Month: July 2017

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The next Monthly Rose Touch, 12th of August, 2017

The next free Group-Session in 2017 will take place August 12th,  at 10 p.m. my time (Germany). Here you can find your time zone: http://www.thetimezoneconverter.com/

When you can´t make it at the given time, just join at “your perfect time”, as this happens in the Quantum Field.

How does the Monthly Rose Touch work?

The Sessions take place in the Quantum field. At the given time you find yourself a nice place and make sure you won´t be disturbed for at least 30 minutes. Make it a comfortable experience, maybe lit a candle, burn incense, play relaxation music or whatever helps you to get into a calm, meditative state. Breath calm while you focus onto your heart, as it is your gate. Imagine to open your heart and enter a holy place, where you sit between roses to receive the high frequencies of OneLove delivered to you through the Inner Net. (The Inner Net is connecting all that is. You enter it through your consciousness, no devices needed.)

The Rose Touch is a quantum experience and the only things required is your intend to participate, to open your heart and to receive these high frequencies. While the session every subscriber is adressed as a part of the group, but I am also focussing for a moment on each participant at the end of the session, to send him what s/he might need personally.

If you want to participate put your name under this post or message me. Please don´t put someone elses name to the list, as free will is very important in this case. Sole exceptions are your own children that are under 14 years or your pets, as you are their care-takers. For each month you´ve got to sign in anew if you´ve enjoyed it and want more.

Guided Meditation: For the ones, that would prefer to be guided into the Meditation, I´ve recorded a visit into your own inner Rosegarden to receive the Rose Touch as an extra offer. To download the meditation klick on the colored Link: Monthly Rose Touch Medi

Everybody else may just use his own music and meditation practise. The Session will take place at least 30 minutes, but some people enjoyed it for many hours. Trust your own feelings, how long you want to stay in the field.

A personal statement: I´m honored to be able to hold this field and deliver these outstanding energies. But this is not about me or my human persona. I want to make that very clear. It is  a coworking of the human with the divine and activating the pure Loveenergy that resides in all living beings. It is your own essence you´ll experience, what creates the blessings and healings. Please feel invited to share this message with likeminded, cause every participant is adding to the choir of energies and strengthening the field, although s/he benefits from it. Welcome to the New Earth. Let´s love it into life!

Shine your light precious soul!

Your inner knowing

We have been trained for such a long time to search outside of us for knowledge, to than put it inside of us and to re-member it later. The reason for that is a deeply ingrained feeling of “not enough”. We have been told in a hundred ways that we are unworthy and that we need to search outside to become “better”.

This couldn´t be further from the truth. It is the other way around. Inside of you is the source of all that is. You have to make contact with her, to get to all the answers you need. You are already infinite, you´ve just not realized it by now (well, some of my readers actually have 😉 )

Yes, our human brain/mind is limited, but the source of our being is not. You´ve gotta make contact with that source and it will answer directly or lead you to someone or some place where your answer is to be found. Therefore the highest priority in life should be our inner alignment. When we are in alignment we can sense it when someone else is not in alignment, that his answers or informations are maybe not accurate. And I can feel it also within my body when someone is giving an important information or insight, something inside of me is than getting excited and very present. I know a few people, that have that also. It can literally safe your life to learn to go inside and awake the sense of inner knowing. An it makes life in so many ways more easy and relaxed.

How did I find out about the inner knowing? The first evidences of this inner knowing I received many years ago in situations…where I knew nothing at all.  That´s an important hint, as what you mentally know gets easily in the way of your inner knowing. In my early days the inner knowing did work the best when my human self had no answers. I am someone who has no interest at all in technological details. My brain refuses to deal with it. But sometimes I “repair” technical devices, without even knowing what I do. And my human mind is really bad at physics, but another aspect of me is really good when it gets quantum.

