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Getting real or getting nowhere- one of the main topics in 2018

Welcome in the year 2018, dear Ones. May it be a happy, healthy and abundant one for you. 2018 reduces to 11 in numerology, what is the masternumber of divine service.

In 2018 one big topic will be to co-operate with the divine, to bring heaven down to earth, what might sometimes be a heavy task with Saturn staying in Capricorn until 2020.

I am writing about it, as I can relate to these energies very much. I´ve got Neptun near my Midheaven in my birthchart and Venus and Chiron in Pisces, so working in divine service is my lifepath. But I´ve been sended into my mission with a lot of grounding energies and for very good reasons! I´m a double capricorn with the ruler of Capricorn, Saturn, squaring my Sun.

Getting real or getting nowhere, that´s been my task and it will be a global topic in this year.

See Jupiter will stay in Scorpio almost all of the year and he´ll blow up all the dirty, dark stuff. Please do not despair, but welcome it. It´s been there all the time. I had to face some really ugly stuff myself last year, shattering a lot of illusions, but it is necessary as denial destroys us otherwise.

Well and when it comes to Saturn I´ve gotta explain his energies a bit. Saturn has a bad reputation as he is seen as the reaper and bringer of hardship and limitations. Although he seems to have been pu(ni)shing me a lot in my life, I came to a point where I started to understand this energy better. He is the old zen-master, making you climb the mountain every morning to carry up the water and you might curse him for that, what leaves him totally unimpressed. He holds the vision of your strong body, mind and spirit, and he´ll make sure to bring it into the physical reality. You can trust that every hardship he delivers is needed. Saturn is also the planet of time, structure and matter. On a global level his energies have been abused to install regulations and rigid laws, the old matrix of destortion is created with a shadow-aspect of Saturn. He´s been used to build the old system. Almost all energies have been misused by the dark forces ruling this planet the last few thousand years, so do not blame Saturn, but  the global state of (un-)consciousness.

But Saturn working for divine service in this year, will bring in the cosmic law. Spirit is going to matter literally. People can not act out destructive and expect to not receive the fruits of their actions. You´ll see quite some tough deliveries this year. Saturn brings tangible results and as he is not afraid to take away all that is not of integrity. Think of the old zen-master again. Could someone very mighty abuse him? Of course. But he´ll never give up, but wait patiently until time is ripe, like a Yoda would wait for the right timing. Saturn knows all about the right timing. It is now.

What does that mean for your personal life? It means it is a perfect year to focus on the important things, those that really matter and to let go of clutter. It means that when you have something you wanted to realize for a long time, now you can take actions to make it real. Saturn is not very likely to bring overnight success, but when you take small steps on a regular basis, you´ll get tangible results. Make sure what you want to bring down to earth is of integrity and for a higher purpose, than you´ll be supported. And when you have worked for a long time on such a project, it will now come into fruition.

There is something I have to adress to the spiritual community. We didn´t enter earth to dream us away into other realms, to swagger with our important pastlifes or the name of our guru and we didn´t enter this planet to find more ways to escape. We came to embody the change. We have to get real.  I am working with energies on a quantum level as a healer and I am using words and ideas as an author, but being real means holding a stranger in your compassionate arms while his sobbing wets your shoulder and his pain hits your energy field…and to deliver a safe h(e)aven of light and love in this moment, not as an idea, but in reality. It means to buy a bowl of soup for a homeless person or to gift some of your unnecessary clutter to people in need. Compassion in your daily actions. Heaven on earth.  Shine your immense light!

This picture shows a gem a very dear and lovely friend just gifted me. The picture with the Roses is carved in bone, what is a perfect expression of my birthchart-energies and fitting very much with the  energies of 2018.

 

 

Anchoring within ourselves

The New Earth is entered in a state of souvereignty. Therefore it is really important to clean our own system from attachments and interfering energies of others.

You are a divine being, you “need” nothing from others and you “owe” nothing to others. Of course we are cooperating, but with independent, free beings, that are holding the same frequency of a Master. It is really important to understand the difference between cooperations between independent being and the co-dependent structures of the old earth. In the old earth there have been servants for every Master, in the new energy all are Masters, all in service to the whole by free will, without any pressure, domination or manipulation.

