felt a little bit like witnessing a birth, what is actually somehow true. Just we have to come into a body a few thousand times until our Soulstar enters the physical.

So yes, I have to give out a disclaimer for our work. It´s highly effective, you never know what you get – but you can trust it will always be for the highest benevolent outcome.

If you dare to, here is the replay available, as all is happening in the quantum field and therefore still active for participants: Webinar “High Vibe Astrology”

And if you want to know what coming soon, just check out my “Heart & Soul Academy-Page”.

Shine your light, precious Soul <3

Rose News and upcoming events

2018 is for me a year of fast changes and re-adjustments. We don´t know what we don´t know, but following the inner knowing we are always guided perfectly. A few weeks ago I have surprised myself as I found guidance and encouragement in an article I had written a few days ago. That´s really funny and awesome when we become our own helpline, to make sure we stay balanced 😉

2018 is for me also a year of beautiful collaborations and inspired actions. Next weekend, Saturday the 29th of April, 2018, I´ll collaborate once more with Therese Wenk, as she has had an awesome idea, when we´ve been talking about astrology, frequencies and an article I was planning to write about that topic. We decided to present to you a Quantum Healing Webinar with the topic of High Vibe Astrology. Just follow the Link to find out more.  It is not necessary to know anything about Astrology to join the Webinar, as we will not work with the mind, but on your energetic alignment with the planetary frequencies in this Solar System. As we are working in the Quantum Field, you can listen to the replay any time you want. It´ll work outside of time and space. For the participants the replay will be included in their fee.

If you are interested in the article about High Vibe Astrology and the background of the Webinar, you´ll find the blogpost here http://oneblog.soulutions.one/2018/04/22/high-vibe-astrology/

My Monthly Rose Touch is since a few month online available. As he has always been for free and the platform I use for my Webinars charges me of course for their services, I tried out a free platform, but have given so many Webinars in between, that I am a little bit spoilted with the technical possibilities of the platform I normally use and chose to make my Monthly Rose Touch from now on available there. It will be for free, as it is my deep believe that knowledge and well-being should be available for everyone. But that means I am not only offering my work for free, but also pay the expenses for the service. So your donations are always very welcome 😉  But using the platform for all my Webinars makes it much easier for the participants to have a continuity and one place to find out, what´s coming next. You just have to follow the link and will always see what´s coming, even before any announcement is out ^_^ : https://www.edudip.com/academy/natalie-anja.esser So in this way it will be much easier and less complicated for the participants and for me. When there´s a win-win, that´s the direction to take.

Those that want to join the next session, just klick on the link to sign up for the next Rose Touch & Rose Talk. It is taking place on a special day: 5/5/2018. The ones that like numerology will love it. And the ones that love my topic for the Rose Talk – Coherence- will love my special guest Shamir Ladhani. He is an expert on that topic and he has been my teacher in that area. Coherence is Key for my work with the Rose Touch and like many people with special gifts, like empathy, I struggled a long time to make the best out of my skills, instead of experiencing only the downside of it. I met Shamir on a Kryon Tour to Israel and was totally electrified, when he told me what he does, when not running with crazy germans through the israelian desert ^_^ Well, you all benefited from that connection through my work, without knowing it. So I hope you´ll join and get inspired by our talk.

The day after the Rose Touch, Sunday the 6th of May 2018, we´ll have the next event on our World Series, where we connect with the New Earth via Meditation and Quantum Work. In this Event we will connect with “Mother India”. The link will also lead you to the replay, that is included for the live participants, to honor their energetic contribution. India has a very old and rich culture, also spiritually seen, and inspired the whole world. But it´s also been an area where the domination of the patriarchical/hierarchical structure and the imbalance of the masculine/feminine energies has been leading to some extremes in the old energy. We want to connect and bring forth the beauty, abundance and peace that is the potential of the New Earth and would love to have you with us on that Event. And if someone wants to join and share something artistic or inspirational about India and the New Energies in that event, especially when you have been born or living there, please contact me. We love collaborations and inspiration.

Shine your light, beautiful Souls.

