The Monthly Rose Touch, November 11th, 2017

In November 2017 the free Group-Session will take place at the 11th,  at 10 p.m. my time (Germany). Here you can find your time zone: http://www.thetimezoneconverter.com/

When you can´t make it at the given time, just join at “your perfect time”, as this happens in the Quantum Field.

How does the Monthly Rose Touch work?

The Sessions take place in the Quantum field. At the given time you find yourself a nice place and make sure you won´t be disturbed for at least 30 minutes. Make it a comfortable experience, maybe lit a candle, burn incense, play relaxation music or whatever helps you to get into a calm, meditative state. Breath calm while you focus onto your heart, as it is your gate. Imagine to open your heart and enter a holy place, where you sit between roses to receive the high frequencies of OneLove delivered to you through the Inner Net. (The Inner Net is connecting all that is. You enter it through your consciousness, no devices needed.)

The Rose Touch is a quantum experience and the only things required is your intend to participate, to open your heart and to receive these high frequencies. While the session every subscriber is adressed as a part of the group, but I am also focussing for a moment on each participant at the end of the session, to send him what s/he might need personally.

If you want to participate put your name under this post or message me. Please don´t put someone elses name to the list, as free will is very important in this case. Sole exceptions are your own children that are under 14 years or your pets, as you are their care-takers. For each month you´ve got to sign in anew if you´ve enjoyed it and want more.

Guided Meditation: For the ones, that would prefer to be guided into the Meditation, I´ve recorded a visit into your own inner Rosegarden to receive the Rose Touch as an extra offer. To download the meditation klick on the colored Link: Monthly Rose Touch Medi

Everybody else may just use his own music and meditation practise. The Session will take place at least 30 minutes, but some people enjoyed it for many hours. Trust your own feelings, how long you want to stay in the field.

A personal statement: I´m honored to be able to hold this field and deliver these outstanding energies. But this is not about me or my human persona. I want to make that very clear. It is  a coworking of the human with the divine and activating the pure Loveenergy that resides in all living beings. It is your own essence you´ll experience, what creates the blessings and healings. Please feel invited to share this message with likeminded, cause every participant is adding to the choir of energies and strengthening the field, although s/he benefits from it. Welcome to the New Earth. Let´s love it into life!

Shine your light precious soul!

The Drama-Triangle

I heard the term “Drama-Triangle” a few weeks ago in a Seminar at my working place. The lecturer brought the example of his mother in law, giving a call that she made a cake and will show up in half an hour with the cake (saviour). And how they, both him and his wife working, with 2 children, had an schedule totally filled and had to say “no, thank you”. With the result, that the mother in law first got totally upset and accusing (victimizer) and finally complained how she always tries to do them a favour and how it took her half the day to make that cake, that is now not valued (victim).

The same day a healer made me an offer. Something that I defo would need and only few places are available, but I can have one (saviour). I didn´t feel in any way I need his produkt and gave him a friendly no, wishing him all the best. (I sensed his pressure already as he needs the money, that´s been the reason why I made sure my no is an uplifting one. People often forget that I read energies). He than was not able to accept my no, telling me this would be just my fear and ego. (LOL?!). I still stayed patient, telling him it´s a bit absurd to tell me to know better than myself what I need. Oh my, that  made him freak out totally! He went full circle or triangle, how unaware I am (victimizer), how outstanding his produkt is, that I wouldn´t value (victim) and how I had missed my great opportunity (saviour).

It´s just an example, as this was a timely coincident, but I decided to write about it, as I see this Drama-Triangle playing out so often. It´s a very destructive behaviour and people are totally unaware how they sabotage themselves and their goals. See, I never thought bad about that healer, my thoughts were positive, I never thought he might offer products that are not good. Just I have a 24/7 direct line to my higher aspects, they tell me what I need or not. I even felt compassion towards him, as I knew how it feels like to need money desperately. But that never made me manipulate or belittle others, no matter how difficult life became. See, you can not give out such an energy and expect to thrive in life. You just make things worse on the long run.

The reason why the Drama-Triangle isn´t working, but destructive:

You can not pump up your selfworth by belitteling others.  And you are no victim, but in charge of your re-actions to life. And for sure you can not feel important by playing the saviour.

