Month: December 2016

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The space between the years

The signature of the current time quality is fitting perfectly for a conscious transition from one year to the other.

I´m someone who´s very aware that we can change our lifes every minute, if we choose so. But time has also a quality, why the concepts of timelines seems much more real to me than time as a given in a linear sense. I can sense energies  and my conclusion is:

a) There exist something like cosmic “weather”, energetic conditions  that influence you somehow. That´s why astrology is a scientific artform.

b) Another timeline has another “taste” of energies. You match your timeline through vibration. Sometimes we change them very often in just one day.

Paracelsus called Astrology “the queen of arts”. And that is true, as reading the signs, knowing about the weather is very helpful. But now we see even that there is the possibility to go quantum, to give intend and tune into a frequency of joy or love, to choose a timeline that we enjoy more.

Let´s use that to make a good transition from 2016, the year of endings, to 2017, the year of new beginnings. Here are three steps, that might be helpful for you:

  1. Be grateful for all. I´m using the retro mercury and the capricorn new moon to go inside and I´m making a list of all I´ve experienced, that I´m grateful for. Being grateful is very important as it makes us aware of all the blessings we experience and all the beautiful people in our lifes. If you even write it at a piece of paper, it´s almost unbelievable how much blessings we experience in one year. Being grateful brings you also in a good vibration, to bring in more good things and people. I´m also grateful for the not so nice experiences, as they teached me important lessons. I want to be aware of these lessons, to not recreate them.
  2. Let go of the old. The old means all that is no more needful. Be aware, cause it´s not possible to escape your unwanted stuff. As long as you didn´t get the message, learned your lesson, you won´t be able to let go.  Make sure you  found the hidden treasure in your obstacles. Than take the treasure and let go of the obstacle. The cause for the obstacle is always inside of us. A strange pattern or a believe. Some of these believes may look nice, for example that being a kind person fits to a lightworker, but they might harm us. Well if someone is just unconscious, you are waking them up when you are nice and kind. But if someone is so unconscious that he invested deep, deep in darkness and chooses darkness with intend, being nice isn´t the right answer. That´s one of my lessons this year. You may also write down all that is no more needed in your life and for example burn it at the new years eve as a symbol to send it to the light. I also smudge my home at the end of the year, to clean it from all old energies.
  3. Give intend for the future. What is it inside you, that wants to be lived and experienced? Follow your passion, what is it your heart is yearning for? Make contact with your higher self if there is something that wants to show itself now. Write it also down or even create a visionboard, what is really fun. Hang it somewhere you see it often as a good reminder what you really want, while the new year moves on and  a lot of distractions will show up. From my point of view it´s better to write down the feeling you want to experience, for example “Love” or “Abundance”. Don´t insist it has to be Peter Brown or Betty Smith that has to give you this feeling. And letting abundance or love into your life in a thousand different ways is a much better experience. That won´t exclude Peter Brown and Betty Smith, if they feel the same for you. It will just make your life much richer and fulfilling to choose the energetic taste you want in your life and not care too much about the details. Hand it to your Higher Self and the Devine Service Team.

Wishing all of you a beautiful, joyful and abundant experience while crossing the markers of the years. I´m wishing you lots of love and celebration! May you feel happy and blessed!

Shine your light!


Your filters block what you desire

When we watch other persons it is often quite obvious how they create their own personal kind of prison. But we all do it.