I used to make jokes that my angels are amazing as they are supertalented in all areas of life, they can drive a car and are outstanding in tax-law. I am a real bad driver. And the morning when I had to get my driver-licence (what is not so easy in germany) I was so nervous, that I felt as if my body doesn´t even belong to me. Driving a car in that state? Well, an inner aspect just took over and it´s been the only time in my life when I was able to even park that car absolutely perfect. At another occasion I had to write an examine about tax-law. Even under best conditions, learning like crazy, that would only give me an average result. But that day I was totally out of my mind (!), as my husband has been in hospital, seriously ill, I didn´t have had even one minute sleep the night before and have had no time and brain to learn. I was sure the outcome would be a remarkable failure, but grabbed my pen and started answering the questions to at least not give up without trying. Well…when we got the exams back,  the teacher held mine in her hands and looked at me…with delight! She told me in front of the other students its been the best practice. She´d use it as a sample solution from now on.

It´s really interesting and typical human that it took me many, many years until I understood what had really happened in these cases. I handed over to my inner knowledge, to a higher aspect of mine, as I didn´t have any other solutions. And how totally insane in hindsight, that I kept on the years in between to worry about a million things in my life or to allow others to tell me what to do or what not to do, while having access to all that I need.

The way I see it, the human mind and brain is a tool. But inside of us lives a Master that knows how to use the tool-box.

You´ll do yourself a big favour, when you stop trying so hard to find answers, but instead make connection with your core. It´s your  access to all knowledge. Here are 9 helpful insights about the inner knowing:

  1. Although you have access to all knowledge, you´ll only get to know what you need to know. Memories from past-lifes for example may only show up, when useful and needed. Otherwise they´d cause distractions.
  2. It might be that a knowledge will not appear, when you need an experience. If you´d know that someone will hurt you, you´d refuse to enter that relationship, although the lesson is needed.
  3. The inner knowing always responds to the now moment. Therefore yesterdays answer might not be the same as todays answer. That is also the reason why other peoples answers are often not for you. If others deliver your answer you will feel a resonance with their answer inside of you.
  4. When you haven´t found your solution by now, it is not the right moment. Heaven never comes too early 😉
  5. You can give intend, but not demand it. You can not force it, just allow it.
  6. Do not sit around and wait for your answer. That´s like a child asking a thousand times: “Are we there?” Better relax, have fun and enjoy the journey.
  7. Have a loving, trusting relationship with yourself. This is the most important connection you can ever have. It´s for eternity. You with you.
  8. Very often your answer comes from an outside source. A song in the radio. Someone making a remark. A title of a book. But it is the inner source leading your awareness to the answers. An outside source isn´t the answer, it provides it. And you have to check if an outer answer resonates with you. That´s actually the training ground, to fine-tune your sense of inner knowing.
  9. Inner knowledge is. It never argues. It just knows. All voices in your head that are arguing, are other aspects, maybe some fearful aspect, often named ego. Be kind and loving to this aspect, it is like a child or an animal, that is frightened. Never argue with your mind. Just understand what is going on. Learn to listen to the often very calm and silent voice, that just knows. It´s up to you, to decide what voice you listen to.

Have fun and shine your inner light of eternal knowing <3

 

Anchoring within ourselves

The New Earth is entered in a state of souvereignty. Therefore it is really important to clean our own system from attachments and interfering energies of others.

You are a divine being, you “need” nothing from others and you “owe” nothing to others. Of course we are cooperating, but with independent, free beings, that are holding the same frequency of a Master. It is really important to understand the difference between cooperations between independent being and the co-dependent structures of the old earth. In the old earth there have been servants for every Master, in the new energy all are Masters, all in service to the whole by free will, without any pressure, domination or manipulation.