The whole Drama-Triangle is created by a low selfworth, what is most common on this planet. But it can only play out when you do not face your own feelings and when you still believe the big lie of “better or less than”.

What helps, no matter if you create the triangle or have to face someone who plays it out, is to bring in awareness. Observe what is just happening. If you have to deal with people, playing out that Drama-Triangle very often, you might remind yourself with hanging a picture of this triangle next to your phone or computer.

Your awareness will help you to not get dragged into the destructive game, but to stay present with yourself. So you do not have to take things personally. It has nothing to do with you, but it´s all about them and their projections. I might feel compassion towards them, but nevertheless I stay away from people that are fully engaged in this game. I give people the opportunity to become aware and to stop their behaviour, but if they do not want  to take responsibility for themselves I stay away from them. For me that´s a matter of self-respect and self-care to not engage more than needed with toxic people. But in most cases you do not have to remove them, as they can not stand your presence, when you gain and emanate selfworth, and will stay away themselves. Of course they will tell everyone else what a horrible person you are, but well, the ones that believe them, they deserve them 😉

Take good care and shine your light <3

 

#metoo The stages of pain, denial and healing

I am one of many women who postet #metoo. The Weinstein-Exposure startet a discussion that comes very late, as the affected have been left alone for so long. But it is a little miracle in itself, that the topic finally entered the collective stage. The hashtag #metoo is already 10 years old, but time wasn´t ripe before…and the names maybe not famous enough.

I wrote a few month ago about my own suppressed trauma from childhood, that suddenly showed up after 40 years. It showed up, when I asked my higher self why I still attracted abusive people after all the healing work I did. The answer was a shock. I asked myself why my consciousness didn´t let it out earlier, as there´s been already quite some other incidences later in my life that I´ve been conscious of. The answer is that what happened to me as a 8 year old, was just too horrible and the remembered episode has been the only one where I was awake, as for some reason the barbiturate wasn´t working that day. It happened over years and normally I was drugged and used and thrown away like a doll, seemingly even selled to others. The whole story showed up in layers to be integrated. My own consciousness is just a mirror of the collective, that denied what it couldn´t deal with. And the collective denial continues and will be unveiled in layers.

The reason why there´s so much dispute in the discussion, are the different stages of processing the involved persons are representing at the moment, as expressions of the collective.

When Pain starts to talk to Denial, there´s no way they can have a proper conversation, not to mention a connection that brings healing.

Out of own experience I want to encourage Pain to express the stages of pain, rage, sadness and whatever it might be you feel. To feel it is needed for the proper integration. Feel it fully, express it…and than give love to yourself. Comfort yourself. Be proud that you were brave enough to express yourself. It is important to value all stages of processing, as only this can bring healing. That goes for the individual as for the collective.

I experienced myself, as a child and this year again, how it feels to be left alone. Or how people even use it against you, to pump up their self-worth and make you “less than”. Yes, this is painful, but I welcomed the clean-up in my life anyway. Maybe you can also try to get a point of view that helps you instead of hurts you.

In later phases, when there´s already peace in the system, there might occur a greater picture. Facts like that the ones that are in denial have not been brave enough to face the topic themselves, to literally step in your shoes. There are many reasons why people deny pain. They might have been victims themselves, they might have been perpetrators, but in both cases they can not deal with the pain. Sometimes they went from victim to perpetrator. It´s a well-known fact that this happens very often. For some reason they don´t have the courage until now to deal with it. And you can not force people to face their shadows, without becoming somehow assaulting yourself. Do not enter the destruction and distraction circle.

Over the last month I learned much about cowardish behaviour. Funny enough the “spiritual” community is the best…in creating forms of denial. And it´s making sense. Most people in the spiritual community still want to be “better than” or somehow special, totally unaware that they are the best when they are just themselves and drop all of that special advanced BS. People just have to be “better than” when they didn´t learn to love themselves and others fully.

The second reason was spoken out loud in Basel from Teal Swan on stage. She said, that most of the spiritual stuff is Novocain, a painkiller. Doesn´t heal anything, just makes people run from one event, book, teacher to the next, to get their shot of release. I couldn´t agree more, been there, done that …until I realized it. Well the second reason has much to to with the first reason, as the biggest pain is the lack of self-worth.

