To gain integrity it is necessary that you don´t give a f*ck. Cause when you can get compromissed by anything or anyone, you will.
To gain true integrity you have to become totally free and sovereign. A long journey it has been in my case. Like many of my kind I´ve been tourchured and killed so often, everything that I love has been taken from me and every dream I have had has been shattered into pieces a million times. It had to. To become free of all of it in this lifetime.
And you have to become free with a totally open heart, that feels all the pain, all the losses, all the doubts, all the fears….and still loves absolutely relentlessly. That´s how you gain compassion and wisdom.
I have had close relatives dying in my early childhood and lovers been taken from me under tragic circumstances. The ones that I loved and trusted have abandoned and betrayed me. I´ve been scared half to death by big money and I´ve been standing at my own grave from a pastlife in 2016 to then die alive in 2017. It teached me that I am eternal and all my loved ones are too. Nothing ever happened to me or to them. We are save and eternally in love with each other no matter what happens.
I´ve been offered money, love, importance and the false light. And I chose the I AM, not an outer source of fullfilment.
So in case you have experienced similar things, it´s not been a punishment or a task, it´s been just the result of your own choice to become free and untamed, eternal and sovereign. A master, a living god/dess, a sovereign. You´ve always been, but you had forgotten. If you read this, this is your friendly reminder and reassurance.
You are dearly loved, you are abundant beyond messure and your soul tribe is just waiting around the corner. You will receive all of it, the very moment you do not need it any longer. You get what you are. If you are fear, you´ll receive fear, if you are lack you will receive lack. And it´s funny, you can be abundant with a cuppa tea and the laughter of a friend or be a poor and lonely fool in a castle. Not because you are punished, but because you are a creator and you can fool and deceive the whole world including yourself, but not creation itself. It will mirror your being.
Integrity means to live who you are. Not to believe in values, but to live them, to embody your highest truth. Nothing is allowed to come between you and you.
Saturn the ruler of capricorn is in capricorn the next two years. He´ll deliver what you seeded. If you do not like the deliveries, you´ve gotta go within and be totally honest with yourself where you still corrupt yourself. When you have found your true self, nothing can harm you any longer. You will be save, no matter the circumstances, because you will no longer leave yourself. It is you with your eternal I Am. Your eternal light and your neverending love united within you.
May you be happy, may you be healthy, may you be free.