That´s the reason why the “false light”, that still has invested in domination and deception, can not enter it. It is a state of being, therefore pretending doesn´t work. At the moment, there are a lot of distractions…and I´m sure there will be more to come over the next weeks, so come back to your own space again and again. Make connection to your own core being, by anchoring within yourself. Meditation, time in nature, moderate forms of sports and creating all kinds of arts are perfect to anchor within yourself. Make conscious connection with Mother Earth, as grounding is needed for ascending 😉

Well and let go of all kinds of attachments and entanglements. We have created strong bonds with others and we might be afraid to let go of them, but I can assure you, that we can not loose someone who we love. This has been a lesson that took me many lifetimes and I know how I was afraid that people, that I love might not come with me. Many years ago I have been shown how I insisted to climb  with the masses a stairway, although I had free access to an elevator out of glass. I was holding myself back, because I didn´t want to leave anyone behind. That´s been my weakpoint and it´s been used, until I finally got the message. The loving heart of the lightworker can become his weakpoint. Dear ones, everyone has to decide for him and herself, how they wanna live. It is their birthright, as it is yours and mine. Let them be and let them choose their adventures. That´s true love.

I know that many hold this fear in their heart, but fear doesn´t help anybody. I was shown in a dream a few days ago, how lightworker have been holding free spaces for people that will not come. Well, but we might also be astonished who will surprisingly show up.

The energies over the next weeks, the opening of the lions gate and the eclipse season are bringing in amazing beautiful energies. We are all trying to figure out what to do next, how to express who we are. Well, first of all we have to let go of all that we are not. If you need a process to clean out of your field those energies, that do not belong to you, I can recommend a process of Jim Self, that I stumbled over “accidently”, as I needed it myself, having catched some energies that haven´t been mine. The Process he is offering for free is named “The Power of the Rose”, what made me of course grin. If you click on this Link, you´ll be directed to his webside.

I want to remind you that the Leo´s energy can be lived in  two ways, the “Poser” and the “Souvereign”. The first needs admiration and the spotlight from the outside to feed him, as he hasn´t found his own core by now. The second is anchored within himself, shining his own light out into the world. Well, I´d love to see you, shining your light!

The Lack Mentality – One of humanities biggest obstacles

We do not have wars, criminality and pollution because of lack of ressources. We have lack of ressources because of our Lack Mentality.

The global level is created by the sum of all individuals. It can therefore only be solved on that personal level. You may be angry at the government or curse Monsanto, but they only exist because we let them. They are created as an expression of our thoughts, feelings and actions. When we buy their product we make them big. When we refuse to feed them, they´ll crumble. Some people might some day start to create apps to inform us, whom we are giving our money and what these companies invest in. This might change this planet very quickly. “They” won´t change until we change. And that´s a real big task, cause we are collectively trapped in a consciousness that is trained to compete, rule, dominate. And all of that not in a playful, easy way, but with much seriousness, as the feeling behind it is fear. Everyone is hunting and hoarding all day, every day, because of that deeply ingrained believe in lack.

Watch your childrens games. Do they express joy and creativity or is it a training for the lifelong hunt for better, higher, more? There´s nothing wrong with trying to evolve, that´s the expressive, playful way to live a joyous life. The intend behind the action makes the difference between heaven and hell. Joy and self-expression or fear and lack.

When people act out desctructive, it is out of lack. There are many forms of perceived lack, lack of time, self-worth, trust, opportunities, love, freedom. And most of them are an inner idea and not an outer reality. Of course, when you have no food and no shelter, you´ve gotta take actions for your survival. But even than it is not helpful to take actions out of a beggars mind. Don´t get me wrong, I have met beggars that have been richer and more free in their mind, than others living in a huge villa. It is again the mindset, that makes the difference.

The reason why some beggars I met have been free and rich, was that they never felt unsafe. They trusted in life. They had nothing to loose and found their own form of happiness. I´m sure they´ve not been the average homeless, they´ve been sended to me to give me master-lessons and I honour them, by sharing their gift with you.

We may wish for many things, but we are all challenged the most when our lack is seen on our bank-account, that´s when we can sing mantras all days long, but cannot get rid of that naggin´feeling inside.