So please, when you have to process pain search for help and stay away from people that are still in stages of denial. Do not waste your time and energy with a fight against other peoples shadows. Use all your energy to face and heal your own shadows. Do also not search for revenge. The best revenge is to be a healed, happy and free being. Go for it. I am by your side and many good men and women are too.

Sending my love and compassion to every one <3

The waves of change

When we start to move beyond the limitations of the old earth, we realize that there are no more absolutes. Black´n white? Right or wrong? Good and bad? Yes, they are somehow still existing, but they are more a point of perspective than the ultimate truth. There are no more absolutes. All rules and limitations are just a temporary guideline. What suited you yesterday, might be a “no way!” today and vice versa. We realize, that our so-called opponents believe to do the right thing, just like we do. And someone we believed to be trustworthy might be involved in a skandal the next day.

I know a lot of the turmoil on the earth is happening at the moment because people insist on their old ways, rules and limitations. And when we resist to go with the flow of the new energies, we are moved by outer circumstances and forces. That´s a scary experience, unless you understand what´s happening and go with the flow instead of against it.

And no, I´m not a theorist. I know how it feels like. I´m going through a difficult process the last few month myself. But I´m at peace with it, because I know what it is all about. Therefore it is much smoother, than it would be otherwise. It´s sometimes still a hell of a rollercoaster, but through great love and divine grace I experience the best possible route and much help along my way.

I try to share all of this in my articles, to assist others on their path, to lighten it a bit. I listen to you, to much that is said and to even more that is unspoken, but felt nevertheless.

Mother Earth, and we with her, is in a birthing process. Although we know the result will be beautiful, we forget it when we are in pain. A few month ago I described in another article how I once received heavenly birthhelp, as the picture of a surfer showed up on my inside, when I gave birth to my daughter. It totally changed the experience. Starting as a long exhausting labour, the whole process switched in an instant. My daughter came in in a powerful wave of love and light, causing my own spiritual awakening, what is now 30 years ago.

Maybe that´s the reason why I love to assist people in their own processes..birthing their own light. And no, I can not promise you, that your life will not be shaken anymore. The changes will go on and you will somehow witness and experience them. But the how depends on you. Noone can do it for you, but it´s my pleasure to share my knowledge.

These 3 reminders can help you to surf the waves of change:

  1. Do not resist the waves of change. If you try to fight or resist them, you´ll get hurt. Ride them like a surfer and you´ll experience fun or even bliss.
  2. Trust the process. Life is not your enemy, but asks you to cooperate. Watch the waves and follow your inner knowing how to go with the flow.
  3. Become one with the ocean. Be part of the change. Allow the ocean to carry you, so you can be an expression of the new earth. That´s when you´ll experience to be protected by divine grace, as you receive whatever you need.

I hope this helps a little bit. All who search for personal guidance in a one-on-one session and feel attracted to my work, may check out my homepage for further conditions: http://soulutions.one/

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The result of the new earth is already a given. We are the ones that create our own path towards her. I wish all of you the perfect wave to reach the shores of the new earth with much love and joy <3

 

 

 

Why the scapegoat was so important for the old earth communities

The scapegoat had an important role in the history of social communities. As people did not dare to look at their not accepted “shadow-side”, they took all their sins onto an animal and killed it or punished it  and sended it into the desert.

It´s been the way how people could still live together, whos characters had a lot of shortcommings. Just pretend it´s not there, than all is well…except for the goat, but well better to sacrifice a goat than to risk that  the community would break apart.

In the old testament, you find the description, that 2 goats were used. One has been slaughtered and her blood brought into “the holy of holy” and sprinkeled onto the “seat of mercy” (you may ponder a bit, who might really own such a place and receive all the worship) and the other goat was sended into the desert.

It is the reason why it is said that Yeshua died for our sins and the reason why we pray to a dead man on a cross instead of seeing in him a living example of the divine. Using a human as a scapegoat has a lot of advantages. You get rid of someone who doesn´t please the ones that are in charge and you make sure the rest of the community behaves to not experience to be a scapegoat also.