A few weeks ago I was waiting in a row at a bakery. The saleswoman there was terribly stressed. You didn´t have to be an empath to get that. She was trying to rush, always looking at the row that became bigger and bigger. So she was unfriendly, making mistakes, giving the people the wrong stuff, falling over her own feet, starting to argue with the people in front of her, that felt badly treated. She´s been focussed on the problem, that became bigger and bigger. Her solution would have been to calm down and focus on one ordner by the other. But as she has been inside the situation, she couldn´t see it. I felt for her, cause stress is sometimes also an issue for me. So I tried to assist her energetically and with my attitude, when reaching the counter. I thought maybe if I stay very friendly, relaxed and focussed that might help her. Nope! Made it worse! I´ve just ordered two rolls, nothing else. Very easy one might think. I had to repeat it three times, cause she didn´t get it, starred somewhere else, repeated my order, turned around to get them, than came back to ask me again. She not once looked at me, so she didn´t get my friendly smile. And if so she would have taken it as a sign of sarcasm, I´m quite sure. She than dropped the rolls on the floor, so had to take new ones, gave me not enough backcash, and when I told her so in a friendly way, she even became harsh…I almost couldn´t believe it.  It´s been because of her filters, that where just letting through stress. All we experience has to pass our filters. And we all have them, so I´m sure no human has ever seen something like reality. No information that doesn´t fit to your filters will reach you. That´s the biggest obstacle when it comes to the art of creation. When our filters are such of lack of money, love, support, freedom etc. we won´t be able to reach these experiences, cause we won´t see them , although they might be in reach. We only get what we expect and therefore recreate our past instead of a new, desired future.

So you have to train your perception. Watch out for even the smallest pieces of the wanted experience. You might watch out for love and dream endlessly of your soul-mate, that just doesn´t show up. And s/he won´t as long as you are in waiting and complaining mode, you´ve got to be in the receiving mode. Train yourself to realize small experiences of love (or whatever you are looking for), that are already available. Someone smiling at you, a child huggin´you or paiting a picture for you, a puppy coming along for a cuddle, a neighbor bringing cookies, a postcard of a friend…

That´s the reason why gratefulness is such a mighty tool when it comes to manifestations. It trains your awareness from lack to abundance, what changes your filters.

I´m sure it has to do with energetic frequencies also. You have to be an energetic match to receive things. That´s the reason why the woman in the bakery had the most trouble with her calmest client; her and my vibration have been galaxies apart. That´s the reason why she just couldn´t understand my order. Totally other energetic frequency.

The fotos below show the same picture, but seen with different filters. A simple one, with not many colors. But when you change shades and colors a bit, you receive a totally different picture, that creates a totally different feeling and experience.

Choose your filters wisely and shine your light!



This year I chose to spend christmas al(l)one for the first time in my life. Had to do with some circumstances and so I saw it as a kind of research. Experience is the way I find out about life, cause there´s a huge difference between an idea, an assumption and the lived experience.

So what did I find out?

  1. The biggest present is being present. At many family meetings noone is. And if you are the only one who is present, that might be a lonesome day. Better being totally on your own than lonely in a crowd. If the present of your presence isn´t appreciated you shouldn´t give it. That´s a matter of self-respect.
  2. Very often the presents are way more important than the persons, that gave them. If so, you might question giving presents and presence.
  3. Being one genetic family doesn´t mean you have much in common. That´s nobodys faulth, but doesn´t require repetitions christmas after christmas after christmas. Sometimes it´s a present to not spend time together…at least for one self.
  4. Open communication can safe the party.  Well, or it might make that christmas unforgetable ^_^ Depends on the directness. But you should give your family the chance to know you, before you decide to no longer meet them.
  5. Christmas isn´t a tree. It isn´t the songs, the food, the candles. Christmas is about love, when there is no love, there is no real christmas. Love is the ultimate present.
  6. I´m connected through the inner net of hearts. It´s not possible for me to be alone, even if I try. I am Love and I am dearly loved.
  7. I love modern media. Receiving lovely pics  and calls from my daughter and son-in-law, messages from friends all over the world…plus having a hannukah christmas celebration via skype with my beloved Rose Sister in Israel. Nothing can keep real family apart.
  8. Giving to others not what we owe (nothing!), but what we can give easily and freely, as it is given and received with joy. An elderly aunt might be very happy about a little card or a short phone call.
  9. The unknown makes us search for connection. A friend that is spending christmas in an orphanage in Asia is messaging me 10 times more than when she´s at home…cause being connected feels like home.
  10.  Christmas may also bring up sad feelings, cause we might miss someone. Allowing all feelings is also a present we might give ourselves.

You´ve got to be energetically present to be a present present. Give yourself fully and shine your light! Happy holy days!

Celebrate the light

To me this is the most beautiful time of the year. Once in the year people behave in a way that feels normal to me. They are loving, kind, generous, joyful and thoughtful (or at least they try).

