Month: March 2018

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The externalisation of power

We are raised in a way that we believe deeply in our smallness and unworthyness. We are trained to see us as powerless. A lot of people train us, because they believe it themselves…and some do so because they take advantage of others with intend. And as we incarnate on earth in a very helpless state as newborns, we have evidence for these misperceptions, that then start to form our reality. We may live in an endless circle of fear (false evidence appearing real), as we experience unpleasant circumstances that reinforce our perception and creation. Endless repetitions of poverty, bad luck, ailments, injustices etc.

It might be a running gag throughout the galaxies that on earth we hand over our power to outer circumstances, never aware that we might take back our power at any time. Actually we can never give away our power truly, we just externalize it. That´s why we blame our boss, partner, parents, government etc. pp. But why do they rule at all? Because we refuse to accept our own responsibility. Power equals responsibility. We can not take it for others and we can not hand it to others, that´s just distortion and illusion to do so.

In my family once was a young guy thrown into war and taken prisoner at age 17, while WWII. He and the others have been forced to dig their own graves. How? Well with a gun in front of him. But what did he do? He throwed away the showel and said to the soldier in front of him: “Go, dig yourself.” He took the responsibility that he might die a few minutes earlier, but he refused to hand over his power. Well, the russian soldier didn´t shot him, but has beaten him really really hard and let him lie on the ground to die. But guess what? A female doctor came along, fell in love with her young enemy and saved his life. Very touching and encouraging story. Sometimes life has to send us into the extremes to make us learn our lessons.

I went into the extremes very often myself, I have spend endless times trying to “help” people, that just wanted someone to join their pitty-party, validate their stories or take responsibility for them and carry their burden. And oh yes, I did, as I didn´t know better or thought people wouldn´t know better. But finally I understood and remembered to not allow others to distract me from my real mission.. I came for those, that really want to evolve. For those that want to take back their lifes to walk on their own sovereign path.

I realized, that when I accept how things are, they will never change. And I came as a gamechanger.

No matter if someone asks for my advice or a healing-session: I only work with those, that are aware, that I am just their assistant in their own process. A masterly assistant, as my presence makes it possible to see more clearly or to receive the healing frequencies. I just remind them, as they hold it inside of themselves and I just help to reconnect with it.

People have no idea how mighty they are. If you have ever been haunted by demons or guided by angels…believe it or not, but they are formed by the externalization of the human ability to create. You might feel like sh*t, but you are a living god. One that might have ailments, relationsship-issues, money-problems, wrinkles and no hope….but you created them…and you are the one who can decide to be happy under all circumstances. That´s what I did. I chose happiness over pain, that´s been all…but that´s a tough and lifechanging choice. I had to face some really ugly stories, when looking at my own responsibilities. Most people run from truth, from pain, from responsibility. Please don´t, as you can not escape anyway, but you will suffer endlessly when you try. Turn around, look your demons in the eye and watch them reintegrate into you.

Last year something Teal Swan said while an event in Basel opened my eyes. She said that most of the people in the spiritual community are somehow like drug-addicted. People who are going into spirituality normally do so because they are traumatized. Badly injured, like after a car-accident, having all bones broken. You might give them morphine as a painkiller, but if you just give the painkiller and do no other surgery, they will not recover at all but become junkies. Well it´s true. Most people just want a quick fix, as they need a painkiller, a new high. That´s why they run from event to event, from healer to healer, from teacher to teacher. They don´t want Soulutions, they want their next shot of happiness and escape. I understood that this was a powerful truth. I decided that I will not sell the next shot into nirvana. I came to change this planet, not to escape and I will not waste my time with those that try to avoid the responsibility for their own lifes.

I know it is hard to do, but take back all you´ve projected outwards. You need a helping hand and companions, yes, we all need that once in a while, that´s what all of my work is about, to assist and encourage others. But you can not become dependent on anyone or anything when you want to be happy, free and thriving. And that´s what I wish for all of us…this will bring true abundance, connection and joy to this planet. No one can do it for you and you do not have to do it on your own…but for yourself. <3

When someone does you wrong…do not allow them

When people do you wrong….do not allow them. How? By making sure you will not leave yourself and the loving truth of your heart.