A lot of lightworker have experienced this in the past too, when being the shaman or the witch. You had a lot of knowledge and knew also about the peoples sins, because they came to you when they needed help, plus you had the inner knowing. When the community had a bad harvest or another misfortune, you had to pay the price and been their scapegoat.

A scapegoat is a very practical thing, it prevents people from being responsible for their own actions.

I´m a double capricorn, a mountaingoat, and I know all about being the scapegoat. I´ve played this role so often. My very existance in this life was the result of a “sin”. My mother couldn´t stand my presence, that´s why she gave me into an orphanage. There the nuns, never allowed to have a good orgasm, treated me badly, too. I remember, that even just two years old, I´ve been punished for the stuff the “sweet, nice girl” did. I can not count how often that happened in my life. I learned all about the unwanted, suppressed, ignored. And that imprint sticked and brought replays.

The point is that it doesn´t work. It is the reason why mankind runs in circles and nothing ever changes. Whatever you hide in the shadows will come out again and again until it is accepted, integrated, transformed.  If you pretend you do not know that the major is mollesting woman, you will ignore it until you or a loved one become a victim and maybe noone will listen to you than. You´ll be even marked as the one who´s disturbing the peace. That´s how communities are working. It´s the price that has to be paid when being part of a herd.

The shadow of the age of pisces are lies, deception and sacrifice and a lot of people have deeply invested, to hold on to their illusional state.

For me it doesn´t matter anymore. I am bored by all the games and projections and I laugh about the comedy, that will only fool the ones that choose ignorance. I see the true colors and I see who refuses the wake-up calls. I see who wants to stay with the same old, sacrificing others for the own illusional comfort, thinking this will prevent themselves. I see who preaches love´n light and hides the own shortcommings in the shadows, holding everyone else accountable. There´s just one question, that is immediately making the house of cards crumble:

“Why do you hand your responsibility to people that are not even able to be responsible for their own actions?”

Being the scapegoat turned out to be the best role in that comedy. It made me strong and independent to be casted out so often. I had to learn to care for myself. And I prefer it meanwhile. Who wants to be part of such a kind of communities? Not me. The age of aquarius will be the time when free beings and equals are coming together and nothing else suits me. It is the point of view I can offer to all that have experienced to be the outcast. You are not meant to cuddle into the mold of the common lies, you are called to be sovereign, free and search only for company of your own kind. You deserve to be the ones to build the new earth.

It only hurts, when you try to herd. So just don´t. Be yourself and people that are attracted by your authentic self will find you. Quality over quantity. Dare to shine your light, integrate your own shadows and don´t care about others projections and lies. Life is way too beautiful for such games <3

 

The Monthly Rose Touch, October 14th 2017

In October 2017 the free Group-Session will take place at the 14th,  at 10 p.m. my time (Germany). Here you can find your time zone: http://www.thetimezoneconverter.com/

When you can´t make it at the given time, just join at “your perfect time”, as this happens in the Quantum Field.

How does the Monthly Rose Touch work?

The Sessions take place in the Quantum field. At the given time you find yourself a nice place and make sure you won´t be disturbed for at least 30 minutes. Make it a comfortable experience, maybe lit a candle, burn incense, play relaxation music or whatever helps you to get into a calm, meditative state. Breath calm while you focus onto your heart, as it is your gate. Imagine to open your heart and enter a holy place, where you sit between roses to receive the high frequencies of OneLove delivered to you through the Inner Net. (The Inner Net is connecting all that is. You enter it through your consciousness, no devices needed.)

The Rose Touch is a quantum experience and the only things required is your intend to participate, to open your heart and to receive these high frequencies. While the session every subscriber is adressed as a part of the group, but I am also focussing for a moment on each participant at the end of the session, to send him what s/he might need personally.

If you want to participate put your name under this post or message me. Please don´t put someone elses name to the list, as free will is very important in this case. Sole exceptions are your own children that are under 14 years or your pets, as you are their care-takers. For each month you´ve got to sign in anew if you´ve enjoyed it and want more.

