Month: May 2017

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The next Monthly Rose Touch, 10th of June, 2017

The next free Group-Session in 2017 will take place 10th of June,  at 10 p.m. my time (Germany), what is 9 p.m. GMT, 1 p.m. PMT, 2 p.m. MST, 3 p.m. CST, 4 p.m. EST and so on. Here you can find your time zone: http://www.thetimezoneconverter.com/

When you can´t make it at the given time, just join at “your perfect time”, as this happens in the Quantum Field.

How does the Monthly Rose Touch work?

The Sessions take place in the Quantum field. At the given time you find yourself a nice place and make sure you won´t be disturbed for at least 30 minutes. Make it a comfortable experience, maybe lit a candle, burn incense, play relaxation music or whatever helps you to get into a calm, meditative state. Breath calm while you focus onto your heart, as it is your gate. Imagine to open your heart and enter a holy place, where you sit between roses to receive the high frequencies of OneLove delivered to you through the Inner Net. (The Inner Net is connecting all that is. You enter it through your consciousness, no devices needed.)

The Rose Touch is a quantum experience and the only things required are your intend to participate, to open your heart and to receive these high frequencies. While the session every subscriber is adressed as a part of the group, but I am also focussing for a moment on each participant at the end of the session, to send him what s/he might need personally.

If you want to participate put your name under this post or message me. Please don´t put someone elses name to the list, as free will is very important in this case. Sole exceptions are your own children that are under 14 years or your pets, as you are their care-takers. For each month you´ve got to sign in anew if you´ve enjoyed it and want more.

Guided Meditation: For the ones, that would prefer to be guided into the Meditation, I´ve recorded a visit into your own inner Rosegarden to receive the Rose Touch. The sound quality is not good, as I´ve  used a dictaphone and you hear sound in the background, my breath etc., but it is just an extra offer. To download the meditation klick on the colored Link: Monthly Rose Touch Medi

Everybody else may just use his own music and meditation practise. The Session will take place at least 30 minutes, but some people enjoyed it for many hours. Trust your own feelings, how long you want to stay in the field.

A personal statement: I´m honored to be able to hold this field and deliver these outstanding energies. But this is not about me or my human persona. I want to make that very clear. It is  a coworking of the human with the divine and activating the pure Loveenergy that resides in all living beings. It is your own essence you´ll experience, what creates the blessings and healings. Please feel invited to share this message with likeminded, cause every participant is adding to the choir of energies and strengthening the field, although s/he benefits from it. Welcome to the New Earth. Let´s love it into life!

Shine your light precious soul!

Martyrdom is a misconception of the divine service

It took me a while to put this inner truth into proper words, but I hope I am now capable to do so, so you can understand my message and benefit from it.

Martyrdom has to do with guilt somehow and guilt is not a truth. Both are the result of a misconception. When we serve others out of that feeling to be somehow responsible for them, for their well-being or suffering, than we create an energetic distortion, as we act against divine truth. Martyrdom and guilt is the denial of the divine I AM of the others and their abilitity to create their reality.  When I see helpless creatures in them, people that are “less than” or if I deny my own divine self and see myself as “less than”, than the distorted idea arises that they have to save me or I have to save them. This energetic imbalance creates a point of view that is confused. It would mean that I would owe them, or they would owe me somehow. To do it for the other, because we think we have to “save” someone is never a good decision as martyrdom denies the divine self, the creator that exists in all of us.

I´d like to offer another option and point of view: Serve others, but do it for yourself, because it expresses who you are. Do it because it expresses your divine self.  I´m not a loving, compassionate and generous person because I have to or because I want to be a good person. That once used to be my intention, before I dared to be selfish enough to care about how I feel. And I want to feel good, in alignment with my divine core, therefore I do not try to force others to be who I want them to be – just the opposite: I am who I want to be, all else is not my business. I am free and they are free. And I choose more and more with whom I spend my time. Nothing is more important to me now but with whom and in what mood I spend the moments of my life. It´s an honour to spend time with me. Why? Cause I can be perfectly happy when being on my own watching the clouds move or the stars twinkle above me. I have found peace and happiness inside of me. I do not need to spend my time with someone. I do not need someone else to make me happy. When I´m with myself and with nature I am happy, in peace and harmony. So why would I spend my time with you? Because I care. Because I love you as you are another part of my divine self. I love this divine spark in you and I´d love  to see you thrive. But in case you want to suffer or play silly powergames, I am out. I will never again suffer in the name of love. I see you as free and I see myself as free. All else is too less for me.