I am starting my celebrations always at the solstice. My shamanic and witchy akash can´t help it, but loves the symbolism of holding the light and trusting in its strenght. Blessed Yule, dear ones!

Than the joy continues with christmas. The day when I was supposed to arrive on earth and the reason for my first firstname. Well with this name I am destined to love the christmas spirit totally, that represents my natur quite well (although I missed my first x-mas party, cause I came in with a little delay).

Than comes the new year with a big party and all the optimism and enthusiasm. Fits also very much with me, cause I love new beginnings. And when the rest of the world is already back to normal I celebrate my birthday as the last point of rebellion against the grey, boring, uninspired normal on this planet. But this year I´ve got a crazy idea: I´ll try to not stop to celebrate, but find endless more reasons…to celebrate and shine the light endlessly.

Have a blessed holiday seasons dear ones and enjoy life for whatever reason you may find to celebrate.

The blog has moved successfully

I made it! All articles from the old blog are now available here at wordpress. It´s been funny to repost them and to see and feel the energies of the last six month. So feel free to poke around a bit and find some inspirations and insights in the archive.

Fits somehow to the end of this year and mercury going retro from tomorrow on. That is always a great time to accomplish unfinished business. Many people dislike the retro mercury, but I´m using it to close loops. I believe that open loops and unfinished stuff is destructive, cause we carry it in our subconscious what creates self-sabotage. To tidy your inner and outer world will make it much easier to move on. Let your skeletons out of the closet, hug them into the light and have a nice party, it´s the holiday season. So feel inspired to use the energies to make a clean-up of the year of clean-ups.

It has been a tough year for many of us, but I´ve got to say that I feel very balanced and loving at the moment. It´s a good time to make peace with all that is, may it be inside or outside. It´s a good time to be grateful for all we could experience and if there should be something missing, that´ll be great to bring into life in 2017, the year of new beginnings.

Have fun and shine your light!


You can´t change others perception

Insights & PerspectivesPosted by Natalie Tue, December 06, 2016 08:33:00
As it´s the holiday season and we meet family, with their mostly very different point of view, especially as 2016 is the year of the clean-ups, here´s something I´d like to share:
Most people have a very, very different perception of reality than a lightworker has. And as you may be able to see the others reality, cause you were raised that way, you might not really understand that they just cannot see yours. What is obvious to you remains invisible for them. There´s no need to share your point of view, especially not with words. You won´t reach them and they will turn anything against you, as they defend their way of living. So don´t make them feel they have to defend who they are. Just stay in your own truth.

Sometimes it may be hard, as you might see how someone struggles and you might want to help them, but that might not be possible.
If you see someone having issues with their job, as they don´t do what they are really good at and feel unhappy in their working-situation, you may realize he is shaky with his self-worth. You may understand that this person is afraid to show the own abilities and therefore doesn´t thrive as much as he could, as his “normal” job won´t make him happy. Well, you may try to encourage this person and she will like it for a moment. But as she isn´t ready she might feel pushed than. And even when you don´t say anything, just stay centered and be yourself, this person will still feel challenged by your attitude. She would like to be that way, but doesn´t feel she can and so she will accuse you being arrogant and high-toned. You might be loving and kind, but still represent the shadow of this person.

I´ve got a relative that is very ill, has a lot of physical and emotional pain inside herself and all of her mindset is of the old earth. A world where you have to prove your worth with your income. your position, influence and willpower. Behind it is a huge idea of unworthyness, so she has to be “better” or “right” to not feel totally worthless, what feels like hell to her.
You cannot reach a person like that. If you try to help her on a physical level, she thinks you to be weak, as she thinks she may rule over you. If you don´t help her, she will accuse you to be a heartless being. You cannot do it right, cause she needs you to be “wrong”. In both cases she “won” in her mindset. Just like in the song of Depeche Mode “Master and servant” domination is the name of the game. And you can´t change the game someone else is playing.