A few years ago, the universe gave me an awesome lesson in the money-area. I had left my safe life, to do what I love. But as I didn´t trust in my future I´ve been struggeling with my business. The Law of Attraction never fails. Lack attracts lack. I realized what was going on, and thought that I need to get rid of that feeling of lack, so I ordered a big pile of money by the universe, to be able to keep on with what I really love: my writings and spiritual studies. I wrote a message on a piece of paper every day, saying that by the 11th of May I´ll have that amount of money and added a few actions throughout my days to brainwash myself out of the lack. Well, nothing seemed to happen…On the 11th of May I was disappointed that I didn´t manifest my abundance and questioned myself. Well it´s been already end of May, I had searched for and found a part-time job meanwhile, when I looked into my diary and it hit me like a hammer. The universe had answered my wish, without me realizing it! It has been the 10th of May in the afternoon, when a friendly voice on my mobile had informed me, that they´d love to make a contract over four years with me. It´s very ununsual to get a four year contract in public service. When I did the math what the netto-income in these four years would be, it´s been exactly the number I had written down. My angels have a gorgeous sense of humor. The universe hadn´t delivered what I thought I needed, a pile of money. It gave me safety, cause that´s what my feeling of lack has really been about.  I am 48 years now, every day in my life I have had a roof over my head and food, sometimes very simple, sometimes really luxurious, but heaven has never let me down. Not even when I didn´t believe in myself, but in lack.

This experience reminded me of the Kryon-Channeling when he talked about the Israelites walking for 40 years through the desert, being fed for 40 years, but worrying and complaining every day. When he was in Tel Aviv this year, he told the audience that nothing has changed, that they´d still walk in circles. And it is true. We all do. We all believe in lack.

How to change it? A few days ago, I wrote how we can focus on the areas of our life, that are abundant: Klick on the link, to get to the article. And a while ago, I wrote about, how to create reference-points, to attract manifestations.

Gratitude is key to leave lack behind. Having a gratitude-journal is still one of the best ideas. But you need the right kind of feeling to make it work . Therefore I recommend another article about the -right-kind-of-gratitude/.

To leave lack behind we need to find inner freedom, peace and trust. Than all that we really need, will show up. Sometimes we insist stubbornly on a wish, that is not in our highest interest. I have received some lessons in that area, realizing afterwards that all was always as it should be. And beware, lack is infectious as others tell you their standards, how you have to prove that you are good enough. Old earth lack consciousness. Don´t join them. Leave the desert and be happy, grateful and celebrate life, no matter the circumstances. Be the change.

Personas, stories and the own path.

We i-dentify with our story. The stories we have collected, about us and others, are shaping our personality and the way we look at life. And everybody has different stories, that are than creating what we see as the own his(s)tory. In the end every person is walking through life in an own kind of reality-bubble. We tend to identify with this bubble, but it is just a way we chose to express our selves. The trouble on planet earth starts when we believe to be the bubble. Or maybe worse, when we want to overtake others.

From my point of view there is nothing wrong with everyone having an own bubble, cause we came here to live our own life, that´s the fun-factor of creation. We incarnated with the intend to play with reality creation. Just know it is nothing to cling on, but always evolving, flowing. So please tell me why people act and behave as if their story is more “right” or “true” than the bubble of someone else? Why would people need to tell someone else where to live and how to live? ? What to wear, eat, work, write and be?!

I always used to question my own point of view, as so many would share theirs with so much certainty. But that has changed meanwhile. I know that my point of view is just my point of view and may change…but it has to be my own point of view and noone elses. The god-self has created all of these fractals with intend. Being “one with all-that-is” doesn´t implicate, that we shall not experience different shades of real-i-ty. I listen to everyone, as everyone has to share something that might resonate with me and I value and love every-bodies story. But noone owns the ultimate story. Life is evolving, the journey never ends, so we change our perspective and personality. And it should be the own path we follow and not someone elses. My “mistakes” are mine alone, I need no excuses and noone else to blame. I am a sovereign creator – and so are you!