I know that my mission here on earth is one of service. Cause being of service is actually divine. People still get that wrong. They treat people that are of service with disrespect, cause here on earth all values had been upside down. I always knew that. I knew that the highest position is those of a wo/man that is serving the people. Think about it: The ones that changed this planet for the better all have been humble somehow. They all served. And do not get me wrong. I may serve you, but doesn´t mean I will accept it, when you treat me somehow with disrespect. That´s the best way to make me enjoy the starlight or the singing birds on my own. In this case I´d decide I´d serve you best, when leaving you behind.

And that I chose to be of service doesn´t mean I can have no luxery, of course I can, who deserves it more but the ones that  came to earth to serve. I remembered all my life that I did so. I remembered the place where we had been individuals, but with a connected consciousness. I had this memory, but didn´t know what it meant. Now I know it is the future of mankind. I remember the horror when I went into the darkness to help people find their inner connection again, that they had lost. I decided to be of service. Not because I had to, but because I chose to. That´s not martyrdom, that´s honoring my and your divine self.

Shine your light, that´s what you came for!

Visit your own past and future – How I became my own angel

Our consciousness knows no limits. We have created the limits as we had to focus and function on a 3D-Level. But our heart-consciousness doesn´t know these limits, as I experience while my Rose-Sessions again and again. And recently I´ve even experienced twice a kind of time-traveling, that I want to share this with you, to inspire you to love and heal yourself.

A few weeks ago a disturbing, suppressed memory of an abuse, when I was around 8 or 9 years old, showed up. It´s been a very traumatic experience and in this very specific memory, I was so frightened that I remember to have left my body and I remember that I was astonished that when I opened my eyes again, that I´ve been still alive and in my bed as I had thought to die. Over the next days more details showed up and I was glad that I didn´t had to deal earlier with these memories, as I now know how to handle it.

Some years ago I had been at an event with Alberto Villoldo, who had talked about bringing aspects of the own soul back, that had split apart while trauma. After the event I bought a book about that process for someone I knew to have these splits, without knowing that one day this knowledge would help myself. And  over the last years I had sended sometimes a lovewave or a hug into my own past, as a lot of my childhood has been disturbing, and it felt good to give my child-self the love she had missed. But now when I found this memory of deep trauma I went into a special state of mind and I imagined to go to myself as a child and to hold myself in the arms and to talk to myself while that abuse to give my child-self the feeling of safety and comfort. Well, I did that process late in the evening and fell asleep shortly after that special time-traveling. When my adult self woke up the next morning I had a memory that as a child a presence, that I had assumed to be an angel, had been with me that traumatic night. Isn´t that strange, that I seemed to have changed my past and that I had been my own angel? But very beautiful and healing.

Well I´m training my heart-mind coherence at a class of Shamir Ladhani, who a few days ago teached such a trauma- time-traveling in his “Monday Morning Espresso Shot”, a free webinar he´s giving every monday. His description is pretty close to my shamanic approach and I loved it. He recorded the webinar and so you´ll find how to do it, if you need and want to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-gwXVDmup0

And it´s been also Shamir who asked his participants while another class to send a loving signal into the future. That´s been the second unusual experience that I had, cause when I did so, I received a loving echo from my own future-self, that felt very light and joyful. Amazing!

One could say, that these experiences are just an imagination. And I cannot prove, that I have changed my past or my future. But I see it that way: When I give my past or future self what they need, I am here and now in a healed and happy state of mind. I´m a pragmatic capricorn, I do not care very much about theories, when I have one fact that really rocks: It works!

Feel inspired and shine your light!

 

The treasure in the dark – New video available

In this video, I am offering a point of view that helped me personally to overcome painful experiences in my past. I´ve been stumbeling a few weeks ago over suppressed traumatic memories out of my own childhood. I´m very glad that these memories didn´t show up earlier in my life, as I know now how to integrate these aspects.

But when dealing with painful experiences, there is often a voice in our heads, that cannot understand the “Why?”. I try to offer you a perspective, that has been helping me on my path immensely and that is strenghtening instead of feeling victimized.