Guided Meditation: For the ones, that would prefer to be guided into the Meditation, I´ve recorded a visit into your own inner Rosegarden to receive the Rose Touch as an extra offer. To download the meditation klick on the colored Link: Monthly Rose Touch Medi

Everybody else may just use his own music and meditation practise. The Session will take place at least 30 minutes, but some people enjoyed it for many hours. Trust your own feelings, how long you want to stay in the field.

A personal statement: I´m honored to be able to hold this field and deliver these outstanding energies. But this is not about me or my human persona. I want to make that very clear. It is  a coworking of the human with the divine and activating the pure Loveenergy that resides in all living beings. It is your own essence you´ll experience, what creates the blessings and healings. Please feel invited to share this message with likeminded, cause every participant is adding to the choir of energies and strengthening the field, although s/he benefits from it. Welcome to the New Earth. Let´s love it into life!

Shine your light precious soul!

Make sure that nothing harms you, even if it did harm you

Yesterday I´ve been speaking with someone about painful experiences in my childhood. When I recognized she was feeling bad, just out of her beautiful ability to have empathy, I immediately told her to please change her point of view. That I wouldn´t be the person I am without these experiences. And that it is really not an easy path, but that it made me compassionate, strong and independent, so all is well. Make sure that this goes also for you. Make the bad stuff strenghten you, so you will thrive, no matter what.

The hard thing about being abused as a child was that I still attracted abusive people. The hard thing about having a covert narcissist as a mother was the energetic imprint, that would attract people, pretending to be loving and kind…that would than turn out to be covert narcissists. And that they are even existing in the spiritual community. But makes sense of course, it´s way too yummy for the wolfs to not go where their supply hangs around. And as Matt Kahn once said, there´s nothing worse than a spiritual narcissist.

All of these experiences are just painful, as long as we allow them to hurt us, without getting the benefit out of it.

I don´t know how you see it, but one thing that did hurt me was a feeling of imbalance and the idea of “that´s not  right that they get away with it and maybe even harm more people”. Well, drop it, actually they don´t. Noone escapes him-/herself on the long run. Noone is seeding without reaping, but it´s none of your business. Just take care of your own seeding and harvest. If you would stay in pain and misery, the Law of Attraction had to bring more pain and misery. Choose something better instead. Cause you can bring in balance for you, and you are only responsible for you, when you bring in a benefit to balance the harm.

An example: Someone told me a story, to get my attention, time, money. Although I felt something was weird I gave them what they wanted. Should I feel hurt when I recognized they tried to use me? Or instead say: I paid for the lesson to next time listen to my inner voice and to learn to say “no” ?! I chose the last point of view. When the same scenario happened to me lately the other got my “no” and than tried to manipulate me, accuse me, said mean things to bring me down. Didn´t hurt me at all. He showed his true colors, not mine. I laughed my ass off. Nice try.

A lesson learned doesn´t really hurt any more. There might be an echo, like a story from a pastlife, but not more.

But do not deny your own feelings of anger or pain. They have a message for you, they show you something that is not the truth of your soul. Just do not  linger in these feelings, when they have delivered their message. Anger for example might carry the message: “I am not a victim!” or “I want this situation changed!” And that is true, but there´s no need to harm someone else to prove that point. Use your anger, that is compressed energy, and let it unfold in something constructive. Clean your house or run a mile or two. Compressed energy is like fuel, use it to move forward and do not lit a candle, because you are a lightworker, and make it finally all explode 😉

There´s always something beautiful we can find even in our darkest experiences. Having made so many experiences with abusive people crossing my borders and not respecting my free will, made sure I am very careful when working with other people to make sure to respect their free will and serve them in the best possible way. My abilities of tuning into others energy field could be very easily misused and I met those, that misuse their own abilities to get what they want. And it´s the reason why some people, that are hungry for power, wanted me in their team. Just it didn´t work, as even the best masks fall one day and than the game´s over. I search only the power over myself. That´s more than enough to master. Instead of overtaking others, I assist them to be whatever they choose. And that really rocks!

My empathy makes sure, that I couldn´t harm someone without harming myself. And we all do harm us when we harm others, just an empath feels it immediately, while a narcissistic personality might never realize she did cause it all herself.