I am receiving messages, that are “channeled”. But I know that every channeled message is somehow influenced by the bubble of the channeler. A channeled message doesn´t necessarily be more accurate than your own “inner knowing”. So whatever I share,  has the intend to inspire those that find meaning in it. I do not need to give meaning to it and I would never impose my meaning onto someone else. My channelings and writings hold some wisdom, but are not “the ultimate truth”. And I never, ever tell other people how they should live their lifes. Yes, people are comming to me for guidance and advice, but I always try to assist them in finding their “own message”.

This is what I came for, to help others to be themselves, so no priest, leader or channeler will be able to overtake someone elses life, as people are able to live their own truth.

No outer authority is higher than your own inner wisdom. As coincidents are happening in a row lately to me, I listened today to the astrologer and channeler “The Leo King” and he said, that noone, really noone has really “figured it out” totally. And that, if someone says he has, he´s lying. And these words really resonated with me. Some might do it with intend, to manipulate others. And some just do it, as they are not even sure about their own path, so they think walking with others in the same bubble (what is not possible on the long run anyway), would make them feel more safe. Only people that are no sovereigns need followers.

There´s intend in having an own life. We all have our bubble, our story.  But please stop imposing yours on others. I met people that have been totally confused by others and their assumptions and stories and it is strange as always the wrong persons question themselves. It is difficult enough to find the own path, even when noone tells you what to do. So first thing I do is to help them reconnect with their own guidance.

Some take the word “wayshower” too literal. Dare to walk your own path, that´s enough. Walk your talk, and it´ll be a Masters path. I´ve incarnated in this lifetime in Germany (what made me wonder a long time). But now I know that one of the important lessons in my life is the difference between a leadership, that is forced by pressure and/or manipulation and that of someone who is in alignment with the own self. Than you do not need to convince others. You will inspire them to be them selves, also. Just be – your self…shining your light!

 

The EmPath and his relationships….with narcissists

All in the universe is looking for balance. The Empath is the universes answer of a world full of  narcissistic Psychopaths. Like magnets these two extreme types of personalities are dragged to each other. Mostly this is ending in pain, vain and tears, until we learn the lesson.

Mankind in general is until now in a child-like state of consciousness. We are trained to believe that someone else has to fullfil our wants and needs and is to blame when things aren´t going well. In this playground-scenario the little narcissist is the sandbox-bully and the little empath the nice kid, that is always bullied and therefore sweet, but in tears most of the time. Of course these are clichés and in real life we see many variations, but the cliché helps to paint the picture.

The point is that an empath is feeling other peoples emotions and he gives priority to the well-being of others. Believing that other peoples happiness will lead to his own fullfilment. Well somehow, in a very twisted way, that fits with the narcissist, who knows only one priority: His own well-being, believing the whole world has to care about him. And when you fullfil his wants and needs he can be quite charming, but the tiniest thing can also turn him into a monster. Well, together they both have been forming the normal disfunctional relationship on planet earth. The empath has been the caring part, trying to fullfil everybodies needs and desires, but often becoming unhappy, cause his own needs have not been met by the others. Their counterpart has been demanding in some way, making the rules, claiming attention and admiration. If someone doesn´t obey, he´s been punished in some way. Often by rejection, abandonment or by trying to awake feelings of guilt within the empath, who than tries even harder to please the narcissistic person. That´s the most common relationship pattern of the empath. Not only when it comes to partnering, but also with family, friends or co-workers.

As I am an empath myself and therefore know that dynamic just too well, I discribe how important it is to leave this destructive pattern behind out of the empath point of view. Until now I have not met narcissistic people, who really wanted to change. Of course they pretend they will, but they don´t really mean it. It´s just part of their game. Why should they change at all? If their life falls into pieces they blame everybody else and try to re-gain their power over you through manipulation. And in case that isn´t working, they´ll look out for the next empath to energetically feed off.