High Vibe Astrology

The reason why it is not a good idea to (ab)use Astrology for precise predictions is that the dance of the planets is telling you about the energies, but not in which way one chooses to express them. Free will is king/queen. If you find a knife in your kitchen, you can cut some bread to have a great dinner with your family or you can use it to slaughter them all. It’s up to you! The knife would be the planet Mars, the way you express it has to do with your own vibration. Your vibration aligns you with the possibilities that are a match for you.

Astrology is one of the many tools in my toolbox, but most of all I am working as an energetic healer. Although I do not really heal, I am inspiring people to align and come into balance, what is their natural, healed state. A few days ago, when talking with a friend and colleague, Therese Wenk, we had an awesome idea:

Why not inspire people to align with the High Vibes of the Planets in our Solar System, so they will live their highest potential?! Why not assist them in that process with our special skills?

So, I will give you here the keywords for high vibe expressions of the planets. Every time you feel triggert, you can try to align with a higher vibe of the energies playing out:

 

The Sun:

The Sun symbolises your Self, your identity. The lower vibrations is what is often called “the Ego”. But in fact the Ego isn’t the problem at all. You need some kind of personality to navigate in this reality and when the Ego is integrated it will not work against you, but be a functional part of the character you choose to play out in this lifetime. Instead of an identification with a false persona, you will be in alignment with your true self in a natural occuring, easy way.

The Moon:

The moon has also been a very difficult energy. It has to do with the Inner Child, the way your emotions have been “programmed” in childhood. It also describes your relationship with the motherly energies.When you have problems with the moon, you might not value the feminine and/or have problems with empathy and emotions. Also difficulties with your home, family and your digestion have to do with the moon.

In it´s higher vibration, the moon will describe the way you “feel at home”. You will be able to accept, take care for and nurture yourself and others. You´ll be able to digest emotions and also food. You´ll feel compassion and will know when to support others and when to give them space to evolve.

Mercury:

Mercury has to do will all areas of communication, may it be within yourself or with others, also with travelling, writing, speaking and learning. He is related to the mind and your mental capacities. When you have trouble with communication, i. e. you can not express yourself properly, or you have a tendency to gossip, speaking too much or too less  or when misunderstandings happen often in your life, when your mind is overly active or you have difficulties with your memory, these are the distorted frequencies of mercury.

When you are in alignment with the high vibes of mercury, you will have an active, but peaceful mind. He will be a tool, not your master. You will have a clear, appropriate way of connecting with yourself and others, you can express your thoughts, ideas and feelings in an easy, smooth way.

Venus:

Venus is a very feminine energy principle. It is the planet of Love, Romance, Arts and Beauty. The lower vibes of venus will abuse these areas and gifts to make money, form relationships and gain advantages out of selfish reasons. People will identify with outer beauty and will suffer when loosing what they identify with.

In its higher expressions we just love and express this in the way we live. We express our inner beauty “just because” and to find Love, money, relationships and the bliss of life will be the natural byproduct of our loving, joyful Art of Living.

Mars:

Well, Mars is the male energy principle. We all know the destructive, aggressive forms of fight, conquer, war and domination.

The healed, higher expressions of this principle are initiative, active, they build up their dreams, know what they want and go for their goals in a straight, but not aggressive, way. They do not attack others, but firmly stand their ground. Gandhi or Martin Luther King come to my mind, when thinking about the new way of male leadership. They gain way more with peace then what war could ever conquer.

Jupiter:

Jupiter is traditionally seen as the lucky planet, it brings forth all that is “grand” and always looking for expansion, so he is also on board when there is fantasy about grandiosity and patterns of self-inflation or overdoing things. He is also involved in religion, philosophy and social groups. If one needs to be better, or is helping others just to feel bigger, better, more advanced or to demonstrate the own importance, that is a Jupiter out of balance.

If you align with the high vibes of Jupiter, you will be the “happy go lucky”-Type. You will attract possibilities and lucky circumstances, because that is what feels natural to you. You will share your good luck with others, as generosity feels normal to you and without needing the other to celebrate you for it, as you celebrate all of life, what includes yourself of course.