We shoudn´t interfere with someone elses game, but stay focused on our own. If you get attacked for your way of living and your point of view, just don´t let them hurt you. All of that has nothing to do with you at all.
If you know and feel with all that you are, that you live the way that is yours, you don´t have to justify it, just be it.
And you don´t have to convince someone else, that their path is wrong. It isn´t. They might need all the pain and suffering they can bare. Don´t distract them. They´ll find out themselves, if they want. Free will is king.

Nevertheless we have to live our own truth. Very often we have been sitting with others, cause “we have to, it´s christmas”. No, we don´t.
If you can stand their flaws and still enjoy the day, come together with family and let them be as they are. But if all of it is a nightmare and it feels as if you are watching a horror-movie: Don´t do that to yourself. Than speak your truth, without attacking or blaming them. Say that you´ve decided you want to spend your day in your own way. Yes, they will gossipp about you, they will blame you, but they´ll do it anyway and there´s no need for sacrifice. Maybe not showing up to other´s games, will show you´re having fun with yours.

Shine your light!

Learning through contrast

Insights & PerspectivesPosted by Natalie Sun, November 27, 2016 10:43:24
In my old life there used to be so much heartbreak, because of so much no-love all around me, starting with my own mother, that these experiences used to be really hard for me. But later when I learned to heal myself, it became obvious to me, that all pain has been serving me in the end. It´s been nothing but contrast and contrast is how duality works. Just noone told me and so it took me really long to understand what was going on.

I´d like to share this to spare you pain.

Whatever causes you emotional pain, is painful as it is not your truth. Truth isn´t painful, it is the resistance against the contrast and the absence of what you want to experience that causes the pain.

As love and joy has always been my highest truth, all antipode that I experienced was horrible to me.
And that is an important point, that will hopefully help others on their path.
See the polarity, but don´t identify with it. Don´t struggle with it, don´t fight it, don´t get entangeled in it. Your inner feeling is telling you loud and very clearly, that this is not your truth. So why deal with it longer than necessary?

With these two steps, you may step out of the pain and into the truth:

1.)Feel inside. What is your truth about your experience?

2.) Live it!

See, in my case it meant to live love. Love for myself. Love for others. I walked the desert, so I am seeding beautiful gardens now.
I had a few hard moments, when I recognized some seeds will take a long time or even fell on very solide rocks, resisting all growth. But even that has been just a lesson. It´s not up to me what others do with their opportunities. It is free will and in the end everyone will return to the light. Let them idle a little bit. Who cares about a few seeds not growing, when there´s so much plenty and beauty, blooming in me and all around me?

It is so important that we learn to not get distracted by what we don´t want, but instead focus totally on what we want to live.
Resistance and fight need a lot of power. That´s destructive.
Take back your power and live it in an constructive way and you´ll be unstoppable.

Someone lies and cheats on you? Personify truth and integrety!

Someone tries to put you down? Stand up tall and strong!

Someone hates you? Become a living Lovebomb!

Someone can´t see your worth? Express your values!

Someone is cold and untouched? Live a warm and intimite life!

Being cast out? Take in light, life and love fully!

Being rejected? Love and accept yourself and others fully!

Being maligned? Well, sorts out wrong friends. More time for real ones!

Whatever opposes you, just stand by and for yourself!

Let contrast be your teacher, recieve your training willingly and you´ll become stronger than you can even imagine.

Shine your light!

Archive, Inspired

Birthing our own light

Inspired to inspirePosted by Natalie Fri, November 25, 2016 06:36:38
We fear nothing more than our own light. It is overwhelming. Too much.
That´s the reason why our path takes a long, long time. We need to prepare before we are able to trust and open up fully.

The first time I made consciously contact with the light in this lifetime was when I gave birth to my daughter. That happened long ago, February. 2nd 1987. To me that´s a typical kryon joke as it´s been exactly 6 month before the convergence, but it happened the way it happened because there would be the convergence.

I was a young woman of 18 and I really feared giving birth and being a mother. I had absolutly no idea how to make it. Well life doesn´t need us to know how to, it is just unfolding perfectly. It´s been already evening and I had been in labour for 16 hours when a pain hit me that´s been beyond words, I opened my mouth and yelled like crazy – afterwards I felt very astonished and a bit ashamed for loosing control so totally.

