Day: December 14, 2016

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Pain shows your soul is insisting

Your feelings are a good indicator of your state of well-being. Listen to them, they are serving you well.

If we feel emotional pain, we think the source of the pain is someone elses words or actions. Nope. It´s not. It is your Soul, saying you believe something that is not true and not grounded in love.
You might say: “Yes this cheatin´idiot didn´t express truth or love, when betraying me, therefore I feel pain.” Yes and no. It´s high likely that his actions haven´t been grounded in truth and love, but this pain is not about him. It is about you. What are your assumptions in this case?
“He never loved me. I´m unworthy.” Lie. Ouch.
“He chose her, cause she´s younger. I´m old and ugly.” Lie. Ouch.
“Why does that always happen to me? I must be stupid to fall in love with such a fraud.” Lie. Ouch.
“I´ve wasted the last 5 years, being with him. Should have known better.” Lie. Ouch.

See, to your Soul you are love. Your Soul knows no age, no time and no judgement about outer attributes. So it is your mind, telling untruth, that is causing the pain. You, handing your power to someone else, that is what is not truth and not love. That is painful.

And of course I would agree, it´s high like likely that your mates actions are grounded in non-love. But the only one that can really harm you, is you giving away your own power to a cheating guy and false assumptions.

Someone that loves and respects you wouldn´t hurt you with intend, here I would agree. But that goes home with him. The only one you are responsible for, is you. He, his reasons and state of (un)consciousness is none of your business or influence. Your past is also not to change, and regret is leading nowhere and therefore not an option. But now, in this moment, you are deciding about your future.

It´s no more important if he loves you, but if you love yourself, you´ll make sure to feel good about yourself. Give yourself what he didn´t. Love, honour and respect yourself fully.
If that includes to get rid of his cheatin´ass, than do that. If you wanna Keep him, because of whatever reasons, than do that. There are no rules, but what feels good for you. Whatever you choose, decide out of love for yourself.
Cause that will feel good. It´ll give you a feeling of strenght and selfworth. Ain´t that a good idea, someone doing you wrong and you are becoming stronger than before? That´s what it feels like, when you are in charge of your own life, cause that is what you came for.

Shine your light!

Why lighthouses had such uncomfortable lifes

You wouldn´t believe it, as I am such a loving, joyful person, but I thought a long time in my life, that I must be somehow cursed. Wherever I came started some trouble after a while. And I didn´t understand it, as I never had a bad intend. Even „spiritual“ people started to attack me and the ones witnessing it, couldn´t understand it and found reasons like I must have bad karma or negative thoughts to somehow attract that stuff.

Nope! Just the opposite.

It´s really like Kryon explained. Think about a dark room. A lot of stuff is going on, but noone sees it, as all is dark. Than a person enters the room. You, the lightworker. And now people, doing exactly the same stuff as before are seen. And they see their shadows on the wall. And they think the light to create the shadow. You. Me. The lighthouses.

I don´t know how often I´ve been in deep, deep trouble and danger. I was the one stumbeling and tearing down, by accident, the curtain, so everyone could see the Wizard of Oz. I made an innocent remark and people thought themselves exposed and became my enemies. I´ve been betrayed or casted out so often, that I already felt bored or tired when it happened again. And it came from people I liked or even loved. Cause I can stand their darkness easily, but they can´t stand my light.

And almost nobody ever dared to speak their truth into my face. I respect people that are „in my face“. I might not agree, but they´ve got „cojones“ But almost noone ever had. They feared my reply would tell a truth that would knock them off their feets. So I´ve been silently poisoned or stepped in the back. So much jealousy, envy, gossip and lies. Dirt to darken the light. But didn´t help. Their shadow still existed. Maybe I leaved their lifes, but even that didn´t help. They were sitting in the dark again, but now they knew their shadow existed and they couldn´t poison or step him, although they tried so hard to escape and forget they had seen him.