Saturn:

Saturn is seen as the planet of hardships. He indicates the areas with blockages in your life, where you do not thrive easily, but have to work hard with not much gain in it. The lower vibes are strict rules, being stuck, stubborn, grasping and holding on to things. He is often depicted as an old man.

The higher vibe of Saturn is the old zen-master, Master Yoda, he is teaching us to become stronger, resilient and become masterly ourselves. He teaches patience, wisdom and is overcoming all abstacles with integrity and self-sufficiency.

Uranus:

Uranus is in itself a higher octave of mercury. He has also to do with communication, but more with the modern forms, electricity, electronic devices and AI. He is surprising, shocking, unpredictable and rebellious.

In his higher expressions he is in communication with the divine, the higher self and in this way one gains sudden insights and inspiration. One does not rebel against the system, but renews it by finding always a new way and following the inner inspiration, becoming a game-changer by living the new ways and inspiring others.

Neptun:

Neptun is seen as the higher octave of Venus. In most cases we experience the lower expressions like being deceived, betrayed, gas-lighted, poisoned and compromised. Lies, secrets, dishonesty and mental fog are expressions of that.

In his higher forms Neptun is expressing divine Love, Agape, Compassion and Oneness. He is the mystic, representing enlightenment and the unlimited.

Pluto:

Pluto is the hell-dog. Said to be the Higher Octave of Mars, he is often experienced as blind, extreme violence, rigid forces and relentless power. He is connected with the shadow, with fear and issues of power/powerlessness.

To gain access to his higher expressions one must be willing to look his own shadows/darkness in the eye. In this way s/he becomes one with the own destiny and works with the forces of life, gaining great strength, bravery and becoming aware of the own undying nature.

I hope this article inspires you, to align with the more beautiful expressions of the planets.

For those that want a special boost to get in-tune with the higher vibes of the planets, Therese and I will offer a quantum healing session on Sunday, 29th of April 2018. Just click on the link, to find out more.

The webinar starts at 7 p.m CET (Berlin/Zurich). To find out what time it is in your town, you can use this tool: http://www.thetimezoneconverter.com/. If you can’t make it at the given time or find this article after the session has taken place, this offer will still work for you. Following the link you’ll find a recording of the session. As this is taking place on the quantum level, outside of time and space, it just needs your intend to receive the offered frequencies. Just open up, relax and allow the quantum magic to do the work. And in case you go through some hard transits for example, you can just listen to the replay as often as you want, it will always assist you in re-aligning with the higher frequencies of the planets.

Shine your light and dance in the starlight <3

 

Integrity

To gain integrity it is necessary that you don´t give a f*ck. Cause when you can get compromissed by anything or anyone, you will.

To gain true integrity you have to become totally free and sovereign. A long journey it has been in my case. Like many of my kind I´ve been tourchured and killed so often, everything that I love has been taken from me and every dream I have had has been shattered into pieces a million times. It had to. To become free of all of it in this lifetime.

And you have to become free with a totally open heart, that feels all the pain, all the losses, all the doubts, all the fears….and still loves absolutely relentlessly. That´s how you gain compassion and wisdom.

I have had close relatives dying in my early childhood and lovers been taken from me under tragic circumstances. The ones that I loved and trusted have abandoned and betrayed me. I´ve been scared half to death by big money and I´ve been standing at my own grave from a pastlife in 2016 to then die alive in 2017. It teached me that I am eternal and all my loved ones are too. Nothing ever happened to me or to them. We are save and eternally in love with each other no matter what happens.

I´ve been offered money, love, importance and the false light. And I chose the I AM, not an outer source of fullfilment.

So in case you have experienced similar things, it´s not been a punishment or a task, it´s been just the result of your own choice to become free and untamed, eternal and sovereign. A master, a living god/dess, a sovereign. You´ve always been, but you had forgotten. If you read this, this is your friendly reminder and reassurance.