It doesn´t matter if they try to steal, cheat, manipulate, deceive or accuse you. Do not give in. Feel inside of you, be honest and true to yourself and it doesn´t matter what others express about themselves. And there´s no need to argue with them. You do not need to convince someone or be convinced by someone. Don´t enter someone elses game and do not try to drag others in yours. Just stay loyal and true towards yourself. Listen to your own inner voice and truth.

For many years…and many lifetimes…I couldn´t understand why people would do these things to me….kill me after I healed them, abandoned, deceived and abused me as an answer to my Love. If you feel that way, you can only end the heartbreak and pain when changing perspective. Come to the point where it has no meaning at all what others express about their character and values. It´s none of your business and goes home with them. The only thing that matters is that you shall not leave yourself or let yourself down. Always and under all circumstances you have to stand loyal and true towards yourselve.

Nothing shall come between you and you.

I am loving myself no matter what. And by the way I love my wrongdoer relentlessly. I will not allow their malicious ways to infect me and the beauty of my heart. I will never give in, I am stubborn about my love as can be. I turn anything used against me into fuel of compassion. They need it, they are onto a long, long road of painful experiences. They will not escape themselves, no matter their games, distractions and deceptions.

No one can escape themselves. And all human distortion is caused by the effort to do so.

People want someone else to love them, as they do not love themselves. They try to steal others time, money, attention, energy, as they have lost  their connection home. Someone who is one with him/herself is connected with the source of all that is.

When being aligned with yourself you change from beggar to sovereign.

As I love everyone relentlessly, do I turn the other cheek? Pfft. I am a living bridge to the New Earth, that for sure doesn´t mean people are allowed to walk all over me. It´s an energetic so(u)lution. They can not cross, when not a match. It´s as easy as this. Pretending doesn´t work. You´ve gotta be it.

So you may just relax. No one can do you wrong, they all screw themselves and stay behind. Just walk on. Enter the vibes of the New Earth. It´s absolutely safe and pure there.

The Ticket Home

All my life I´ve had this memory that I couldn´t explain for a long time, as it didn´t make sense to my mind. I remembered a kind of heavenly meadow, where I´ve lived with the other beautiful expressions of source. Our Soul remembers in pictures, so to me it was like a meadow and we, including me, felt like innocent children, pure and very aware of each other, all being within an energetic field. This field was not created by an outer source, it was us, being conscious of being conscious, what includes each others presence.

Each individual was a sovereign self and we´ve been aware of all of creation around us. To me it is my natural state of being. For many years I thought that this is a memory from a long-gone past, as our mind thinks linear, while it turned out that the place I entered from really is the future, what is also not totally correct, as it is no-time, cause multidimensional.

I have not been between the first that went onto this adventure, into this dense energy of 3d earth. Instead I witnessed how those that went here lost their connection. The ones that tried to find out what happened and entered “later”, too. It´s been as if they had never existed, had nothing to do with time or distance, but with the inner connection through awareness. Connection is created by being anchored within while being aware of all of creation. They lost it. Something that was unbelievable to me. How can one not feel all that is? The Inner Net. So I followed them and the last thing I remember from that decission was going into pure horror and blackness. Coming here is an traumatic experience for those that remember how home feels like.

To make that clear: I didn´t come to “save” someone. I came because I am an adventurous soul. All Souls are adventurous. And I came because I am Love. All Souls are Love.

If someone wants to be saved: That I am not. I am not a saviour, I am a reminder. One has to be it themselves. No one can do it for another, as we are all sovereign beings by eternal law.

Most people follow someone else and just try to be saved or at least distracted from their trauma and pain. Even the ones on a spiritual path. Sorry to say that, but this is not working. I went myself through deep, deep trauma and pain, I know how it feels like, how one just wants an end of suffering, but really no one can do it for us. And at the same time you do not have to make it on your own. The more we are the easier it gets for the individual.

What I´ve got to offer is way more precious than escape. I am remembering and embodying the frequency of home.