Oh, by the way, to give you a practical hint: Covert narcissists are really sneaky and often pretend to be empaths, too. Well, they might be very good actors, but only concerned when it comes to their own feelings. You can hurt them with laughable things like not having given them a like on Facebook or not having given them a call the last week. But they are really only sensitive when it´s about them. They never ever think compassionate about someone else or about the harm they are creating in other peoples lifes. They give a shit when it comes to other peoples feelings…and if you are an empath you have to learn to be a bit more like them. Just 1% to be able to kickass if needed. I never thought this would be what I´d learn in between lightworkers, but funny enough that´s been one of my most important lessons.

Become an alchemist of the soul and find something that serves you in every experience. A lot of my work as a Soulutioner is about this, to assist my clients to find the point of view that helps them to move ahead. When you find the benefit in a situation, you suddenly feel a positive feeling like clarity, freedom or peace. That´s your indicator, that you made it. What you feel is the energy of balance, that is regained. You need no excuse of the other to find peace, balance, healing. It is all taking place inside of you. That´s an important step for mankind to realize you can move on, no matter what the other is doing or not. You do not need someone to say sorry, to be healed. You hold your own power to find balance, healing, harmony.

It needs two to make war, it needs one to be at peace.

May this article help you, may you thrive and shine your light <3

Photo: Flowering shadow 😉

Facing darkness

As I´ve announced I will write a bit more about shadow-work, as it is crucial at the moment. And Jupiter entering Scorpio tomorrow will bring up a lot of opportunities to face, what has been hidden and denied. I´ve been at an esoteric conference in Basel the last weekend and was very pleased to see that a lot of the invited speakers are not afraid of shadow-issues. I wrote a while ago about the new generation of teachers and yes, they are very real, down to earth and entering  the big stages more and more.

Who enters the earthly realm has to face duality. There´s no way to avoid it. Those that think to be out of that game have a blind spot. When you´re out of the game, you´re not in the arena, but you are here 😉  If you bring in your light, you´ll have to face darkness. All we can do is to be aware and to choose wisely.

I must have a nice light as I had to face a lot of darkness, coming my way. Darkness seldom came “right in my face”, mostly it came as a hidden enemie or as a loss.

For those that are familiar with astrology: I have a 12th house Capricorn sun and the ruler of Capricorn, Saturn, is in my 2nd house in Aries and squares my Sun. Lots of work and hardship, without material security – but lots of hidden enemies on top of it. At the moment Pluto, the helldog, plays with this constellation. I understand that I had to face hidden darkness, as I´ve been hiding my light. I have been badly paid, as I didn´t dare to insist in being paid well, as what I have to give is of value. So things are changing under Plutos influence. So thank you darkness for all your lessons, you are seen and valued for it.

When we are young and darkness shows up, we think this happens to us, we will tend to see us as victims and will try to fix things on the level where they show up: on the outside. When we get older, we understand that whatever occures on the outside, just does so, to stirr us up on the inside.

We are all at the moment in an epic battle between light and dark. Just the way it shows up in our lifes is a bit different, depending on the lessons we have booked when planing our incarnation. Do not get fooled, you´ll win or loose that battle on only one place: Your own heart.

Darkness did everything it could, it throwed everything at me that it had in this lifetime. It broke my heart a million times, it overtook all that I love, including my mother and husband. When team dark overtook my husband, the Repto-Lord that owned him, materialized for my very eyes and grinned into my face. Darkness wanted me to know its power. Yes, darkness brought up an ocean of tears and unbearable pain inside of me. I had periods of deep sadness. But I understood that they can only overtake what is theirs. But I am not and will never be. They can turn people that I love into hidden enemies, (using their hidden dark feelings like greed, envy or jealousy) but they have not the power to take my Love. And their power over their slaves is temporary, but my love for their eternal being knows no end. They took the lifes of people I love, but delivered just a direct line behind the veil to me. Darkness wanted to bring me down, but I´m a stubborn Capricorn, so I made darkness serve me in the end, always. Alchemy of the Soul. Darkness can take my material belongings, but who cares, as long as I own myself. Burn down my house and I find my real home. They can make me the scapegoat, they can abandon me or throw stones at me. I stay untouched in the light of my soul and nothing that is made of an illusion can destroy what is eternal.