You are dearly loved, you are abundant beyond messure and your soul tribe is just waiting around the corner. You will receive all of it, the very moment you do not need it any longer. You get what you are. If you are fear, you´ll receive fear, if you are lack you will receive lack. And it´s funny, you can be abundant with a cuppa tea and the laughter of a friend or be a poor and lonely fool in a castle. Not because you are punished, but because you are a creator and you can fool and deceive the whole world including yourself, but not creation itself. It will mirror your being.

Integrity means to live who you are. Not to believe in values, but to live them, to embody your highest truth. Nothing is allowed to come between you and you.

Saturn the ruler of capricorn is in capricorn the next two years. He´ll deliver what you seeded. If you do not like the deliveries, you´ve gotta go within and be totally honest with yourself where you still corrupt yourself. When you have found your true self, nothing can harm you any longer. You will be save, no matter the circumstances, because you will no longer leave yourself. It is you with your eternal I Am. Your eternal light and your neverending love united within you.

May you be happy, may you be healthy, may you be free.

Why we cannot uplift others

I´ve gotta joyful, loving heart and I´m an empath, so I always totally enjoyed it to see people thrive.

The stranger it has been to me, that a lot of people first have been totally amazed by me, to than later start strange games, what normally ended our relationship.

If you are a loving empath who tries to uplift people, what never really works out, this article might be quite helpful to understand what´s really going on in these cases. And it holds a much better so(u)lution at the end.

First of all: We can not uplift someone, who feels down. S/he has to decide to stand up on their own.

If you ever have seen cases of co-dependency, there is always the one trying to help the person that is down. In the end, they are maybe both down, because of the energetic feeding and games that are taking place. When you finally leave, the one who is believing to be down will stand up…or, in most cases, find someone else, who tries to “help him up”.

The same dynamic is taking place when you try to uplift someone. It´s the same game, just a smaller stage. You cannot do anything for a person, but inspire them. If they do not get ignited by your spark, there´s no way to help them, without burning yourself out.

Ok, I will share a typical scenario, that had replays in different variations in my past: I meet someone, we become friends, as I´ve got something that they are missing within themselves. They love my joy, my kind heart or my inner stability. Whatever it has been, they see something inside of me, that they want to have too. Well, when I looked at them I saw their inner light, their being. I knew that they can have that too, whatever it is they see in me. They are one with all that is, they can be whatever they want. I tried to show that to them, to encourage them, remind them. Well, that´s been the moment when things started to go wrong. When comming closer with my light, all they did was focus on their shadow on the wall, getting bigger and bigger. I´ve been too much for them, so they tried to control me, own me, belittle me or turn in some way against me. And in many cases my “friends” became my hidden enemies, even waiting for a weak moment of mine, to bring me down, using everyhing they could find. They did fight me, because they somehow thought me to be above them. They have been the ones believing to be down. No one can change someone elses be-lie-f. People are creating their reality. You can not uplift them, when they think they are down.

And my role in that scenario? I did also only fool myself, believing I can do for people what they are not willing to do for themselves. And as I felt that I am too much for them, I tried to be careful. I´ve got a 12th house sun in capricorn, shining behind the scenes and therefore been targeted from hidden enemies. I´ve been hiding my light and they did hide their darkness until both collided. It´s been breaking my heart a million times – until it just couldn´t, as I understood what had taken place. They did not fight me, but their own shadow, caused by their own light they saw reflected in me and that they couldn´t open up for.

The more funnier and pleasant occasions have been people telling me how much I have evolved, while I thought that I am who I have always been. Well, actually they did evolve and therefore could also see more of my light. But that´s of course very beautiful.

See, when someone has to be uplifted, someone is above them, what is a total misconception. I told you I always knew that we all hold this divine spark. Noone is above. But I did dim my light often, to make it easier and more comfortable for others, to be around me. I wanted to be accepted by them, but just had to learn to accept myself, all facettes of me. That´s why I met so many people with a hidden darkness, as I´ve been hiding my light.

The so(u)lution for all who want to help others is the following:

Stop uplifting, but instead inhabit and shine your light with all your might.