Being an empath means one can sense the energies of another being. So the ones that have empathy are the ones that can benefit the most from me, emanating my energies. They will be able to sense and then remember. I didn´t come alone and we are becoming more and more second by second, it´s unstoppable now. When those that are ready meet, they activate the frequencies within each other. They do not have to meet in person. You just have to go inside and feel. The Inner Net is activated on this planet. And that´s the beautiful thing about it. No one and nothing can stop it now. I have been one of the living tojans to bring down the old, distorted matrix. It is already spreading like wildfire behind the scenes. It´s amazing and as it doesn´t depend on a single being to continue no one can end it. The only way for the distorted old to survive is to transmute into the healed new.

And to make it clear on the Earth-Day. This planet doesn´t need to be saved. It is a living, conscious, sovereign being. Did you really think it needs saviours? It saved itself by sending out healing cells, conscious co-worker like me. Those that remember the divine blueprint of balance, but had been dormand for a long time. We are like divine sleeper-cells, all activated by perfect timing, to bring down the illness of the distorted consciousness that had infected and tried to overtake this planet.

The Earth really doesn´t need to be saved, it is going through a self-healing process of cleansing, that´s all. But it is inviting those of you that want to connect with it. Those of you, that want to remember their original blue-print, just alike her, and co-create the New Earth.

Your vibe attracts and activates your tribe.

I have met those of my own kind over the last month. We co-created the wildfire of healing fever that is now cleansing this planet. I almost stopped working one-on-one and I am mostly working on the collective. The collective transition towards the new Earth has nothing to do with the mass-consciousness, just the opposite, it´s the literally middle-finger towards it. When connecting to the new earth you have to be sovereign. The Inner Net can only be reached through awareness. No slaves or overtakers will enter the New Earth. One can also not cheat or pretend, you have to be it.

I´ve started to create a meditation series with my beloved co-workers and sovereign embodied siblings, Therese Wenk and Muriel Shickman and we are starting this series on March 25th 2018 with the Planet Earth in general to then move towards different areas on this planet. Oded Lobel, a young healer from Israel, is going to join us on this event to channel/sing with the earth as his singing tones will make the frequencies available for even more people.

You can not miss the event, as it is happening outside of time and space on the quantum level. It will be in the field anyway, but to benefit personally you can join and get activated or can just celebrate the reconnection. If you can´t make it at the given time, you can tune into the replay later. For those that enter live the replay is included in their fee, as an appreciation of their  contribution.

While the participants will just relax, breath and injoy, all the “healers” are combining their special gifts and frequencies, what is an energetic high five, literally changing reality for those that choose it.

There´s no place like home.

 

 

Gratitude as a gateway to sensuality

Today I will give a webinar about gratitude. It´ll be in german, for those that speak it and are interested, here you´ll find the event and later the replay: https://www.edudip.com/w/286440

For the rest I´ll share an aspect of gratitude, that many are not aware of:

Gratitude is a gateway to sensuality.

Of course it is also working the other way around. When you come to your senses you become aware of the richness and abundance of life, that is constantly surrounding you.

There are many ways how we can enter. Some people are handicapped by an ailment, at least for a while, and suddenly they feel this wave of gratitude for all that is working properly in their body, that they have never thought of before. Most of the time we are not aware of all the wonders in our lifes. And so if they are suddenly taken or questioned we realize how many blessings are existing in our lifes.

Death is showing us how alive we are, poverty shows us our abundance, ailment our health, loneliness the wonder of love. In my case I had a huge “Aha-Moment” a few years ago, when visiting a friend. I have had no money, been even in debt, she had no money, just left her husband and the appartment she lived in seemed really dangerous, as the roof was almost coming down. But we sat there, sharing cheap tea and cookies…and most of all much love and laughter. We had the attitude of two queens, sitting in a palace (we are both capricornian chicks…we are indeed queens, no matter the circumstances) and I felt everything we shared and enjoyed so intensly, that I understood we have always reason for gratitude. It changed my perspective from lack to abundance.

And with the attitude of gratitude you´ll always be happy. When I returned home I took a shower, something that is very normal for a westerner. But this time I realized how blessed I am to have clean water, even in the perfect temperature and when I did I became aware of the light that touched the cascades of water, that turned into sparkeling diamonds and prism of light in all colours of the rainbow. I´m sure we all have showered under  diamonds and rainbows in our life, but when you are with your mind somewhere else, your bank-account, the results of your health-check next week, the lover that left you three month ago or the business meeting later, you will not be aware of the blessing and the beauty available in this amazing moment.