I have a seventh house virgo moon. I am highly sensitive to others energies and emotions, while I see and understand very clearly the reason for their feelings. To be able to do my work, my heart has to be an open gate. When someone I love throws hate at me, I can feel it over any distance. Brought me literally to my knees a few times. But couldn´t break me, but purified me. When we are touchable by dark, we still have a shadow not faced inside of us, an aspect not fully integrated. I understand that. So I do not answer darkness with darkness. I turn it around and throw my Light on anyone crossing my path. And those that work against me, get an extradose of Love, as they need it the most. And it works. Darkness runs from me. Of course the running ones told the witnesses, that they can not stand me, as I am the bad girl. Scapegoating and projection. Works, again and again. Well, sorts out the weeds and weaks out of my field, so thank you again.

Darkness played its twisted games so long, that the maincharacter and his many expressions got mad, lost in the game and forgot that it is just a role. Lucifer has been the highest of the angels and he had forgotten, that he is an expression of the divine creation. His role has been to teach through diversity. But he has identified with his role, he believes to be the almighty god and he is a jealous one. He is dependent on worship and when you do not feed him he gets totally angry. You have to fall on your knees and obey to him. And I don´t. He´s just another actor on this divine stage. I honor him and I even love him, as he is my divine brother. Not more, not less. Darkness (Lucifer) has in its core never left the omniverse, where all is in harmony.  And our essence is still there. Darkness is just a way energy is expressed. Darkness believes its polarisation to be more powerful, but its energy is just more raw.

Darkness even thought to own this planet. But I´ve got news for dark: Greetings from home, dear Brother, Lord Darkness, he who is not to be named. Mother Gaia owns herself. She´s married to Father Sky, but not even he owns her. He loves and enjoys her. Its divine love, it knows no distance and no end. You can try to poison Gaia, sell her, molest her as often as you want, you will never own her. Ownership is a joke. You´ve been allowed here, as she allows her children to make their experiences. You are not the ruler of this planet, of mankind or anyone. Rule over yourself, if you can! A wise mother allows her children to make experiences. Mothers that do not allow these, will never have adult children. And Gaia, as an expression of Sophia, is a very wise mother. So thank you dark, for this  lesson, you may now take your seat again. We´ve really enjoyed your show, but life has a few more aspects to itself. You are just a part of all that is.

What you send out comes back to you? Yes and no. When we refuse to answer hate with hate and fear with fear…we become the gamechanger. Team Dark thinks to be in control and invincible. And the reason why they could make eternal free beings their slaves is that everybody believed it, that´s why they worked for darkness at all. When they realize they are not in control and helpless against the power of light, that scares the hell out of them. Team dark runs because it is afraid that when the light wins it would pay them back, that the light would punish them, the same way they have punished the light. But only darkness believes in old testament justice, the light lives in grace.

See, team dark has given all they had, but all they did was to strenghten me. It´s all energy. It now returns to the sender – just a little bit transmuted. They are used to receive hate for sending out hate, that´s an endless self-feeding cycle. But when they receive light in return for darkness, that shows them who the gamechanger is.

And it is a game. There´s no such thing like duality in the heavenly kingdom. Shine your light dear Ones, it will protect you and others in these times of the big change!

Where do you invest your energy in?!

The old energy is fighting for its life. The trouble the old energy has, is that it needs energy. Therefore it creates distraction, confusion, drama and turmoil. It needs attention = energy. Darkness can not create energy itself, as it has lost its connection to source. Darkness is needy as hell! It desperately needs your energy.

Where you put your attention, there you invest your energy.

Read this again!

What kind of return do you expect, when you still give your energy to the blamers, complainers, cheaters and drama-creators?!

Now reflect: Who tries to get your attention? Who causes confusion? Who always needs you to help them, pay for them, take sides with them, do stuff for them? Who manipulates you? Tells you what to do and what not? Makes you go for their visions, fight their battles, dream their dreams? Who tells gossip? Tells even lies? Blames others for own shortcomings? Who plays with marked cards and plays the victim card when nothing else is working any more? Who drains your energies? Sometimes it is the person that you´d expect the least. Darkness is not stupid. It has some manipulative masters in their games and at astonishing places, you wouldn´t expect them. Unless you start to think again.