It remained the only yell, cause I recieved heavenly birth help. On my inside a picture showed up: A surfer, riding a wave. I understood immediately: Don´t fight the wave, surf it. And I did.
The rest was happening very quickly. The very second my daughter entered earth again, very different things happened simontaneously. I had my feet onto the legs of the midwife, so she could hold against my power. Well actually she couldn´t. She was literally kicked through the whole room and totally stunned as she said something like that never happened in 20 years to her. She couldn´t understand it.
Well, that´s been the power of love.
Cause the moment when my daughter came in the veil was removed for a splitsecond, and I experienced a light, that´s been warm and love and all one. Far beyond all words and the seed of my path as a lightworker in this life.

My daughters father was sitting by my side, holding my hand and he later described again and again that he didn´t understand what was going on. Suddenly the midwife lost balance and was stumbeling through the room and he saw a little grey ball laying between my legs (totally his daughter, she likes soccer just like him 😉 ) and when he looked very puzzled into my face he saw the most happiest and beautiful smile he had ever seen in his whole life. Well, of course – I´ve been in heaven that second. Not only did I birth my daughter out of the light…I also gave birth to my own light.

One might think, that having experienced that, I would hunger for the lovelight. Of course I did. Kept me on the path. Made me study spiritual teachings from all cultures.
But when the light knocked at my door many, many years later I was so afraid that I´ve not been able to let it in fully.

It happened after a Kryon meeting in autumn 2014 in Basel. I left the meeting very quiet and went straight upstairs to my hotelroom and laid down on my bed and opened up. And there it was again. I guess I´ve never been more happy and fearful in my life. I opened up and let it in, cause I wanted it so much, but I couldn´t open fully. It came in so strong, that I´ve been too afraid I might burst into nothingness. So I jumped from love to fear, again and again.

Well, the light is patient. It told me to go to Israel with Kryon 2015. I didn´t understand why and didn´t want to, but of course I followed my inner voice. The best choice ever. Now a path started to unfold, where I´ve been prepared step by step to let it in. Not all at once, but again and again. As much as useful and as I could hold without freakin out or loosing ground. Instead of jumping from love to fear, like a crazy quantum rabbit on drugs, I now let it in slowly, in a balanced way. Others may prefer other ways to find the light.

Each lightworkers journeys is different, all stories are breathtakingly beautiful, but one thing we might mostly have in common:

– Nothing is more overwhelming than the own light. It seems impossible to embody that.

It is us, birthing our own lovelight.

May the surfer help us to go with the waves and not against it.

Shine your light

Don´t allow others to contaminate your temple

Insights & PerspectivesPosted by Natalie Wed, November 23, 2016 15:26:00
Something that catched my attention lately

a) because I had health-issues myself
b) I examined others health-issues in sessions

is the fact that an emotional wound can cause quite painful physical experiences also.

As this has been the planet of madness for a long time, we all experienced quite unpleasant things. And when you experienced painful encounters maybe very intensely, or maybe very often plus you may have a genetic disposition in your family, as this is an old issue from your ancestors, you might literally get sick from someone elses mean actions and words towards you.

Seems to be very injustice, that these persons can do you harm. Yes and no.
See, hurt people hurt people. They did you wrong, cause they themselves are living in a kind of hell. And you, somehow, let them into the temple, that is your bodysystem.
When we are lightworkers, maybe very empathic, open, loving and want to help others, we might be too open for all kinds of influences.

If we see our body as the temple for our holy soul, we first have to clean him. If you´ve got an health issue you may travel to this part of your body, examine the issue and talk to your body. This is your body, cooperate with him.

We have to embody our body fully. The more we bring the light into the body, the more we unite body and soul. Than this body becomes our temple.
Others are very welcome to this temple – when they come with love and respect.

Imagine you´d be a priest/ess in a holy temple. For sure that´s easy to imagine. Most of us have been in other lifetimes. How would you welcome someone to the temple? Very open and loving. And when they don´t behave? What if they come in drunk, making noise, bringing in dirt, yell at the priest/ess, try to sell their stuff?