That´s the reason why the “false light”, that still has invested in domination and deception, can not enter it. It is a state of being, therefore pretending doesn´t work. At the moment, there are a lot of distractions…and I´m sure there will be more to come over the next weeks, so come back to your own space again and again. Make connection to your own core being, by anchoring within yourself. Meditation, time in nature, moderate forms of sports and creating all kinds of arts are perfect to anchor within yourself. Make conscious connection with Mother Earth, as grounding is needed for ascending 😉

Well and let go of all kinds of attachments and entanglements. We have created strong bonds with others and we might be afraid to let go of them, but I can assure you, that we can not loose someone who we love. This has been a lesson that took me many lifetimes and I know how I was afraid that people, that I love might not come with me. Many years ago I have been shown how I insisted to climb  with the masses a stairway, although I had free access to an elevator out of glass. I was holding myself back, because I didn´t want to leave anyone behind. That´s been my weakpoint and it´s been used, until I finally got the message. The loving heart of the lightworker can become his weakpoint. Dear ones, everyone has to decide for him and herself, how they wanna live. It is their birthright, as it is yours and mine. Let them be and let them choose their adventures. That´s true love.

I know that many hold this fear in their heart, but fear doesn´t help anybody. I was shown in a dream a few days ago, how lightworker have been holding free spaces for people that will not come. Well, but we might also be astonished who will surprisingly show up.

The energies over the next weeks, the opening of the lions gate and the eclipse season are bringing in amazing beautiful energies. We are all trying to figure out what to do next, how to express who we are. Well, first of all we have to let go of all that we are not. If you need a process to clean out of your field those energies, that do not belong to you, I can recommend a process of Jim Self, that I stumbled over “accidently”, as I needed it myself, having catched some energies that haven´t been mine. The Process he is offering for free is named “The Power of the Rose”, what made me of course grin. If you click on this Link, you´ll be directed to his webside.

I want to remind you that the Leo´s energy can be lived in  two ways, the “Poser” and the “Souvereign”. The first needs admiration and the spotlight from the outside to feed him, as he hasn´t found his own core by now. The second is anchored within himself, shining his own light out into the world. Well, I´d love to see you, shining your light!

Outer Authorities or Self-Responsibility

The actual Full-Moon in conjunct with Pluto in Capricorn brings  issues with authorities, structures and rules into the collective consciousness. There´s a great tension between these issues, represented by Capricorn, and its opposite sign Cancer, that represents our emotional side, our feelings, our family and roots. This happens on a global and on a personal level.

It reflects a problem humanity has to face at the moment. Humanity is going through a kind of puberty, it wants to grow up. Outer structures, rules and authorities are holding us back. Unless we decide we don´t let them and do things our way.

Well, we have to, there´s no other way to find our freedom to express ourselves. But one thing is for sure: humanity will make a lot of mistakes until they´ll be grown-up.

I´m a double-capricorn and lots of my close friends and mates have represented the cancer-principle. The opposite always shows what we need to become whole, therefore it attracts each other. I love the emotional, sensual side of Cancer. And they for sure love something about me, maybe a feeling of safety and being grounded.

In the collective Cancer is representing the child, the emotions. And well, in this world full of structures and rules we all have a wounded inner child inside of us, that has not been allowed to express its innocence, creativity and playfulness. We really have to express these aspects of us to heal. We can not grow up when our inner child is hurt. We might “play” adult, what we did for so long now, but we won´t be, unless our inner child is healed.

Each starsign has a distorted and a healed expression. Cancer, when not transmuted, can be the kid that goes totally on our nerves: demanding, moody, passiv-aggressive drama-queens. They feel what they feel and can not understand that others have their own wants and needs. They believe themselves to be the one and only god and all else do just exist to please them. But don´t tell them, cause they are easily hurt, and if so, they might get an anger-attack and destroy all that comes their way.

Well and healed they are very loving, caring, intuitive, nurturing, creative, empathic Artists, having a great love for this Planet. You cannot help it, but love them, and being with them makes this world colorful and joyful, a never-ending sensual party and adventure. We need that to make our next step.

And now you have the distorted Capricorn: the authority, law, cold, rigid, stubborn rule-maker, over-ambitious and running for fame and fortune, diamonds and gold. But don´t tell them, cause they might put you into a prison-cell for the rest of eternity and never again look at you, until you forget yourself, that you ever existed.