Let it work for you, not against you.

 

The new New Age – Beyond black´n white

I never fitted in. The “normal” society thinks me to be really weird, although they know not more of my real life, as that I am using alternative medicine and that I meditate. That´s already strange enough for them, but that´s just as much as they can accept. They do not know that I´m working as an energetic healer, as their perception is limited and metaphysics is for them fantasy or deception. Well, when my new book is coming out in a few month, they´ll know it. Might cost me the job that is paying my rent, what feels quite uncomfortable to be honest. But I´ve gotta be me, no matter who likes it or not.

Well, I´ve also never fitted into the New Age Community. I´ve been drinking coffee long before Lee Carroll and Geoffrey Hoppe made that acceptable. I´m wearing black very often, and often with intense colors on it, as black makes them even more shiny, I love that. I´ve been criticized  so often by the ones believing that wearing white would make them purer and better than me. For sure they need to be. Well, Paulo Coelho and Gregg Braden do also prefer black mostly, but noone would criticize them, cause they are famous. Others gossiped because of my overweight and the holy ones may be even more malicious as the normal folks. I´ve recognized it and could love them anyway, cause I know about their low self-worth, that needs to feel better than others. The New Age community often had just chosen other boxes, but until now not so many did really leave them behind.

Whenever I met those of ancient traditions, they never criticised my clothes or my overweight. The Shamans that crossed my path, whatever color they´ve been wearing,  spotted me in the biggest crowd, looked me in the eyes, smiled and nodded while passing by or layed their hand on the heart and bowed. They do not need to be right or better, they know their own I AM, so they can with ease honor mine.

I do also not fit in spiritual groups, as I enjoy the teachings, but sooner or later I will mirror the oppressed shadow of the guru aka teacher, and who wants to see and transmute that? I´ve been an invitation to be whole, instead of playing holy, but they normally chose other and that´s fine for me now. It used to make me feel lonely. But I found out that I´m in good company when being with me and that I will not pay the prize to sell myself, just to be accepted in someone elses box. I´m living in a city near the frontiers to france and switzerland and that mirrors my being, as I´ve always loved diversity. I´ve danced to “Highway to hell” so wild and joyful every devil would´ve felt his forgotten heart and I prayed for the peace of this world with the devotion of an angel and to me that´s not been a polarity, but life unfolding naturally.

I didn´t fit in, cause I represented the shadow, the very thing that society oppressed. The unwanted. But the treasure is in the shadow, as this is what makes us whole again. The normal society suppressed the magic of life. And the wanna-be-holies they´ve suppressed all they assumed as “not holy”, as its been too profane for their holy butts, producing only unicorn-poo.

I do not want to fit in anywhere no more, I came to go beyond it. I am the one knowing that all is holy. The dirt of the earth is divine, a Rocksong may be disturbing, or express the joy to be alive…it´s up to you, what you do with it. I´m going beyond black´n white. I´m the new New Age, as beloved Suzana named it yesterday in one of her many genius moments.

The new New Age is inclusive. It´s not denying the magic and it doesn´t wanna escape in Ivory Towers. I was 20 years old, when I stated: “Going into the Himalaja and getting enlightened is easy. Do it in everydays life, that´s a bit more challenging.” We didn´t come to escape this earth. We wanted to change her, through us. Not by building new boxes.

The wind that is playing with my hair, the sun kissing my rosy cheeks, the child coming along and exchanging smiles with me, the cat on the street, the coffee in my cup, my huge buddha-belly, the bird in the tree and the drunk homeless, they are all holy. Nothing of it is less, as all has the divine in it, otherwise it wouldn´t exist.

The new New Age goes beyond black´n white…it is colorful, just like life itself. I did not write this article to offend anyone, I´ve just expressed myself. I do not need likes, I do not need followers and I do not need approval. But I´ve gotta be me, in all my perfect imperfection. The ones that are my tribe understand that, the rest may do whatever pleases them, they are just as free as I am, shining my light and enjoying theirs.

 

Expectations, disappointments and creative blockages

I remember when I was a little girl and presented my pictures or sang a song that noone took notice or even worse: how I had been deeply shamed with cruel words.

So I stopped painting, singing and all forms of creative self-expression at all. The only accepted form of arts have been literature, as books were necessary to get good marks at school and being well-educated hightened the social position.