The moment when we realize that pattern, we might get sad or angry. But you don´t have to, cause realizing the pattern is already the way out. There´s also no point in blaming others or yourself. Just leave your pattern behind, that´s all.

Please understand that both involved personalities are the different side of the same coin, as they are created the same way, through a difficult childhood, where they didn´t receive true love. And true love, for themselves, is the real so(u)lution for both, to leave the repetition-mode behind. I wrote about it a while ago: The cursed children.

Here are a few points that might help the Empath:

  1. Take care for yourself like you take care for everyone else you truly love. Become your own lover, friend, child. I know it is not easy, but it will turn out to be really fun and joyful.
  2. Take time for yourself. Make sure you have top-priority. In case you never find time, make an appointment with yourself. And do not miss it for someone else!
  3. Fill your cup first. Activities many empaths enjoy to fill their batteries are: being in nature, listening to music, creating arts or to take time for wellness treatments.
  4. Breathing-technics or meditation to center within themselves are very helpful for empaths. When you are anchored and aware, others can not steal your energy that easy as they used to.
  5. Understand that if you are stable and joyful, you´ve got way more to give. Self-care has an important, positive effect, also on your environment.
  6. Trust in others, that they are capable. If they are not challenged they can not grow. Sometimes the best help is no help.
  7. Fixing other peoples issues is easy…caring for the own is more difficult. Stop distracting yourself with other peoples stuff. Face your own issues.
  8. Only help others, when they ask for it. And stop helping them, when they do not value it. Why? Out of respect for others and yourself.
  9. Surround yourself with other empathic people, cause they can understand you and you will do each other no harm, but you´ll cheer each other up.
  10. Feel loved by a higher source. When the divine loves you, cares for you, than there´s no reason to not do the same for yourself also.

I remember that I´ve been visiting a seminar of Shamir Ladhani in the first days of 2016. When I asked him what to do as an empath to not be so drained, he answered that I have to listen to “my own song” instead of the noise of this world. I felt a bit frustrated, cause I knew he was right, but I didn´t know how to get there. 1,5 years later I can state that it is still not always easy, but that I have made a huge progress. I can assure you that to listen to the own song is really key. Empathic people have so much to give, make sure to be an overflowing fountain and not a muddy puddle.

Please stay away from all toxic relationships. This is something I had to learn the hard way myself. It is so easy for me to love and I want all people to thrive, so I attracted the wrong people (they are not really wrong, cause they are the right ones to train us out of our pattern). But even when I recognized this pattern, I still had another obstacle. I have high standards and insisted that I have to be able to deal with the difficult people. That´s been nonsense. Please don´t do that to yourself! If you are too sensitive for a bully, than just stay away. If someone else is drinking poison (acting out destructive), why  should we join that person? To prove how strong we are and how much we love them? If we love them and us, we break the pain-chain. When we want to prove our strenght, we shall use this strenght to walk our own path. It´s not easy for an empath to not get effected by the feelings of their surrounding, but we didn´t come here to suffer with others. When we get affected or even infected by others feelings, that´s not helpful for anyone. Train yourself to listen to your own beautiful song and make sure to not weaken yourself and to not spend too much time with difficult people.

An empath is a very precious thing. This world needs people that are able to feel love and compassion. We came to send out high vibrations, to infect this world with love, not to be dragged down by those that enjoy destruction. Spend your energy in things and people that are constructive.

Shine your empathic light!

 

 

The Mind-Behaviour-Gap

While  chatting yesterday with an always inspiring friend, I wrote: “People are not who they want to be.” Well, that´s something, that I´ve seen quite often in my life. People talking about how much they enjoy harmony, while behaving passive-agressive. They are preaching about truth and authenticity, while behaving manipulative. Seeing it within others has always been a reminder for me to stay grounded.