Well and healed Capricorns take responsibility, have great awareness and deep wisdom and compassion. They give stability, safety and are able to overcome all obstacles and to create the impossible. They bring things into reality. We need that, to make our next step.

We all blame the rigid structures of the old earth, but it is also the childish egoistic behaviour, that has harmed this planet. When two unhealed aspects blame each other, that´ll bring no solution. Unfortunately we´ll see a lot of childish anger-burstouts and rigid, stubborn authorities…both fighting for power. Happens at Hamburg while the G20 just right now.

We have to be responsible for our own actions, than no outer authority can stop us. Not blaming the other, but learning from them, while focussing on our path. When you want to create a Yoda-Style Zen-Master, one who really rocks, you have to use the healed aspects of Cancer and Capricorn (plus the other 10 signs). Be self-responsible, while you giggle your way through this world, seeing obstacles as a game, that you´ll resolve in a creative way, never loosing the goal, while going with the flow. That might bring a New Earth,  just by using “the force” that exists in all that is.

Full Moon conjunct with Pluto: Overcoming fear

This weekends Full Moon is in conjunct with Pluto in Capricorn. And Sun and Mars are in the opposite sign of Cancer. What does that mean? It says it is the perfect timequality to face and transmute your fears. Look at your obstacles. And Jupiter in Libra might make the issues become huge, as Jupiter is blowing up everything he touches. This is a T-Square formed to announce that now is the time for shadow-work. Taking back the own power and not allow outer circumstances to keep us away from our true path.

To be able to overcome your fears you have to look them in the eye. Feel their message. Understand that you created that obstacle to train your strenght. It is not your enemie, but your sparrings-partner, training you to become really strong. As this happens in Capricorn and Cancer this has to do with safety, with the structures in our lifes. An eggshell is protecting the growing life, a little bird for example. Until it is outgrown this structure, than it has to crack the shell open to escape the prison the egg has become now. And when the bird tries to crack the egg open it might seem the shell is preventing him from flying. But no, it protected him and now it resistance makes sure the bird will be strong enough to fly into his new life.

The Full-Moon happens at this weekend, but it is highlighting an issue that we have been dealing with for quite a while now and it´ll not be over after the weekend. The weekend but will show you crystal clear what you do want. Well maybe by pointing out what you don´t want. But that´s fine also. Learn about your true calling.

It depends on the energies in your own chart, to see which areas of your life are adressed. People with personal planets from 15 to 19 degrees in the signs of Capricorn, Cancer, Libra and Aries might feel it the most. In my own case the T-Square is even a grand-cross, as this Full Moon conjunct Pluto is happening directly over my 12th house Sun, squaring Saturn in my 2nd house. Well, my Pisces-Venus that is sandwiched in between Sun and Saturn joins that Party also. So believe me, I know how this time-quality feels like. But I also know that it is a huge rebirthing process. Nothing is working against us. Do not resist but use these extrem forces, that are out there at the moment, to get out of the old egg-shell.

Here are some helpfull questions to make it easier: What is it, that you fear? What is holding you back? You know that you have to let go of all details in your life anyway?! Why not let them go by your own decission, going with the flow – instead of being forced by outer circumstances? What is it, that your heart truly, truly desires? Find out and learn to fly!

Transmute the energies of your birth-chart

One of my beloved Rose-Sisters wrote a very inspiring article http://www.carolineyazi.com/reflections/read-the-signs/  that I recommend, when wanting to know more about your true mission. I love reading signs myself and she mentioned Astrology as one of the tools to use. And that inspired me to write this article, as I am working with astrology sometimes, when I am not sure what the real issue behind a pattern is.

The way I am using astrology is very much soulutions-style-like. I do not linger in the destructive expressions of an energy, but I look at it to find a way to transmute it. Co-working with the energies to bring forth the most constructive expression. Energetic alchemy. The reason for it is that many years ago, when looking at a chart I realized that people have the most difficult energies in the areas of life, where the hidden treasures are. Therefore I do not only see the obstacles, but also the possibilities in it. The first hides the second. Your blockage will lead you to mastery in the areas that are involved, as I mentioned once in another article.