Why I am telling this? Cause I am you. You never suffered because you´ve deserved it. And you didn´t suffer because this is a dark place. No, you agreed to come here to free the people that would dismiss and attack you. Have you ever tried to come close to someone that is hurt? He might become dangerous for the aider, although he needs his help. When you try to through a thorn out of a cat´s or dogs paw, you might get hurt yourself. You´ll do it anyway, cause you love them. The closer the light gets, the more scary the shadow seems to become. So when you were able to touch people, they started to attack you, blaming you to be the source of the frightening shadow.

Stand tall, your sweet heart has been your strenghts. You´ve been a badass for love and light, and that´s been a real tough job. In case you like superheros movies. Well, that´s been you, coming into a family with issues like alcoholism, abuse or violence. Loving someone that has to give nothing in return, but you need nothing from them, cause you are all that is. What a task, living on a planet with no humility, compassion and love. Wow, we are the bravehearts of the galaxy.

It´s getting brighter now, just keep on.

Shine your light!

Start here and now

I´ve got a huge gift. I can see potentials. People love that!
And I´ve a second gift. I can see reality. People hate that!

I´ve always helped people to evolve and I love to deliver love, laughter, inspirations and insights.
But it´s no fun to make people aware, where they are now, cause most people hate their reality.
When you use your GPS in your car, you´ve got to tell it, where you want to go to. That´s your future potential.
And you´ve got to say where you are. There is no other way to start the journey.
But people dislike their life as it is and they feel ashamed to face where they are and therefore deny reality. Well, you can´t create another, when you are not able to leave, because you refuse to look at your now. There is no other way to find the route, but see the starting point.

People always worry about the correct route, but that´s not the problem. Actually reality delivers endless alternative routes, cause we live in a quantumversum, but there is only one point to start this journey. Here. Now.

Trouble is, people fight, flight and deny reality. They don´t like their now. That´s why they want another future. But that is the tricky part of reality creation. You´ve got to befriend reality as it plays out now, to create a better future not as a potential, but as reality.

Many got that wrong, cause the Law of Attraction says we´ve got to pretend to be already…(rich, famous, enlightened…insert your dreams).
And that is absolutely correct, but you should FEEL as if you are already there. You´ve got to be like the GPS, having the bigger picture, startpoint and goal, both known at once. See your reality as it is und feel like your future self, to bring the changed vibration into the now.

That is how it´s working. If you do so, you don´t have to worry. Every move you make will bring in new adjustments from the cosmic GPS, making sure you´ll reach your goal, no matter how often you´ve missed a turning. But you need to be aware of your starting point, not to stay there, but to initiate the change.

Well, and to be precisely, we don´t go somewhere, the journey is just an analogy, cause our goal is not to go somewhere, but to be who we truly are. And that is a difficulty, cause people are afraid of who they truly are. They´ve been told for aeons that they are bad, ugly, guilty – not good enough in some way. Believing that, they want to escape themselves to become somehow someone better. But no. That is a bloody lie. The task is to be truly yourself. Don´t go somewhere, become someone or do somethine. Just be!

That includes to fully accept who you are. If you would see yourself through my eyes you would love yourself. Although I´m your cosmic GPS, seeing potential and reality. You are good enough. You are a magnificent being. Even with all your imperfections. You´ve got to unlearn all the nonsense parents, family, society, religion and friends installed in your mind. That is why our mind became an enemy. We handed him to others and their system of lies, judgement and illusions. When we´ve learned to brainwash ourselves and kick out all the implemented strange ideas, he´ll also be the beautiful tool again, he is meant to be.

The reason why people dislike it, when I show them their now is that they don´t love themselves, because of all their imperfections. But the breathing, walking, talking god on planet earth isn´t a perfect being. He is the beggar on the street, the business man and the guy in the grocery store. Don´t judge them to not be good enough. God thinks them to be good enough, otherwise he wouldn´t live in them. Who are you to question that? God thinks you to be good enough. Otherwise you wouldn´t be able to exist.