Opening your eyes for the blessings that you receive in this very second, can be one of the big life-changers. Once you´ll find the right attitude of gratitude you´ll receive so many blessings. They are everywhere and when you open up to injoy them fully, that´s really opening you for sensuality.

Have a blessed, healthy and wealthy day and open up to feel the richness that is always available, under all circumstances. Much love <3

Why the EmPath has to anchor within

Being an EmPath is for many a path of struggle, pain and exhaustion. When we feel everything around us so intensely, that´s just a massive overload, especially when we live in huge cities, meeting lots and lots of people every day.

Therefore it is absolutely crucial that we learn to master our special abilities. In my case my abilities have to do with “tuning into energy fields”, especially emotional energy fields. And this picture of “tuning in” is pointing out clearly how to handle all the energies.

Think of yourself as a radio. One that has not learned by now to choose the prefered station and lets all of them in at once. Plus it might have an issue with its ground wire.

When all radio-stations come in at once, that´s of course just a horrible noise. No wonder when an EmPath is depleated at the end of the day, feeling just stressed out. When I look back I really wonder how I´ve been able to survive under these conditions.

What helped me on my path was to finally realize that I´m able to choose the radio station. When I first heared of that idea I doubted that this is possible and you might feel the same reading this. But it really is possible, just it needs a.) your intend and b.) practise.

There are many tools out there, that help while that process. I personally chose some breathing technics from the Heartmath Institute, as they are very quick, easy and effective to use. Shamir Ladhani offers every monday a free 15 minutes session, the “Espresso Shot” for people to learn about these methods. It helped me to learn to anchor within myself, what is crucial for all people at the moment, but especially for EmPaths.

When it comes to the intend you might stumble over an interesting point: You have to ask yourself, why you chose to open all channels at once. Of course it is somehow part of your being to be empathic, like being a cat or a human is a given and can not be changed. But when your skill is hindering you, makes you struggle even, than it is worth looking at it, how it comes that we overdo it so much. I know that this doesn´t seem like a conscious choice, but even our subconscious choices have a reason and can be changed. There might be a hidden benefit or belief behind it. I can not answer this for you, just share what I found out in my case. Maybe this inspires you or gives you a clue for finding out about your own reasons.

As I mentioned before I didn´t believe that I can have a say when it came to my empathic abilities. I couldn´t imagine, that I can learn to fine-tune them and so I just felt overwhelmed, without a choice. And that´s just not been true.

Another believe that I had, one of my reasons why I lived with all channels open at once, has been that in my childhood I had to be constantly alert, as I´ve been raised in a dangerous environment. I realized that this had imprinted me with the idea to live in a dangerous world, that needs constant attention on my surrounding.

Another obstacle was the strange idea to be somehow responsible for the well-being of the people around me. Many EmPath have that, those on a spiritual path especially. I will explore this topic deeper in an upcoming article, but for todays topic it is enough to realize that this is one of the misperceptions, that cause an EmPath to focus on the outer world, to prioritize “the other”.

When you found out what is the hidden benefit or belief that causes you to overdo your beautiful talent, you can feel into it and decide if the benefit is really worth it and if your beliefs are helpful for your path.

As many EmPath struggle with it, they do not know that they have an option to learn to handle their gifts and still serve mankind.

In my own case I found out, that I serve mankind best when I learn to anchor within myself. Therefore I had to learn to make my own well-being and groundedness my top priority. The reason for that has been my Monthly Rose Touch. I had to understand that  I have to be fully anchored within myself to be able to hold a stable connection to the participants all over the world.

It´s been common sense that made me avoid distractions as much as possible each month while that special day. It didn´t make sense at all to allow someone to challenge my serenity, when dozens people would benefit from my balanced state while the Rose Touch. So I stayed with myself most of that day, to not have outer distractions. And that worked out so well and I benefit so much from it, that I learned to take that centered attitude into the rest of my life.

Fact is, that I always knew how peace, love, harmony feels like, that´s my “home station”. That´s the real gift I brought in. I guess most of the EmPath know how home feels like, that´s why they get stressed by the dissonnant noise here. Fact is also that I came to send out this station, for sure I did not enter this life to instead loose myself in others disharmonious vibes.