And yes, it might be that a lot of persons will turn their back on you as they cannot stand your shine, but they are at the moment not a match anyway. You would just distract, and struggle with, each other. Won´t help no one.

Shine your beauty with all your might, it will attract the right ones and you will inspire and ignite your divine sparkle endlessly as you are a match and mirror to each other.

 

Getting real or getting nowhere- one of the main topics in 2018

Welcome in the year 2018, dear Ones. May it be a happy, healthy and abundant one for you. 2018 reduces to 11 in numerology, what is the masternumber of divine service.

In 2018 one big topic will be to co-operate with the divine, to bring heaven down to earth, what might sometimes be a heavy task with Saturn staying in Capricorn until 2020.

I am writing about it, as I can relate to these energies very much. I´ve got Neptun near my Midheaven in my birthchart and Venus and Chiron in Pisces, so working in divine service is my lifepath. But I´ve been sended into my mission with a lot of grounding energies and for very good reasons! I´m a double capricorn with the ruler of Capricorn, Saturn, squaring my Sun.

Getting real or getting nowhere, that´s been my task and it will be a global topic in this year.

See Jupiter will stay in Scorpio almost all of the year and he´ll blow up all the dirty, dark stuff. Please do not despair, but welcome it. It´s been there all the time. I had to face some really ugly stuff myself last year, shattering a lot of illusions, but it is necessary as denial destroys us otherwise.

Well and when it comes to Saturn I´ve gotta explain his energies a bit. Saturn has a bad reputation as he is seen as the reaper and bringer of hardship and limitations. Although he seems to have been pu(ni)shing me a lot in my life, I came to a point where I started to understand this energy better. He is the old zen-master, making you climb the mountain every morning to carry up the water and you might curse him for that, what leaves him totally unimpressed. He holds the vision of your strong body, mind and spirit, and he´ll make sure to bring it into the physical reality. You can trust that every hardship he delivers is needed. Saturn is also the planet of time, structure and matter. On a global level his energies have been abused to install regulations and rigid laws, the old matrix of destortion is created with a shadow-aspect of Saturn. He´s been used to build the old system. Almost all energies have been misused by the dark forces ruling this planet the last few thousand years, so do not blame Saturn, but  the global state of (un-)consciousness.

But Saturn working for divine service in this year, will bring in the cosmic law. Spirit is going to matter literally. People can not act out destructive and expect to not receive the fruits of their actions. You´ll see quite some tough deliveries this year. Saturn brings tangible results and as he is not afraid to take away all that is not of integrity. Think of the old zen-master again. Could someone very mighty abuse him? Of course. But he´ll never give up, but wait patiently until time is ripe, like a Yoda would wait for the right timing. Saturn knows all about the right timing. It is now.

What does that mean for your personal life? It means it is a perfect year to focus on the important things, those that really matter and to let go of clutter. It means that when you have something you wanted to realize for a long time, now you can take actions to make it real. Saturn is not very likely to bring overnight success, but when you take small steps on a regular basis, you´ll get tangible results. Make sure what you want to bring down to earth is of integrity and for a higher purpose, than you´ll be supported. And when you have worked for a long time on such a project, it will now come into fruition.

There is something I have to adress to the spiritual community. We didn´t enter earth to dream us away into other realms, to swagger with our important pastlifes or the name of our guru and we didn´t enter this planet to find more ways to escape. We came to embody the change. We have to get real.  I am working with energies on a quantum level as a healer and I am using words and ideas as an author, but being real means holding a stranger in your compassionate arms while his sobbing wets your shoulder and his pain hits your energy field…and to deliver a safe h(e)aven of light and love in this moment, not as an idea, but in reality. It means to buy a bowl of soup for a homeless person or to gift some of your unnecessary clutter to people in need. Compassion in your daily actions. Heaven on earth.  Shine your immense light!

This picture shows a gem a very dear and lovely friend just gifted me. The picture with the Roses is carved in bone, what is a perfect expression of my birthchart-energies and fitting very much with the  energies of 2018.