The things I have presented as a child had been created with all of my passion, out of my little heart, the way all little children do. But they´ve been judged by the mind and that created a huge blockage within me. I cannot hold a tone although I love music, especially the human voice, and my paintings still look like the pictures of a five year old, as I stopped evolving in these creative areas.

When I was a young adult my little daughter had colics and as I didn´t know what else to do to comfort her, I started singing her a song out of despair. Noone else has been with us and she already cried terribly, so I dared  to try the last thing I could think of. And a wonder happened, she stopped crying and fell asleep. And that wonder not only happened once, but became a proven fact, as it did work always. She was a baby, she didn´t listen with her mind, she listened with her heart at that age. She could hear the love and love is the masterhealer  and the most comfortable place to be. Feels like home.

Today I realized how huge the blockage is that I carried arround since I was a child. As already mentioned books have been acceptable in my family, even my mother loves them. So when I started to express myself again it has been through writing. Well, I remember when I gave my last book to my mother. She came out of her bedroom the next morning and said she had kept reading half of the night, that this book is really not badly written. When she saw that I started smiling, she added: “Well, of course one can see that Jenny (my daughter) has written a lot of it.” I starred at my mother and said: “No, she´s very busy herself, she helped me finding mistakes, but this book was written by me.” My mother insisted: “No, there is a lot of very intelligent psychology in it, that comes from Jenny.” And I answered: “Well she is my daughter, she´s got some interests and talents in common with me. That book is mine. ”

Today I realized that I had connected my disappointments for not being valued, with all that I create from my heart. Noone likes disappointments, so I stopped creating. And when I started to create again I still expected that people would ignore or dislike it. And what we send out, we attract. The HeArt of Creation. I have an imprint inside of me for not being valued for what is comming out of my heart and what I love.

But that imprint in itself is already wrong data. The mistake has not been my self-expression, but that I expected others would like it.  And what a strange idea to be appreciated by people that have totally other values…and a closed heart.

Today I swore myself, that I will write, sing, dance and express myself every single day of my life. Not for others, but because I might explode or end in deep depression if I don´t do it. We came here to express ourselves, everything that we do should come out of our heart. It is not important if others like it, but that we like it ourselves. And once in a while we stumble over like-minded, the ones that connect with us from heart to heart. What a blessing!

Shine your light, precious soul!

Transmute the energies of your birth-chart

One of my beloved Rose-Sisters wrote a very inspiring article http://www.carolineyazi.com/reflections/read-the-signs/  that I recommend, when wanting to know more about your true mission. I love reading signs myself and she mentioned Astrology as one of the tools to use. And that inspired me to write this article, as I am working with astrology sometimes, when I am not sure what the real issue behind a pattern is.

The way I am using astrology is very much soulutions-style-like. I do not linger in the destructive expressions of an energy, but I look at it to find a way to transmute it. Co-working with the energies to bring forth the most constructive expression. Energetic alchemy. The reason for it is that many years ago, when looking at a chart I realized that people have the most difficult energies in the areas of life, where the hidden treasures are. Therefore I do not only see the obstacles, but also the possibilities in it. The first hides the second. Your blockage will lead you to mastery in the areas that are involved, as I mentioned once in another article.

Now astrology is using symbols for very good reasons. A symbol represents an energy, but you decide in which way to use it. Look at your birthchart: what are the energy-imprints, how do they show themselves in your life? You may look at the symbols that you find in a lot of books and articles in the internet to find inspirations what would be a more constructive way to express the involved energies. Tune in, feel what the message is. Play with it.

Here are some examples out of my own chart, to inspire you how that transmutation might work:

  • I´m a double capricorn. Capricorns may be overambitious, running for power or money. Or they might express integrity, gain self-empowerment and find the inner treasure-chamber. Feels way better.
  • I´ve got Pluto at the beginning of my 8th house. When I was 16 years old I realized that sexual energy could bring me all I could ever dream of, but even the idea felt horrible. This position also brought me to a place where I was working with a lot of money and could´ve easily misused the power. Instead of all of that nonsense, I am using my energetic imprint as an ability to transmute dark energies  and assist people to transform and heal. And I wrote a book about new economy.
  • My Virgomoon in my 7th house can easily tune into other peoples energiefield, analysing their patterns and behaviours. One could misuse that to manipulate people. But I use it in a constructive way to understand people and assist them to overcome their patterns. And of course I use this ability as an energetic healer.
  • My Neptun is in Scorpio, near the MC, what made me wonder a long time in my life, what my “mission” might be. Interestingly enough I struggled with the unknown, but didn´t realize at that time how unusual it was that I always knew that I came in with a mission. How about that topic now? Well, I can sense that I´m on my path, but I do not know what tomorrow will bring. And I am very fine with that.
  • My Piesces-Venus could easily be “all over the place”, but instead of loosing myself, I feel a deep love for all that is, I am connected with creation itself.
  • Having very earthly, but also Piesces/Neptun energy in my chart I felt for a long time a deep inner conflict between my spiritual path and the earthly needs. Now I understand that I am perfectly skilled to bring heaven to earth. I am able to find god in the dirt of the earth.

These are just examples. See the energies in your chart like colors that you may use to paint a picture. How you want to use these colors is up to you. You do not have to express these energies in the way they have been showing up until now. You can change your perception and use these colors/energies in a way that feels much better. Be creative and express your beautiful light!

 

The biggest conspiracy of them all

Quite some years ago I used to read a lot about conspiracies. But after finding out, that:

a) yes, a lot of them are true

b) what you fight against, is getting stronger

I didn´t spend further energy in more investigations. I went to search for light instead of stumbeling blind through darkness. Well, of course I´ve still recognized what´s going on. Maybe I saw it even clearer than ever before, cause only when you have no attachments are you able to see more and more of the bigger picture.

And finding out more and more about the bigger picture, I finally ran into the biggest conspiracy of all times. The universe itself, no the multiverse itself, is conspiring against every single one of us. Yes! And as it is creation itself, that is running the show, the options and methods are endless. It´s been sending psychopathic lovers, serving false friends and hard jobs. Nothing that it didn´t do: hunting me, hurting me, killing me. And I know they didn´t treat you much better.

But why in all the galaxies did creation do that? So much effort for every single one of us? The purpose must be a big one! And it is! All of it only happened to make us find our divine spark in the densest realms of them all. I found that all that occured to me only happened to make me find the light within. And I know I agreed on that rollercoaster ride, but had to forget that I signed in. It´s been me, conspiring against myself, to finally find myself. And you did the same. Why? My human mind is not able to understand it. But it´s because of Love.

Love is the only question, option and answer.

Watch your environment, nature talks to you

I was raised in a city and noone teached me the benefits or names of herbs. Just the opposite, I´ve been told dandelions are poisonous, the soil is dirty and when I was 8 years old I feared all little creatures crawling around. I am happy that this has changed and that I love nature very much, although I´ve still got not really a clue about herbs. But I´ve got intuition.

Last authum, when I felt really ill I started talking to my body and I  heared an inner voice telling me about foods to avoid and herbs to use. I didn´t ponder about my knowing, just did what my inner voice said and used it the way it felt right, without bringing the mind in very much. Month later I found the logical explanation for these insights and they´ve been just perfect.

One name I heared when talking to my body was the german name for “Shepherd´s Purse”. I knew I had heared this name somewhere before, but had no idea what it is for and how it looks like. Well when I asked Aunty Google about the purse of the shepherd I starred at the picture. This plant had been growing in all the flower boxes on my balcony all summer long. I recognized that camomile had been growing there also and I needed her for something else. I remembered someone who told me that nature knows what we need and brings it to us. Indeed. Even on a balcony in a city our lovely Mother Gaia delivers the seeds which her daughter needs, long before the daughter knows she carries an illness. She made the wind blow the seeds onto my balcony, or inspired a bird to do his poo between my flowers and plant my cure.

Well, there had been another plant showing up on my balcony last year, the dandelion you see on the picture above. It even stayed there the whole winter and started growing now. I´ve asked inside and received the answer “cleansing” and “use also a lot of water.” The dandelion will enrichen my salads and smoothies. I spoke to him and blessed him and he smiled and said he loves to help me stay healthy.

I heared more of these stories in between, nature speaking clearly and growing cures. So I felt inspired to share this with you. Open your eyes what shows up around you, as it is attracted by your vibes. Know that you are one with nature. Bless her, she cares for you.

 

 

 

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