Well, you will remind them where they are, tell them that you like to have them here, but that this is a holy place. If they don´t listen? You tell them to leave. If they still don´t behave? Kick them out!

People are at very different points in their journey. You won´t reach everyone with nice words (but much more than one might imagine). But some are just looking for trouble, some are just full of poison and hatred. They need to play that out before they are ready for the next step. Well they don´t have to act it out in your life, having an impact on your body. Don´t allow it.

Be open like a membran – with semipermiability, letting the wanted stuff in and the unwanted out. We´ve got to learn that ablity.

Well sometimes stuff that hurts us is coming from people that are very close and dear to us, the closer they are the bigger might be the impact on our emotional and physical body. As described above it might help to talk to yourself, to find out what is the issue and to heal it.

Make yourself aware, that the one trying to attac you did so because s/he has been forgetful in that moment. We all are once in a while. If they are very often forgetful, remind you that you are the temple and don´t let them. Everyone that is hateful, angry, rejecting or tries to bring you down in any form, feels this way about him/herself. It is true that they are doing that literally to themselves. Imagine in what a hell they might live. Well, and than decide to not share that hell, cause that won´t help them, but injure you. Instead bringing in awareness that you are the sacred temple and keep your temple clean.

Shine your light!

Attracting the unusual

(T)HeArt of CreationPosted by Natalie Sat, November 19, 2016 22:53:17
We all experience coincidences. We think about someone we haven´t seen for years, enter a grocery store…and there s/he is.
You think about a movie you´ve seen and next to you a couple starts talking about it.
I am so often experiencing stuff that is against all odds, that the unusual became a normal part of my life. Although I´m a writer, I could never write about my own life, cause nobody would believe it…not even as a fiction.

So I contemplated about the fact why so much serendipity is happening to me, and I found 5 explanations for it, that may inspire you to increase your good luck.

1) I love to think about unusual things. I love to stretch my mind and change perspectives. My mind is playfully strolling in the galaxies, while me feets are wellgrounded on earth. That seem to make it easy to bring heaven on earth.

2) Although the unusual is quiete normal to me, I´m never getting used to it. I´m still amazed every time such stuff happens. A little bit like a child´s mind. Makes me stay open and therefore I seem to enjoy christmas once a week or even more often.

3) Awareness. People that aren´t present oversee the miracles in their life.

4) Being joyful. Maybe the angels love to play tricks on me, cause they love it when their work is appreciated. Or maybe the vibration of joy attracts joyful events. Don´t know why, but joy is increasing the miracle-factor in my life a lot.

5) I´m sure we are all connected through an Inner Net. Persons that are very close and dear to us, seem to have a direct line, although that´s not happening in our conscious mind.

Here´s a nice story, that happened this week:
I didn´t talk very much to my daughter lately as she is very busy in her job and in her freetime also. She needs action and been traveling a lot lately while I´ve been quite busy with other stuff. In the middle of the week I saw rainbow-roses in the internet, that made me think of my daughter, as she has a tatoo with these colors. I ordered these flowers for her to be delivered at the weekend. Well a few hours later my daughter sended me a message that a package is on it´s way to me, that should be delivered for the weekend. I read it with a huge grin on my face. Both miles apart, quite busy with very different things, but thinking at each other at the same time.

Well, what my daughter surely couldn´t know is that I am much occupied the last days with
a) making plans for my businesses, like moving this blog to wordpress, what I should have done from the beginning, thinking about interview partners for the end of my actually book project and having another book project started these days and much, much more
b) being focused on a daily routine for manifestation, to make these things happen smooth and easily

Well, when the parcel arrived I have been writing an article in a facebook-group, taking my daughter as an example that we don´t have to fear the future as the new generation has all that is needed. It´s been a love-declaration for the young ones. The very moment I sended the post, my bell was ringing and the parcel arirved. When I opened it, I starred at what my daughter had sended to me:
There was a pillow in it, saying “Dream bigger.” and an advent calendar saying “Expect miracles”. That is not what my daughter would message normally, these are words I would use, not she. That´s already a miracle in itself. Even when this is not her mindset, she´s for sure very much in tune with me <3

I guess coincidents are created with the heart <3