I have always had compassion. Even for the mean guys, as I know their fuel is pain and fear and they live in a kind of hell. I always tried to help even them, as much as possible, to leave their dark patterns behind.

A few month ago I received new orders. “Stop fixing the old. Build the new!” There´s no more time and energy to waste in those that invested in the old and refuse to let go. This is the planet of free choice and everyone made his decission. This has to be honored. You do not honor it with wasting your ressources on destructive discussions, patterns and behaviours. Send them love, let them go on their rampages of distortion, entitlement and illusion. That´s none of your business, instead take care for bringing in the fresh water of the soul.

I know this world is loud and confusing. But you´ve gotta refuse all this distr actions. We have to learn to stop listening to outer voices. Why do you take others words for real? Did you check the data? Why do you make those assumptions? Have you witnessed what really took place?  Are you sure? That´s funny, as you read my words. That tell you to not listen to outer words. Maybe your subconscious needed me to tell you, you´ve got your answers inside. It is crucial that you learn to listen to the voice of your own heart. And make sure it is not the voice someone installed in your head.

No matter what will occur on the outside, your connection with your true self will help you navigate through all difficulties. Nothing is more important at the moment than your connection with you. There you find all the answers, where to go, what to eat, where to live, where to travel, how to find a mate, friends, with whom to work and with whom not.

You can not enter the new earth while clinging on old earth patterns, places, believes and people. Choose wisely <3

 

Why shadow-work is essential if we want to bring in change

In the shadows we find all we believe we can not deal with, the unacceptable and unwanted. But as we do not look at it, it has to repeat its message again and again. And that´s the reason for all our repetion modes in life. The reason for our patterns, that we can not leave behind for some reasons. If we want to bring in real changes, we have to integrate the shadow aspects.

And that´s the real important point, that people miss, when they believe that positive thinking will bring them all they want. Positive thinking is important, it brings you to the vibration of the wanted – but the reason why the unwanted will also occur, sabotaging your success and the reason why this journey is such a rollercoaster, is the refused lesson of the shadow.

People are afraid of their shadow, because they think they will find darkness there, or even worse “the evil”. But that´s not true, that´s a huge difference. Darkness doesn´t hide the evil, but  the unconscious. And very often it is the light that hides in the shadows. I give you an example out of my own shadow-experiences, that might fit for many others, too. Whenever I showed signs of self-confidence in my childhood, the adults got really upset with me. “Who do you think you are?!” I have been punished for all signs of self-confidence. So I have been hiding my selfworth in the shadows. And I had attracted people with a lack of selfworth in my life, of course. Guess what happens when you finally go into the shadows and free your selfworth? The ones with a hidden lack of selfworth will start to attack you, because now they will feel their own shadow, their own hidden light. You will make them unconfortable and therefore they will try everything to bring you down, in any way they can imagine. That´s the reason why we often stay in the shadows, also. We are afraid to not be liked, to loose family and friends. But what kind of friends are these, when they want you to suffer with them, instead of being happy and free? I had some heartbreaking moments, when others told me, I would evolve too quickly. I will not lie to you, it may be that some of your fears will come true. I did loose people along my way. And it hurt me, as I love them. But my love stayed untouched, while I moved on. I didn´t loose anything, but gained a lot of freedom, strenght and clarity.  When they´ve lost their love, it´s been nothing but an illusion. They are free now…to see the illusion or to create a new “love”. The ones that I´ve “lost” have nothing to offer, that I would need.

Think about it. Staying with the others in the shadows, will not heal them or you. To stay in misery, just to have the comfort of others around, who want you to be also miserable, can not be the so(u)lution. And this goes for all kinds of shadows. We can not keep them, when we really want to shine our light. All of you will have to make a decission. If you want to create the new, you have to free your shadows, you have to face your fears. You can not create the new, while staying the old. You´ve gotta grow, evolve, free yourself, letting go of all that isn´t you.

May you find the strenght to look at what you´ve been hiding. It is an aspect that belongs to you. Welcome him home. And shine your light!

 

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