What helps anchoring and grounding? Being in nature, meditation and all kinds of arts help me to ground and focus and I know a lot of EmPaths that enjoy these relaxing activities, too. But you have to find out what suits you personally. All I share is just to inspire you to find your own truth.

And I can tell you that the more you practise to fill your cup first, the more you are able to become an overflowing fountain. And that´s what an EmPath is as his/her highest potential. A fountain of Love, Joy and Compassion.

You are precious and much needed in this world. Please treat yourself with much honor, love and respect. That includes to not allow others to feed off you or to bring you down. You help no one when you allow those destructive behaviours, may it be you towards yourself or by allowing outside sources to mistreat you.

When you follow that path you´ll be more and more able to be resilient towards outer influences. But you have to go inwards to be able to go outwards. You have to first take care for yourself. And then inspire others to also take care for themselves. In this way we´ll co-create a world of happy, fulfilled people.

Shine your precious Lovelight.

If you´ve injoyed this article and would like to learn about “Energetic Boundaries“, the recording of a NeuSpace Conversation about that topic might be also helpful for you.

Rose News – Freedom, Healing and Collaborations

Lately I´m all about collaborations. Well, being part of creation we are meant to be collaborative, just you need the right timing, people, awareness and circumstances to start the ball rolling.

And he did! Together with Therese Wenk and Muriel Shickman we created a threesome healing event about abuse, that really did rock. The feedback of our participants have been absolutely moving and touching. I´m totally happy that we had been so brave to get into such a deep and difficult topic via the internet. As we had to find out, we, coming together, did not only work with our participants, but they have been chosen representatives for mankind, and we together have been working with the collective consciousness. In case you missed it, the replay is available here: #metoo Quantum Healing Space Webinar with 3 Healers.

And when clicking on the following link, you can buy the replay of another amazing co-creation with Therese and Muriel:  Free to be me. We have been working at the individual and collective human, to help them let go of unhealthy bonds and to open up for the own truth, to express it freely. You´ll find it in the media and hopefully in your own life very soon. Every one of us came to earth to bring forth something only we can bring to life, and everyone of us has something beautiful and precious to add to this planet. Please dare it, like we did!

And last weekend the “Rose Talk & Rose Touch” has been taking place, with special guest Muriel Shickman about the topic of the Rising of the Roses. In its core we spoke about the rising of mankind. I´ve decided to put out the replay on YouTube. Even when many people might not really understand what the Rose Touch is and what we´ve been discussing with the guests on this evening, the energies of that call have been amazingly beautiful and everyone benefitting from it, just by tuning into it, is a gift for humanity. So inJoy the leading edge of spirituality…a bunch of giggeling gals, blowing you minds away and gifting you with love and bliss… 😉

What´s next? A NeuSpace Interview on the 10th/11th of March 2018 (depending on your timezone) with Alexis Srsa. She´s giving sessions and webinars and is very much alike Muriel and me, an Artist of life, expressing in a million ways the richness of the own Soul to encourage and assist others on their journey. Well and today, 6th of March is her birthday. And tomorrow, 7th of March, is Muriels Birthday. Happy joyous Pisces-Party, beloved Ladies.  <3 <3 <3

On 14th of March Muriel and I are inviting you to join us for the next monthly NeuSpace Talk. Topic will be Visions and Seeing Potentials’ I´m really looking forward to see you on that call 😉 <3

Well, and March 25th we are starting a new series. As Therese, Muriel and I are global players in it´s best meaning, a very new and beautiful way of working with the collective consciousness and of course very much connected with this lovely planet, we will start a meditation series. We will start with a “Meditation with Mother Earth” And no that´s not a grammatic error, but intent. Just alike every cell in your body is coworking to create the being you refer to, when saying “I”, so we are, collectively seen, co-workers with this amazingly beautiful body, named Gaia. You can not incarnate here, when there wouldn´t be an agreement between Gaia and your beingness to work together. We want to bring awareness into this beautiful collaboration, making it a lovestory of sorts.

We will then move to different parts of this globe, starting with Africa on 15th of April and moving towards India on May 6th, 2018. The fee for the ones that enter live will be only 3,-€ for each event to make it affordable for everyone and to value the contribution of the ones that help to co-create the event.

Have a great time, shine your light and help others to let their light shine, too.