And you do as you are reading these words. Honestly spoken, they are a trick of god to speak to you. He is using me, one part of oneness to reach you, another part of oneness. But one day you won´t read no more words on the outside, cause they will occur on your inside. That is my goal. To help you to not need me as an amplifier. But till that day, it´s my honour and pleasure to be your tool.

Shine your light!

We can´t loose what we love

We can´t loose what we love

Posted by Natalie Tue, August 30, 2016 02:50:15

We can´t loose what we love

The picture below portrays the physical manifestation of two miracles in my life, both illustrating very clearly that all that we really love comes back to us.

On this pic you see the first side of a childrens book. It´s been a story obout a little witch named „Amalia“ and I loved this book, cause as a little girl I´ve often been called „little witch“, but not in a nice way. The little witch in that book was very alike me. Very compassionate and nice, but didn´t fit in the world of the humans and also wasn´t accepted by the other witches. But she finally achieved happiness, choosing to live the best of both worlds. What has been an interesting prophecy of my own life.

I had received the book 2nd or 3rd hand. The girl, named as the owner on the left side, I had never heard of. And the dedication next to it, saying it´s been a gift of the „Schneider-Family“ totally confused me. I knew this book, like the most books on my shelf, had a publisher named „Schneider“. So reading this dedication I was wondering what a happy girl that must be, knowing the publisher of all these books. Children think that way and I didn´t know there are many Schneiders in this world.

Well my childhood was a bit…let´s call it „unstable“ and when I was 11 years old I had to leave my home very unexpected and all my belonging stayed behind me.

25 years later my daughter told me about an online-portal where people could search for books to exchange. I putted this childrens book on my want-list, not really expecting I might find a copy, but thinking it might be worth a try. I was overly happy when someone messaged me he´ll send me this book. I was joyful like a little child on christmas eve when I opened my parcel with the book in it. Well… I don´t find words to describe what I felt, when I looked at the first page and realized not only had I received a copy – it´s been my copy I´ve been holding in my hands. It´s been as if all the pieces of the universe would crumble for a splitsecond to just fall back on their perfect place to be. I felt, that all is always perfectly unfolding.

Well the second miracle has been about the gem in the picture and this story is even more magical. The black stone is a tourmaline and I´ve recieved the necklace as a common christmas gift from two soulmates: my daughter and a guy who´s been very close to me at that time.

It would be way to long and complicated to explain why this present had a deep deep meaning and therefore is very dear to me.
Well the guy and me had a really strong inner connection, but soulmates are our hardest task and so he and me finally parted and didn´t have any contact when the following happened:

I had to go to a medical and there I had to lay down all my jewelery on the doctor´s couch, that had a black cover. I remembered the moment I laid it there, already thinking a black background for a black gem isn´t that perfect. But there had been a lot of turmoil and I had to leave the room quickly for the next patient.
Later, already at home, I recognized I didn´t wear the necklace and was alarmed that I couldn´t remember to have taken it with me. I hoped that I might have putted it into my handbag, without conciously being aware of it, but although I searched the handbag again and again, the necklace wasn´t there. I called the doctor´s office, hoping someone might have found it there, but noone had seen it. To me it´s been a symbol of the lost love and I felt regret.

Quite a few month later, it´s been late in the evening and I´ve already been quite tired, but sitting at my computer and doing some writing, what is often a channeling-like state of mind. Suddenly, out of the nowhere, I had the strong impulse to go up. I really did and went to the wardrobe, took the handbag, that´s been in use all the time almost daily, and opened it. The second before my hand went into the handbag I already knew what I would touch. I almost couldn´t believe it when my hand came out of the handbag again, opened and there laid the necklace. If someone would ask me, how this might be possible, I would have to answer that we are living in a holographic universe. From this time on I knew, we can´t loose anything that is close to our heart. It´s entangeled with our energyfield and will return to us, whenever appropriate, no matter how unlikely the circumstances are. Not even time and space can stop it.
Yesterday an uncle died. May he be with all the loved ones already on the other side of the vail, having a gorgeous, heavenly party. We´ll all meet again.