 

 

Anchoring within ourselves

The New Earth is entered in a state of souvereignty. Therefore it is really important to clean our own system from attachments and interfering energies of others.

You are a divine being, you “need” nothing from others and you “owe” nothing to others. Of course we are cooperating, but with independent, free beings, that are holding the same frequency of a Master. It is really important to understand the difference between cooperations between independent being and the co-dependent structures of the old earth. In the old earth there have been servants for every Master, in the new energy all are Masters, all in service to the whole by free will, without any pressure, domination or manipulation.

That´s the reason why the “false light”, that still has invested in domination and deception, can not enter it. It is a state of being, therefore pretending doesn´t work. At the moment, there are a lot of distractions…and I´m sure there will be more to come over the next weeks, so come back to your own space again and again. Make connection to your own core being, by anchoring within yourself. Meditation, time in nature, moderate forms of sports and creating all kinds of arts are perfect to anchor within yourself. Make conscious connection with Mother Earth, as grounding is needed for ascending 😉

Well and let go of all kinds of attachments and entanglements. We have created strong bonds with others and we might be afraid to let go of them, but I can assure you, that we can not loose someone who we love. This has been a lesson that took me many lifetimes and I know how I was afraid that people, that I love might not come with me. Many years ago I have been shown how I insisted to climb  with the masses a stairway, although I had free access to an elevator out of glass. I was holding myself back, because I didn´t want to leave anyone behind. That´s been my weakpoint and it´s been used, until I finally got the message. The loving heart of the lightworker can become his weakpoint. Dear ones, everyone has to decide for him and herself, how they wanna live. It is their birthright, as it is yours and mine. Let them be and let them choose their adventures. That´s true love.

I know that many hold this fear in their heart, but fear doesn´t help anybody. I was shown in a dream a few days ago, how lightworker have been holding free spaces for people that will not come. Well, but we might also be astonished who will surprisingly show up.

The energies over the next weeks, the opening of the lions gate and the eclipse season are bringing in amazing beautiful energies. We are all trying to figure out what to do next, how to express who we are. Well, first of all we have to let go of all that we are not. If you need a process to clean out of your field those energies, that do not belong to you, I can recommend a process of Jim Self, that I stumbled over “accidently”, as I needed it myself, having catched some energies that haven´t been mine. The Process he is offering for free is named “The Power of the Rose”, what made me of course grin. If you click on this Link, you´ll be directed to his webside.

I want to remind you that the Leo´s energy can be lived in  two ways, the “Poser” and the “Souvereign”. The first needs admiration and the spotlight from the outside to feed him, as he hasn´t found his own core by now. The second is anchored within himself, shining his own light out into the world. Well, I´d love to see you, shining your light!

Outer Authorities or Self-Responsibility

The actual Full-Moon in conjunct with Pluto in Capricorn brings  issues with authorities, structures and rules into the collective consciousness. There´s a great tension between these issues, represented by Capricorn, and its opposite sign Cancer, that represents our emotional side, our feelings, our family and roots. This happens on a global and on a personal level.

It reflects a problem humanity has to face at the moment. Humanity is going through a kind of puberty, it wants to grow up. Outer structures, rules and authorities are holding us back. Unless we decide we don´t let them and do things our way.

Well, we have to, there´s no other way to find our freedom to express ourselves. But one thing is for sure: humanity will make a lot of mistakes until they´ll be grown-up.

I´m a double-capricorn and lots of my close friends and mates have represented the cancer-principle. The opposite always shows what we need to become whole, therefore it attracts each other. I love the emotional, sensual side of Cancer. And they for sure love something about me, maybe a feeling of safety and being grounded.

In the collective Cancer is representing the child, the emotions. And well, in this world full of structures and rules we all have a wounded inner child inside of us, that has not been allowed to express its innocence, creativity and playfulness. We really have to express these aspects of us to heal. We can not grow up when our inner child is hurt. We might “play” adult, what we did for so long now, but we won´t be, unless our inner child is healed.