Now astrology is using symbols for very good reasons. A symbol represents an energy, but you decide in which way to use it. Look at your birthchart: what are the energy-imprints, how do they show themselves in your life? You may look at the symbols that you find in a lot of books and articles in the internet to find inspirations what would be a more constructive way to express the involved energies. Tune in, feel what the message is. Play with it.

Here are some examples out of my own chart, to inspire you how that transmutation might work:

  • I´m a double capricorn. Capricorns may be overambitious, running for power or money. Or they might express integrity, gain self-empowerment and find the inner treasure-chamber. Feels way better.
  • I´ve got Pluto at the beginning of my 8th house. When I was 16 years old I realized that sexual energy could bring me all I could ever dream of, but even the idea felt horrible. This position also brought me to a place where I was working with a lot of money and could´ve easily misused the power. Instead of all of that nonsense, I am using my energetic imprint as an ability to transmute dark energies  and assist people to transform and heal. And I wrote a book about new economy.
  • My Virgomoon in my 7th house can easily tune into other peoples energiefield, analysing their patterns and behaviours. One could misuse that to manipulate people. But I use it in a constructive way to understand people and assist them to overcome their patterns. And of course I use this ability as an energetic healer.
  • My Neptun is in Scorpio, near the MC, what made me wonder a long time in my life, what my “mission” might be. Interestingly enough I struggled with the unknown, but didn´t realize at that time how unusual it was that I always knew that I came in with a mission. How about that topic now? Well, I can sense that I´m on my path, but I do not know what tomorrow will bring. And I am very fine with that.
  • My Piesces-Venus could easily be “all over the place”, but instead of loosing myself, I feel a deep love for all that is, I am connected with creation itself.
  • Having very earthly, but also Piesces/Neptun energy in my chart I felt for a long time a deep inner conflict between my spiritual path and the earthly needs. Now I understand that I am perfectly skilled to bring heaven to earth. I am able to find god in the dirt of the earth.

These are just examples. See the energies in your chart like colors that you may use to paint a picture. How you want to use these colors is up to you. You do not have to express these energies in the way they have been showing up until now. You can change your perception and use these colors/energies in a way that feels much better. Be creative and express your beautiful light!

 

Venus retrograte = Time to heal your heart

At the moment Venus is going retro, what is a perfect time to heal old heartbreaks. Venus looking at the past doesn´t seem to fit to the other energies, many of them in Aries, wanting to initiate something new. But when we think about it again, it is making perfect sense. How often did we start anew just to recognize we´ve recreated our past?! So, this time we´ll be wiser and not take our unfinished business with us. Use the cosmic energies to move on, without your old burdens of guilt, shame, pain and conflict.

The place to heal your old wounds and heartbreaks you´ll find inside of you – nowhere else. You do not need the others forgiveness, excuse or evolvement to heal. No matter what you did to someone or what someone did to you, you can now decide to be free.

So often I´ve seen an endless repetition of hurt people that hurt people, life after life after life. And while the incarnated parts did horrible things to each other, the involved souls have always been connected in love. We come here to make experiences, to grow. When you cling on your past and repeat it you don´t. When you stay in the 3d perspective, you´ll find a hundred reasons to hurt and to be hurt. When you watch it out of the souls perspective you only find love. Love breaks every painchain.

Love also takes back your own power and your freedom and also hands back their power and freedom to the others. No matter what they do with it. Here is a trap for the lightworker: Yes, when you heal yourself it has an impact on the other, but it may nevertheless take five lifetimes until you can talk to each other in a constructive, loving way. Do not expect the other to evolve simultaneously. When it happens it is a beautiful wonder, but in most cases people still repeat their old patterns. That is something I had to learn myself the hard way. You are only responsible for your own evolvement. Do not allow others to slow down your own progress. You are free and they are free. That´s the real issue behind the retrograde Venus: Love yourself enough to set yourself and the other free. That topic might even get stronger next week, when Venus goes back into Piesces. Do not become a martyr out of love, do not buy into stuff like guilt, but instead resurrect out of love and become one with all that is.

When Love has healed your past, you´ll be ready to create a beautiful, new future. That´s what we came for. Everything is always working out perfectly well, when you go with the flow and  ride the heavenly energies with love and joy.

Shine your light!

 

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