I guess that´s what Kryon means when he spoke about  the “fence-sitters”. Cause in theory everybody wants to have peace, but when it comes to daily interactions it gets difficult, as long as there´s no peace inside. And people want of course a clean environment, while still buying cheap products, wrapped in tons of plastic. In psychology that´s called the mind-behaviour-gap, describing the difference between thoughts and actions.

Everybody does it. I´m doing it. And I think that´s ok. Nobody´s perfect. Having an ideal is like watching the north-star as a navigation mark, to know in which direction to go. We know we can never reach him, but we´re on track. From my point of view we´re only getting in big trouble when we identify so much with the star, the ideal, that we refuse to reflect and therefore accept our human self here on earth. The one that is experiencing the journey.

This disavowed behaviour is causing a kind of self-inflation, together with pain and trouble, ending in total denial and infatuation. Interestingly enough, people with high standards and ideals have a much higher risk, to walk that path of illusion. They are longing so much for an ideal, that they can not deal with reality as it is. But only when we are facing reality, we are able to create change.

Therefore I really, really ask people to accept their flaws and shortcommings. When we love our messy selves, we have a much higher chance to really evolve and change. When we pick on ourselves, we are becomming destructive and therefore maybe create denial. From my point of view, that´s how we create shadow-aspects. We will than project our inner war onto the outside world, blaming others for the flaws and shortcommings that we can not accept within us, as they are not mirroring our “wanted reality”. Think about it as if life would offer a GPS, you can give in your goal until you are blue in the face, when you do not also allow to see your position in the now, the GPS will never ever be able to find your route. And you can than curse the GPS, but it´s the one using it, that has made the mistake. We all make them. Laugh about it and start anew. Just where you are. Be the change.

You are already abundant…do not allow lack to infiltrate your mind

We all have abundance in our life. Maybe sometimes not in the bank-account, but in many other areas of our life. I do not know where I read it, so I cannot give that beautiful soul credit for it, but once I read how a woman realized she has abundance in…sox. She owns plenty of sox…and lives in california. That´s been a real gorgeous moment, when she shared that insight. We all have abundance in our lifes. Maybe sunlight, maybe free time, maybe nature.

Lately I realized how my own areas of abundance have been shaped by my own values. The areas of my life where I experienced plenty have been those, that are filled with my love. And how else could it be, cause that´s how the Law of Attraction works. I love books and all of my life I have had an overwhelming abundance in books…or at least access to lots of books. And I shared knowledge and wisdom always very freely, so it returned to me threefold.

Another thing is nature. I love nature and moved into an area that has lots of it, bringing peace and balance to me. As I am very sensitive to energies my surrounding is really important for me.

In todays world freedom and time might be the most precious things one can have at all. Everybody´s running for more distractions and posessions, but a few years ago I recognized that personal freedom and time to do what I love is way more important to me. So I became a downshifter, only working 3 days a week to earn what I need for a really simple life. So I am abundant having time for the things I love. Writing, spiritual studies, healing work, meditation and nature. I chose that life a few years ago with intend, letting go of a lot of the average definition of abundance, to make this life possible. I have a tiny appartment, a low income and not much possesions. But I am free to be me and I really enjoy this. I even realized that I still own too much.

What are the areas in your life where you already experience abundance? Appreciate it. Gratitude is the attitude of a Master. What you really love and enjoy will grow. It can not be else, you attract it like a magnet through your field. And that´s the reason why it is not called the law of needyness, demands, entitlement or deserving. It is the law of attraction and known as: “What you send out, comes back. Or “What you sow, you reap.” So send out gratitude and you´ll have more reason to be grateful.

One important insight about creating abundance I found when I realized that I experienced a feeling of lack in my life when I tried to fullfil someone elses demands or dreams. Whenever I felt bad about my own life it has not been because of me, but because I didn´t match into someone elses “normal”. I didn´t own a car, couldn´t invite someone in my home, couldn´t take a plane to see them or couldn´t make a big present for someones birthday. I do not fit into the values of others, their definition of success or wealth. But I am living my definition of abundance and what I see as a good life. And that´s what I came for. To live my own abundance, to create my own happiness, noone elses.