Each starsign has a distorted and a healed expression. Cancer, when not transmuted, can be the kid that goes totally on our nerves: demanding, moody, passiv-aggressive drama-queens. They feel what they feel and can not understand that others have their own wants and needs. They believe themselves to be the one and only god and all else do just exist to please them. But don´t tell them, cause they are easily hurt, and if so, they might get an anger-attack and destroy all that comes their way.

Well and healed they are very loving, caring, intuitive, nurturing, creative, empathic Artists, having a great love for this Planet. You cannot help it, but love them, and being with them makes this world colorful and joyful, a never-ending sensual party and adventure. We need that to make our next step.

And now you have the distorted Capricorn: the authority, law, cold, rigid, stubborn rule-maker, over-ambitious and running for fame and fortune, diamonds and gold. But don´t tell them, cause they might put you into a prison-cell for the rest of eternity and never again look at you, until you forget yourself, that you ever existed.

Well and healed Capricorns take responsibility, have great awareness and deep wisdom and compassion. They give stability, safety and are able to overcome all obstacles and to create the impossible. They bring things into reality. We need that, to make our next step.

We all blame the rigid structures of the old earth, but it is also the childish egoistic behaviour, that has harmed this planet. When two unhealed aspects blame each other, that´ll bring no solution. Unfortunately we´ll see a lot of childish anger-burstouts and rigid, stubborn authorities…both fighting for power. Happens at Hamburg while the G20 just right now.

We have to be responsible for our own actions, than no outer authority can stop us. Not blaming the other, but learning from them, while focussing on our path. When you want to create a Yoda-Style Zen-Master, one who really rocks, you have to use the healed aspects of Cancer and Capricorn (plus the other 10 signs). Be self-responsible, while you giggle your way through this world, seeing obstacles as a game, that you´ll resolve in a creative way, never loosing the goal, while going with the flow. That might bring a New Earth,  just by using “the force” that exists in all that is.

Full Moon conjunct with Pluto: Overcoming fear

This weekends Full Moon is in conjunct with Pluto in Capricorn. And Sun and Mars are in the opposite sign of Cancer. What does that mean? It says it is the perfect timequality to face and transmute your fears. Look at your obstacles. And Jupiter in Libra might make the issues become huge, as Jupiter is blowing up everything he touches. This is a T-Square formed to announce that now is the time for shadow-work. Taking back the own power and not allow outer circumstances to keep us away from our true path.

To be able to overcome your fears you have to look them in the eye. Feel their message. Understand that you created that obstacle to train your strenght. It is not your enemie, but your sparrings-partner, training you to become really strong. As this happens in Capricorn and Cancer this has to do with safety, with the structures in our lifes. An eggshell is protecting the growing life, a little bird for example. Until it is outgrown this structure, than it has to crack the shell open to escape the prison the egg has become now. And when the bird tries to crack the egg open it might seem the shell is preventing him from flying. But no, it protected him and now it resistance makes sure the bird will be strong enough to fly into his new life.

The Full-Moon happens at this weekend, but it is highlighting an issue that we have been dealing with for quite a while now and it´ll not be over after the weekend. The weekend but will show you crystal clear what you do want. Well maybe by pointing out what you don´t want. But that´s fine also. Learn about your true calling.

It depends on the energies in your own chart, to see which areas of your life are adressed. People with personal planets from 15 to 19 degrees in the signs of Capricorn, Cancer, Libra and Aries might feel it the most. In my own case the T-Square is even a grand-cross, as this Full Moon conjunct Pluto is happening directly over my 12th house Sun, squaring Saturn in my 2nd house. Well, my Pisces-Venus that is sandwiched in between Sun and Saturn joins that Party also. So believe me, I know how this time-quality feels like. But I also know that it is a huge rebirthing process. Nothing is working against us. Do not resist but use these extrem forces, that are out there at the moment, to get out of the old egg-shell.

Here are some helpfull questions to make it easier: What is it, that you fear? What is holding you back? You know that you have to let go of all details in your life anyway?! Why not let them go by your own decission, going with the flow – instead of being forced by outer circumstances? What is it, that your heart truly, truly desires? Find out and learn to fly!