The universe will not help us, when we try to please others and want to create for their wants and needs, to heal their feelings of lack. That´s why I called this category in my blog the “heArt of creation”, and not the “eGo of creation”. When your wife has a low selfworth and therefore you try to buy her a house, juwelery and a big car….chances are high you will go bankrupt or she will run away with someone else. You can not make someone feel rich who has the mindset of a beggar. Lack creates lack. And lack is what most peoples feel, it is their driving force. Let it not infect and affect you. Anchor in the abundance that you already have in your life and choose your vibes wisely. Celebrate your abundance and enjoy plenty in whatever form you find it.

Shine your light!

The EmPath: Why we can not carry someone elses cross

My own shadow-aspect has been very much entangled with my empathic abilities and my love for humanity. As I can feel others imbalance and pain, I often tried to help them, out of a misunderstood longing for harmony and love. I want all people to be happy and joyful. Therefore I took their stuff onto me very often. Or allowed them to project their issues onto me. But it´s never been working out, as we can not carry others burdens and can not spare them their lessons, which they need to learn themselves.

Sometimes I see that others are not ready for their lesson and therefore stay silent when I should speak up. I know the other can not, or doesn´t want to, make the next step. As all resistance is causing pain, I see how the outcome will hurt them, so I tried to stay silent and help them carry their stuff. But truth can not be held back and being a martyr for love helps noone. When we carry other peoples cross, they do not evolve. And sooner or later the moment always came, when I realized my unhealthy behaviour and claimed they might take back their burden. Well, they´ve never been thankful, but instead blaming me for hurting them and accused me to create their cross. So whom did I help on the long run?

I had to realize that in most cases I agreed to help people that have almost no empathy and therefore compassion at all. As the empath is representing one extreme side of a dualistic game, he attracts the other extreme, people that have narcissistic tendencies. They want others to take the hardship onto them, while they might use the high-horse. We serve noone as long as we do that and agree to play this game of duality. They need their own cross to evolve and we, as the empaths, should care for our own stuff and make ourselves happy, not others. No matter if you are more on the empathic or narcissistic side of the equation, both have the same lesson to learn: self-love.

Noone can do that for us. So love yourself. No matter who you are or where you are on your path, love is the only question, option and answer.

 

Light is real. Shadows just seem to be.

Someone that for sure knew what he´s talking about, teached me that the closer you´re coming to the light, the bigger your shadow seems to be.

That´s been a very wise insight – but to live it and to face the shadow instead of playing hide´n seek is something different. I see that and honor the perfect timing for every souls journey.

The reason for this article is,  that everyone wants to be the light, but they all run when having to face their shadow. That´s the reason why the lightworker seem to be often even more distorted than the average sleepwalker on this planet. The shadow, ego (or however you name it) is the unwanted…but how can you live on this planet and have no shadow? And how can you claim to be a lightworker but still fighting the shadow? What do people expect of themselves?! We are living in duality, so they have to face shadows, that´s normal. And only humans make a big deal out of it. No tree has ever needed a therapy because of creating a shadow or having to face one. He also never blamed the sun to create the shadow. But “Lightworker” do that. They blame others to create their shadow or for having a shadow, always on the run to their next distraction, instead of turning around to watch their own and to realize how he is created. Its their own physical being, that is not in the light and therefore creates a shadow…as soon as it leaves darkness behind. Too funny.  The total denial of the “spiritual” people has to do with identification. As long as we identify with the light the shadow is an opponent. When we are the light, the shadow is just a temporary physical experience, holding no real substance. No blame, no shame, just peace.

This article holds a gift. It needs presence to understand this present. Not everyone is ready for that and that is fine, as only the divine knows the perfect point in time.

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